Huang Xiaobei, who calmed down, sat back on the ground and said with an indifferent look.

"So, it's not unreasonable for me to choose to be alone, everyone will run to comfort my father when a good student dies, what about me? What do I get? ”

Karl looked at Huang Xiaobei quietly.

Huang Xiaobei nodded and clapped his hands, "Of course, there are indeed some people who have comforted me, but they are all the kind of people who look good, pay attention to the looks, as for the others...... Hehe, what else, most of them choose to turn a blind eye. ”

Huang Xiaobei smiled and nodded, "Well, it's normal, it's very normal." ”

"It's probably not much to say in the first place, and it's a bit of a waste of time to run to comfort you, and it's not as valuable as the game we use to talk about gossip."

"You see, this is what I have in the past, what I have gained, and have I done it wrong? Am I using my greatest malice to figure out if someone else is wrong? ”

Huang Xiaobei stood up, patted Carl's shoulder, and stared at the blonde man's dark blue eyes in front of him with a smile.

"Isn't it pathetic? Do you think I'm pitiful? Am I completely the difference between heaven and earth with a proud son like you? So, don't torture me again in the future, okay? I don't really have anything that interests you. ”

The smile on Huang Xiaobei's face made Carl's tall body tremble.

"Senior, it's not that you don't care about you, it's just that they don't know how to care about a person who has just lost their father, after all, their comfort may cause you excessive sadness to a large extent, and people should not be as you just guessed."

Huang Xiaobei interrupted Carl's words impatiently, "Wait a minute, wait a minute, please don't be in a hurry to refute my words, let me say, didn't you just say be a silent listener, okay, then let me say." ”

Carl nodded and stepped aside.

Blowing the cool breeze of the night, staring at the night view of the distant city, Huang Xiaobei took a breath lightly and spit it out.

There was exhaustion between the eyebrows and eyes.

"I understand, I understand that you suspect that everything just now is my fantasy, the so-called blindness and ridicule are all conjectures from my poor fellow, and you must also want to tell me that this world is still very beautiful, and life will leave us with touches everywhere, but that is for you!"

Looking directly into Carl's eyes, Huang Xiaobei shook his head with a sneer.

"For a man like you, of course life will be good to you, and I ......"

Huang Xiaobei pointed to his eyes expressionlessly.

"You know what? I can see some things, but all I see is not what I want to see, but what I don't want to see, which is what I used to see, you know? ”

"That's the dirtiest side of people, the most hypocritical side, you can still see their shining points, but I can only see their ugliness, I also doubt that what I see is true, I also think they are not so bad, but the horror, they are what I see!"

Huang Xiaobei, who was extremely gloomy, smiled, "That's what they really think." ”

Turning his head to look at Carl, Huang Xiaobei stretched out his finger and tapped Carl's chest, mocking the handsome man in front of him.

"Stop talking about good guys and bad guys, so naïve, and besides, do you think you're a good thing? Yes, you do look good, but what do you look like behind the scenes? Benevolent leaders? Ahh Of course, I'm the same, I'm not a good thing, I'm not polite to tell you, you're dead, Lao Wei is dead, I won't even shed a tear. ”

"Because I've seen it through."

Huang Xiaobei crossed his arms and smiled coldly.

"Junior brother, don't blame me for speaking badly, because that's it, why do you all have masks on your faces, why don't you all have a good thing."

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Carl was not angry, because Huang Xiaobei's words were very interesting.

He's right, I'm not as good as I seem, and I have a dark side, such as not being willing to accept the leadership of someone worse than me, or losing something that belongs to me.

Everyone is like this, and who dares to say that they don't have a dark side?

I feel a little sympathy for him, and it's no wonder that he used to be so extreme, because he and I see two worlds entirely.

I can look at the world selectively with my own magic eyes, but he can't, he is just passive, passively looking at the ugliness of human nature, looking at the horror of the world.

He didn't want to see those ugly things, but those things appeared uncontrollably in front of his eyes, and he could only look at them.

Carl couldn't help but sigh in his heart, he really didn't know how he spent all these years, and he really didn't know why he still seemed so optimistic on the surface after going through so much.

Perhaps, he is the one with the most masks on his face.

At this point, it is not difficult to understand why he was so extreme before, he was already sad and sad about the loss of his father, but he saw the real thoughts in people's hearts, and there was really no room for maneuver.

No wonder he gets so angry when I peek into his heart, because what he hates most is probably seeing other people's hearts.

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"Senior, when did you see those things?" Carl asked quietly.

Huang Xiaobei was silent for a while, then turned his head, "The day my dad left." ”

Carl nodded, and asked again.

"Senior, you're just an ordinary person now, right? Or that kind of ability of yours needs certain conditions to be turned on, right? ”

Huang Xiaobei had a cold face, "This has nothing to do with you." ”

The corners of Karl's mouth curled slightly, "Yes, but I think you have lost that ability now, or you have deliberately buried it, and only when your mood swings are particularly large, such as being provoked, that huge power will appear." ”

Huang Xiaobei's body trembled subconsciously, but he still didn't say a word.

Seeing this, Carl lowered his head and pushed his sunglasses, and Zhengshi spoke.

"Senior, I didn't have the idea of exploring your secrets, I just wanted to confirm one thing, because you look good and normal now, so I guess you must have lost that ability now, although you have been affected by everything before, but you are just an ordinary person now, right? Otherwise, you won't have a great time with Senior Wesling. ”

"Are you done farting?" Huang Xiaobei asked impatiently.

Carl shook his head seriously, "No. ”

This time, Huang Xiaobei was stunned.

"Senior, because of your past experience, because of the warmth and coldness of the world you have experienced in the past, you stubbornly shrank yourself into a ball, like a turtle with its strong shell to protect yourself. Because you feel like everyone is only going to hurt you. ”

Carl nudged his sunglasses.

"Senior, I don't mean anything else, in fact, I also think that you did the right thing, being hurt by someone, but you still have to pretend that you don't know, this is not kindness, but being hurt by someone and fighting back in the same way is also not the right way."

"Are you done?"

Looking at Huang Xiaobei's angry eyes, Carl looked directly into Huang Xiaobei's eyes and said quite seriously,

"Senior, I have only one question, the kind of guess you made about your uncle earlier....... I want to ask you, do you think he is just as ugly? Or did he say something in his heart that made you feel bad? If that's the case, you don't have to answer, and I've never asked that question. ”

Huang Xiaobei calmed down, but he didn't speak, just lowered his head and picked his fingers.

It was a long time later, under Karl's waiting gaze, that he crouched on the ground, scratching his head in a complicated way.

"Uncle...... How to say, that is, it's him, he'......"

Huang Xiaobei's ability to organize language was a little urgent, or he didn't know what to say at all.

"I, I can't see now, you know? So, I don't even know what he is in his heart......"

Looking at Huang Xiaobei's tangled look, Carl smiled faintly.

"Some things don't have to be known, you can actually see them, after all, you don't need to look at his heart to really be good to you, you can definitely find out, right?"

Huang Xiaobei's cheeks couldn't help twitching, "You, you're right." ”

Carl smiled heartily.

"Not only has he been nice to you, has he helped you in the past?"

Huang Xiaobei turned his face to the side.

"It's your business."

Under Karl's meaningful gaze, Huang Xiaobei pouted and picked at the laces of his white travel shoes.

People who are very good to you don't need to look at their hearts, they must be able to know, right?

Well, although he didn't say it or admit it, it was probably my uncle who pulled me back then, and I .....

I really want to say thank you, but I can't say it, and I don't want to say it.....