I sighed again. When I finally reached the age to leave the orphanage, I decided to leave the orphanage and rent a house to work while I lived. I was alone in the big city, no one cared about me, no one cared about me, I lived like a dandelion, swaying in the wind, and I didn't know when I would really settle down.

Even so, I was fearless. No matter how hard and tiring life is, I am willing to endure all this, after all... I laughed at myself for thinking that I was used to this feeling, this feeling that I couldn't help it.

I don't know how long it took and how many stumbles I went through before I found this apartment, Anxin Apartment. And the landlord of the apartment I found was a gray-haired old woman with vicissitudes written all over her face, deep wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and a waist protruding like a camel's back. Although my grandmother could still speak, her speech was not clear because of her age, and every time we communicated, I could barely understand what it meant.

The old grandmother was not able to move easily, and had to rely on the crutches in her hand to walk normally, and even so, her legs had long since lost their youthful strength and became trembling. And when I think of my grandmother, I can't help but feel deep guilt and self-blame in my heart.

It was such an old man who found it difficult to even walk, and I didn't know how tenacious her will and determination she had to be to push me away, protect me, and forcibly pull me out of the ghost gate. I really don't know how powerful the power to support her in doing all this is.

Is it because my grandmother treats me as her own grandson? Is that the simplest reason? Is it because of this that you have to die for yourself? This reason is difficult for me to accept, and it makes me feel guilty for the rest of my life.

In the most helpless and hesitant stage of my life, it was my grandmother who sincerely gave me warmth. When I was most lonely and lost, it was my grandmother who told me with her actions that I was not living alone; When I was most painful and desperate, it was my grandmother who was always by my side, silently supporting me and protecting me; When I couldn't understand others, I felt that others couldn't understand me, it was my grandmother who told me that she understood me, she understood me.

It was she, my dearest grandmother, who changed my life with everything she had. It was she who pulled me out of the abyss little by little. It was she who used her sincerity and practical actions again and again to open my forcibly locked heart; It was she who protected me with her life at the last moment and saved me from the hands of monsters; It was also her, it was my grandmother who made me change my mind, agreed to the invitation of Commander Xianjuro and Tianyu Chuge, came to this place, lived with them, trained together, and went to the future together.

With a happy smile on my lips, I slowly lifted my head and let the hot water from the shower wet my face. Scenes from the past have entered my heart and my mind with this current.

That day, when I returned home and opened the letter that my grandmother had left me, I didn't think much about it, maybe I also agreed to the invitation of Commander Xianjuro and Tianyu Chuge to join that academy as soon as my head was hot. And now, Commander Chorjuro has also made it clear to him that in order to enter the academy, he must first go through his special training. And I didn't think too much about it, so I directly agreed to Commander Kenjuro and resolutely joined the training team. From the time I came here until the end of the seven days and seven nights of hard training, exactly one month had passed.

Even after a month, Commander Kenjuro still seems to be dissatisfied with his performance, so he always thinks of ways to toss himself.

These days, I don't know how much Commander Stringjuro has sown in me. Sometimes, when I am still asleep, I wake up to find that I have been inexplicably thrown into the pool. Sometimes, while I was asleep, I felt like my head was about to explode, and the blood was not circulating, and when I opened my eyes, I realized that I didn't know when I was hanging from a tree. Other times, I was tied to the cross by a lot of flowers, and I felt the baptism of the moonlight at midnight. Other times, I ate something amazing from my lunch, which was a bug the size of a middle finger. The point is that I have already eaten half of this worm, and my good boy at that time had the heart to die. However, Commander Kenjuro still mocked me in front of many people, saying that such a high-protein baby was eaten by me, and I didn't know how to thank him, and he still did this disgusting retching thing in the cafeteria. At that time, I really had the heart to kill Commander Kunjuro, especially when I looked at the half of the worms on the fork, my stomach really couldn't stand the momentum of overturning the river and the sea, and a hot cavity gushed out and sprayed all over the ground. Of course, the final cleaning was on me.

These are all kinds of things in my thousands of experiences, and sometimes, like the day before yesterday, I was sleeping well, and suddenly I felt as if something was on my body, and I struggled to open my eyes and lift the quilt. It turned out that I don't know when, there were a few frogs and mice crawling on the bed, but I was almost scared to jump three feet high at once. For another example, when I went to bed at midnight, a terrifying sound effect suddenly played in the room, and the high-tech here was too much and too real, and it was actually still in the room reflecting the phantom of the soul. The soul phantom was so real, it was like I was making a horror movie, and I was really going to pee my pants at that time. Another example, as it is today, is hoisted up and thrown directly into the water tank......

This kind of experience is even more exciting than the plot in the movie, and of course it can only be described by the word miserable. I really don't know how Commander Stringjuro came up with so many things that tortured me.

Although I was tortured and destroyed day by day, I couldn't help but think, "It seems that because of this, my heart can be opened little by little, and it is not closed as tightly as before." Although the things that the commander did would always make me unbearable, to be honest, I didn't hate it that much in my heart, but enjoyed it a little. Maybe only in this way can I really open my heart, be truly free, let go of myself, and play and laugh to my heart's content. ”

Thinking about it, I couldn't help muttering: "Perhaps, this will become a major turning point in my Tai Xinyu's life, and my fate will also come to a different ending here!" ”

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