Chapter 150: I feel like a parent
The question of who I am is one of the ultimate propositions in the philosophical realm.
Xu Qiu knew who I was, but it was not an answer in a philosophical sense, but only an answer in terms of identity.
But being able to know this is enough for Xu Qiu to be happy.
As long as there are intelligent beings, there will be countless answers that you want to know.
People used to know some of the answers on the surface of the world, but now people feel that those appearances are all illusions.
The remains of that big fish opened the prelude to human desire for knowledge and truth.
But how much can be understood from the remains of the big fish, even Xu Qiu, the person who has the most secrets, is in a fog.
The moment Xu Qiu knew his true identity, the other secrets were not worth mentioning.
What excites him the most is that he is Xu Qiu, his mother, his mother.
I thought it was my mother who picked it up for nothing, but even then, he still loved this mother deeply.
Now that he knows, that is his biological mother, and his love for his mother is even more profound.
Before this, he actually didn't have a good impression of Liu Chengyin, and even hated this woman from the bottom of his heart.
But about Xu Qiu's memory, after retrieving it, although he didn't like Liu Chengyin anymore because of this, at least it gave him some intimacy.
When he was leaving, he said to Liu Chengyin: "Too much time has passed, and some feelings have already been completely worn out under the baptism of time. Only the grace of birth and nurturing, even if endless years have passed, I still dare not forget it. For me now, I should thank you for making me strong from that weak and naïve Xu Qiu. Give me the right moment and I'll repay you. ”
When he said this, he left, leaving Liu Chengyin with a bewildered face.
What do you mean by that? How did he change him? What does he have to repay? What a strange person!
Xu Qiu hurriedly returned home and couldn't wait to enter Wang Sulan's room.
At this time, Wang Sulan was in a state of soberness, but she had been bedridden for a long time, and she did not have much physical strength and spirit.
Xu Qiu suddenly grabbed Wang Sulan's hand and said, "Mom, no matter what the price is, I will definitely let you live a long and healthy life." ”
Wang Sulan felt that Xu Qiu was a little strange at this time, and said with a chuckle: "Xiaoqiu, why do you feel that you have suddenly become weird?" What's wrong with you? ”
"Nothing! It's that I'm inexplicably excited, and I want to do everything I can to repay you for your kindness. ”
"I'm really not used to you being like this all of a sudden. Is this still my lazy son who doesn't care about anything? ”
Xu Qiu blinked his eyes and said, "Even if I don't care about other things, I must be the most concerned about my mother's affairs." You can recuperate with peace of mind, and it won't take long for you to recover. ”
"Alas! It's no secret that I'm sick, we're all clear, so don't comfort me anymore. But I am reluctant to leave you alone, at least I can see that you have a companion, so that I can feel at ease. You can find me a daughter-in-law before I die, okay? That way, I can also smile at Jiuquan. ”
The sadness in Wang Sulan's heart was not revealed in her expression, but her eyes were moist.
"Mom, don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine, you'll recover."
Wang Sulan sighed and said softly: "Xiaoqiu, I understand that the most terrible thing in this world is loneliness, which I have experienced and deeply felt, if it weren't for your birth, I wouldn't be able to survive." You said that you want to repay me for your kindness, but I also want to thank you for your company over the years, it was you who drove away my loneliness and allowed me to live until now. ”
Xu Qiu hugged Wang Sulan, there is nothing that can express his feelings for his mother more than this embrace.
Between heaven and earth, all feelings are incomparable to the grace of birth and nourishment.
Wang Sulan cried bitterly in her son's arms, and in that cry, there was nostalgia, reluctance, distress, and too many feelings in it, but it could not be fully expressed in words.
Everything turned into an embrace, and in the unstoppable crying.
In the past, Kanfal thought that human beings were hypocritical and despicable, and they completely blamed their sins on the demons.
They glorify their aggression as a just war, and they will do whatever it takes to pass on the crisis in society.
In fact, there has never been any justice and evil, justice and evil in this world, but the positions are different.
The hero of a country or nation, in a hostile country or nation, is the embodiment of the devil.
The so-called success of a general and ten thousand bones withered, and the hero's longevity is made of countless corpses and bones.
But the reason why human beings are the masters of all spirits is not because of the hypocrisy and shamelessness of human beings, but because human beings have more and richer feelings than other beings.
In the past, Kanfar was the most humane demon in that other world, just like an outlier among demons.
But now Xu Qiu understands why, because even if he crosses into a demon, in the depths of his consciousness, there are still human feelings hidden deep in it.
After Wang Sulan vented the sadness in her heart, she fell into a deep sleep, and Xu Qiu continued to use the blood lake to maintain her body.
More than half a month has passed, and to Xu Qiu's delight, Wang Sulan's condition has not deteriorated, which is a good phenomenon.
Ever since the Blood Lake almost woke up the big fish, Xu Qiu felt the change in the strength of the Blood Lake.
After calming down, Xu Qiu fell into deep thought, and he didn't even notice that Beyat and Liang Yuning, who were in the form of demons in the painting, were asleep on his shoulders.
What is the connection between the Blood Lake and the mysterious fish?
Why did he lose control of the Blood Lake at that time?
Why are the carcasses of big fish able to attract blood lakes?
The big fish released all the circle graphics, does it have anything to do with the blood lake?
Why is it so coincidental that Xu Qiu, who was carrying the Blood Lake, happened to encounter the corpse of a big fish that could be related to the Blood Lake?
There are too many puzzles, but at the moment there is no way to know.
Xu Qiu recalled the time when he inherited the Blood Lake, one of the Seven Demon Kings of the previous generation, representing the lazy Demon King, and at the last moment, passed the Blood Lake to Xu Qiu.
His last words were: "Kanfar, the Lake of Blood is special, the most special in the whole world. Although you are not a Demon King now, with the Blood Lake, you will become the most powerful Demon King. I will pass on the Blood Lake to you, and I will go with peace of mind. ”
Kanfal asked the question, "Why me?" I'm just an ordinary demon, why not an even more powerful demon? ”
But he didn't hear the old devil's answer, and the old devil closed his eyes.
Now it seems that the old demon king's inheritance of the blood lake to Xu Qiu should have a deep meaning.
Could it be that he could foresee that Xu Qiu would one day be able to find some truth?
The doubts are many, but there are no answers right now.
Xu Qiu woke up from his contemplation and looked at the two people who were asleep.
"Xiaobei, Ning Ning is still a little girl, but you are two thousand years old, why are you still like a child?"
In the fog, Béat seemed to be talking in a dream: "The first time you saw me, I was a little girl, I was in front of you, and I will always be a little girl." ”
With that, Beate fell asleep again.
Xu Qiu sighed, as Beyat said, she was the Spider Empress in front of others, but in front of him, she always looked like she hadn't grown up.
In the past, Xu Qiu couldn't understand the childish behavior of Beate and Margarel in front of him.
But now he finally understands.
No matter when, how many years have passed, a life, as long as there is someone to rely on, he will show a simple and naïve side.
But this kind of behavior may only show itself in front of one or two people.
Just like Xu Qiu, who has passed 10,000 years, in front of his mother Wang Sulan, there will still be this kind of behavior and performance.
He shook his head and carried the two of them to the bed.
He suddenly had a sense of being a parent.
(As long as there is time, it must be updated, but sometimes it is busy from morning to night and overtime, so it is often interrupted, please forgive me.) )