Anxin and I decided to get married, and we told our family about our decision. At the same time, we decided that our wedding would be simple, secretive, quiet, and not invite any relatives and friends, no guests, and no guests. There were only three people in attendance at this wedding, Anxin, me, and Little Bear.

But we didn't decide where the wedding would take place, and we disagreed about the location.

I advocate in Beijing, right in our home now. This home is not only our abode, but rightfully so, will be our new home. And, if you think about it, it's the birthplace of our love. It was in this small living room that the sleepless nights we spent together discovered our love for each other.

Anxin was a little hesitant to assert herself, at first she wanted to be in her hometown and later she wanted to go to southern Germany, but neither location was clearly suitable. went to Qingmian to hold a wedding because of her parents and so many villagers, obviously it was impossible to do it in a simple secret. Moreover, Anxin parents may not want their daughter to hold a wedding with a child in front of so many parents and villagers, which is certainly not a face-saving thing for them. It is even more unrealistic to go to South Germany to get married. Because Anxin was decided by the organization to leave Nande incognito, if he goes back in a big way and has to do a happy event, isn't there something wrong with it? Her organization would certainly not agree. And how can it be possible to do a happy event in a place with many acquaintances without ostentatiousness, publicity, and quietly?

Before the location of the wedding was agreed, we made a decision, that is, I would go back to Yunnan with Anxin.

Because we have to go back to Yunnan. If we want to get married, we must go to the place where we have a safe household registration to issue a certificate, which is a necessary procedure for marriage registration at the civil affairs office.

We chose an ordinary sunny day in April, took our child Little Bear, bought a train ticket to Kunming, and set off. This excursion was almost a blissful honeymoon in our mood.

The scenery on the Beijing-Kunming line is infinite, our emotions are high, and there are talks and laughs along the way, and there is endless fun. Especially Little Bear, whose ability to speak suddenly improved at that time, and every day new words popped out of his slurred mouth, startling adults. What's particularly interesting is that no one taught him, and he can naturally call me dad without hesitation. The first time he called me dad, I was so shocked that I turned my face to Anxin and said, "Fuck, what do you hear him call me?" Anxin pretended to be stupid and asked, "What do you call you?" I wondered, "Did you teach me?" An Xin immediately denied it: "I never forced you to be his father, why should I teach him." I said, "Didn't you hear?" Anxin was stunned for a moment, and then smiled.

I laughed too.

In fact, one of the most sensitive and important issues in my relationship with Anxin is the bear, which is the relationship between me and the bear. This is obviously the most worrying and concerning, and it is also what I should pay the most attention to and deal with with carefully. It should be said that Little Bear is a likable child, but liking him to tease him and living with him for a long time and taking on responsibilities similar to his father are completely different things, and the feeling is completely different. When everyone is happy, the child is the atmosphere, he will create joy and make the home more homely. I can't help but hate him when everyone is not emotional, especially when I'm upset and the bear is disobedient. What's more complicated is that I have to hide my face, and I have to swallow my anger when the bear is crying and unreasonable, let alone beating him and scolding him, not even educating him loudly, for only one reason, I am not his own father! Although Anxin repeatedly said that Yang Rui was disobedient, you should scold and beat her, but if I really scolded and beat her, I should feel distressed. It's nothing to feel distressed, but if she doesn't get it, she will suspect that I am not close to the child. How do you call it a pro? Some of Anxin's pro-laws to the bear are simply pampered, and I don't agree with them in the first place. Moreover, even if I am his own father, the roles and perspectives of father and mother in managing children should be different. But because I'm not his own father, I can't behave any different from Anxin in my attitude towards the bear!

I always tell myself that what matters is not how I educate my children, but how I make them accept me in the first place. So I was somewhat surprised when my child suddenly called me dad, and I saw this as a gesture of kindness from my child, so I should have responded positively as an adult. My response is to show the hard work of the father for the child in this journey.

The better I am to the bear, the better peace of mind will be for me, and when I have a little or may have a conflict with the bear, it is also the time when the peace of mind is the most nervous. For this reason, I had to devote all my attention to pampering and pleasing the bear all day long, and no matter how sleepy and tired I was, as long as the bear wanted to play with me, I had to pretend to be happy. Sometimes it makes me happy, sometimes it makes me tired. In the face of children, I realized that I had really grown up, learned restraint and responsibility, and could not be happy or unhappy as in the past, it was all up to my own temperament.

We spent a day and a half in Kunming, and it looked like a family trip. Traveling is something that everyone is happy about, and I have to try to make Anxin and the bear happy, so everything goes according to them. I have never had such a good temper since I was a child, except for a few small quarrels with Anxin when I visited the store in the stone forest, I felt that I had become the best and hardest to find husband and father in the world.

A few arguments in Shilin were because of a guy named Chen Xiaodong. I can't figure out if he is ** or a pop star produced in Taiwan or somewhere, I didn't expect that an orthodox girl like Anxin would be so vulgar that she would be obsessed with this kind of little man who pretends to be cool and pure that is completely deliberately packaged. She fell in love with Chen Xiaodong's new tape in the store, which may have been pirated, called "Happier Than Me", and insisted on buying it. I disagreed, this was the only time I objected to her buying something since I dated Anxin. I hate the pretended sexy face and the provocative look on the tape cover, and the name of the song is a bit offensive to me - how can you call it "happier than me"? Why are you happier than me? I said to Anxin: "What are you buying it for, isn't it a waste of money!" Anxin looked at me for a long time, and didn't know if I was really angry or casually, she said: "Buy it, I like to listen to his songs." I said stupidly, "Why are you so vulgar, what do you like about him?" Do you like his face? Anxin glanced at the cover and said, "Yes, it's pretty good." I smiled fiercely: "Oh, I mean, do you think it's worth spending the money of a tape just to buy a cover?" Are we still raising bears? "The bear became my weapon at this point. Anxin looked at me stunned, she probably didn't expect that I was actually jealous of the cover character on this tape. She was puzzled and said, "I don't understand what you mean." I picked up the bear, turned my face and left, and I said, "Little bear, I feel sorry for you." ”

I didn't buy the tape Anxin after all, but my face was not very happy. She probably thought I was so stingy for ten bucks. She followed me, her unhappiness on her face. I looked back at her and thought: At least in this matter, I lost to Zhang Tiejun again. She must think that Zhang Tiejun is more mature, and he is not as calculating as me in small things, for sure.

When I turned to the place where I was selling jewelry, I wanted to ease my reassuring face, so I took the initiative to stop and linger in front of the dazzling array of beautiful jewelry. The reassuring gaze was indeed attracted by those gold, silver, diamonds, and emeralds. Compared with Chen Xiaodong, maybe girls like these things more. I said to Anxin, "Let's get married, I should give you a wedding ring, but I don't have the money to buy it now, what should I do?" ”

An An smile was relieved, and her face really softened, and she said: "Then you can give me a token, whatever you want, it can represent your heart." ”

In my concept, the token should be a symbolic item, always with some taste, and not too practical, nor too cheap. I searched for dry intestines, thought about it, and couldn't think of anything suitable in my hand for this task, so I paused to think about it and asked Anxin: "Since it is a token, then you have to give it to me, what do you give me?" ”

An Xin immediately took off the jade Guanyin that her mother gave her from her neck, and she later wanted to give it to Zhang Tiejun but did not give it in the end, she said: "This is my most precious thing, it has always blessed me, and it will bless you." ”

I was shocked, I knew what this piece of jade had gone through, and said, "This is a special gift from your mother, I dare not ask for it." Your mother is counting on it to bless you with peace for the rest of your life. ”

An An smiled and said, "As long as you are safe, I will be safe." You'll protect me when you're safe, won't you? ”

I still didn't accept this jade Guanyin, but in front of the salesperson, I freed up one hand to hold the bear and hugged the peace of mind. I whispered in her ear, "Of course, I will always protect you, always guard you, and keep you safe for the rest of your life!" Do you believe it or not? ”

Overall, we had a great time coming out. After a short stay in Kunming, on the morning of the third day, we changed trains and continued our journey, and a few hours later, we arrived at the destination of the trip, Beiqiu.

After arriving in Beiqiu, we walked from the station to the Xiguan police station, where the Anxin Hukou was located. Although Anxin has been working in Beiqiu for several months, it is a period of self-isolation life, and she is not even familiar with where the only buses in Beiqiu city go from anywhere. Taxis are also not available on the streets of such small cities. Fortunately, the city circle is not large, and there are only a few roads from east to west. We also deliberately made a small detour on the way, passing by the building materials company where Anxin worked and lived. Anxin pointed out to me, told me where the office was, where the dormitory was, where she usually ate, where she bathed, and so on. We walked for more than 40 minutes from the station to the Xiguan Police Station, and we all had a little back pain when we arrived at the place because we took turns to hold the children.

The Xiguan police station is in an old-fashioned courtyard that looks like a dilapidated house, and the small reception house with the door in the courtyard is only 13 or 4 meters square, and there is a counter across the one-third of the door, and the people who come to do business are crowded into a small space four or five meters square at the door. We waited a long time before squeezing through the door and approaching the counter through the cracks. There are three police officers on duty at the counter, tired and tired to deal with various official duties such as settling here, moving, changing names, and reporting and complaining. Anxin finally took the turn to take the opportunity, and seized a policeman who was about to turn around to find a cup to drink water and told her what she was going to do, but the policeman just answered and was entangled by another group of farmers who were fighting in the vegetable market and came to ask for a dispute. I stood at the door with my baby in my arms, irritable but unable to do anything.

We waited in the crowd for nearly an hour, until the gang of fighters left the house, and peace of mind finally had the opportunity to be officially "received" by a police officer. She showed the police her He Yanhong's ID card through the counter, indicating that she needed to issue a certificate here to get married. The policeman first asked about some information, such as whether you have a job, where you live now, etc., and then moved out a large book of household registration "base tickets" from the back to check, and his brows furrowed when he checked it, and his face was full of questions. He asked Anxin: When did you move here? Anxin said the approximate year, month and day. Then the policeman asked, "Where did you move from?" Peace of mind says from where and where. The police asked the question: Why did you move here at that time? Anxin hesitated for a moment and replied: Because I found a job here. Police officer asks: Where to work? Peace of mind said in what what building materials company. The policeman asked: Why didn't you do it again? Anxin said that he went to Beijing later. The police asked: Is the subject from Beijing? Anxin said: Yes. The policeman raised his eyes to look at me, and then at the child I was holding in his arms, and I didn't know whether to ask me or Anxin: Do you have children? None of us answered. The policeman didn't chase after him, he looked down and frowned at the account book, looked at it for a while, and said: Your account is not quite right, why don't I have a lot of items on this ticket book? Anxin knew what was going on, and pretended to be confused and said: No, didn't you remember everything when I moved over? The policeman closed the "ticket" notebook and said, "Come back in a few days, you can't do it today." At that time, the police who handled the settlement procedures for you were transferred, and we need to understand the situation, so you can come back in two days.

I leaned in and said, "We're just getting married, you can give us a certificate of opening, and we have to rush back to Beijing." The date is set, and relatives and friends have been notified, so you can help. ”

The policeman shook his head and said in principle: "That's not good, it's not just a question of whether you can open a certificate or not, her account ticket is not clear, and the items that should be filled in have not been filled, we have to figure out what is going on, and we are also responsible for herself." The next step is to change the account to computer management, how can she enter the computer in such an uneven situation? ”

I negotiated at the police station for a long time, but there was no result. Anxin and I hugged the child and walked out of the "dilapidated house" with our heads down. Standing on the side of the street at the gate of the yard of the police station, he was speechless for a while.

We stood exhausted for a while, and then I opened my mouth and said, "Do you want to find an acquaintance, see who knows these policemen, and if not, give some gifts or something." Now don't talk about getting married, you have to give gifts when you go to the crematorium to burn people, otherwise you will have to queue up for many days, and you won't be burned through. These people eat red and white ceremonies. ”

Anxin said embarrassedly: "I don't have any acquaintances, I don't know anyone here." ”

We were all silent, at a loss, and after a long time, I said: "Why don't you go to Nande, find your original unit, and simply use your original name to open a certificate in Nande." Didn't you say that you don't like the name He Yanhong, I don't sound awkward, what He Yanhong, like a village girl. ”

Anxin sighed and said, "I didn't want the people in our team to know that I was going to get married, and they wouldn't agree to me using the name Anxin if they knew." Last time Captain Pan went to Beijing on a business trip, I heard that I was still using this name, and scolded me severely, saying that if I was disobedient, I would not be responsible for any accidents. You don't know that in our kind of unit, everyone attaches great importance to organizational discipline. ”

I didn't sit down for a moment all afternoon, and my arms were numb with the bear, and I asked angrily, "Then what do you say!" ”

An Xin thought for a long time, but he had no idea on his face, hesitated for a while, and said, "Otherwise, or else...... Shall we go to South Germany? ”

Going to South Germany? I didn't expect that Anxin would agree to go to Nande, so I couldn't help but get excited, and quickly nodded my head, and said in a summary and decisive tone: "Okay, then go to Nande!" ”

That night we stayed at a small hotel in Bukgu City. The next morning we left for the train station and took the train to South Germany. Nande is bigger and newer than I thought it would be. As soon as you exit the train station, you can see many new high-rise buildings in the distance from the rooftops of a low-rise bungalow. Nande's city, municipal people's congress, and public procuratorate buildings are all very good. But I don't like the new buildings, and I think it's the similar, crudely built high-rise buildings, and the colorful billboards and neon signs on their heads, that make this very cultured old city tasteless.

As soon as we arrived, we saw many places on the street with lanterns, some festive arrangements, and when we inquired, we knew that the day after tomorrow was the Songkran Festival of the Dai people. Songkran is the New Year of the Dai calendar, and it is the most important festival of the Dai people. Because Beiqiu is not an area inhabited by the Dai people, there is no Songkran atmosphere. Nande is a region with Han, Dai and De'ang as the main body, and many ethnic groups such as Lahu, Hani and Brown live together, so there are many festivals in Nande.

We didn't have the hustle and bustle of the streets, so we got off the train and looked for a place to stay. I fell in love with an old building on the edge of the city, not far from the railway station, with a stylish exterior and a straight street with wooden houses built in the fifties and sixties on both sides. The low houses give the street a wide view, and the open view feels like it expands the width of the street.

In front of the hotel, there are several mature broad-leaved plantains, and there are two small green areas on the left and right, with some shrubs that have not been pruned for a long time and flowers and plants that have left on their own. Instead of greening and beautifying the environment, these shrubs, flowers and plants add a bit of dilapidation. Fortunately, the background scene of this ancient building is the lush Nanmeng Mountain, the overall feeling is very extraordinary, it seems that several of us and this two-story small building have been into the painting, becoming a random scene of Nanmeng Mountain.

We walked into the hotel to know that this house is really an ancient building of the Qing Dynasty, it is a Xuanfu Department built in the fifth year of Guangxu, and it is a relatively complete Tusi Yamen in Yunnan Province. The architectural style inside this yamen is a bit of Dai style, but the appearance is basically Han style. In the history of such ethnic minority areas, Han-style things often had the function of expressing power and intimidating the people.

Anxin and I opened a room, which was only more than ten meters square, and only had a mother-child bed and a small writing desk, but it cost 60 yuan a day. About 30 yuan of it is for us to live in this house with cultural relics value and think about the past, and 10 yuan for us to enjoy the scenery of the back window. As soon as we entered the house, we saw the majesty of Nanmeng Mountain in the dusk from this palm-sized back window.

Once you've settled in, it's time for dinner. Surprisingly, the hotel also has a babysitting service. Anxin and I went to see the "nursery room", it felt quite clean, there were some toys on the floor, some cartoons were posted on the wall, and when we went, there were two two or three-year-old children playing on the mat, not crying or making trouble. The nanny is two middle-aged aunts, who are enthusiastic, and when they see the little bear, they come by the way and say a lot of praise and like, and they are a little overjoyed to say that they are relieved and the little bear. Although praising other people's children for being aunts to them is to recite a business scripture, after all, it has captured the hearts of parents, and of course they are invincible.

This small nursery is charged an hourly rate of $3 per hour. If you need to feed the food, add an additional three yuan, which is much cheaper and more affordable than the price in Beijing. Anxin and I asked in detail what they would eat if they ate, and it was not bad to listen, so we entrusted the bear to them. Bears may always live with adults and usually lack partners, so they are very curious about children of the same age and have a strong desire to play with them. Coupled with the sweet words of the two aunts who spared no effort, and lured them with toys and candy, he actually had milk and let an aunt hug him immediately smiled and played at home, when we left, Anxin waved at him and said goodbye, he didn't hear it, although he shook his hand at the request of the aunt, but it was also shaken formalism absent-mindedly.

I'm happy to be like this, I don't have children to drag me down, and I can easily go to the street to eat with peace of mind. After eating, I asked for peace of mind to take me to her old places again, including her dormitory by the river, the anti-narcotics brigade where she worked, the new two-bedroom house she and Tie Jun had in their new house, and so on, and I was all very interested.

She was hesitant to ask for peace of mind, and she said let's not go. Our bureau won't let me come back without asking for instructions, so if I go to those places, if I run into an acquaintance, tell the team and the head of the bureau that I have to be scolded. It's better to go back in the evening and call Captain Pan first.

I think she is too much of a chicken feather as an arrow, and the order of a year or two ago is still executed so seriously, can she be managed like a machine for the rest of her life by doing public security for so many days? So I tried my best to instigate: What are you afraid of, it's dark, you walk with your head down, who will I follow behind you to know you?

We rubbed each other's mouths for a long time, and finally reached a compromise: first find a phone to contact Captain Pan, if you get in touch, you will do what Captain Pan asks, if you can't get in touch, you can take me to visit those places quietly at night.

When we left the restaurant, we looked for a public phone and called the team headquarters of the anti-narcotics brigade, and the phone was answered in an unfamiliar accent, saying that Captain Pan was not there. When I called his house, no one answered at home, and I called him on his mobile phone and said that he was not in the service area. I asked Anxin if he wanted to find someone else, such as Captain Qian. Anxin thought about it for a while, and said: Let's find Captain Pan, Captain Qian has a big temper, you must train me if I come back without asking for instructions.

Can't contact Lao Pan. Reluctantly, Anxin took me where I was going, but due to time and location, we only looked around her and Tiejun's makeshift new house that night. Because I was worried about the bear, I couldn't go back too late, so I couldn't go anywhere else.

When we returned to the hotel, the bear was already asleep, and we thanked an aunt on duty who was still in the "nursery" and carried him back to the room. After returning to the room, we also went to sleep, and we were all tired from taking a child from Beijing all the way here in the past few days.

The next morning, Anxin still couldn't contact Captain Pan, and we couldn't help but be a little anxious, and we didn't want to go out for a whole day, and went out to make a phone call every once in a while. Anxin was afraid that the people in the team would hear her voice, so she always asked me to call. In the evening, I suddenly connected to Captain Pan's mobile phone, we were very happy, Anxin and Lao Pan seemed a little excited when talking to him, she said that the captain is me, I am Anxin, I am in Nande now, I have something to find you. Lao Pan was clearly surprised by Anxin's sudden return to Nande without consent, which I could detect as I listened to their conversation. Lao Pan asked for a long time how she came, what she was doing, and what was the matter. Anxin said on the phone that we were going to get married, and said that we wanted to ask the Nande City Public Security Bureau to issue a certificate.

After Anxin finished talking about our intentions, Captain Pan was silent on the phone for a long time, and then asked Anxin to go to the anti-drug brigade to find him. He said, "You come alone."

After hanging up the phone, I looked at Anxin's face and asked her what Captain Pan said, Anxin briefly retelled, and her emotions changed from excitement to depression, and even a little nervous. She told me to take the bear and stay at the hotel, and if I wanted to go out and walk around, I would walk around the neighborhood and not go far, and she said that she would be back soon.

Anxin left, I took the bear for a walk around the neighborhood. There are no shops near the hotel, there is no fun place, looking at Nanmeng Mountain in front of you, the mountain is lush, and the transparent green makes people yearn for it. Such a beautiful mountain view cannot be seen in Beijing. There is also the small tea shop on the cliff, I don't know how different it is from my imagination. But I just hugged the bear, and Wangshan sighed for a while, knowing that Wangshan's statement that he ran a dead horse was correct. If we didn't have a car, we would have to walk from here to the bottom of the mountain until it was dark!

The little bear snorted on the ground, using unclear language and crying, indicating that he still wanted to find the two aunts and the two children. He said that he was looking for something "Dongdong" or "Dudu", and it took me a long time to understand that it was probably the name of another child who was with him yesterday.

Of course, I couldn't afford to spend any more money to get the bear out, so I tried to divert his attention by pulling it around, and the bear cried and cried, and I couldn't coax him. I had to take him back to the hotel and take him to the nursery, and the bear stopped crying right away. The aunt on duty greeted her with a smile, and I felt that the smile and sweet words of the aunt here were like giving the bear opium, which made him addicted to them and couldn't do without them.

It was almost nine o'clock in the evening when Anxin came back, her face was dull, and it was a little strange to see me standing in the courtyard of the hotel smoking, and the little bear was being taken by my aunt in the nursery. When we took the child away, I paid the money according to the regulations, and when I returned to the room, I explained to Anxin that Xiao Xiong didn't want to talk to me and the two aunts. Anxin said how is it possible, are you always a little annoyed with the bear these days? After all, it's not your own.

I knew that Anxin said this probably because of a bad mood and a bad mood, but I was still a little angry: What do you call this, when did I annoy the bear after I have been with you for so long?

Anxin said: Yang Rui, I feel very uncomfortable these days when the bear is so troublesome to you. I'm telling the truth, he's not your own, and I understand if you want to bother him, I don't mean to blame you, and I'm too late to thank you for your gratitude.

My face flushed and I felt very uncomfortable, and I vented: How could I be bad to the bear? I don't even know how to treat him well, I don't even know what to do to be more like my own. To tell you the truth, if he was really my own, I would never be so used to him. I'm so used to him all for you! I know you want me to be very nice to the bears, to be nice to the bears, and I know that in my heart! It doesn't matter if you love me or not, what you really care about is whether I love the bear or not!

Anxin's face turned white. She said: The bear is my child, I must love him! As for whether you love him or not, it is your freedom, and I will not force you to love him, let alone force you to love him. I can't force you to even love me or not.

Anxin and I have quarreled before, but they are all trivial things, such as Chen Xiaodong. No one should take his anger to heart. This quarrel was the first time we said something that hurt each other, and the first time we got angry in our hearts. As soon as I saw that the words of both sides were a little competitive, I suppressed the fire and stopped my mouth first. And I noticed that the bear seemed to hear that we were arguing for him, and he sat on the bed in a daze, not crying. The way he looked at us nervously made me feel a little sorry for him. I know that the child is almost two years old, and he can already read half of what an adult looks like, at least, his cerebral cortex can already remember fear. And the most dangerous thing is that he is not yet able to think and process this memory, and once this emotional memory that has not been thought about and processed correctly is stored in the child's brain, it may affect his lifelong personality and habits of emotional reactions, which is very detrimental to him.

So I stopped my mouth and suppressed my anger first. In fact, I know that if you are angry, as long as you don't say it in depth and ruthlessly, it will be easy to resolve it when the anger disappears. I also understand that the only thing that is not good, and that may leave a shadow, is not the language we used to quarrel this time, but the cause of it. The cause is for the bears.

Anxin is also a person who is good at restraint, and as soon as I stopped, she stopped talking. I wanted to ask her what she said when she went to Captain Pan just now, and how things were done, but after the quarrel just now, the faces of both of them were awkward, and they couldn't ask. Anxin hugged the bear face and rushed to the wall, I turned my back to Anxin and rushed out, and the two of them blackened the light with black faces and slept separately.

The next morning, the bear woke up first, crawled over his mother, and arched over me to get dressed. Usually I dress him, so he looks for me as soon as he wakes up. Anxin also got up and helped me dress him together. Little Bear waved his hand and said that yesterday's "Dongdong" may be a "toot" thing, I responded to him angrily, Anxin didn't say anything, but the climate on his face was much clearer.

In the morning, I didn't have time to ask Anxin how I talked to Captain Pan last night, and Captain Pan came to the hotel. That's right, Captain Pan is the old man I saw under the street lamp at the intersection of Beijing Normal Sports School a year ago. Anxin hastily introduced me to Captain Pan, and Captain Pan also shook my hand hastily, with a tired face and didn't say much. Anxin asked me to take the child out for a walk, so I went out with the bear in my arms. When I went out, I heard Lao Pan ask a reassuring sentence:

"How old is he?"

I know, it's not about the bear, it's about me.

I thought to myself, Anxin's leader is too lenient, Anxin is not a policeman now, he won't think I'm too young and won't let Anxin marry me.

I held the bear cub and walked around this quaint hotel. It is a two-story building with two inner courtyards at the front and back. I took a look at the floor plan of a former Qing Xuanfu Division standing in the courtyard, and it was very different from the current room layout. The main hall and the main chamber marked on the floor plan have been divided into several rooms of various sizes, and the granaries and prisons on the map have disappeared, and even the orientation of the portal has become unrecognizable. After all, this house has experienced hundreds of cold and summer, and its functions and spacing must have changed many times with the change of dynasty, and it may have been used as a military command post, a warehouse, a base for class struggle education, and now it has become a money-making hostel.

Judging from the floor plan of the Qing Dynasty Xuanfu Division, the room we lived in was the original back house. The main room of the back house is the living room of the dog official Xuanfu Si and his wife in the main house, and the two compartments are the rooms for the family, concubines and servants. The ten-square-meter hut where we lived was located in a corner of the main room, probably where the toast man put his cigarette couch.

I carried the bear on my back and walked back and forth on the original site of the main house several times, and calculated the area of the main house, which was cut into more than a dozen small rooms and three slender corridors with one horizontal and two vertical.

For more than half an hour, I walked around with the bear on my back as if it were archaeological and archaeological around, and An Xin and Captain Pan talked behind closed doors in our hut. Perhaps because they were afraid that the wall had ears, they kept their conversation so low that it was so low that everyone outside thought they were talking calmly about something innocuous when in fact their conversation was in a state of obvious disagreement and serious argument throughout.