Chapter 184: There is a kind of love called letting go
"Hey, Jiraiya, when did you go back to Konoha?"
The sound of the rose falling to the ground attracted Tsunade's attention, and when he turned his head at will, he saw Jiraiya who was quietly crying, and asked, the hands holding Ye Hehua's arms still did not let go.
Ye Hehua saw the rose at Jiraiya's feet, and carefully looked at Jiraiya a few times, confirming that he was the customer who was a confidant with him yesterday.
No wonder I said it was so familiar, it turned out to be your old boy. In order to hide his embarrassment, Ye Hehua pretended not to know Jiraiya, attached to Tsunade's ear, and asked in a low voice, "Who is he?" ”
Zilai also saw Ye Hehua's face clearly, isn't it the Boss Ye from yesterday? It turns out that your so-called 50-year-old girlfriend is Tsunade.
I'm so stupid, really, I only know that people have a 50-year-old girlfriend who has struggled for 30 years, but I didn't guess that his girlfriend was Tsunade.
"It's my teammate Jiraiya when I was a ninja." Tsunade saw the roses at Jiraiya's feet, and he didn't know what he was thinking, just to give himself a sudden surprise. Moved to be moved, or whispered to her boyfriend: "It's also my suitor, don't think about it." By the way, don't you know Jilaiya? ”
The two characters of Toad and Big Snake Ji in "God of Gamblers", if it is not Ye Hehua who carries private goods, Tsunade will never believe it.
"I only heard his name, but I didn't see his person." Ye Hehua lied, and then nodded to Zilai, which was regarded as a greeting.
Jiraiya froze in place, embarrassed and didn't know what to do. It's not appropriate to hit that stinky boy, after all, it's Tsunade's boyfriend. It's not appropriate to say hello, after all, Tsunade has already said that he is her suitor.
A bitter and indescribable expression crept up on Jiraiya's face, who can understand my pain?
"You go over there and wait for me first, I have something to say to Jiraiya." Tsunade let go of her boyfriend's arm and pushed Ye Kazuka in a whisper.
Ye Hehua was unmoved and pointed to his face. Tsunade couldn't help it, so he stood on tiptoe and kissed his boyfriend on the face, and then sent Ye Hehua away.
The Konoha Commercial Street is extremely noisy, but the atmosphere here is as silent as death, and the aura of embarrassment fills the air, and neither of them knows what to say.
In the end, it was Jiraiya who took the lead in speaking, and there was no one who said, "Happy birthday, Tsunade." ”
"Well, you're happy too." Tsunade replied, catching another glimpse of the roses on the ground.
The suitor and long-time teammates rushed back to Konoha to celebrate his birthday, which must have been very moving, but that's all, moving is not love.
"He's yours, student......" Jiraiya also kicked the rose away, and asked knowingly.
Seeing the two of them hugging each other, like glue, and seeing Tsunade kissing Ye Hehua's face with his own eyes, Zilai still asked so.
Is it in the hope of Tsunade? Perhaps, Jiraiya would rather believe that all this is an illusion, an illusion, but he clearly knows that all this is real, not a dream.
At this point, there is still one last vestige of fantasy, just like Ferrari's unrealistic F1 championship dream against Mercedes, or Arsenal's dream of winning the title.
"It's my boyfriend." Tsunade lowered his head and stabbed Jiraiya in the heart, clearly seeing it in his eyes, there was no need to hide anything.
"Well, but I've heard that he's a very bad man." Jiraiya is trying to redeem something, or trying to make Tsunade look down on the true face of Ye and Hua.
If you have never had it, how can you get it back?
"Did you see him with other women, or with other men?" Tsunade asked subconsciously, thought for a moment and added.
"Not really." Jiraiya also knew that Tsunade was a sign of concern, and whispered: "I went to his shop yesterday after disguise, and he told me personally that the shop was obtained because of you, and you must have asked the teacher to take special care of him."
This kind of man is just coveting your identity, and you are 50 years old and he is 20 years old, you can't be together for long. ”
Jiraiya is not the kind of person who tells right and wrong.,I can only try to take the clip and tell it to Tsunade.,I hope Tsunade can change his mind.。
"That person yesterday was you, I heard him say that you talked a lot about love." Tsunade's index finger hooked the blown blonde hair in a circle, and asked, "Tell me honestly, did he say he loved me?" ”
He doesn't speak, it's really not good to say bad things about people behind his back, even if this person is his rival, the two talked about each other yesterday as confidants.
"Yes." Jiraiya nodded, the education he received did not allow him to slander a confidant who had a hearty conversation with him, and to tell right and wrong.
"That's enough......" Tsunade looked at Ye Hehua who was waiting in the distance, his eyes full of tenderness and sweetness.
Just looking at Tsunade's expression, Jiraiya knew that she had come out of the haze of the death of the rope tree. It is naturally excellent that the person you love the most can refresh your spirit and get love, but unfortunately her other half is not herself.
Jiraiya suddenly felt worthless for himself, and said unadmittedly: "Tsunade, I haven't understood why you rejected me, obviously I was the first to pursue you, thirty years ago you chose Kato Break, and now you have chosen this surname Ye."
In terms of strength, identity, cultural level, and appearance, what point can I compare to them? ”
I can't figure it out.,I'm also a disciple of the three generations of Hokage.,I'm Tsunade's childhood sweetheart! However, twenty years ago, Kato Broken appeared suddenly, and he confirmed his relationship with Tsunade in half a year, although the kid died on the battlefield next.
Thirty years later, this is the case today, and he was born with the heart of Tsunade who was captured at a young age, which made him very unconvinced. In the middle thirty years, I was obviously pursuing Tsunade, why wasn't it me who held the beauty?
I'm the better one.
"Thirty years ago, I was young and ignorant......"
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted, and Zilai also pointed to Ye Hehua in the distance and asked, "What about now, you are a 50-year-old old woman, why do you still like this kind of young man?" What am I inferior to this little white face? ”
After saying this, I also felt a little inappropriate, why haven't I always liked 18-year-old girls? If Tsunade couldn't keep her face forever, he would still like her, but he certainly couldn't be as obsessed with it as he is now, after thirty years of hard pursuit.
"He's not a little white face, he's very strong, he's a very good man." Tsunade argues for her boyfriend, which little white face can subdue the entire Konoha by himself?
He lowered his head again, and he didn't know what to say: "He knew my age from the beginning, but he never took this point into account, and always regarded me as a young girl.
He is very talented and can make movies, although eighty percent of the script was copied from elsewhere, but if no one in the ninja world has seen it, it is his original.
He speaks with a sense of humor and pleases me. It's not your very lewd humor, sometimes very serious and improper, as if you are always in a mystery.
Speaking of which, I don't know what I really like about him, maybe I like him to buy me snacks, maybe I like him to teach me games, but I just feel happy with him, and I think that's enough. ”
has a good personality, will please women, looks good, and has outstanding strength, which meets the basic requirements of Tsunade to choose a mate. However, Tsunade thinks that he can be with Ye and Hua, there must be a deeper reason, but no matter what, he can't say it, it's hard to describe.
In fact, you need a reason to love someone, but this reason often cannot be described by words, which will create the illusion that you don't need a reason.
Zilai's heart is like a knife, the woman he loves the most is sinking because of other men, but everything has happened, and he can only try his best to redeem it.
Stretching out his hand to wrap his shoulder, trying to go back to the past, the three shinobi fought side by side and were intimate. Zilai also squeezed out a smile and said, "Then can we go back to the past, it's just a comrade-in-arms, not mixed with anything else." ”
Tsunade seemed to be frightened, and quickly avoided Jiraiya's arm, took two steps back and said, "Jiraiya, don't do this kind of excessive action in the future, I'm afraid that my boyfriend will misunderstand." ”
Jiraiya looked at Tsunade in disbelief, I just tried to put a throw on your shoulder, and he touched your mouth, maybe something else. Can't even the comrade-in-arms relationship be maintained?
"The old man has asked me to retire, I've not been a ninja for a long time, and now I'm just an ordinary woman who needs a family and a lover to take care of after retirement, and we're still friends and close friends.
You can rest assured, when there is a big change in Konoha, I will definitely not sit idly by. But before that, I want to get a taste of life. So, take care of yourself, Jiraiya, you can try to pursue other women. ”
Tsunade said that, turned around and walked to Ye Hehua's side, and after explaining a few sentences, he grabbed his boyfriend's shoulders and continued shopping.
The flat sandals "click, click" stepped on the ground, and the woman she loved the most and her lover gradually drifted away, snuggling together was so intimate. She didn't look back, not once.
Just because what you once had is taken away doesn't mean you will go back to when you didn't have it. I've never had a Tsunade, but my heart seems to have been lost a million times.
The tears could not be stopped any longer, Jiraiya turned around and smashed his fist on the trunk of the tree, the sunlight shining through the lush branches and leaves, and the mottled points of light fell on Jiraiya, not illuminating his heart that had fallen into the endless night.
I don't know which low-quality person passed by, penguin music was played, and the heart-rending song drifted from the street to the end of the street.
"If a paradise for two
It's like a warm wall
Imprison your dreams
Is happiness like a bars?
Migratory birds lost their south
If you yearn for the sky
Longing for a pair of wings
Let go and let you fly
Your wings should not be accompanied by roses
Listen to the withering time
If romance becomes a bond
I would like to choose for you to go back to loneliness
If the lingering becomes a chain, throw away the promise
There is a kind of love called letting go
Give up for love for a long time
We'll be there if you give it your all
Let true love take me away
There is a kind of love called letting go
It ends forever for love
If you have all that I have gone, my departure
Let true love take me away and say break up
Lose you for your sake
Ruthless play hurts you
Leave you for you
Forever gone
There is a kind of love called letting go
Give up for love for a long time
We'll be there if you give it your all
Let true love take me away
There is a kind of love called letting go
It ends forever for love
If you have all that I have gone, my departure
Let true love take me away and say break up"