Although the problem is pressed temporarily, the concept of not pressing the table is not the same as solving it completely, and those problems still exist, and they will eventually erupt when they should be, and the problem will not cease to exist because no one is paying attention to it.

Lu Xinlei stretched her shoulders, the biggest capital left to her by the healthy lifestyle she adhered to even if she couldn't eat before was her body that was still functioning well, but under the high-intensity Internet addiction for nearly two weeks, she herself had begun to feel the deterioration of her physical condition.

But from another point of view, it's not unworthy, under her intermittent game, the ten scoring matches that determine the initial score of the ladder have completely ended, because the account she uses is a completely new account with no game record, no matter how good her performance is before entering the ladder, the hidden MMR that takes time to accumulate will not be very high, which she has long expected, in the ten scoring matches of an account, the strength of the opponent matched will change accordingly with the change of record, In the man's memory, the final few matches he had played were often at the level and intensity of his usual ladder matches, but in the girl's case, until the last positioning match, she didn't wait for an opponent who could match her in terms of lanes.

The final score also met her expectations - the core MMR almost broke through the 5000 mark and came to 4986 points, but the icon of the rank prominently displayed "Eternal Flow".

She smacked her lips, slightly unpleasant.

In the past world, a single-position MMR of nearly 5,000 points has been able to hit a team character's rank to a higher level than the eternal Liufang's transcendent sanctification, and no matter how hard you work, you may be able to step into the highest level of the crown, but here, it may be the impact of the player group that is far larger than the original world, and these ranks determined according to the proportion of MMR scores will naturally rise. In the case where only the top 5% of players can enter the Champion I rank, the more players there are, the more difficult it will be to rush to that position.

But at least the rank of the eternal legend is not very humiliating, or it is expected. Although the girl's instinct was to oppose the use of team voice to communicate in team games for various reasons more than once, she eventually accepted this statement on the basis of sufficient objective reasons such as "it is more convenient, safe and effective to communicate in this way", and for specific reasons that the girl herself did not want to know, and this behavior did bring a lot of convenience from the results.

To get used to this, she told her sensibility that the people who played this game were upright guys, and they listened to them not because of their gender, but because they did play their thighs.

It makes sense.

In short, three days have passed since then, and there are still four days left before the end of registration for the first competition that I am bound to participate in and make a splash, and tomorrow may be ......

Nothing will happen tomorrow, the girl hammered her head, driving the jumbled thoughts out of her mind. This period of worry-free time did make her feel a little sorry when she noticed it, but after all, it still didn't violate her own principles, so she didn't need to think about it, just concentrate on doing her own thing.

As long as you can reach the finals, or get the championship of the registered team, the five players of the whole team can get an Internet fee slip equivalent to a whole year's Internet fee, and the converted value should be hundreds of yuan; And there are certain rewards for the next few rankings. Although the girl doesn't dare to guarantee that she can find a very reliable teammate, even if these flies are as cheap as the legs, she still feels a little disadvantaged in her heart.

Of course, the top priority is to at least play a higher rank, and the girl who has been following the recruitment wall for two days has a certain understanding of how high the strength can be here to be noticed, although in this not very well-known school, young people will be more or less exposed to the game, but in a more hardcore competitive game, it is still rare to have a very high level, far from being the best everywhere, and the degree of extraordinary as a dog. And her score - it is clear that with a little more effort she will be able to reach the level of transcendent initiation.

Each Rank will be marked with a star rating and a percentage to mark the player's position in that Rank, and each Ranked Match will be reduced by this percentage, and when this percentage is reduced to 0, there will be an extra star under the Rank, and if the number of stars reaches a certain level, the player will be upgraded by one stage.

Now Lu Xinlei's rank is - three stars of eternal flow, and the score is the same as 34% of players in this rank.

I still have to keep fighting. She couldn't help but sigh and glance at the time—around 8 p.m. on Wednesday night, the rest of the dorm room had mostly finished their day's business, either seriously or perfunctorily, and was generally in a state of leisure, and no one happened to have any opinion on her game.

Then just-

"Lei Lei~" A light voice came from the girl's head, "Help take the headphones." ”

"Okay." Lu Xinlei put down the mouse that was about to click on the button to start the game, got up from the chair, and easily found the headset and gave it to her roommate who was already lying on the bed. This gesture that didn't have a significant impact on her own plans, and either side of her was happy to help—except that what she saw next made her a little uneasy:

When she turned around, she happened to see the eldest sister staring at her openly, and an inexplicable smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

“……”

She decided to quickly turn around and pretend that she didn't see it, but she had already found that the girl who the girl noticed seemed to have a mature plan, she walked over directly and pressed Lu Xinlei's mouse, and gave her own proposal:

"Anyway, you can't find any job for the time being, and you still like to play games so much, so try to do live broadcasts."

This sentence almost kept the girl awake at night, but it was not simply because of the possibility that it showed, and the rationality of her material had indeed proved that this path was completely feasible.

The live streaming industry is no stranger to men's past experiences, and even very familiar, and many well-known Dota players, including those who once worked behind the scenes after retiring from active service, are on various live streaming platforms - to put it mildly, they are exerting their spare heat for the circle. In the past, the Dota circle, which was already half-hot, could feed a group of well-known anchors and live a very nourishing life, so now, there is no decline at all, and the Dota circle, which seems to be in full swing, must also be able to carry more attention and capital.

Therefore, in terms of her several goals now, going to the debut live broadcast is already the most direct and efficient way, and she is now confident that she has the strength to break into the group of top players, and all she needs is some primitive accumulation. But on the other hand, it feels awkward to even hit the ladder and open a microphone, and the girl's own thinking is more resistant to this possible appearance.

So is there a possibility of a compromise? However, it is only a matter of time, and this resistance is just a routine awkward affair in the end.

Knowing that you are making trouble and that it will dissipate after a while is indeed a more amazing experience.

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And this experience is in fact the reason why the girl can't sleep at night.

Who the hell is she, is it her, or is it him?

The complex question of self was re-excavated by a small thing that was not very acute, but it brought more confusion to the mind than it had been on that Friday morning: it was the first time since that she had been seriously forced to think about it.

The so-called human being is the sum of the social relations that the person has, and those external relations can be called the body, and on the inside, can everything that the person has experienced in the past be called the soul?

The girl had not dreamed since that night, and in this case, it meant that she had two souls in her mind who could not dream.

Two souls in one? She began to think about her experience in a week or so, which was neither short nor long, and she had done so many things that a former girl would not do, and it would not make sense to say that the man's part had no effect on her at all, or that she had no effect on the girl she had at all. And these two parts of thinking that should be opposite each other can smoothly turn to think in the other direction, and such a situation that is beyond common sense is enough to make her creepy, but it is enough to call it intriguing.

The question remains the same, is this girl, the current Lu Xinlei, him or her.

Zen case-like speculation and sophistry swirled in the girl's mind until she fell asleep, and she still did not dream that night, waking up to the cold ceiling and reality.

There was no reason or time to continue wasting energy on these issues that could be buried, and she needed to move into another state now. Although it seems that the literature major is very watery as far as the more recognized facts are concerned, with the girl's own spiritual cleanliness, she is not willing to be a schoolbag that goes to school purely to cope with the exam.

Of course, the statement that literature majors are not as good as other majors, but at the level of performance, we have to admit that literature majors are not considered to be sideways, nor do they need to read through the subset of scriptures and history, let alone rack their brains to think about the computational logic of the exam, which is very simple for some people who just want to pass the exam, and is simply too simple for others who really want to learn.

Of course, it is not that no one does not want to change this status quo, but under the coercion of inertia and inertia, this part of the students can only be left alone, and this part of the teachers can only look for students who they think are very promising to make more demands, which is regulated by the spiritual attributes of "education" in higher education.

Lu Xinlei is of course one of them, as a boring girl who used to have no additional hobbies other than reading and thinking for herself, the journey away from the classroom with Teacher Gao after the professional class on Monday and Thursday mornings to discuss the knowledge and ideas that the course failed to explain is the most enjoyable time of the week for girls, and now it is no exception.

The part of the memory that belongs to the man has no impression of higher education at all, so it has no effect on the girl herself in terms of the school curriculum, and in fact, even she herself can't tell why this happened, the parts that belong to 31 and 17 coexist in her mind but show no signs of fusion, and when she picks up the mouse and enters the game battlefield, she operates and judges like the old boy who didn't get the final honor after all, but in such a time that belongs to the girl herself, she is still completely her.

"What do you think is a human being?" She asked the question as usual, and in itself it didn't go beyond what they were discussing now, "Is it really true that people are the sum of past experiences?" ”

If correct, it wasn't just two memories that stayed in her mind, but two living souls - if possible, the girl still wanted to stay here and chase her dreams was the old boy, and she had really thought about them.

"Correct or incorrect is secondary, and if the question is asked by you, you need to find an answer that you agree with." The kind-faced female teacher replied with a smile, which is indeed a relatively standard answer to this question, "People are social animals, and it is indeed absurd to talk about people separately from their experiences, but people are first and foremost people, and they are different primate humans, and it is absurd to talk about people regardless of their physical attributes." ”

"So there's no standard answer to that question," her subsequent words broke up the girl's idea a little, "what do you think a human being is?" ”

"I think...... Man is a synthesis of the past and dreams. Lu Xinlei said, "The past determines what a person is a person, and dreams will determine what kind of person a person will become." ”

Without dreams, it is like a marble gliding on a physically smooth plane, and everything is destined for fate, just like the "real" girl.