When I met Luo Ting at the beginning of the second semester, she was still alone.

"Where's Senior Brother Qi?" I asked.

"The internship is gone." She replied.

"What's that called, you don't even know your boyfriend?"

"Where did you hear that?" She looked at me strangely.

Oh, am I still bumping into ghosts: "At the end of last semester, the small square." "

She recalled for two seconds: "Oh, that's. "

"If you don't like what people say, I won't tell anyone."

"No, Zhuang Ning." Luo Ting smiled slightly: "That day, I fell while wearing high heels, and Senior Brother Qi helped me walk for a while." And. "

Her smile was vaguely melancholy: "Senior Brother Qi, he only has his girlfriend in his heart, oh no, his ex-girlfriend." There is no place for anyone else. "

"Oh." I nodded, not very interested.

To be honest, I'm also worried at this moment, I didn't do well in the "Public International Law" exam, otherwise I could have won at least a second-class scholarship.

A few girls in the dormitory hadn't seen each other for a month, and as soon as they reunited, they began to pat and beat, and even Suma, a cold child, showed a little smile.

"Let's go eat out." Zeng Xiaobai proposed: "Xie Duan treats." "

This guy is still her usual bourgeois shrewdness, I haven't seen her in a month, and I don't think she is annoying anymore: "Excuse me? "

"She's got a scholarship."

"Except you got it all." Suma said.

I knew it would be unkind to laugh at this point, but I couldn't hold back.

Zeng Xiaobai shrugged: "It's not uncommon. "

Xie Duan hurriedly said: "I invite me, please I'll please, it's okay." "

Everybody is the same. I stood up and patted Xie Duan: "How can I come, I haven't fulfilled the friendship of the landlord yet." "

The four of us took a car to the city and walked around the pedestrian street after eating. The wet and cold early spring is quite pleasant for a short time in the afternoon. We wander from mall to mall, frightened by the price list on the counter and run away, or rather, pretend to be deserted, enjoy the little pleasure of being young and careless, and admit calmly and even happily that we can't afford it.

"Zhuang Ning." After walking for a while, Xie Duan suddenly bumped into me: "Wait a while, I want to go buy something." "

"What to buy? I'll be with you. I smiled: "Next time you just say, 'Zhuang Ning, accompany me to buy', it's fine." "

She didn't make a sound, took my arm, and said after a while, "Thank you, Zhuang Ning." "

"Hey - but what exactly are you going to buy?"

"...... Uh, walked through. "

The things she wanted to buy were scooped out by the salesperson of the "Fu Ming" tea house in a small dustpan and held in plastic paper bags, each one was large and plump, with a lot of juice, and the color was dark red and soft. My sense of smell is full of their delicate and sweet fragrance.

"The black tea plum you wanted, twenty yuan, thank you."

"Thank you." Xie Duan handed over the money, and without going out, he put one in his mouth in a hurry, and his eyes narrowed. I looked at her and couldn't help but smile slightly.

"Zhuang Ning, you taste. It was especially tasty. She took my hand and poured one on it: "I didn't even know there was a branch here." "

My dad is a northerner, and I don't have a sweet tooth like him, but looking at this girl's eager little appearance, I still finished this sweet little thing: "Very good, give me another one." "

She was overjoyed: "It's delicious, isn't it?" Zeng Xiaobai! Suma! "

As a result, a pack of plum blossoms was eaten by Zeng Xiaobai alone, and Xie Duan followed behind with a paper bag. Suma Says:

"Zeng Xiaobai, you are not tired."

"It's fine. If you get tired of it, go eat spicy hot. Zeng Xiaobai said casually, while spitting out the plum kernel, and then she glanced at the other side of the street:

"Yo, someone got married."

We wandered all the way through, taking a low-key look and commenting on the couple. The woman hung on the man's arm, and in the ordinary wedding ornament, the two faces were blurred, and only pink rouge and the smile of the blooming were seen.

"Is the bride pretty?"

"Not bad."

"Is the groom handsome?"

"Not handsome, about the same height as her."

"That's the rich guys?"

"It doesn't look like it, the wedding car is Poussin."

"That's, that's it!" Zeng Xiaobai said.

No one heard what she said, and when she asked again, she said vaguely, love.

For the word "love", even the thick-skinned Zeng Xiaobai was not too embarrassed to call him by his name - not beautiful, no money, what is not love? I know that a girl like Zeng Xiaobai always has an unspeakable speculation about blandness, and it is destined to be close to her.

"That might be improvised." Xie Duan answered in a low voice.

Zeng Xiaobai shrugged: "Why make do?" The flag bearer dared to say that I was too materialistic and he was not satisfied, so I broke up with him. "

"Then you're crying like that." Suma said.

"I can't make do with crying like that--Zhuang Ning, what about you?"

"I don't want to." I replied, "But I also understand other people's lifestyles." "

"You've all spoken it alone." Zeng Xiaobai said indignantly: "You are so hypocritical. "

"Thank you, comrades still need to work hard."

It was only this semester that I gradually felt a little bit of the joy of living in a group, and the wonderful female companions who got along day and night as described in the novels I had read before. After the initial discomfort and running-in, dormitory life gradually became a slow movement played by the old piano, with noise and chaos, but the general tune was mellow.

Xie Duan and I got especially close.

Since I was a child, the girls who were a little more intimate were always the ones who grasped the decision-making power in the crowd, with a flamboyant personality and never bothered to compromise. We go to the supermarket together, and if we don't say it in advance, we tend to go our separate ways, and often go around and find that there is no trace of each other, and then we complain to each other when we meet.

I never worry about this with her, wherever I go, needless to say, she will always be quietly with me, at the beginning I was still the same, straight to the goal, and when I remembered that there was such a person, I turned around and bumped into her.

"You don't want to buy anything?"

"If you want to buy it, of course I'll accompany you first."

To be honest, this is a new way for me to experience and get along with friendship outside of my usual life, and she doesn't think compromise is a bad thing for someone else. She was so easy to subjugate her needs to the needs of others. While she puzzled me, I couldn't help but feel a desire to protect. I can't leave her alone.

She is a gentle and delicate child. When I was occasionally late in the morning, she would buy soy milk and fried buns from the cafeteria and wait for me in the classroom.

We went to the school screening room to watch the movie, "Midnight Bell". moved the small bench to occupy the position of the front row, and then as soon as the horror shot arrived, he made an "ah" sound, moved the stool back for a while, and when he finished the scene, he was already sitting against the back wall, rubbing the wall ash on his back, and slapping each other for a long time, disgraced.

We went to and from class together, ate, went to the library, and went to the bathroom.

It's just that I don't ask about her family, and she never says it. Only once, she hugged my arm contentedly and said, "Zhuang Ning, I used to think you were so difficult to approach. "

"Really?"

"yes, you look very proud."

"Is there such a thing? I'm so annoying, huh? "I tease her.

She explained seriously: "No, no, it's not annoying, on the contrary, it's the kind of special -- how to say it, very clear about what you want, you don't need to please anyone, that's the kind of thing." "

"Oh, not really." I remembered that I had dinner at Shen Sibo's house during the Chinese New Year, and when I played cards, I deliberately lost to his mother to make her happy. When the fireworks were set off, his mother put her arms around my shoulders and said to the others in the compound, Xiao Ning, it's my little daughter-in-law.

"Anyway, I'm so happy that we're together." She was tired of me and tilted her head over my shoulder.

I looked disgusted and gently pushed her: "Miss, please don't make it look like a confession, I still want to get married." "

"You don't know Zhuang Ning." She laughed, her voice in my ear, low, but fast, as if she was afraid that she would not be able to keep up with her determination if she spoke slowly: "Since I was a child, no one has played with me. "

"Why?"

She didn't answer.

I didn't ask again.

Rainy season is a beautiful word exclusive to Gangnam. When the plum is fragrant, the spring rain moistens people's hearts in the quiet night.

But when you are immersed in the scene, you will know that the mud under your feet, the damp walls, the clothes have been dried for three or two days, and you still look like the skin of an amphibian, cold and sticky, which is definitely not a poetic feeling.

In the corner of the balcony of our bedroom, there were even two mushrooms the size of soybeans. The four of us surrounded them, like an evil boy surrounded a delicate girl from a good family, discussing whether to cook or fry, and considering all the eight major cuisines before we thought that our humble dormitory did not have such strength, so we dispersed in a hurry, reading books for those who should read, and selling things for those who should sell things.

Until one morning, before he was fully awake, he heard Zeng Xiaobai's scream:

"Hey, the sun! Out of the sun! "

Really, after so many days of absence, it is like filtering in clear water, especially watery, especially vigorous, and every place it touches is very clean.

There were suddenly many more people on campus, and the dampness that everyone had accumulated for so many days seemed to be steaming out from the cracks in their bones.

By the time Duanduan and I got the futon down, there was no more space downstairs, so we had to walk a little further, and there was a football field over there. A group of boys shouted and scramble on the muddy lawn.

"They, what do you mean by that word?" After drying the sheets, I bumped the end with my elbow: "The wolf is rushing." "

She laughed and bumped back lightly: "You're the meanest." "

"Originally, it's just a ball, like grabbing food." Before I could finish speaking, I heard the wind in my ears, "whoosh" a soccer ball almost against my new T-shirt, hit the railing in front of me without hesitation, and then bounced back.

I was furious, and turned my head to see Zhuo He running over: "I'm sorry...... Hi, is it Sister-in-law Shen? Virtuous. "

My mouth was already halfway through before I thought it was inappropriate, and I couldn't get stuck there: "General." "

His eyes were looking at me, and Xie Duan lowered his head, as if he didn't appreciate enough of his shoes. Zhuo He glanced at her twice and then dropped his gaze:

"Oh, Sibo isn't here."

"Ugh." How the hell did he notice me looking behind him while looking at the beautiful woman: "Sleeping in the bedroom?" "

"No, I went out early in the morning."

"Class? Oh~ Handsome guy, you skipped class, didn't you? "

"Where, it's a senior sister in the department, junior, aren't you busy with internships, the tutor who brings half of the money on hand, ask him to help bring it, others you know, how embarrassed to go back."

I know of course I do, but I don't know. Shen Sibo has been a gentleman for 20 years, and every day makes me both partial and helpless. It can't be said to be jealous, but the small imbalance is always there.

"Oh."

"Sister-in-law Shen, this is something wrong with you, and you don't care much about him, he is working hard now, and everyone has lost weight."

"Is he coming back tonight?"

"Coming back, coming back." Zhuo He looked very serious: "Really, you have to comfort him." "

I called Shen Sibo in the evening, and he spoke intermittently, listening to the movement and constantly pulling someone to the side: "...... Wait, I'll go out and tell you. "

"What's wrong?"

"It's okay, someone has beaten the chicken." He laughed, "I'll stay away from him." "

Then I heard Zhuo He's voice: "Xiao Shen, you don't know what to do, Zhuang ......"

I'd love to hear what he has to say.

"That's it. Go ahead. "

"Oh, nothing else. Ask you, are you still home for your birthday? "

I was separated from his birthday for half a year, one harsh winter and one hot summer, which was not a good time.

He paused for two seconds: "If you don't say it, I'll forget." But, it's busy. "

"How can it be done, it's not more than ten after nine."

Shen Sibo smiled dumbly, and a small breath fell on my fragile ear: "You have all said this, haven't you always felt very dirty?" "

"Hehe, that's the nation, it's the world." I kept wrapping my fingers around the phone coil and said, "Why don't I accompany you that day and pass by casually?" "

"Okay." He has always accommodated me: "But that day I was going out to be a tutor, you wait for me." "

I put the phone aside. The room is unusually quiet.

As soon as I lowered my head, I was about to get up and walk away, but of course I failed, and the remaining three people held me down with one hand:

"He agreed?"

"Hey."

"Oh yes, Zhuang Ning, just tomorrow, I'll do him."

"Zeng Xiaobai, you see that you are not subtle. Zhuang Ning--" Suma still said in a slow tone: "I have a card, and I can get a discount when I open a room." "

"Die, die, you two."

"Open a KTV room, where do you want to go?" Suma smirked, smirked.

Zeng Xiaobai glanced at her: "KTV can also be good, and there is more atmosphere." "

I didn't say anything, I sat there with my forehead covered, and Xie Duan patted me sympathetically next to me: "Zhuang Ning......"

It's still this child's innocence. As soon as he opened his mouth, he whispered so softly: "Otherwise, you will listen to them." "

It rained again that day, and I didn't know who forgot to collect the blankets on the playground, and it was very bleak from a distance.

Xie Duan stood on the balcony and said, "Hurry up, it's going to be dark." "

"Hey, hey, slow down, thanks." In the room, I instinctively dodged backwards, dodging the shiny blades that came in front of me.

Zeng Xiaobai held the handle of the eyebrow knife in his hand, looking at me condescendingly, like a chivalrous woman: "To be?" O

to ugly？ "

She volunteered to put on my makeup, but I was confused and agreed.

People turn on their backs. Within a meter radius of us are messy cosmetics and a strong fat powder gas. Suma hides far away in the corner, listening to the BBC with headphones and her signature emoji - "they're all nervous".

I had a little black lace-trimmed tuxedo skirt at the hem at least three fingers wide above the knee, a sullen mess.

This is just so that tonight, I can take down the boy I have liked for more than ten years.

Love, like Rome, can't be formed overnight, but sometimes it takes a little catalyst. I admit that I thought about how he was bewildered by my new beauty in the darkness last night, and suddenly had a sense of crisis and possessiveness - who knows, I am also a person who has watched idol dramas, and they all act like this.

If I hadn't been moved by such thoughts, how could I sit here and be used as a palette by Zeng Xiaobai.

Xie Duan pushed the balcony door and came in: "Wow." "

Zeng Xiaobai was proud: "Beautiful, right?" Call it a day. "

I put the mirror through, and it turned out - it hit hard. I don't know the people in there.

"--Zeng Xiaobai, are you fixing me?"

"Isn't it pretty?" Zeng Xiaobai was puzzled: "It's very beautiful." "

As soon as I was in a hurry, I began to be tough: "It looks good, my skirt is a little shorter, and I can sell it." "

"What is this called?" Zeng Xiaobai said contemptuously: "If you want to be like usual, why should you tempt him." "

I'm a bit of a word shorter, really, about how to attract men, which is something I'm not good at.

"It's good-looking." Xie Duan came over at this time and put his arms around my neck: "Although I don't look like you anymore, it's really good-looking, I want to kiss you." "

Her comfort was somewhat reassuring to me. I looked in the mirror again. Xie Duan's pointed chin pressed against my shoulder, and I saw in the mirror our two bright faces, head to head, spotted and spotless.

"You two are disgusting, disgusting." Zeng Xiaobai wrinkled his nose on the side: "Anyway, are you wrong?" Even Zhuang Ning, a serious guy, has a boy he likes. Why don't you even like a ghost? "

Zeng Xiaobai actually didn't mean it, and now we all know that she spoke in this aggressive tone. Xie Duan was already a little embarrassed: "It's not ...... either"

"Why not, she likes me." I grabbed Xie Duan's hand in my hand: "Right Duanduan?" "

"Of course." She laughed, "I like you the most." "

I was in the bathroom, and I had just found the zipper of my little black dress hidden in satin, when the phone rang, and I pulled my neckline and ran out.

Xie Duan hurriedly closed the curtains at the door and waved at me.

Zeng Xiaobai has just installed a small extension at the head of the bed, giraffe-shaped, and she is also changing clothes at the moment, one hand around the back to buckle the bra, and the other hand pinching its neck to talk:

"My dear...... That's right, I'm busy, I'm not going...... Hehe...... I'll be down right now. "

She scrambled to close the microphone and crawled under the bed.

I sighed, a little disappointed, and retreated back to the bathroom. Only to find that the index finger was pulled out of a wound by a sharp ornament, which was not very deep, and the blood was about to come out of the state, which was very painful.

Zipping it up, I smoothed out the folds, took a deep breath, and pushed the door out.

Now even Suma looked up, and his mouth was still chanting words along with the radio, just staring at me.

I felt like a spider with long hands and feet, and I didn't know where to put my arms, and I subconsciously pulled the hem of my skirt down:

"Is it pretty?"

Xie Duan nodded vigorously. And Zeng Xiaobai paused for a few seconds and said, "Zhuang Ning, I tell you seriously, you are not allowed to follow me down at the same time, at least stagger for ten minutes, otherwise you will turn your face." "

"Huh?" I didn't understand it for a while.

"She compliments you." Suma took off the headphones: "I understand." "

"Honestly." I laughed, and I felt that I was grinning: "It's too subtle." "

"Trust a veteran and you will succeed." Zeng Xiaobai turned his head and threw a wink proudly: "Don't forget to invite me to dinner." "

When she came back from her appointment, I was still in the dormitory.

"What time is it?" Zeng Xiaobai looked at me, and then looked at his watch: "Half past seven." What time do you have with that brother? "

I flipped through a professional magazine, rested my elbows on my desk, and said in my most casual tone, "It's okay, he said he would be late." "

Actually, of course, I'm not so useless. Two hours I'm still looking at the same page.

But what else can I do? I told my roommates that I was going on a date, and the guy I was talking about seemed to take me very seriously, and it would be a joke to wait so long, if I didn't pretend to be calm.

Of course, I'm also worried about whether something is wrong. A stalled car, a drunken pedestrian, a troublemaker, or even a German family whose tutoring had a secret private affair that happened to be bumped into by him? --When do I have to call the police?

Reason scoffed on the side, come on, what do you think is a suspense movie?

No, no movie in the world can compare to the rich and wild imagination of a woman waiting for a date.

But now the night is still a little thin, and Shen Sibo only needs to pass through two streets, and the security and traffic are good.

If I could give a projection of my emotions at the moment, it would be a faint dark fire, silent, depressing, but more and more intense because of her gaze. Originally, Xie Duan was going to accompany me in the dormitory, but as time passed, the tone in which she spoke to me became comforting, softly whispering, I can't remember if I lost my temper with her, in short, I kicked her out to eat.

Now Zeng Xiaobai has become like this again, and his speech has slowed down: "Oh, okay then." Do you want to eat? "

They don't know that the greatest mercy for me at this moment is to pretend not to see it? I stood up, threw the magazine on the table, and reached for the phone.

At that moment, the bedroom door was pushed open.

Xie Duan pinched the doorknob, jumped in with one foot, held the cabinet all the way, and looked up to see me: "Hey? You ......"

"What's wrong, what's wrong?" I hurried over to help her.

"It's fine." She smiled, took a few steps with her strength, sat on the square stool and rolled up her trouser legs: "Hiss--"

"What the hell is going on with me?" I saw that a lump of her slender calf was already bruised, and in a hurry, I reached for the edge of the bruise.

"It hurts, it hurts." She screamed and looked at me pitifully: "Zhuang Ning, it hurts." "

Zeng Xiaobai stood next to him and said, "I have safflower oil." Brought it to you? "

Xie and I looked at her, she opened the drawer and shrugged: "Don't worry, it's free." "

"Don't move, don't move." I poured out safflower oil on my hand and gently rubbed it for Xie Duan: "Where did you knock?" "

"I'll tell you, don't scold me." She whispered.

I was angry and funny: "Don't scold." Let's talk about it. "

"I ...... I was in front of the cafeteria and was hit by a bicycle. "

"...... How can you hit it? You definitely walk without looking at the road. "This girl has always been like this.

"Hey, me, I'm walking for a moment."

"Distracted, distracted." I really wanted to pinch her: "Who hit her?" Let him pay. "

"What's so embarrassing? He fell, too, probably harder than I did. And he said he was sorry, he said there was an emergency. "

"I'm sorry, that's it? What if you find out later, what about the medical expenses? "

"No, I'm so untouched."

In my eyes, she is a porcelain doll, and she has never been bumped into.

"And." She continued: "He also said that he was going to send me, but I was embarrassed. "

"Male or female?"

"Male."

Also, Duanduan has always been respectful of men, and if a boy sends her back, it will kill her.

Twenty minutes later, Shen Sibo finally appeared downstairs. At that time, I was already lying on my desk in frustration, and I was weak. The girl who spoke for him knocked on our door, may I ask Zhuang Ning if he is staying here, there is someone waiting below.

He was standing under the carport, wearing a clean white T-shirt and slacks with many pockets, and he was conspicuous and tall, and many passing girls were secretly watching him.

I inhaled hard and spit it out again - it's okay, Zhuang Ning, don't be careful, nothing happened to him, he appeared safely, how good. Eight o'clock is not particularly late, so I have a good meal with him.

I adjusted my smile and walked over to him.

Shen Sibo saw me and smiled, and I asked in the tone that should have appeared at half past five or six, "Are you hungry, where are you going?" "

He took my little bag and said:

"I've eaten it."

"......"

"The tutor knew it was my birthday, and they paid special attention to this and held a party for me without telling it."

I looked at him, and the anger that was so easy to suppress was counted as a counterattack, and in an instant it was all over the mountains.

The tips of my fingers trembled for a moment. Part of it is angry, part of it is hungry. People are most likely to lose control when they are hungry.

"I'll call you......" he's still explaining, still explaining. I glared at him and stepped back.

He looked at me strangely: "What are you doing?" "

I faced him very calmly and took my bag back from his hand: "I won't take up your time anymore, you can go back to sleep." "

"What do you mean?"

"Really." With a chaste that was simply cheerful, I even laughed: "Go back." I'm gone too. "

"Zhuang Ning." He called me behind me, obviously a little moved: "You have some reasoning. "

I don't talk about it, reasonable? How much of a psychological barrier did I have to overcome to go out to an appointment with such a big makeup and such a short skirt. I haven't eaten properly since yesterday, just to look better at the waist in this dress. I waited for low blood sugar, but he said to me refreshedly that he had eaten. yes, I'm not being reasonable.

Bully me, bully me and I like you, right? I like you, I deserve it?

Shen Sibo sighed, grabbed my arm, and said as gently as possible, "Forget it, are you hungry?" I'll accompany you to get something to eat. "

I knew that if I wanted to reconcile at this moment, even if I had just eaten twelve meals, I should agree to the right way, not to mention that I was obviously hungry, but I turned my head and said these words: "Eat early, don't bother." "

It was like a few wooden shovels, filling up all the room for return, and I felt hopeless myself. looked at Shen Sibo for a moment, and let go of me without saying a word.

His expression was cold, but there was real sadness in his eyes, and I looked at him with broken heart and gloating, and then turned and went upstairs.

My legs kept shaking as I climbed the stairs, not the kind of fear that was, but empty, cold, sickly shivering. Pushing open the bedroom door, Xie Duan and Zeng Xiaobai both looked at me.

"Don't talk to me. Don't say anything. I said quickly and ferociously, reaching out and unscrewing my heels, and climbed to the top bunk, unaware of the slamming of my knee against the rail.

Then I threw myself on the bed and pulled over the towel to cover my head and face. Soft, cozy, personal darkness.

My tears flowed well. At the same time, he hated his teeth and bit his fingers hard. When I reached out to rub my eyes, the wound on my index finger was pricked by my eyelashes, and I thought that this makeup was really a joke, and the grievances in my heart became more and more scathing. There is basically no one in this world who can give me grievances, Shen Sibo, don't I just like you, you just don't take me seriously. Don't expect me to just give, I can live without you.

After thinking about it again, he probably understood what kind of girl Zhuang Ning was, she had always pretended to be quite sensible since she was a child, and she was exactly the same as a shrew. Shen Sibo is proud, don't look at him gentle, he is a metal vein buried under the soft soil, and he can't be recognized. He said, I've never apologized to anyone when I'm so old, I don't have this habit.

Then ignore anyone.

So we broke up. It's good to break off friendship, how many years later we met again, he married a wife and had children, and I, as a wife, each forced a calm and said, Hey, long time no see. Then I passed by, I looked at his back, and I couldn't tell him that my eldest son also had a Bo character in his name.

Well, people of insight don't need to remind me that this is the plot of the movie "Yesterday's Love".

I couldn't breathe through the pain when I thought about it, my tears were fierce, my whole body trembled, and my skin was hot and cold.

There was a knock at the door. I don't know who came out of the dormitory.

Then a hand touched it:

"Zhuang Ning, Zhuang Ning."

Xie Duan's voice.

I coughed vigorously and cleared my throat: "It's okay, leave me alone." "

She was silent for a while: "Can I go up?" "

"......"

Xie Duan climbed up and got into my quilt, and I sullenly went inside. Her body was so soft and warm that it was right next to me. But she probably didn't know what to say for a moment, thought for a moment and asked:

"Why do you like him?"

I replied hatefully, "Because my brain is broken." "

"Don't say that." She pulled my right arm over and hugged me in her arms: "You like him so much, how happy." "

I sneered like an angry poet.

"Really, and you've been together since childhood."

I didn't react, she sniffled and said to herself, "I'd like to have one like this." You're all unique to each other. "

I'm a bit distracted, unique.

I'm paranoid and perverse about him, and I've never done that to others, but he's not as clear as an outsider.

"Well, forget it." I suddenly felt very depressed, kicked off the quilt and sat up: "Go wash your face!" No matter, fuck. "

Xie Duan raised his arm to block his face: "Wow, it's so bright." You swear, huh. "

"I'll say it." I patted her: "You get me up too." "

Zeng Xiaobai pushed the door in at this time, carrying instant noodles and mustard in his hands: "Are you done crying?" "

"Which eye did you see me crying?" I climbed down the stairs of the bed and said.

"You can just do it, Zhuang Ning, eat something." She handed me the noodles: "Five pieces." "

I realized that I did walk shaky: "Doesn't it come with boiling water?" "

"That's nice." Zeng Xiaobai smiled.

"Of course." My throat was still choking, my facial muscles were sore, and I reached out and patted it: "What's the big deal." "

"What's the big deal? You've made you cry. "

"............" I really didn't notice this, and when I turned my head to see Xie Duan's eyes were swollen: "What do you have to cry about." "

"You're so sad." She whispered.

I was stunned: "Hi." Duanduan, I don't want you anymore. "

She laughed and came over to pinch me: "You think beautifully." "

When Suma came back from eating instant noodles, she was angry at the door of the wet station and said, "The phone in our dormitory is broken!" I can't get through! I didn't bring an umbrella! "

The three of us looked at each other, and I chuckled in my heart. Reaching out and scooping up the microphone, sure enough, it was empty.

I grabbed it and thought about it for two seconds and started yelling: "Zeng! Small! White! "

Zeng Xiaobai quickly climbed onto the bed. "Click", there was a voice on the phone, click, click, click.

I put down the microphone and was so angry that I couldn't say anything: "You're going to die, Zeng Xiaobai, throw that giraffe away for me!" "

Shen Sibo said at that time, I'll call you...... Hit what? What else can be played? I waited stupidly until I broke down, arguing with him like that, just because of such an oolong thing.

She sat on the bed and glared: "Can I be blamed for this?" "

I don't blame her, I blame myself.

I am manic because of low blood sugar and impaired vanity, Shen Sibo is not such a careless person, and I will definitely listen to him explain under normal circumstances.

I looked at the time, and as soon as I re-touched the microphone, it screamed under my hands.

"Hello?"

I picked it up so quickly that the other person didn't react too much: "...... Zhuang Ning? "

It's really him. I held the microphone, thought for a long time, and then said, "It's half past ten." "

"Huh?" He didn't understand it for a moment.

"You said that after ten o'clock, it's never good to call, the principle of politeness."

"So what to do?" He said unhurriedly: "There is such a big anger in life." "

"Who, so careful?"

"No, I rushed back as fast as I could, and I almost had a car accident, but this young lady told me that it wouldn't take up my time."

I skipped his teasing tone and nervously asked, "Car accident?" What car accident? "

"It's nothing, it's a small accident, but I have to go back and change my clothes, I can't run to see you in dust, can I?"

"Hey, you don't say it either."

"Did you listen?"

I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I bit the tip of my tongue and couldn't say it, and I didn't have the habit of "Do you still come out?" "

"What?"

"Let's go on and stop arguing."

"It's past ten o'clock, Miss."

"Isn't your birthday over yet? I haven't eaten yet, I'm hungry. "

In the city that has just rained, the streets are like a smudged color spectrum, and the flexible and damp branches of the sycamore are brushing the car windows. The two rows of lights on the overpass are reflected in the window panes in the distance, and it seems that in mid-air, a lost city is hanging in the daytime.

Shen Sibo's head kept hitting my shoulder.

It took me a lot of effort before I said, "That, you can rely on it if you want." "

He didn't say anything.

I turned my head and found that he had already fallen asleep, a strand of hair hanging down to block his eyes, so tired, his complexion could still be so good, his lips were red and his teeth were white. He was actually very sleepy, but he still came out when I called him, why was this person so unlucky that he ran into me?

I looked at him, at him, and for a moment, suddenly felt like a young, trembling mother, with a baby in her arms, willing to give all my barren all in exchange for the silence of the whole world, and to give him a moment of restful sleep.

What am I going to do, the more I feel at him, the more unhappy I become, and I find myself unable to wait for the long future.

The bus ran over a shock-absorbing belt, and with a snap, Shen Sibo moved, his eyes still closed. But then he reached out and touched my arm first.

"What do you want?" I asked him.

He didn't answer, but slowly descended, took my hand, and placed it on his knee. Like when we were kids.

But this is no longer the age of ignorance and meaninglessness.

It's an unnamed intimacy, where it comes from but doesn't have a definite going. Fragile and stubborn, one second seems like forever, but the next second it can be lost. I was happy and inexplicably uncomfortable.

He touched the wound on my index finger and looked up, "What's going on?" "

I wanted to point to the neckline, but when I saw that I had changed into a T-shirt and jeans, "I accidentally got it, it's okay." "

He took a band-aid out of his trouser pocket and handed it to me: "It's okay - I saw it then, I didn't have time to ask - don't be willful anymore." "

"...... So what's in it for me? "

"Want benefits?"

"Hmm."

"I'll teach you what you asked me last time."

"Huh? Which sentence? "

"Forgot? That's it. "

"I didn't forget, I didn't forget. Tell me. "

"What do you use when you confess?"

"It's used when you confess."

He faced me and spoke three bytes slowly, very gently.

I repeat. Then he repeated.

Rickety, light and shadow shattered. I could barely open my eyes.