The First Half of Liu's Life (7)
The First Half of Liu's "Nerve" Life ( 7 )
At that time, there were many people like Liu Neuro's parents, who kept giving birth and abandoning their children.
Those abandoned children lack blood love, and some still suffer from life, but the vast majority of these abandoned children grow up tenaciously, calmly integrate into society, and become a member of the social family. But Liu became the unfortunate one of these abandoned children, and fate sent him to hell.
When Liu Nerve was more than a year old, his biological parents gave him away, and his adoptive parents were from a family in a big mountain in Linxian County.
His adoptive father's surname was Liu, and after he sent it over, he was given the name Liu Shengjin by his adoptive father. After he was sent away, his biological parents never came to see him again, and he grew up in this new family, and he did not see his biological parents again until he killed someone when he was 14 years old.
The adoptive parents have been married for many years and have no children, and the life of the adoptive parents' family is relatively wealthy.
This kind of wealth cannot be compared with the present, and when it is talked about with money, it can only be said that you have enough to eat. In the first three years of his adoption, his adoptive parents treated him well, and at that time, there were many children from poor families who starved to death or died of disease when they were two or three years old, but he did not, which shows that his adoptive parents still did their duty to him.
When he was four years old, that is, when he could remember, his suffering in this family began.
The adoptive parents, who had been unable to have children, gave birth to a child at this time, and since then, the adoptive parents have given birth to children like piglets, one after another, plus the adoptive father has brought back another adopted son, and his family has 7 children.
When he was four years old, after having his first younger brother, his adoptive father began to educate him by force, telling him that he was a child who had been picked up, that he had to do more, and that if he didn't do well, he would throw him away again, and throw him into the mountains for wolves to eat.
Liu Nerves was so scared. That is, from his age, he has to do all kinds of things such as helping adults to work, taking younger siblings, etc., and if he is not careful, he will inevitably eat a meal of flesh and skin.
When he was 7 years old, he should study, his adoptive father didn't plan to let him study, but his adoptive mother had this idea, and his adoptive parents had many disputes over whether he could read or not.
Liu Nerves likes to go to school. He loved going to school because his uncared and lonely heart needed to find a sustenance. Therefore, Liu Nerve's academic performance is quite good.
After finishing the second year of study, his adoptive father did not let him study, first, the family had no money, and second, there was a lack of helpers for labor. In this way, his dream of studying was shattered, and at home he took on the heavy responsibility of doing housework, taking care of his younger siblings, raising pigs, cooking, and sometimes going to the field.
The adoptive father is an uneducated and hot-tempered person, and the adoptive mother is not a lady, with a strong personality, such a couple lives together, the quarrels at home have never stopped, and there is time for Liu Nerves to see what is going on, and a war has ended. After the adoptive parents fought with each other, it didn't take much effort for the two to get together closely......
Of course, his adoptive father often scolded Liu Nerve, but he was not cared for after being beaten like his adoptive mother. At that time, he didn't understand why his adoptive father treated his adoptive mother differently from himself, and later he went to prison to figure out that there was still a need between men and women between his adoptive father and adoptive mother, so the ignorant and violent adoptive father was sometimes quite kind to his adoptive mother, but he was always so vicious to himself.
The adoptive father's life is very indecent, and in addition to his adoptive mother, he has women outside.
The famous ** person named Gui Rong in the village is one of the old friends of his adoptive father. When Liu Nerve was 7 years old, the adoptive father brought back a "picked up" child, which put the adoptive parents in a fierce long-term state of war for a year, and after a year, the adoptive mother calmed down, but the "picked up" child has been abused by the adoptive mother, just like the adoptive father abused Liu Nerve himself.
From the moment Liu learned to think about problems, he developed hatred for his adoptive father.
When he was eight years old, he ran into the mountains and hid for a week because of his adoptive father's beating and scolding.
Wild beasts come and go in the mountains of western Hubei, and the most terrible thing is the wolf. On two occasions, Liu Nerve met a wolf in the mountains. For the first time, he climbed a tree and dodged the wolf. The second time he met a wolf cub, he confronted the wolf, he felt that he could defeat the wolf, he was not afraid, the wolf was frightened away by his bravery.
For a week in the mountains, he lived like a wolf, and when he was hungry, he went back to the village and stole a chicken, and when he returned to the mountains, he killed the chicken, plucked its hair, and ate it raw.
He also thought about getting out of this mountain, but he didn't know where to go, he had never seen the outside world, and in the end, the hunger, mosquitoes, snakes and beasts in the mountain made Liu Nerve unable to hold on, and after a week, Liu Nerve returned home. He thought that his adoptive father would pity him and not beat him, but he was wrong, and his adoptive father beat him and hung him on the door beam, hanging him for several days. His hatred of his adoptive father deepened as his adoptive father's mistreatment of him escalated.
Liu said that the life of his adoptive parents' family is the life of being a cow and a horse.
As he grew older, the work he did became heavier and heavier, and his adoptive father beat and scolded him more frequently. By the age of fourteen, he had murderous intentions towards his adoptive father.
Fourteen-year-old Liu Nerve is still a child. His murderous intent, like all his other thoughts, was only the first thought of a person. All thoughts can disappear over time.
However, the adoptive father's destruction of Liu Nerve's indifference finally broke out Liu Nerve's rebellion.
One day, the adoptive father came home when he was drunk, and he found another reason. first punished Liu Nerves to kneel, and then beat him severely.
This time, Liu Nerves didn't endure until the end of his adoptive father's beating, he pulled out the sharp knife that had been hidden on his body and slashed at his adoptive father.
All hatred melted into this moment. When Liu Nerves lost his mind, he stabbed dozens of times in a row.
The adoptive father died.
The day of Liu's trial was his happiest day. Death, for him, he is no longer afraid. He thinks he's going to die this time. The inmates in the detention center also often scared him with death.
So, he doesn't care about the judges' questions. But the dozens of relatives from his biological parents in the auditorium made him feel warm, and a strong sense of happiness that he had not had in fourteen years melted into his whole body.
Liu Nerves said that he didn't know which two people in the auditorium were his biological parents, but he could see that the two middle-aged men and women who cried the most might be his biological parents, and they seemed to have a sense of intimacy.
Although he felt kind, he cast a vicious look at the man and woman, and he wanted to convey his hatred to them.
All the people in the auditorium who were crying were probably his relatives, including his elders and his siblings. He thought how nice it would be if he wasn't abandoned, if he lived in this big family.
Since that day, Liu Nerves has never seen these relatives again. It may be that they don't understand, it may be that they are poor, or it may be their selfishness, Liu Nerve's relatives have not visited him in prison from the time he was sentenced to the second time he was imprisoned, and there was no contact with him.
Liu was sentenced to life imprisonment, first sent to a juvenile detention center, and by the age of 18, he was transferred to a provincial prison.
Liu Nerves barely mentions detention centers and juvenile detention centers, and he is reluctant to mention them.
I can guess that these two places didn't make a good impression on him. A lonely mountain child, a teenager in need of help and care, a patient whose physical and mental health has been harmed, in prison in the 80s, I can imagine what he suffered.
The prison story that Liu Nerve's recent story is how he got up in the provincial prison and how he got on the board.
To be honest, I don't like this kind of scenery people in prison, their scenery is based on the suffering of others, but I have a little support for Liu Nerve's scenery, one is because of my relationship with him, and the other is because he has to make such a choice.
Liu Nerf has only been in prison for the first two years, and he is not doing well, and he is as bad as a detention center and a juvenile detention center.
Two years later, he has entered his 20s, his body is fully developed, not only has he already practiced kung fu to resist fighting, but he also has enough strength to compete with others.
At the age of 20, he began to think about how to make his life in prison smooth. His long sentence does not allow him to go on forever, and the life of being bullied forever is a life that is worse than death, and he wants to be a normal person, a person who is upright and respected.