I have to admit that I fell in love with Anxin, even though she was married, even though she already had children.

Since I was in middle school, I can't remember how many girls have chased me, or how many girls I have chased, but I could never have imagined that I would fall in love with a married woman, a mother, at the age of twenty-three.

If I don't love this woman, why should I be so unhappy when I hear that she is married, that she has children? And no matter how awkward I was, I still had to listen to it, and I was even anxious, full of eagerness, to hear her story.

It's been a year since the evening when Anxin told me her story. For more than a year, I have been repeating the events and scenes in this story, and I have been enriching the details of those scenes in my imagination. In the end, these details left me with not the previous awkwardness and regret, on the contrary, it strangely continued my feelings for peace of mind.

In Anxin's story, what she cherishes the most is her life as an internal staff member in the South German Anti-Narcotics Brigade. I saw it right under the street lamp at the entrance of the Beijing Normal Sports School, the captain of the anti-drug brigade surnamed Pan was nearly fifty years old, and he was almost like a brother or even a father to Anxin. He was not from Nande, and his hometown was Shamao, three hundred miles east of Nande. He was born there, went to school, and went from elementary school to secondary school. Lao Pan originally wanted to leave Shamao to go to university in the province, but his family was dilapidated before he finished middle school. The reason for the ruin is not uncommon in the town where he grew up: his father was addicted to drugs. Not long after my father took drugs, my mother married away from home and never returned. When Lao Pan was seventeen years old, his father once overdosed *** and died in a public thatched house on the street in the middle of the night, and it is said that the death was horrific. When others told Lao Pan about his father's death, Lao Pan did not go to see it, and he did not know who buried his father later. He lived alone at school since he was fifteen years old, never returned home, and never took the man who had become a madman and a scoundrel because of his drug addiction as his father. He was practically already an orphan from the age of fifteen. Lao Pan joined the work before finishing middle school. He has worked in the Shamao District Public Security Bureau for nearly 30 years, including 15 years in anti-narcotics work, and countless drug dealers have been caught in his hands. A year before the province was safely transferred to South Germany, the province reshuffled anti-narcotics cadres from several areas where the anti-narcotics struggle was relatively brutal, and all the transferred people moved their families and their destinations were kept secret from the outside world. This is undoubtedly an effective protection for these cadres against possible reprisals from criminals. It was at that time that Lao Pan moved from Shamao to Nande. said that the family moved, but Lao Pan actually came to Nande alone. Because his wife thinks that Nande is too remote, and Lao Pan is always away from home day and night at work, marrying an anti-narcotics policeman is almost like a widow, and he is also frightened and dangerous, and the family of the anti-narcotics policeman has always been the target of intimidation and revenge by criminals. So Lao Pan's wife moved to her mother's home Dali City with her son. Her mother's family is from the Dai ethnic group, except for Lao Pan who asked for leave to go back to Dali to see them during the Songkran Festival of the Dai New Year, his wife and son have never been to Nande once.

In Anxin's eyes, Lao Pan is a hard-working person, his parents were orphans when they were there, but he was single when he married a wife. Anxin originally thought that a person like Lao Pan, who has been engaged in the struggle against the enemy for a long time and lacks pain and love since childhood, must be particularly cold and cruel by nature, but the fact is the opposite, at the moment when Anxin saw Lao Pan for the first time, he really didn't expect that this rough tough man with a face full of vicissitudes and bitterness turned out to be a caring person. During the more than a year that Anxin worked in Nande, Lao Pan always took care of all aspects of her like a hen guarding her eggs.

Anxin is the only college student in the South German Anti-Narcotics Brigade, and it can be said that Lao Pan's care for her is not only a preference for a young girl, but also almost represents the love and protection of "intellectuals" from the inner cause. The most prominent manifestation of this protection is that she is never allowed to participate in any investigation and arrest operations that may cause casualties and danger. South Germany is a battlefield, and the most important care that can be given on the battlefield is undoubtedly the protection of life.

It was an unimaginably strange environment for people like me, who had almost never been far from Beijing, as if they were not in the same time and space. Later, Anxin told me a lot of anti-drug cases like a story, and most of those cases seemed simple, boring and unremarkable compared with the plots of Hollywood and Hong Kong and Taiwan movies, and only a few of them could barely be called thrilling, but they were just like a sitcom with the beginning and the end. But whether it is simple and plain or barely improvised, everything is painted in Anxin's mouth, and what is said is more energetic than what is heard. Although she did not personally experience all of these cases, she had seen most of the characters on both sides of the enemy, and these characters had rubbed shoulders with her, and she knew them and knew them well, and she even got along with some of them, so that each case was almost equivalent to a recollection of the past and the deceased.

To my ears, Anxin living and working in southern Germany is smooth and pleasant, but it is just a bit of a loneliness peculiar to young people. Zhang Tiejun took the train from Guangping to see her once or twice a month, and he could only stay for two or three days each time before rushing back. The short-term derailment with Mao Jie did not affect her relationship with Tie Jun, she loved Tie Jun and wanted Tie Jun to have no distractions about Tie Jun. The life she longed for most at that time was to see Tie Jun every day. And Tie Jun, who is in a state of love, is even more impatient with the separated life of such a cowherd and weaver girl, and he has been pondering and discussing with An An in those days whether he should be temporarily seconded from Guangping to the "Nande Daily" as a reporter.

In general, Anxin is a rational and responsible girl, so she can simply break off this dangerous relationship with Mao Jie. Maybe the people who do public security always have more decisiveness and scheming than ordinary people, and the things between her and Mao Jie come and go quickly, and people don't know about them. Although she had to admit when she talked to me about this past later, she was sorry for Mao Jie, so for a long time she secretly hid a sense of guilt in her heart, whether it was for Mao Jie or Tie Jun.

She can also compensate for the Iron Army, that is, she will be twice as good to the Iron Army in her later life. She did everything she could to make Tiejun enjoy her full time with her. Every time Tie Jun came to Nande, she did not hesitate to spend a lot of time cooking all kinds of delicious meals for him, pinching his head and beating his shoulders at night, and even washing his feet. She was so kind to him that it was almost to the point of flattery. She tried her best to simulate all the warmth of her future family in her small bachelor dormitory. She did it half out of nature and half out of redemption.

When she had just completed half a year of internship in Nande, the city allocated a special fund from nowhere to conduct a comprehensive physical examination for the public security police. In the words of some veteran comrades of the anti-narcotics brigade, this is an unprecedented "warm project." In those years, many people in the team couldn't even report the cost of medicine, and the ** who took the injection and medicine has been holding it in his hand, and now he can go for a physical examination if he is sick or not. During this physical examination, the anti-narcotics brigade found a total of two people with serious problems, one was the deputy instructor of the brigade, and they were found to have tuberculosis. Tuberculosis always makes people feel that it is a kind of literati disease that has been lost for a long time in the old era, as if it is old and young, it is rare, and I don't know how he caught up. Then there is Anxin, the doctor asked Anxin what he has been uncomfortable with recently, Anxin said no, she is so young, her body has been good since she was a child, can the body of practicing taekwondo be bad? She never went to the doctor. She is extremely insensitive to physical discomfort, and usually has a headache, brain fever, cold, fever and other minor illnesses, which will pass as soon as she carries it, and she doesn't even take medicine. But since the doctor asked, she thought about it carefully, and she told the doctor that she sometimes felt a little dizzy and nauseous recently, but it was okay and not serious. Then she told the doctor that her period had not come in a while...... Does this count as a disease? The doctor was a woman, quite sensible, and saved face for Anxin, and asked her expressionlessly when there was no one around:

"Are you married?"

She looked like a completely girl, which is why the doctor asked. After hearing her answer "not yet", the doctor nodded coldly.

The doctor said, "Oh, you're pregnant. ”

Anxin was shocked, not only did she look small, but she had always regarded herself as a little girl psychologically. She had just graduated from college, she was not yet twenty-one years old, she never thought that she would have such a thing as pregnancy, she was not mentally prepared at all. They also had some regular contraception when they were with Tie Jun, but they were still pregnant. The pregnancy made Anxin a little overwhelmed. Although the doctor saved her face, it was not completely without organizational principles, and later the doctor quietly told Lao Pan, the captain of the anti-narcotics brigade. Lao Pan knows the relationship between Anxin and Tiejun. Tie Jun's father is the old public security, the only president of a public security college in Yunnan, and he is well-known in the Yunnan police circle, so Lao Pan understands the matter of being pregnant with peace of mind, and is also tolerant in dealing with it. He did not shout all over the team, and he did not even "ventilate" within the leadership of the brigade. He just reminded Anxin privately and asked her to go to the hospital and beat the child quickly.

The fact that a girl is pregnant before she is married is not a good thing in a small city like Nande, especially in the public security force.

Anxin hurriedly made a long-distance call to Guangping and told Tie Jun about it. Tiejun arrived in Nande by train on the same day, and he brought his mother's official opinion: the child should stay!

What should I do if the child stays, my belly will be visible in two months, but Anxin, like Tie Jun, does not dare to disobey this strict mother. Fortunately, this mother gave Anxin one of the greatest happiness, that is: to marry her only son immediately.

Anxin applied to the team for marriage without delay for a day, and asked for marriage leave. The team was very busy at that time, but Captain Pan immediately took it, which was a tacit thing. So Anxin returned to Guangping, stayed for half a month, and got married. The wedding was held in the only four-star hotel in Guangping. That wedding can be regarded as a gathering of nobles on the wide screen. Politicians, the press, and the municipal legal system have all come to the city. There are also several local cultural and sports stars, who are also invited to congratulate and perform shows. Tie Jun's father is an old public security officer, his mother is in charge of the Women's Federation, and he has a large social connection, and Tie Jun himself is the information officer of the municipal party committee, with many friends and wide connections, and the video of their wedding that day was taken by a professional cameraman from Guangping TV to help shoot it, and it was just like a documentary on TV.

The witness is the deputy director of Guangping *****, and he was invited by Tie Jun's mother because of her great face. The deputy director was originally the deputy secretary of the municipal party committee of Guangping, and he used to have a good personal relationship with Tie Jun's father.

After the lively wedding, Tie Jun went back to his parents' house with Anxin according to custom. After only two days in Qingmian, they said goodbye to their reassuring parents and went to Kunming, from which they flew to Beijing to begin their honeymoon trip.

This is Anxin's first time in Beijing, and Beijing has a good impression on her. They relied on Tie Jun's mother and stayed in the Haoyuan Business Hotel in the Women's Activity Center on Chang'an Street. They visited Tiananmen Square, the Great Wall, and the Forbidden City; Tie Jun visited several college classmates who were working or studying in Beijing; Anxin visited one of her former coaches, an old man who now works as a masseur in a taekwondo training team of a Beijing armed police unit — the only acquaintance she knows in Beijing — and handed out cigarettes and sweets.

Then it's time to buy something. Buy things for themselves and the elders on both sides.

After spending more than a week in Beijing and having a good time, they took the train back to Guangping with a large bag of things. The short marriage leave was about to end, but the two were inseparable, they discussed it again and again, and persuaded Tie Jun's mother to agree, and decided: Tie Jun immediately applied to the unit to use the method of secondment to go to the "Nande Daily" to train as a reporter for one year. This is something that the leaders of their propaganda department have long agreed to verbally.

Anxin returned to Nande first and returned to the team on time for leave. Soon, the Iron Army also moved with large boxes and small bags of things to this small border town. The relevant leaders of the city attached great importance to the decentralization of Tie Jun, and a head of the Propaganda Department of the Municipal Party Committee specially invited Tie Jun and An Anxiao to have a meal. "Nande Daily" also arranged a two-bedroom and one-living room unit for Tiejun, and Anxin moved from the stilted building. The newlywed home of the two is quite decorated.

On the day of the move, Captain Pan brought the police to help, and there was no envy of this pair of talented and beautiful newcomers. Captain Pan smiled like a big brother and warned Tie Jun: You are bigger than Anxin, don't bully her, she is our little sister in the team. She is going to be wronged, but there is something to say. Tie Jun also smiled: Heaven and earth conscience, I bullied her? She's a taekwondo champion and can kick me to the hospital with one kick!

Everyone also knows that the newly married couple, it's too late to love, who bullies whom.

With a new home, the Public Security Bureau did not take back the single dormitory assigned to Anxin on stilts. Because the dormitory is on the bank of the beautiful Nanmeng River, very close to the anti-narcotics brigade, and only one intersection away from Anxin's office, and the two-bedroom and one-hall unit arranged by the "Nande Daily" for Tiejun is too far away from the anti-narcotics brigade, one in the south of the city and the other in the north of the city, almost at both ends of the city. The nature of the work is safe, and it is necessary to work overtime until late, especially when the National Day is approaching, and the Public Security Bureau is busy with pre-holiday security. There are also some major and important cases that the masses are concerned about and have social impact, and the city requires that they must be solved before the holiday. Cracking the case and giving an explanation to the masses can also improve the citizens' sense of security and increase the peaceful atmosphere of the festival, which can also be regarded as a generous gift from the vast number of public security people's police to the National Day.

So at that time, Anxin was very busy, no matter whose case the anti-drug brigade was, as long as Lao Pan hadn't gone home, she would generally not be able to get off work, copying and writing records, making reports, staying on duty to answer the phone. When Anxin went home late, Tie Jun came to the south of the city after work, and the two of them spent the night in Anxin's dormitory of more than ten square meters. Anyway, when I came back with peace of mind, I went to bed, and I didn't have the energy to chat or do anything else, and the next day she often left again before Tie Jun woke up.

Tie Jun felt very sorry for her, so he said: I didn't expect you to be so busy when you said you were busy, let's find a way to change your job. It's not a long-term thing for you to get up early and touch the dark like this. You don't feel anything when you're young now, what will you do when you're old and your health is not good?

Peace of mind means smiling, and never responds to the offer to change jobs. Tie Jun couldn't understand why she was so addicted to being a policeman. Anxin said: It's nothing about my hard work, I just feel sorry for you. After I have been busy with this period in the future, I will definitely go home early every day to cook and clean up the house and serve you well, so that you can come back comfortably. I'm actually definitely a good wife and mother-type person, I don't lie to you, and you'll know later.

On the night of the National Day, the police of the anti-narcotics brigade were all taken to participate in the duty task of the National Day mass gala in the central square of Nande, and the iron army also had to participate in the on-site interview of the party. Because although Tie Jun can sleep lazily the next morning, he still has to get up early for peace of mind.

After the party ended, Tie Jun had not yet returned when he returned to the dormitory. She boiled water on a kerosene stove and bought a few tea eggs at the snack bar across the street, waiting for the Iron Army to come back and eat them if she was hungry.

Someone knocked on the door at about half past ten, and she thought that Tie Jun had forgotten the key, so she hurriedly opened the door. As soon as the door opened, her heart suddenly rose to her throat, and it turned out that the person standing outside the door was her lover who had long since ceased to be in contact with her, Mao Jie.

She was frightened, not afraid of Mao Jie, but afraid of Tiejun. The Iron Army is about to return, and may have reached the corner of this street. She can't let Tie Jun know that there is such a Mao Jie in her experience, and she can't let any extraneous subversion of the happy life that has just begun.

Her face was pale and incoherent, and she said: Mao Jie, what are you doing here, you can leave quickly, I still have something to do......

Mao Jie's face was a little red, and he looked like he had drunk alcohol, but he was not drunk. He hugged Anxin, and said: Heart, I think you want to go crazy!

Anxin was hugged tightly by him, and she was a little panicked. She thought she should tell him that she was married, that she had a husband and a family, and that the absurdity of the past could not continue. But she didn't say that she knew Mao Jie's personality and that he had drunk, and that telling him that might not calm him down, but would make him even more crazy. She figured that she would have to let him go first, and then explain to him later. So she broke free of his arm, and she said Mao Jie, I still have something, I will go out soon. Let's make an appointment to talk about it at another time, there are some things I want to talk to you about, let's make another appointment.

Mao Jie looked at her and finally nodded: Okay. He said: Where are you going, I'll send you so late.

Anxin turned off the lights in the house, walked out and closed the door. Because there are many details in the house that you can see that there are two people living here. Mao Jie had to see that he had to interrogate him to the end, and time did not allow any more topics to occur between them. I closed the door with peace of mind, took the lead and walked out first, all the way to the street quickly. She didn't hesitate to go south on the street, knowing that the Iron Army must have come from the north when he returned.

Mao Jie followed behind her and asked her, "Hey, where are you going so late?" ”

Anxin still walked briskly, all the way to the south, where there was a long-distance bus station, and it happened that a passenger van was about to depart. She said to Mao Jie: "Tomorrow, tomorrow at half past six in the evening, we will meet at the gate of Ruixin Department Store, I have urgent business to go to Xiaxi." ”

Anxin jumped into the car, and the car drove away. She saw Mao Jie standing there in a daze. There was a light pole on the side of the road, and a simple yellow light outlined his outline very beautifully. Anxin admits that Mao Jie is a cool-looking young man, the kind of young man that most girls fall in love with at first sight.

Xiaxi is a suburban station in Nande, which is a five- or six-minute drive from the starting station. Peace of mind certainly doesn't sit all the way there. Soon after the car drove away, she turned a corner, and she showed her work card to the driver.

"I'm from the Public Security Bureau, please stop, I want to get out of the car!"

Of course, the driver stopped the car, and under the surprised gaze of a car of passengers, he jumped out of the car with a serious face.

By the time she trotted back to her dorm, Tiejun had already returned. Tie Jun asked her suspiciously, isn't the party over, why did you come back? Anxin said that after the party is over, we are still responsible for clearing the venue, and no one dares to leave without an order after the clearance. Tie Jun said, I saw that there were tea eggs on this table, and I thought you had come back early. Anxin covered up: The tea eggs were bought before I left, and I was afraid that you would be hungry when you came back. Tie Jun said that I was really hungry, and our newspaper prepared a boxed lunch, and I never had time to eat it.

Then he peeled the tea eggs and munched on them. Then I began to talk about all the anecdotes and mistakes of today's party. Anxin took a thermos and poured him a glass of boiling water, and his heartbeat gradually slowed down.

After work the next night, Anxin first called Tiejun's newspaper, saying that she had to work overtime at night, had to go to a scene, and might go home late. She had to say that she was going to the scene, otherwise maybe Tie Jun would come to the team to look for her after he was busy, and he and Captain Pan were quite familiar with each other. Although she rarely goes out to the scene, it is normal to work overtime at night, so Tie Jun has no doubts, and said that I went out to dinner with a few colleagues tonight, and let's go back to your dormitory in the evening. Say yes with peace of mind.

hung up the phone, changed into plain clothes with peace of mind, and hurried to Ruixin Department Store. When she arrived, it was not yet the appointed time, but Mao Jie was already standing very conspicuously in the middle of the main entrance of the mall. He wore a very dashing coat with a vertical collar, which made his whole figure appear more erect; The shirt is a little gaudy, but it is very comfortable, and it is particularly eye-catching in the gray-faced crowd of people who come in and out of the mall. Mao Jie saw her coming, and greeted her, with a naughty smile on his face. Anxin didn't greet him, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he asked in a transactional tone:

"Where are we going?"

Mao Jie was not transactional at all, he grabbed Anxin's elbow with his long arm, and affectionately pulled her to the parking lot, and said happily: "Let's go, let's find a good place to eat." ”

Anxin didn't expect that Mao Jie actually had a new 2000 Santana parked in the parking lot. In the city of Nande, there are very few private owners of this kind of car. Anxin remembered that the first time she met Mao Jie, she went to his house that night, and she had the impression that it was a rich family. She remembered that Mao Jie had said that his parents and brother were in business, and judging from his house and the car in front of him, the business was probably doing well. Therefore, Mao Jie's dress and demeanor can also be seen to be quite broad.

He drove Anxin to the most famous and exquisite restaurant in Nande called Dongshan Hotel, Anxin sat in the car and refused to get down, she was unwilling to get together alone with Mao Jie in such a lively place, in case someone she knew saw it and couldn't tell clearly. Nande is a land of projectiles, and half-familiar faces can be seen almost everywhere when you look up and look down.

She said: "Let's change places, it doesn't matter if you eat or not, just find a quiet place where you can talk." ”

Mao Jie lowered his eyebrows and stared, making a contemplative appearance, and then his eyebrows and eyes bloomed, and he smiled: "A quiet place? Yes! ”

He drove his car through the streets and alleys until he drove out of the city. Anxin asked, "Where are you going?" In fact, she just wanted them to go farther, and the farther away she was, the more uninhabited the place she felt.

Anxin can see that the car is driving in the direction of Nanmeng Mountain. They sped for ten minutes on the suburban national highway, turning into a mountain path. The sun has not yet set, and the scenery on both sides is picturesque, and the dense vegetation on the mountain is dyed by the setting sun, which is so red that people are touching. Halfway up the mountain, through the shadow of a setting sun, a colorful cliff emerges head-on. In the dangerous place of the cliff, bowing to the deep valley, there is a lonely house, built against the cliff like a ghostly axe. The top cover is a large straw canopy of the De'ang felt hat top, and the foundation below is the support of the Lisu thousand-foot wooden house, and the main trunk of the house imitates the style of the Dai bamboo building, which looks very interesting. Anxin saw this place in a local travel pictorial, which is a very famous place to drink tea in Nanmeng Mountain.

It is said that this tea shop is often crowded with tourists at noon, but it is very quiet at night. When they entered, they found that there were no customers in the tea shop, so they randomly chose a small table to sit at the window, and ordered tea and a few snacks. The teahouses in South Germany all sell snacks as well. Mao Jie also instructed the proprietress to make two bowls of rice noodles across the bridge. Then, he put a smile on Anxin's face and asked:

"How's it going, is this place romantic enough?"

An Xin twisted his face away, not wanting to respond to his excitement. From this window, she could see a single tree with towering branches on the opposite cliff, and the night was falling silently from behind the single tree.

Mao Jie stretched out his hand and grabbed Anxin's hand on the small table, startled Anxin, and retracted his hand as if he was electrocuted. Mao Jie was amused by her nervous reaction, he was probably the kind of person who liked to compete, and the more Anxin retreated, the more exciting he felt, and the more he had to get his hands on it. He said, "Hey, let's live together, okay?" I'm going to find a house and you move out so you can live comfortably, okay? ”

Of course Anxin didn't answer his words, she had to explain everything clearly today, but she couldn't figure out how to begin, she said: "What are the two of us, how can we live together?" ”

Mao Jie smiled nonchalantly and said, "Hey, you think so feudal." There are so many young people like us living together, what is so strange! We can find a place that is a little further away from your school. This car was given to me by my father in the future, and I could drive to pick you up every day, and I wouldn't let your leaders know. What school did you actually teach at? Tell me what you're afraid of, I said I promised not to go to school to look for you, what are you afraid of! ”

Anxin has known Mao Jie for so long, but she never told Mao Jie what she did. At first, it was not that Mao Jie was afraid that he would recklessly go to the unit to find her, but that the anti-narcotics brigade had a rule that no one who was familiar with it could not reveal his occupation or talk about his work, for a very simple reason: Nande was a battlefield! The surface is as calm as water, and there are no waves, but the underwater is rampant and reefs are crisscrossed. Anxin has always been a rule-abiding person when she was in school, so she only told Mao Jie that she was a teacher in an elementary school according to the regulations, just like she lied to me later. Maybe she thinks that the teacher's image is very noble, and it is more in line with her appearance.

Mao Jie said: "Is it fun to be that child king? If you're not interested, you can quit your job, and I can afford to support you. My mom and dad love me very much, and they are willing to pay me as much as I want. You have to agree that I will take you to them today. ”

An Xin finally opened her mouth to say what she was going to say, and she tried her best to say it mellow and euphemistic: "Mao Jie, I know that you are good to me, to be honest, I have always thought that you are a good person, so I have to be honest with you now...... I'm married, I'm a family man, I don't deserve to be friends with you anymore...... Actually, in fact, a young man like you is so handsome, and the family conditions are so good, isn't it up to you to choose what kind of girl you are looking for. ”

Mao Jie was obviously surprised by Anxin's confession, and he was even shocked. God gave Anxin such a charming appearance, she looked such a pure little girl, no one would think of her as a married woman. Just as I believed that she was still a virgin at a glance, Mao Jie was also deceived by this unopened appearance. He could see from Anxin's expression that what Anxin said was true, and his first reaction after being shocked was anger!

"So, you've been lying to me all along, how old are you?"

An Xin saw that his face was flushed and his jaw trembled, and he couldn't help but be a little scared in his heart, but this situation could not be avoided. She said: "Mao Jie, if you think I lied to you, I can apologize to you." I don't want to lie to you anymore, and it would be even more wrong for me to continue to associate with you like this. ”

Mao Jie stared at her face for a long time before he said, "I know, you hate me and want to break up with me, so you deliberately said that, right!" ”

Anxin completely calmed down, and retorted: "Didn't we break up a long time ago, and I got married after the breakup." It was you who came to me again yesterday when you were drunk, and I have to tell you the truth! ”

Mao Jie's tone suddenly softened, almost like a pleading: "I didn't break up with you, I didn't break up with you, I just kept doing business with my brother outside this time, and I came to you as soon as I came back." I never wanted to break up with you, I've always liked you very much, don't you joke anymore, okay? ”

Mao Jie's childlike pleading made the reassuring tone have to be like an elder: "You are an adult, Mao Jie, you should think about it rationally." We're all adults, we can't do those ridiculous things like children! ”

Before he finished his words of relief, Mao Jie had already pushed the table away with a bang, stood up and left. After walking a few steps and turning back, he propped his hands on the table, pressed an angry face close to Anxin, and shouted loudly:

"Who the hell are you marrying? Who is that guy! Yes? ”

Anxin bit his lip and didn't answer, Mao Jie didn't seem to wait to hear her answer, because Anxin was slapped heavily in the face next! She didn't watch out, and his whole head was shaken violently by him.

After Mao Jie finished fighting, he walked away viciously, he strode out of the tea shop and drove away the Santana 2000. When he quarreled with An Xin and started beating her, the guys and the proprietress of the tea shop were there, and they were all stunned. Later, when the man was gone, the woman sat silently in front of the window and shivered, and it was not easy to come and persuade her, so she pretended to be deaf and dumb and shrank aside.

An An lowered his head, tried his best to hold back his tears, and swallowed the tears into his mouth. Then, looking up, he looked up at the stunned guy and the proprietress and choked up:

"Checkout."

Anxin is a person who walks down Nanmeng Mountain. Halfway through, it was dark, and although she was a policeman, she still couldn't help but be scared. The mountain road winds and is flanked by dark woods, which almost grope their way when they block the moon. In the depths of the woods, from time to time, there were a few chirping and chirping of birds and beasts, or a sound that made people incomprehensible, a bit like the sound of people playing ghosts. Anxin knew that there was no one here, no one, but he was still a little frightened. She wanted to cry with mixed feelings, but she often couldn't cry where there was no one.

She doesn't hate Mao Jie, she knows that Mao Jie is such a personality. Moreover, since it was her own accident that she did for a while, she deserved to suffer this toss. She only hopes that this matter will end here, and that Mao Jie's slap on her can become an end, and I hope that Mao Jie's anger will be over.

She descended the hill and walked along the road towards the city, and halfway through stopped an army car and entered the city. It was almost nine o'clock. Anxin got out of the car as the military vehicle passed near the house where Tie Jun had been assigned. She hoped that this was the end of the matter, but she vaguely felt that it was not so good. Mao Jie is an impulsive person, and his impulsiveness sometimes gives people a sense of madness. Anxin had found this impulse tempting at first, but now he realized its dangers. She thought that maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow morning, Mao Jie would find her dormitory to make noise or apologize, so she couldn't go back there. Even though she was exhausted by this time, she ran back to the home where she and Tie Jun were. There was a phone at home, and she used the phone to call Tie Jun's mobile phone. Tie Jun had already returned to her dormitory, and was lying on the bed reading a book waiting for her. Tie Jun asked: Why did you go and why didn't you come back? She made up a set of words, saying that she was going to the scene where she went was close to this side, and she went back to her home. Tie Jun said, don't come here so late, just sleep over there. Anxin said that you can't come, Tie Jun yawned and said sleepily: I'm not going, you can sleep by yourself for the night, and we'll talk about it tomorrow. Anxin coquettish: No, I miss you, I want you to come over...... She's rarely so slimy. Tie Jun smiled: You really miss me, okay, then I'll go. Anxin said: You can hurry up.

Put down the phone and breathe a sigh of relief. She couldn't let Tie Jun stay in her dormitory, in case Mao Jie came over to meet her and Tie Jun, who knew what he would say.

From that day on, Anxin never dared to go back to that dormitory. Every day, no matter how late she got off work or how early she went to work the next morning, she had to walk most of the city and rush back to the north of the city to live. Tie Jun is a little strange: why don't you like to live in your dorm anymore? What are you doing with a good night's sleep there, always running back and forth? Ke Anxin has learned to be coquettish since that day, and she uses the girl's coquettishness to cover up the obvious unreasonableness of her behavior: I don't, I want to go back to live, it's more or less like a home here, and I want to feel like home when I get off work now. I also want you to be comfortable at home every day. We don't live there anymore, the house is never cleaned up, and when we go back, we don't have any popularity, and the stilted building is so trendy, how uncomfortable it is to live there. When we get married, we should live comfortably, and I don't want to always wronged you.

She didn't go back to live in the dormitory, and of course, she didn't see Mao Jie again. She didn't know if Mao Jie had gone to the dormitory to look for her again.

This is a marriage of peace of mind, a marriage that is both happy and full of uneasiness. It is not difficult to see from here that if a married person has a lover who suffers so much that you worry all day long, you dare not answer the phone when it rings, and someone knocks on the door and does not dare to open it, then it is really a crime. Even Liu Minghao, a guy who has a cheap advantage and doesn't take advantage of the bastard, once sighed at me, he said that if there are too many good things for my mother, it's not a good thing. If a person gets this, don't want that, don't want to be an official when he gets rich, don't worry about getting rich when he becomes an official, and if he wants to think about it, he will be able to do something. God has long distributed good things fairly, and whoever wants to take a little more will be unlucky, if you don't believe it, try it. British Princess Diana is not × cow ×? Reputation, status, money, and titles, everything, isn't it good, but she is not satisfied, she still wants love, then she has to die! You can't let all the good things be taken by you, God is the fairest. So, a lot of things, you look good, in fact, there is no blessing!