Chapter 149: Who Am I?
When Liu Chengyin came over with two cups of coffee, he didn't see Liu Jincheng.
She placed the latte in front of Xu Qiu, and Mocachino in front of her.
"Where's my dad?" She asked.
"He's gone."
Xu Qiu began to taste the coffee.
"What did my dad say?" Liu Chengyin also sat down.
"Good coffee."
"You said you didn't like the bitterness of the coffee, so I added some extra sugar, so that the taste of the coffee was much lighter. Truth be told, it shouldn't smell like this. ”
"I don't want to talk about the original taste, just my own taste."
Xu Qiu, in Liu Chengyin's heart, has always been a weirdo.
"What did my dad say?" Liu Chengyin asked again.
"Your father wanted me to eat soft rice, I said, I want to save face, I don't accept it."
"Do you need to be so direct?" Liu Chengyin glanced at Xu Qiu.
"I've always been straightforward, and you didn't know me for the first day."
"Actually, you don't have to be so sensitive, even if my dad wants to take care of you, it's out of repaying the gratitude. No other ideas. ”
Xu Qiu examined Liu Chengyin for a few seconds and asked, "Is there really no purpose?" For example, want to get some secrets from me? ”
Although he knew Xu Qiu well enough, Liu Chengyin was still a little overwhelmed by Xu Qiu's direct words.
Seeing that Liu Chengyin was stunned for a while, Xu Qiu snorted and said, "I'll just say, there will definitely be some purpose." ”
Liu Chengyin sighed and said, "When dealing with you, you really have to be very thick-skinned, but unfortunately I don't." ”
"I don't like to be secretive, even if there is a purpose, it is not a shame to admit it directly. At the moment, I don't know how many forces will be eyeing me. They're all playing behind their backs, and you're much more honest than both them and your dad. ”
Liu Chengyin laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "You saved me, but I approached you with a purpose, and I suddenly felt very despicable." ”
"I don't think meanness is scolding, people can't be too kind, kindness will suffer."
"I've talked to Chen Yonghui and Margarel, and they can't remember what happened in the tiny two years in Spider Valley. If you want to know more secrets, you can only find a way to do it. However, the purpose is there though. But repaying the favor is also sincere, including Chen Yonghui and Margarille, I will repay it. ”
"Actually, not bothering us is the best reward, you should be able to understand."
"Okay, let's not talk about the secrets in the Spider Valley for now, let's talk about your secrets. Who are you? Where did it come from? ”
Xu Qiu suddenly remembered that when she rescued Liu Chengyin, she had already witnessed their image.
"Demons? Was it a form that inadvertently evolved during the Holocaust? ”
Liu Chengyin's curiosity has been hidden in her heart for two years, and she cares more about yes, Xu Qiu's own secrets than the secrets in the Spider Valley.
"Does anyone else know about this? Including your dad? Xu Qiu asked very seriously.
"Didn't tell anyone but myself."
"It's more complicated than you think, but you'd better not know too much. The more secrets a person knows, the more danger there is. I don't tell you, it's for your good. ”
"I'll keep it a secret, you see, it's been two years, and I haven't told anyone about it. If I had known your secrets, I would have stood firmly on your side. ”
"Don't you think we're a very dangerous being? After all, that image, in people's impressions, is the embodiment of evil. ”
"You are not, and Chen Yonghui will not be. Beyond the image, you are all kind in nature. ”
Xu Qiu couldn't help but laugh, he had been the Great Devil for thousands of years, and he had always been the recognized embodiment of evil in the hearts of human beings.
This is the first time in his life that a human being has been said to be kind.
"Why laugh? Don't you believe me? Liu Chengyin felt questioned and felt a little uncomfortable.
"I'm not obligated to trust you, am I?"
"And how are you going to believe me?"
"How can you help me?" Xu Qiu's gaze suddenly became fierce.
"I don't think anything else will help you except for money."
"As I said earlier, I don't eat soft rice. But if you're like Chen Yonghui and want to be one of our middle ranks, then I'll consider telling you the truth. ”
Liu Chengyin remembered the image of Chen Yonghui's demon real body, and couldn't help but shudder.
"The devil emphasizes the principle of equivalent exchange, and you will never bear the price of exchanging this truth, so it is better not to know."
Xu Qiu stood up and was about to leave.
Liu Chengyin also stood up and asked, "Then can I get a simple answer?" ”
Xu Qiu turned his head, looked at Liu Chengyin, and did not speak.
Liu Chengyin asked, "Are you Xu Qiu?" ”
Xu Qiu was suddenly stunned, Liu Chengyin's question did not have such a deep meaning, but it set off waves in Xu Qiu's heart.
Who am I?
I used to be Kanfar, but who am I now?
Am I Kanfar or Xu Qiu?
I am neither Kanfal nor Xu Qiu.
But I am both Kanfar and Xu Qiu.
So who am I now?
Why did I open the passage to this world?
Why did I become Xu Qiu? And not someone else?
Is this world the same time as the world I once was?
What if not?
So what is the point of me coming into this world?
What if yes?
What's the point?
Who is Xu Qiu?
Where did Xu Qiu go?
If Xu Qiu disappears, then who am I?
I am both Xu Qiu and not Xu Qiu.
It's like this world, and the world it used to be.
The world of today is different from the world of the past.
But again the same world.
The me at that moment, the same me as I was at the moment.
But it's different from me a moment ago.
In this way, Xu Qiu, who is occupied by me, is both the same me and a different me.
In Xu Qiu's heart, there were many mysterious questions, countless questions, but there were some things that had answers in his heart.
"I am Xu Qiu, I am Xu Qiu at this moment, and I am also Xu Qiu in the past."
Suddenly, all the memories of that Xu Qiu came to my heart.
From the quack to the ground, from the opening of the eyes to see Wang Sulan for the first time.
From the beginning, he learned to walk and played with Niu Xiaonan and Cheng Daqian.
Since I started school, I have met many of my classmates.
From childhood to adulthood, Wang Sulan has loved and taken care of him.
From the advent of the Holocaust, people fell into chaos and panic.
Thousands of people died tragically at the claws of the beasts, and people fled their homes in panic.
People gathered in the new city, awakened the mage qualifications, and created the city's barriers.
The students returned to campus again, and the knowledge they learned became the knowledge of the mages.
When Xu Qiu fell in love with a school flower, he liked it like it like it madly, and after confessing, he was cruelly rejected.
At that moment, Xu Qiu collapsed and jumped from the teaching building.
And that school flower is Liu Chengyin.
The memory of the former Xu Qiu should end here.
To his horror, however, the memories continued.
He walked through the endless darkness into a murky space.
The cloudy matter coalesced together and gradually formed a new creature.
Xu Qiu got a new body, which was like an embryo, first with a big head, then hands and feet, and then small horns on his head.
After a long time, the body became the image of a demon.
Then, in a daze, he left this space and landed in a new world.
He wanders in this new world, long lost the memory of his past life.
It turned out that Xu Qiu was Kanfar, not Kanfal crossed over to become Xu Qiu, but Xu Qiu crossed over to become Kanfar.
It turns out that Xu Qiu is Kanfar, and Kanfar is Xu Qiu.
Liu Chengyin looked at Xu Qiu strangely, he seemed to have turned into a sculpture, standing motionless.
Suddenly, strings of red runes appeared from his body, and circles of red magic circles rose from under his feet. Dissipates above the head.
This kind of vision is a sign of a breakthrough, although it is different from the vision of other mages when they break through, but Liu Chengyin can be sure that Xu Qiu is in the process of breaking through.
Liu Chengyin didn't bother him, just watched quietly.
After more than ten minutes, the vision disappeared, Xu Qiu's eyes blinked, and his body moved.
At that moment just now, he seemed to have gone through 10,000 years and experienced his life again.
From Xu Qiu, he became a little demon, then became King Kanfar, and then changed back to Xu Qiu.
"Thank you! It cleared my mind and made me know who I was. Xu Qiu excitedly grabbed Liu Chengyin's shoulder.
"That'...... Who are you? Liu Chengyin asked cautiously.
"I'm Xu Qiu!" Xu Qiu smiled extremely happily.
"Neurotic!" Liu Chengyin glared at him.