What is a person?

In fact, not too many people can think about their own problems during the short cooling-off period between the two peaks of the hormonal cycle.

But beyond adolescence, there will be people who continue to think about this question, and those who have no dreams, after realizing their existence, will inevitably stay awake all night long.

And after experiencing something completely different from everyone else, and gaining a feeling that is completely different from everyone else, it is natural for a girl to think like this.

It's not that she is alienating, or that she has twice as many experiences and memories as she has experienced out of thin air, if possible, the girl even wants to disappear as the part of Lu Xinlei very much, if her prediction is not wrong, her consciousness will completely disappear into the world like this It is a great opportunity for the man who came from afar - after all, now, everything that belongs to the original girl belongs to that man, and the exact dream provides only all kinds of irrational resistance.

But deep down in her heart, there is obvious resistance to this kind of thinking, she understands the feeling that she once wanted to disappear, but she doesn't know where this resistance comes from, whether it is the primitive desire of her soul to survive, or the pity and retention of the man who once existed.

Therefore, even if she now has a dream and goal, she is still in a deep confusion, and from the root question of "who am I", she looks down the source, and no problem has been successfully solved.

Maybe time will give her the answer, but maybe only time will give her the answer.

"There are different definitions of people in society and people in nature, and what man is has to be taken apart and looked at from two sides."

"If I had to define it, it would be nothing more than the sum total of the primate family, and all the social relations it has in its kind, and I am a staunch scientific materialist." Mr. Gao's eyes behind the lenses of his glasses showed conviction, "You can put yourself in the shoes of what you would be if your consciousness changed another body, or what would you be if your consciousness changed to another body in your body." ”

"Then of course I won't be me anymore, maybe by another name, maybe I won't change my name, and finally I won't be me anymore."

"That's right, that's the problem." After counting the stairs at their feet and reaching the ground floor of the school building, they all stopped, "So if all this hasn't changed, are you still you?" ”

“…… Or another possibility," the girl paused, organizing her language a little, "if there is a sudden memory of another person in one person's mind, then is this person still the same person?" ”

"It's up to you to understand this kind of philosophical matter, I'm just a teacher of literary history, and I'm not very good at philosophical thinking," the old teacher, who was a little taller than the girl, blinked, "but philosophical things are the same after all, and it's already very demanding for philosophy to justify itself." If I had to say this, I wouldn't have anything to say:

"After all, a person's life is gradually gained rather than lost little by little, especially at the level of thinking and memory, as long as that person still retains everything of the original person, then she is still the same as she used to be."

The girl was slightly disappointed, but it was really the answer to the question.

She has everything that Lu Xinlei once had, no matter what, she can't completely become the man who once burned, and she will never be able to make him herself, and the fact that everything about a successful man is buried in her barren body can't help but make guilt echo in her mind - it's great if she doesn't have herself, and this thing can be said to be perfect.

It seems to be a very metaconscious experience – the girl used to see the term occasionally, and it represented a person's awareness of their own consciousness, or rather a higher order of consciousness of that consciousness. She could feel the obvious divergence of ideas when she was thinking about the same question. Only at this time does the girl feel like God, his pure consciousness floating above the ocean of thoughts, and the two experiences and memories that lie beneath the ocean swirl distinctly. Such differences are harmless under normal circumstances, but in some extreme circumstances that may arise, there is a threat of irreconcilable contradictions.

If only I had stayed in that dream forever, it would have been a lot less troublesome.

But you can't think like this, if fate arranges it this way, let's take it one step at a time.

Conflicting minds can only compromise with each other in the end.,Time doesn't stop when she falls into a delusion.,The girl who realized that she might have been hanging the teacher for a long time hurriedly said goodbye and rushed back to the dormitory.,But compromised thinking doesn't mean thinking stops.,Even a girl who once only thought she was a freak and didn't want to think about these questions in detail.,It's inevitable to think carefully about what she's here for.。

For the pleasure of some transcendent being? This irrational possibility has become the only answer in some senses, but it is not bad, men are used to being the center of the stage to perform for others, while girls are used to being inexplicable in the world, in different directions, but the results are good.

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After all, this incident itself has almost no impact on Lu Xinlei's life, the girl has always been drifting with her plan for her time after class, and if there is an activity, she will naturally participate in the activity, and when there is no activity, she reads more just to kill time, and in this goal, there is no essential difference between playing games and reading.

That is to say, until now, the thoughts of the man who came from another parallel world, which is considered an alien visitor to the girl, really have no effect on her life, but the impact on her own is not perceptible to her in many cases, of course, the man who used to be is a good person anyway, and the reactions of the thoughts that affect each other will not produce bad results at least.

The time spent on these thoughts and dazes has been completely stuffed into Lu Xinlei's rest time at noon today, the meal must be eaten one bite at a time, and things must be done step by step, as long as she dares to face and accept herself, a large part of the subjective thinking vortex faced by the girl will be self-defeating, and after these, the problem of objective conditions still exists, but she does find a way to solve it.

The first thing to do is to give a clear response to the thoughts that make you really uncomfortable -

In a very rare case, Wu Leyi did not miss this public class on Thursday afternoon, and the few people in the dormitory who did not have any conflict pulled up the line to leave the dormitory and go to the large classroom as usual.

Along the way, the girls and the girls just chatted about daily topics, and did not talk about any practical things, but after entering the classroom and meeting the teacher surnamed Li who taught this course, the behavior of the tall girl was a little unexpected to her:

"You guys help me get a seat first...... Well, it's okay not to occupy it. Wu Leyi rubbed her nose and walked away from the line, and glanced at Lu Xinlei, who was not so conspicuous, before walking towards the teacher surnamed Li, "I'll be there soon, if I don't occupy a seat, I'll sit in the last row." ”

The girl's eyelids jumped, maybe a little unexpected, but after a little hesitation, she also told a few other roommates, and she came to the last row of seats in the lecture hall in the name of catching up on sleep, put down her satchel and looked at the girl from a distance as if she was talking normally with the teacher.

Now there is still a little time to go before class, and the girl stood on the side of the podium and communicated with him for a long time after seeing that the man surnamed Li had indeed prepared the course utensils - from Lu Xinlei's point of view, she couldn't see Wu Leyi's face, but judging from the man's serious but not very happy expression, their conversation might not be so ordinary.

It wasn't until half a minute before the class bell rang that their conversation came to an end, of course, it was probably because the two of them were close to class, the flow of people in front of the podium was increasing, and there were more students in the first two rows of seats, resulting in many problems that could not be communicated at all. In any case, Wu Leyi, who came like Lu Xinlei in the end, had a relaxed expression on her face.

"Okay, no big deal now." She generously came to the seat next to the girl and sat down, raised her eyebrows and looked at the girl, like a newly victorious flamingo looking at her peers who were two laps younger than her in every way, "I tried my best, although I couldn't scare that guy, but I didn't let him take the initiative to provoke you." ”

"How can you scare it......" As soon as she asked this question, Lu Xinlei felt a little regretful, she had a hunch that the answer she got would not be very suitable for saying it in public, so she immediately changed her words:

"Good enough, thanks." The girl sighed and took the other's hand, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

"I'm not just helping you," the girl put away all her expressions, "don't worry too much about these things, I'm doing this to pay off my own debts." ”

No one should do anything to themselves. She added half a sentence as if she were talking to herself.

The girl also did not continue to ask, everyone has their own way of life, and at this point, the part that belongs to the man has subtly and completely changed the girl.