Chapter 45, Habits

Cheng Chuxia closed himself off for two days and cut off contact with the outside world.

Charlene saw that her daughter was no longer as lively as before, and even felt a little remorse and unbearable.

On the third day, I turned on my phone, and it was full of Han Rui's messages, text messages, WeChat, and QQ.

As soon as I connected to the Internet, the message reminder on my mobile phone kept ringing......

From the beginning: "Cheng Chuxia, you lied to me, you haven't come back today, what's wrong." ”

……

to the most recent, "Cheng Chuxia, send me a message back!" ”

Cheng Chuxia flipped through the records, as if every piece of information was incomparably precious, and he was reluctant to cross it out after reading it several times.

In the time when she was depressed, in the time when she disappeared, he was also tormented by such disappearance.

The subconscious self was shouting and replying to him, but reason was telling her no, because ...... They are soon the most ridiculous...... Sibling.

During the time she was with Han Rui, she always felt that it was too dreamy, the unexpected acquaintance in the game, the understanding in reality, and sometimes Cheng Chuxia even felt that this should be a surprise carefully arranged by God, and the shallow fate between them was carefully woven into a fine net, intertwining the lives of the two of them.

Cheng Chuxia never believed in fate, and there was such a nonsense as love at first sight, but Han Rui's appearance completely overturned the previous deep-rooted ideas.

Such a rare fate of love must have been blessed by God.

But why, is this the case?

Rongcheng is a small county town, and there are only a few famous hospitals, so it is not strange that Xia Lin, who went to check her body with her grandfather, met Xiao Qing, who made an appointment with a doctor and hurried over.

Waiting for the time of the test results, Xia Lin went to buy water and came back, and as soon as she walked into the door of the floor, she saw Xiao Qing with her back to her, although she had met a few times, Xia Lin's influence on Xiao Qing was still profound.

Somehow, Charlene subconsciously stopped at a corner that Xiao Qing couldn't see.

Xiao Qing was talking to an obstetrician and gynecologist, and the test results in the doctor's hand were a preview of a new life coming.

Charlene was in a position to hear their conversation clearly.

“…… Xiao Qing, I'm sorry, the last test result was that the nurse made a mistake with the sample, and the test result you came here this time is true. ”

"What's the use of you apologizing to me, such a low-level mistake can happen, what if it's also a misunderstanding this time? How can I have a definitive result? ”

"The result this time is no problem, combined with the recent state you described, it is basically certain."

This news was undoubtedly a blow to Xiao Qing, she should be happy, but when she thought of Han Rui's situation, she had no way to convince herself to be selfish.

"Doctor, I would like to know, if labor is induced now...... Can ......"

"Nope." Before she could finish speaking, the doctor directly interrupted her, "You are now an elderly mother, and now you are doing labor induction, your physical condition does not allow it, and you are likely to regret causing heavy bleeding." ”

These words completely cut off her retreat, and this child came at an inopportune time......

When Xia Lin on the side heard the news, she was even more determined in her previous thoughts, the relationship between Xia Xia and Han Rui really couldn't continue......

When I got home, I looked at the time, it happened to be Cheng Chuxia's end of class, and Xiao Qing immediately called her.

"Hey-Mom?"

"Xia Xia, I ......" thought about it for a while, and felt that this matter was really inappropriate to say on the phone. Today I went to the hospital with my grandfather, and the doctor examined my grandfather......"

As soon as he heard that it was his grandfather's question, Cheng Chuxia suddenly became nervous, "What's wrong with grandpa?" ”

"Oh - grandpa is fine, it's just that the blood pressure is a little high, the doctor said to pay more attention, you haven't come back to see grandpa for a long time, you can go home tomorrow."

"Okay, I'll ask the teacher for a leave of absence tomorrow."

……

When Cheng Chuxia was separated from Han Rui at the school gate, he didn't expect that this decision would involve them in different whirlpools.

When Charlene told Cheng Chuxia the truth, Cheng Chuxia almost thought it was a prank on hers.

"Xia Xia, Xiao Qing, you have also seen her, she is Han Rui's mother."

"Xia Xia, she is pregnant, I saw her in the hospital today."

"Xia Xia, your relationship is really too complicated"

"Xia Xia, break up, he's not someone you should like"

……

"Enough! Shut up! ”

Cheng Chuxia tried very hard not to listen to these words, but people are very strange, when we say something we don't want to say, we will close our mouths, and when we see something we don't want to see, we will subconsciously close our eyes, but the ears are not, even if you cover your ears with all your might, those sounds that you don't want to hear will still come to you like raindrops, and there is nowhere to dodge......

Cheng Chuxia's sudden loss of control also scared Charlene, and she suddenly realized that some things are not good if you know the truth.

"I'm sorry Xia Xia, I ......"

"Okay, don't talk about it, let me be quiet."

In just one sentence, Cheng Chuxia seemed to use all his strength to speak.

For two whole days, Cheng Chuxia didn't say a word to anyone, mobile phones, games, and none of them had the courage to open them.

She was afraid, afraid to see Han Rui's news, afraid to recall the memories about them.

But......

The memories that were once remembered vigorously only need a little traction to set the prairie on fire.

"Actually, you're lucky, Cheng Chuxia."

"I heard that cats have nine lives...... ”

"My wish is you, Cheng Chuxia."

"Old man Han, if you don't drink soy milk, it will be cold......"

The more I don't want to think about it, the more memories come flooding in.

In just three months, it turned out to be enough to portray a person into his own life, and it has become an indelible and indelible mark.

A long time will be wasted, and a short time, in retrospect, seems to have experienced vicissitudes.

Tears gradually spread out of her eyes and began to become unscrupulous, but there would never be another person who covered her eyes with warm hands and whispered in her ear, "I heard that when people are crying, if they are suddenly covered with eyes, the tears will stop......"

She misses him a lot now, with him there, everything can be safely handed over to him, and she is also used to him who seems to have arranged everything for her.

How do you say that? In love, often the deadliest thing is habit.

Not only did she love him, but she also loved him as a habit and dependence......

Cheng Chuxia turned on the signal of his mobile phone and pressed the call back button on the most missed call number.

"Han Rui, let's talk......"