"Is the world really beautiful?"

Huang Xiaobei asked Carl with a smile, Carl originally planned to answer directly, but looking at the foolishness in Huang Xiaobei's eyes, he chose another answer.

"The difference is just in how we look at it."

Huang Xiaobei licked the corners of his mouth thoughtfully, and then spat on the ground.

Fuck wonderful!

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"Forget it, don't say it, don't say it, what's beautiful or not, now it's a fart to say this."

Speaking of this, Huang Xiaobei suddenly blinked with a smile.

"But I want to say that I have become like this because I have seen too much and experienced too much, do you believe it?"

After a moment's thought, Karl replied very seriously, "I believe it." ”

Huang Xiaobei was not surprised by this answer, but he still picked his ears disdainfully.

"Use all your magic eyes on me, I'm willing to show you what my previous experience is, and after reading it, you're telling me that the world is beautiful, and I should look at the world with love."

After speaking, Huang Xiaobei closed his eyes and generously presented his heart in front of Carl.

But Karl shook his head without any hesitation.

"Senior, there's no need to be like this, I said I wouldn't peek into your heart anymore."

Huang Xiaobei opened his eyes like a knife in a smile, "I shouldn't dare, right?" Dear Master Karl, I should be afraid that my theory will be slapped in the face, right? ”

Carl pushed the frames of his sunglasses, "Senior, it's not that you don't dare, but you don't want to, but later, I'll explain it to you in detail." ”

"Cut."

Huang Xiaobei pursed his lips disdainfully, and at the same time swept away Carl's principled appearance.

This guy is really inconsistent.,According to me.,It's not that he doesn't want to.,But he doesn't know when he secretly finished reading it, right? Don't think I didn't notice that his eyes have been glowing blue all the time from just now now!

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"But so many years have passed, and in the end, I'm still cheap."

With his arms crossed, Huang Xiaobei turned his head and looked at the full moon in the sky with a smile, shrugged his shoulders and said.

"I knew that others didn't want to take care of me, but I couldn't help but go up, I knew that no one would help me, but I still ran to the door of someone's house to kneel, to cry, until finally people picked up the stick, I would run away like a dog, and finally called the day is not working, called the ground, hiding in the corner of the house with tears, holding my father's ......"

Huang Xiaobei did not continue to speak, but curled the corners of his mouth with great disdain, criticizing his past self.

"I don't want to see that disgusting look in my life, you know? I don't want to do that kind of disgusting thing again in my life! To be honest, I don't hate others, because they don't owe me anything, I only hate myself, the self who is good for nothing but relying on other people's handouts! ”

Huang Xiaobei's gaze was gloomy.

If I could be better, if I could have seen a little bit of what the future looks like, wouldn't I have even been a loan shark who wouldn't help me?

A gloomy light shrouded Huang Xiaobei's facial features, and the bone joints staggered and sounded.

"So I'm really disgusted with my old self, I hate him very much, he's so cheap!"

The nails of Huang Xiaobei's hands were almost embedded in the palms.

Carl nudged his frame thoughtfully, he didn't have any dominance in this conversation, he was just a quiet listener.

What's more, in front of such a Huang Xiaobei, he didn't know what to say, or, he was right.

Who doesn't hate their past self?

We're all the same.

It's just that he may not only simply dislike his former self, but also dislike the indifference of this world, right?

When he was at his most desperate, no one helped him, on the contrary, he murmured in his heart with all the most vicious words without reservation, so why did he still trust others?

If others treat him with indifference, can't he treat others with indifference?

Yes, really.

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Seeing that Carl didn't speak, Huang Xiaobei clapped his hands and laughed.

"By the way, you just mentioned sympathy, I have to say, this is a very interesting thing, come on, come on, just imagine, what kind of sympathy will everyone have for a person like me who died with a dead father? It's hard to say, I've played it for you, so you can see what kind of sympathy I can get. ”

Without warning, Huang Xiaobei stood up, and under Carl's stunned gaze, he pressed his chin and said with a delicate girl's appearance.

"Alas, Huang Xiaobei is really pitiful, he wasn't good in the first place, and now his father is dead, what do you think will happen to him in the future? I guess I'm going to go to the construction site to move bricks, right? ”

Huang Xiaobei patted his chest and laughed until he was exhausted.

"It's possible to pick up the rags, too."

A treacherous face of a villain appeared on his face.

"Doesn't he know how to play the guitar, and can't he eat by playing cotton for others?"

"Hahaha! Hahaha! ”

Taunts are here.

"It's good to be happy early, it's a mortal person anyway, what's the use of delaying it for a few days, heh."

Anger came head-on.

"Do I owe you! You're not done! Get lost! Get lost!! ”

"Yes, yes, get out, get out, I should roll, I should roll as far as possible, roll as far as possible!"

"Hahaha! Hahaha! ”

The overwhelming laughter came from the depths of his soul, in all shapes. The colored figure appears from his crazy facial features and distorted body.

He was smiling, smiling at everyone who had ever fooled and ridiculed him, and he was smiling so happily that he could not see the slightest sadness, even immersion.

"Hahaha! Aha! ”

In the end, with that sharp laughter, Huang Xiaobei's face appeared with a lot of faces, each face was different, but each face was laughing unscrupulously.

Laugh at the same person.

Carl watched quietly, quietly looking at the seemingly optimistic person in front of him, frantically mocking his former self and laughing at him.

The wounds of the past were torn open by his own hands, bloody, bloody.

He doesn't seem to be Huang Xiaobei, he seems to have become one of those faces, laughing with those people, mocking his former self.

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A group of people gathered in a group and laughed uncontrollably at the man who was squatting on the ground in the middle, holding his knees.

The ridiculed person could only shrink his body, bury his head in his knees, and tremble.

Laughter poured into his ears, and shrill voices hung around him.

"Look, look at his stupid look."

"Poor ruthless."

"It's so pitiful, that pitiful look is really hilarious."

A person squeezed into the crowd, looking at the guy who was ridiculed by everyone, the man was slightly stunned, and laughed along.

"Right? He's stupid, doesn't he's ridiculous? Hahaha, I think too, I think too! It's ridiculous, this guy is ridiculous, it's fun to look at him like that. ”

Questions were raised.

"You look like him?"

The man rolled on the floor laughing.

"Because he is me, because he is who I used to be! Why, can't I laugh at him? Can't I bully him with you? ”

"Yes, of course."

"Hahaha, ahahaha!"

Huang Xiaobei didn't mind laughing at his past self, and even he bullied his past self more ruthlessly than others.

He spat on him, he picked up a stone and threw it on his head.

He would just hug his knees, bow his head and tremble, and dare not say anything.

"Hahaha, look at his stupid look."

"Hahaha, ridiculous, it's ridiculous, you know that you squat on the ground, you know that you bury your head in your knees, it's useless, you're so unproductive."

"Die, die!"

He hated, hated the weak and wasteful self of the past, hated the self who could only rely on asking for charity!

He hated everything he had done, he hated everything he had been!

Wouldn't it be nice without him? Wouldn't it be nice without him!

That's right, that's right!

In the midst of the cruel laughter in the sky, Huang Xiaobei clenched the dagger in his hand and walked towards the person who was abused and bullied by him step by step, and the madness in his eyes turned into substance in an instant.

"Die, die!"

Carl grabbed Huang Xiaobei's hand and stared at the crazy guy in front of him, Carl said in a deep voice: "Senior, it's okay, your past is not as unbearable as you imagined, I think you should calm down." ”

Huang Xiaobei shook off Carl's hand holding him, and said nonchalantly, "What's wrong?" Can't I laugh at my old self? Is this a kind of growth, come, you can also laugh and laugh at that fool, I don't mind, on the contrary, I'm still very happy. ”

"You're torturing yourself."

Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled.

"Yes, torture yourself, when you say that, I think he ...... It's a lot of pity. ”

You're so pitiful, even I'm laughing at you, hehe, pitiful to the extreme.