didn't wait for a reply from the other end of the phone, the phone was hung up with another beep, and when I looked again, it turned out that it was not connected at all.

It's class time, and he can't answer the phone.

All the courage that Cheng Chuxia had finally mustered disappeared the moment he hung up the phone.

She was suddenly glad that the phone call that didn't go through gave her a chance to hesitate any longer, she knew that as soon as some words came out, there was no chance to turn back.

In the next few days, there was still no news from Cheng Chuxia, but ...... Everywhere you can send messages, as long as she goes online, she can see the news about Han Rui.

Some are from Han Rui, some are from mutual friends, and there are people in the game team.

Everyone didn't know the truth, but Han Rui's depression and anxiety were really real.

Cheng Chuxia looked at the message message on the screen, but did not reply.

Zhao Yihao is the person who has seen Han Rui's changes most directly, and his message is also the most distressing for her.

Do you really have the heart to torture him to death?

She couldn't bear it, but she had to.

As the days passed, Han Rui's messages became fewer and fewer.

At first, there were more than a dozen a day, and then one a day.

Again and again, no matter how deep the love, will be consumed with time.

When we fall into the long night, we think that the moonlight is companionship and hope, but when the night becomes longer, the moonlight will eventually cool down.

Cheng Chuxia thought that Han Rui was disappointed, but in fact, Han Rui had completely closed himself off and refused to communicate with the outside world.

Cheng Chuxia became his only, humble hope.

Within a few days, Cheng Dongheng went home, Cheng Chuxia's home.

In fact, he didn't object to their relationship, but he couldn't bear to watch Xiao Qing feel uncomfortable, so he had to find his daughter.

"Xia Xia, how long has it been since you went to school?"

If you don't count the time last weekend, there are more than ten days. "What's wrong?"

"You ......" Cheng Dongheng thought of Han Rui's situation and paused, "Do you know Han Rui's situation now?" ”

Cheng Chuxia could think of nothing more than because of her sudden disappearance that caused him to be depressed, and she knew that there was something written in the messages that would be sent every day.

But that's not what Cheng Dongheng wanted to tell her.

"Han Rui has been hospitalized, the doctor said......"

Cheng Dongheng no longer shies away from their relationship with Han Rui. Cheng Chuxia couldn't understand why a good person would be hospitalized suddenly, and the other party was still Han Rui.

"What's wrong with him?"

"You don't know that he has autism, his autism has relapsed, and it is worse than before."

She knew he had autism, but she hadn't paid attention since the last check-up when he told her there was no problem, she trusted him too much, if only she had been more suspicious at the time.

Through Cheng Dongheng, she knew that it was Xiao Qing and Cheng Dongheng who induced him to suffer from autism, but she did not deny that there was also a reason for her disappearance in the past few days.

Han Rui knew everything, but in order not to make her embarrassed and entangled, he silently took all of this alone.

Sometimes, ignorance who says is not a good.

He didn't know if she would accept it, so he was careful not to let her find out, and it would be nice to be happy in her world.

Cheng Chuxia suddenly remembered what Han Rui had said to her: "Even if you look at the stars and the moon, you don't want to look at all the darkness in this world." ”

This is a warm love sentence, and it is also a promise that he has personally verified.

Cheng Chuxia realized that he had been avoiding and missing something.

Han Rui's love is to bear and face. And she is evading, retreating.

Sometimes, the most frightening thing is to suddenly wake up to a person's deep love for themselves.

She wanted to run to him right away and tell him that she loved him and that she didn't want to be separated.

Cheng Chuxia also compromised, if the two people are not related by blood, then what does it matter if they are together?

However, the premise of all this is that there is no blood bond between them.

At present, their half-children have become an insurmountable obstacle between two people.

Knowing the daughter Mo Ruo's father. Cheng Dongheng saw her worries and knew her embarrassment.

"Xia Xia, in fact, from another point of view, the relationship between our previous generation has nothing to do with you, if you really like him, don't let yourself regret it."

Cheng Chuxia and Cheng Dongheng are very similar emotionally, they are both emotional, and they both yearn for the oak-like love written by Shu Ting.

But she can't be so selfish.

Without waiting for Cheng Chuxia to answer, Cheng Dongheng's mobile phone rang first.

"Hey-Xiaoqing-"

"I'm at home...... Yes, she's there for me......"

"You're going to talk to her?"

Cheng Dongheng handed the phone to Cheng Chuxia, Cheng Chuxia didn't take it, she hadn't thought about what kind of identity she wanted to face this, Han Rui's mother was about to be her stepmother.

Seeing that she didn't react, Cheng Dongheng added, "Don't think too much, it's not Aunt Xiao Qing looking for you, it's Han Rui's ......"

Han Rui knew that she had discovered the truth of the matter, and since he couldn't find her, he had to use Cheng Dongheng's relationship to find her indirectly.

Cheng Chuxia took the phone, the other end of the phone was quiet, there was no sound, and after a long time, she faintly spit out a byte, "Hey-"

She thought about the disappearance of these days, and what Han Rui would say to her in the first words could be blame, disappointment, and accusations of her cowardly evasion.

But she didn't expect that he was just in the same tone as usual, as if nothing had happened, and he was still spoiled.

"Cheng Chuxia, I miss you so much."

No blame, no sadness and disappointment, no ordinary greetings.

Cheng Chuxia even had an illusion, as if nothing had happened between them, they were still the same as before, they didn't need anything, just careless and just willful together.

Han Rui...... I ......" these hurtful words, she couldn't say a word.

Han Rui knew what she wanted to express, but he chose to pretend to be ignorant and didn't choose to mention it because he didn't want to mention it again.

Everything he can do has been done, and maintaining a relationship is not his responsibility alone, he also needs to know Cheng Chuxia's thoughts.

The nurse pushed the door in, put down the test slips and pills, and gave careful instructions before leaving.

Han Rui's movements of holding the phone did not change, quietly waiting for the reply from the other side, waiting for her to finish what she didn't finish.

"Lately, how are you doing? What do doctors say? ”

"The doctor said that it was more serious than before, and he needed to be hospitalized for observation. What about you, how are you doing? ”

"Hmm." To put it mildly, it's good, longing is a disaster, escaping addiction, except for weakness, everything is fine.

Han Rui was about to speak, when the nurse who had just left walked in again.

"49-bed Han Rui, I'll go to the doctor's office later."

The voice also reached Cheng Chuxia's ears through the phone.

"That...... Since you're going to ...... later."

She wanted to hang up, but that wasn't what he wanted.

"Cheng Chuxia."

He interrupted her, giving her no more retreats and steps to escape.

"Have you figured it out? What about us? ”

His answer was unquestionable, what he wanted to know was her thoughts.

There was an endless silence between the two of them, she thought that she shouldn't be so selfish, and he thought that love was a matter of two people, and he wanted to know how much she loved him.

Seeing that she was speechless, Han Rui took over the topic and regained his previous patience, "Do you love me?" ”

"Love." There was no hesitation.

After a while, Cheng Chuxia's voice came from the phone again, and it seemed that he had made a lot of determination.

"But many times, it's not that love is everything, Han Rui, we can't be so selfish."

"Love is a matter of two people, who can be unselfish? If it weren't for their selfishness, why should we bother? Cheng Chuxia, love is selfish. ”

"Then what will others think of our future relationship, and what about the unborn baby?"

"None of this is a problem, Cheng Chuxia."

"But in my opinion, these are all problems." Cheng Chuxia can't ignore these self-condemnations, she can't watch a few people sad, rather than this, it's better to let go as soon as possible.

Whether to choose to love most people or selfishly love one person, between the two, Cheng Chuxia chose the former.

Three months of affection, maybe let go of it more simply.

"Han Rui, let's break up."

Five words, in an instant in the oppressive atmosphere, exploded, and the whole world was torn apart.

"Huh." Han Rui laughed self-deprecatingly, there was no moment more than now when he felt like a clown jumping off the beam.

Cheng Chuxia has always been passive, but looking back now, it seems like his wishful thinking all along.

The past comes to life one by one, and the end will be accompanied by her words, "Let's break up." ”

He said that his life was like a cold winter after a long frost, but at this moment, it made him feel even more bitterly cold.

He thought that he would no longer dedicate his feelings, and he would no longer believe in uncertain feelings, he had protected himself well in the past few years, but here in Cheng Chuxia, he wanted to gamble once, but he lost.

Cheng Chuxia on the other side didn't know what to say next, just silent.

The nurse on duty came over to urge again, "Han Rui, why are you still calling?" The doctor is already waiting. ”

Han Rui put down his phone and said to the door, "Okay, go over immediately." ”

Then he picked up his mobile phone again, and his tone was close to freezing, "Cheng Chuxia, you don't know what love is at all." ”

Love?

She has never loved anyone other than her family, Han Rui is the first, and even she is sometimes not sure what true love is, but at this time she still thinks that love, at least not selfishness.

Just as he was about to refute, the phone over there hung up first.

And what she didn't know was that this hanging completely cut off the connection between them.