Chapter 125: You're really a bastard
"How's that, are you done? After listening to it, you can leave, and don't come to me for trouble in the future, just go your own way. Huang Xiaobei crossed Erlang's legs and whistled at the starry sky above his head.
Carl gently pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose and said softly: "Senior, thank you for talking to me so much tonight, to be honest, I never thought you would have this kind of life before, but fortunately, you can figure it out, you didn't stay in the past, you can't get out." β
"Do people figure it out slowly, and I haven't seen much in other people's hearts in recent years," Huang Xiaobei sighed: "This is probably the reason why I have become cheerful." β
Speaking of this, Huang Xiaobei sighed tiredly, looking up at the silver starry sky above his head, his eyes full of exhaustion.
"Seriously, the human heart, it's really the scariest thing in the world, I don't want to see other people's hearts in my life, you should be able to understand what I mean, after all, you have a magic eye."
Karl nodded, sighing in agreement.
"Yes, people's hearts, it's really terrifying."
His gaze gradually deepened, and Carl murmured softly, "Senior, you may not know that when I was young, I once used my magic eye to see the depths of a relative's heart, but I will never forget it in this life. Hehe, this is probably why I don't advocate Qianqian to peek into other people's hearts at will. β
"Because there are some things that really don't fit to be known."
"Is the human heart sinister, oops, the ancients really had great wisdom, and the summary is too incisive and in place."
Carl suddenly turned his gaze to Huang Xiaobei and said with a smile: "Senior, to be honest, I hope you don't get angry, your heart was quite dark before." β
Huang Xiaobei picked his nose, revealing an indifferent look, "You said that I am so dark now, I don't object, anyway, you and Lao Wei die one day, and I still won't shed tears." β
Carl smiled and shook his head, "Probably not, haven't you changed your previous mind now?" Maybe it will change in the future. β
"The devil knows."
"Huh."
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Looking at the empty balcony around him, Karl's face was tired, and he showed this lazy appearance in front of outsiders for the first time.
Stretching a lazy waist, the heir of the Bren's family, the future leader of the secret party, laughing anytime and anywhere, but Carl Burren, who was tense all the time, suddenly relaxed himself.
Looking at Huang Xiaobei who was squatting on the ground, Carl said with a smile, but this time the smile on his face was not so sunny and looked a lot more casual.
"Senior, having said all that, should we talk about something interesting? After all, hehe, how to say it, it seems that there are some things that you can never understand if you don't experience them personally, and come to think of it, I used to be naΓ―ve in your eyes, right? β
Huang Xiaobei turned his head to the side and said with a sneer, "It's okay, you're a young man, and after reading two broken books, you start to feel bored with the world, how can a flat-headed person like me really see those so-called boring." But who made you a broad Shaoyou, who made you the future leader of the secret party, which grandson dared to say that you were naΓ―ve, hehe, don't dare, don't dare at all. β
Karl smiled, completely ignoring the sarcasm in Huang Xiaobei's tone.
Because in his mouth, he seems to be a boy who is ignorant of the world and only understands the outside world through books and newspapers.
Hehe, I really want to be that kind of person, but unfortunately, the owner of the MONOCULUS, the heir of the Burren family, doesn't allow me to do that at all.
"Anyway, did you just say that you wanted to talk about something else, or is it interesting? What's the topic? Huang Xiaobei asked with some curiosity.
It's no wonder that Huang Xiaobei is so curious, mainly because Carl is interesting, which inadvertently aroused a little of his association.
After all, if the two men say the word funny, they will associate it in that direction.
"Senior, I'll go down and get something, and I'll be back in a while." Carl didn't answer Huang Xiaobei's question, but walked straight to the small door on the rooftop, to get something.
Huang Xiaobei didn't care too much about it, and nodded, "Is it related to what you're going to say next?" Then you'd better hurry, I'm sleepy now. β
"Okay senior, oh yes......"
At this moment, Karl suddenly stopped.
Under Huang Xiaobei's strange gaze, Carl, who was tall, slowly turned around and looked directly into Huang Xiaobei's eyes with his magic eye.
Carl stretched out his finger and tapped at the open space beside Huang Xiaobei, the expression on his face was a little deep, and he said softly.
"Senior, there's a sentence I've always wanted to say."
Huang Xiaobei looked at the open space beside him in a daze, "What words?" β
"You should still be kind to your past self, he is not so unbearable."
"You should accept him."
After speaking, Carl walked straight into the small door, leaving Huang Xiaobei alone staring at the open space beside him in a daze.
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Looking at the blank space beside him, looking at the person next to him who was squatting on the ground like himself, but burying his head in his knees, Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, then slowly turned his head, pouted and complained.
"Zhen Nyima is numb, and he is a little nicer to his past self, will he say this kind of chicken soup with meat."
Huang Xiaobei looked at the person beside him again.
"Whoever wants to be good to you, look at your dead look, you don't deserve it."
"Still, you have a little bit of an advantage, right? Although I don't even know what good you used to have........ But it's not so much that you're a bastard as you're pathetic, you're nothing more than ..... I just want to get more things. β
Huang Xiaobei let out a big breath and shook his head weakly.
"Forget it, Commissioner Ben has a big belly, I don't have the same knowledge as you, the previous things are like that, let's go over there, and I'll sit for a while."
"What's fun, damn, it's really shining for you with a little sunshine, die far away!"
Looking at the guy next to him who was squatting on the ground and hugging his knees, Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, and then nodded thoughtfully.
"I forgot, you're me, and it's impossible to kill me far away in this life, so just continue to sit next to me."
I still don't look down on him, although he is myself, but I just don't look down on him, you have the ability to beat me.
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Carl threw a can of juice cocktail to Huang Xiaobei far away, Huang Xiaobei barely caught it in a hurry, and after scolding Carl's ancestor in his heart, Huang Xiaobei set his eyes on the cocktail in his hand.
Seeing that what Carl threw to himself was actually a can of wine, Huang Xiaobei couldn't help but be a little stupid, and said, "Didn't you say that you don't drink?" So how..... Also, I'm not a big drinker. β
Carl opened the cocktail, took a slight sip of the blue liquid in the can, and chuckled: "Senior, I never said that I don't drink, I just don't drink often, by the way, senior, this brand of wine is very delicious, just like juice, you can try it." β
Huang Xiaobei opened the cocktail suspiciously, and after taking a sip slightly, Huang Xiaobei gave a thumbs up, it was indeed delicious.
"What do you want to talk to me about? I've told you a lot tonight, haven't I? You know me well enough, don't you? Then I'll make it clear to you. β
Huang Xiaobei put on a businesslike look and said: "The reason why I told you so much tonight is that there is nothing else, first, I was too impulsive yesterday, and I should apologize to you as compensation." β
Huang Xiaobei licked the corners of his mouth awkwardly, "Second, I also want to find a listener to express what I think in my heart, no, it's the bitterness in my heart before, just like you just said, some words are really comfortable." β
"As for the three ......," Commissioner Huang said as if he was a big brother sparing his life: "I beg you not to use your spirit on me in the future!" Having said that, I'm just a person who follows the crowd, a person who either waits for death or others to save me in a desperate situation, and there is really nothing worth caring about. β
Seeing that Carl didn't pay attention to himself and just drank the wine by himself, Huang Xiaobei sighed.
"Okay, then I'll be clearer, the reason why I'm talking to you so much tonight is that I hope you can see a little more clearly, and don't think of me as someone like you who was born to save the world. I really don't have anything, and I'm not afraid to tell you, no, you can think for yourself, if I really use those things every day, will I be as miserable as I am now? β
Commissioner Huang patted Carl on the shoulder, and said righteously: "So, you'd better treat me as a fart, let it go, and then I'll sweep my ground, you save your world, why don't you disturb each other?" β
Karl, like Huang Xiaobei, sat on the ground with his back against the railing.
He didn't pay attention to Huang Xiaobei's very straightforward telling himself just now, "Don't have any hope for me, I'm really useless at the critical moment, and I will leave you alone to escape at the critical moment", but asked with a smile.
"Senior, have you ever had a girlfriend?"
Huang Xiaobei was stunned when he heard this, and then touched his chin.
After careful consideration, Commissioner Huang was serious.
"Does it count?"
"This, I said, seems, seems to be a human being who really exists in the real world." Carl wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.
Commissioner Huang suddenly looked embarrassed: "Oh, it's hard for me to answer you like this, your question is a bit too tricky." β
Carl looked at Huang Xiaobei strangely, "Senior, your appearance should be considered upper-middle among humans, there should be many girls who like you, right?" β
I didn't even ask if I had a girlfriend, and I just jumped to the point that I couldn't find a girlfriend for Mao?! Do I look like a single!!
"It's better for you to speak gradually.....
"What did you say?"
"Ahem, it's nothing, it's just, it's just ......" Huang Xiaobei hesitated for a long time, and finally shook his head with laughter, "It's just that I'm too cold, and all the girls who came to confess to me were rejected by me." β
Huang Xiaobei held a cocktail and said proudly, "After all, I wanted to be an arrogant strong man back then, and I can't be affected by the feelings of Shenma, after all, you also know, the strong, the love of children is not suitable for the identity of the strong." β
Carl quietly looked at the smile on Huang Xiaobei's face, looking at his gaze that dodged around when he found himself looking at him again, Carl didn't say anything.
Understandably, this kind of thing is generally not bothered to be mentioned.
Drinking the wine in the can, Carl said softly: "Senior, in fact, we are about the same, and I have never had a girlfriend." β
"See, you've had a night of play. Love, if you have enough fun, you will kick, how can you have time to have a girlfriend. β
Carl shook his head with a wry smile, "Senior, you misunderstood, I just couldn't arouse my interest because the girls I met couldn't arouse my interest." β
"Senior, I don't mean anything else by telling you, I just want to ask you, you should still have any good memories in the past, right?"
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and hoarsely voiced.
"What the hell are you trying to do with this?"
"It's just a matter of curiosity, or if you want to have a plan to awaken the good memories of the past in your heart, I think it's good to have a female approach."
Raising his eyebrows slightly, Carl's deep blue pupils were full of smiles.
"Even if a person's past is dark, there should always be a good side of themselves, right? I don't believe that the past twenty-three years of your life have been shrouded in bleakness. β
"There must be someone who, at least briefly, has illuminated your world?"
"Senior, am I right?"
Carl smiled warmly at Huang Xiaobei.
But all he got in exchange was coldness.
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head, listened to Carl's words, listened to the so-called good memories, Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and didn't say a word.
After half a sound, he slowly raised his head and looked directly at the handsome man in front of him, and a sneer came out of the corner of his mouth.
"Aren't you afraid that you're awakening the last thing a fool wants to remember? Don't you think that for a fool, oh yes, for a good-looking fool, tragedy is tragedy, just like a fool is a fool, and nothing will change much? β
Carl stared at Huang Xiaobei with a smile, "Why?" Is it true that the people who like you are also dark inside? β
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head
Carl smiled even brighter, "Someone has always liked you, right?" β
Listening to Carl's words, Huang Xiaobei suddenly felt that the whole world was much quieter, and a blank space appeared in the depths of his mind.
Hehe, it's been like this again, it's been like this again.......
Looking at the bright smile of the person beside him, Huang Xiaobei, who had returned to reality, smiled bitterly, and couldn't help but secretly guess in his heart, "This bastard is here to poke my scar on purpose tonight, right?" He's deliberately trying to make me angry tonight, right? Hehe, didn't I just press you against the wall once? You wouldn't have taken revenge on me like that. β
It's just that...... Carl's words really woke up the last thing that the fool in the past wanted to recall......
Awaken some fond memories of your past.
Why? Is it true that the people who like you are also dark inside?
Someone has liked you.
Of course, it's not dark, how can it be dark in your heart when you like someone, and of course someone likes it, but .....
Huang Xiaobei blinked his eyes bitterly.
Too cold, in order to be an arrogant and strong man, all the girls who confessed were rejected by me.
Hehe, hehehe.
Huang Xiaobei choked and inhaled, then spit out, looking up at the starry sky, his bitter eyes were filled with a little crystal.
If only that were the case......
Turning his head to look at the clearing beside him, at the man crouching beside him, with his head buried in his knees.
Huang Xiaobei unconsciously clenched his teeth, tears had already welled up in his eyes, and he chuckled with tears.
"So, you're really a bastard."