When the morning sun had not yet shown the ground, and the ground was already feeling its rays, I finally ended this long trek that began in the western United States and reached the end of the whole journey, Qingmian.

The platform of Qingmian Railway Station was empty, and I was the only one who got off the train here. An old man in a faded railway uniform waved a small flag sleepily and then retreated back to the cabin on the platform. As soon as the vibrations of the train disappeared, there was almost no sound.

At the exit of the station, there is a small grocery store. It was obviously early to leave the door, but the boss had already gotten up and stood at the door brushing his teeth and washing his face. I walked through and saw biscuits and drinks on the shelves inside, so I pulled out the money and went in to buy them. Seeing that there was business so early, the boss showed all the diligence on his face, and he came over to support the toothpaste foam on his mouth before it was wiped off. I drank my drink, looked at the shelves and bought one with the money I had recovered. It was a folded thing, so old that it had faded, and it had been sitting here for a few years.

It was still a little dark before sunrise, but it was a sunny day. From the moment my first foot stepped onto the platform of Cheongmian Station, my heartbeat was a little different, and I could hardly believe that I had actually come to the place I had been thinking about day and night. In my eyes, every brick and tile, grass and tree here has been friends for a long time, and they are all close to me, and they all have a certain connection with me. I even felt like I had been to this place before, and many of the details gave me a sense of déjà vu.

I can't guess if Zhang Tiejun longed for Qingmian when he was in love with An An. This may also be a kind of psychological routine, when you love someone deeply, you will have inexplicable curiosity and concern for everything about her, including her relatives and old times. To be honest, even with Zhang Tiejun, I often feel a kind and compassionate mood in my heart.

Zhang Tiejun and Anxin's breakup in that stilted building made people feel miserable, and the ending of that night was even more unexpected. I later asked Anxin where she wanted to go with her baby in her arms, and she said she didn't know, she just wanted to leave that small and oppressive house and run away from home with her son, even if it was to die. She didn't have a clear idea of where she was going and where she could go. Her spirit had been destroyed by grief. If it hadn't happened to be a sudden accident, this grief might have killed her.

Anxin later told me that she did have thoughts of dying at that time. People who seek death are nothing more than mental breakdowns, and their beliefs are dead and death is relieved, and when An Xin is taking this step, he is interrupted by another attack that seems to come suddenly, but in fact has been planned for a long time, and changes direction. The attack inadvertently activated her survival instinct. Instinct is an energy outside of the spirit, the most primitive reaction of man. When you are about to commit suicide, if someone suddenly wants to kill you, is your instinct to let him kill or to resist and survive?

This is a rare situation, a very extreme example, but it happened exactly once in the experience of peace of mind. At that time, she ran out of her stilted building with the child in her arms, and later I had the impression that she had just stepped out of the door and was suddenly hugged by a person, she instinctively shouted, and a sharp Dai waist knife was pressed on her throat. She knew from her physical sensations that the man holding her behind her was a tall, lanky man, who dragged her against her and forced her forward. Almost as soon as she was being held, the child in her arms began to cry loudly, crying earth-shatteringly. She saw a car parked in the corner in front of her, and she immediately recognized the car that was not unfamiliar!

It's the new Santana 2000!

The man opened the door and shoved her into the car, where she saw another man behind her, a slightly shorter but very stocky accomplice. It was so dark that I couldn't see their faces at all. She held the child in one hand, and the moment they pushed her into the car and removed the knife from her neck, she used her free other hand to suddenly strike backwards, striking the man behind her in the abdomen. The man didn't expect her to have this hand, so he was caught off guard and stumbled to the ground. The stout accomplice happened to be in front of Anxin, and before he could react, Anxin had already raised one leg high and slashed down. She hadn't practiced taekwondo for a long time, but she felt that her upper crotch was still open, and she could clearly see that her feet were already above the man's shoulders, and although the leg kick was a little fluttery, it was still slashing down. Taekwondo, although not as powerful as kickboxing and sanda, is unmatched in its speed, especially in the legs, which you can't dodge as long as you lift your legs. Her leg fell from the other's left shoulder, slashing at his chest. Although the man was strong, it was probably because he was defenseless—how could he have thought of a frightened woman holding a child who could perform the slash in taekwondo so quickly at this time—he was suddenly slashed. Anxin has practiced taekwondo for so many years, and her legs have always been stronger than her fists, so she can't stand it. This leg gave her and the child a chance to live, and this opportunity was only a few seconds, and she took advantage of the few seconds when they did not get up for a while, turned and ran towards her house, and at the same time shouted with a hissing voice:

"Iron Army—"

Tie Jun obviously heard her earlier scream, and then heard the child's sudden cry, almost at the same time as Anxin shouted the word "Tie Jun", he opened the door and looked out, just as Anxin rushed into the house, Tie Jun didn't see anyone behind her, but still subconsciously slammed the door shut. Put the child on the bed with peace of mind, and then pull the table against the door. Tie Jun realized what was happening, but he didn't think it was too serious, and he couldn't react yet. He still kept a straight face at Anxin, one hand still in his trouser pocket, and asked coldly, "What's wrong?" What are you doing? Before Anxin could answer, the door was slammed and a crack opened. It was a wooden door, and when I hit it again, the door had already been split. Only then did Tie Jun know that the matter was serious, he was an intellectual, and he had never seen this formation, so he panicked all of a sudden. When he saw Anxin holding the table, he went over and hurriedly helped her hold the table, and as soon as he resisted, he heard two gunshots, and he immediately collapsed on the ground and couldn't get up. The bullet came in through the half-open and half-split wooden door, and the wooden ballast on the wooden door burst, and the bullet hole was impressive! An Xin hurriedly squatted down to block herself with the table, and when she squatted down, she saw Tie Jun lying on his back on the ground, with large blood stains on his shoulders and chest. Anxin touched his face, and his face remained motionless. She called out "Iron Army" and did not respond. The door was slammed again, and a plank fell with a clatter, revealing a large crack in the door. Anxin subconsciously gave up her stubbornness, she picked up the child from the bed, or used the downward splitting action, split the back window with one foot, and then used both hands and feet, and somehow turned over the window. She hugged the child tightly in one hand, and slid down the wooden pillar of the stilted building with the other, and the rough ballast of the wooden pillar cut through her palm and cut through her clothes...... When she was halfway down, her hand ran out, and that hand could not support the weight of her and the child, and the whole person fell from mid-air and fell into the icy water of the Nanmeng River. For a few seconds she lost consciousness and fell blind, but the child's cry woke her up again. She found the child still in her arms. She was amazed that she and her child had fallen from such a high wooden pillar without dying. She heard the crackling of the upstairs door being completely destroyed, and she held the child in her arms and struggled towards the other side of the Nanmeng River.

In the middle of the river, the night fog blocked it, and it was almost impossible to see the scenery on the opposite bank. The fog on the river also covered them, otherwise the murderer could easily shoot their mother and son in the river. She cradled the child to her chest and walked forward desperately, she tried her best but could not take a big step in the water, not to mention that she was panting like a crack and her strength was about to run out. The water slowly reached her chest, and she had to tremble with her arms to lift the child up in the air. The child was still crying, and apart from the gasp of relief, the child's hoarse cry seemed to be the only sound on the misty Nanmeng River at night, so it must have traveled far, far away.

She couldn't remember how long she had struggled in the icy water, but when the river finally receded from her chest to her waist, she saw the opposite bank, the hazy kapok tree on the other side. She stumbled, her feet finally touched the sand on the shore, she could no longer support her mountain-heavy body, and as soon as her knees loosened, she collapsed limply. She sat paralyzed in the sand in the water, breathing like death**, and the child in her arms had long been unable to cry. She turned to look back, and the stilted building opposite had been obscured by the night fog in all shape and all sounds.

She opened her mouth, and tears immediately flowed into her mouth. She shouted to the other side with all her might:

"Iron Army—"

But she couldn't seem to hear herself.

When she found the police station on the other side, she barely had the strength to speak, and the police station called a doctor to give her an injection and treat the wound on her hand. At dawn, she and Captain Pan returned to the stilted building together. The sun has just appeared, the oriental glow is shining, and you can see the distance on the opposite bank with peace of mind, the mountains are vertical and horizontal, and the Nanmeng River is flat like a mirror, red like blood. The ochre-red soil unique to Yunnan that she stepped on under her feet was also like blood under the morning sun. Large and small intersections here have been occupied by police and police cars. The on-site investigation and on-site investigation are nearing completion, and some police officers have begun to evacuate. The fog on the river had already spread to the shore, and all the faces were hazy in the morning mist. All the vistas are pale yellow and old-fashioned, and only on the police car that has not yet been withdrawn, the flashing red and blue police lights are particularly dazzling.

Anxin didn't find the Iron Army. She knew that Tie Jun couldn't still be here, but when she walked into the dormitory with broken doors and windows and didn't see Tie Jun, her heart was still sour. A police officer in charge of the on-site investigation came over and asked her about the situation last night and asked for some details. She didn't know that the policeman was from the Criminal Police Brigade, and she had little contact with people from other units in the bureau except for the people from the Anti-Narcotics Brigade. She did not answer the criminal policeman's on-site investigation, but asked rhetorically with a crying voice:

"Where is my lover? Is he seriously injured? ”

Captain Pan and the criminal policeman whispered a few words, meaning to let Anxin look at the person first, and wait for the investigation to come later. The criminal policeman nodded, and said that the person had already been sent to the hospital, and what kind of hospital was he sent to. Lao Pan and Anxin got in the car and rushed to the hospital. In the car, Lao Pan didn't know who he was calling, and when they arrived, there were already police officers from the anti-narcotics brigade waiting at the entrance of the hospital. The police led them all the way in, not to the operating room, not to the ward, but to the morgue.

There were also many people in the open space outside the morgue, and there were police officers from the anti-narcotics brigade and others. Many people don't know each other, only a middle-aged man with a half-familiar face, and she vaguely remembers that she is a leader of the "Nande Daily". She couldn't figure out how many arms were holding her and holding her, letting her in. She saw a stretcher bed set up in it, a very narrow stretcher bed, with a man covered with a white cloth. Her feet could still move mechanically when she didn't see anyone, and when the stretcher hit her vision, it was like a knife had reached into her heart, stirring her whole body and shrinking. She had just cried, and before she could say anything, the last remaining bit of strength in her body was completely exhausted, and her body immediately sank down, and her consciousness drifted away on countless arms.

By the time she regained consciousness, she was lying on a bed, surrounded by sunshine. Lao Pan, and a middle-aged female comrade in the team, leaned over to look at her when she woke up, and said: Wake up, wake up! She wanted to sit up, but when she moved, she was held down by the female comrade: Lie down and lie down, you just got an injection and can't move.

She asked: What is this place?

The lesbian said: This is a hospital, you have to rest well, your body is going to collapse, what to do with the child, you have to think about the child.

She was stunned for a moment, as if trying to remember something, and she said: I want a child......

An hour later, the child came, and he was chubby and glamorous. I don't know who has been taking care of it. He had obviously eaten and slept, and there was still a little reluctant expression on his little face that had just woken up, and there was also a little bit of panic and uncertainty. Anxin sat up from the bed and picked up the child, she hugged the child tightly, and cried in front of Lao Pan, in front of doctors, nurses and other comrades in the team!

The female comrades in the team sighed with her, and several male comrades also had red eyes, and everyone present was moved, but no one persuaded her. At this time, everyone knows, don't persuade.

Tie Jun's mother arrived in Nande that evening, and an office director of the Guangping Women's Federation accompanied her. At the station, there was a deputy secretary general of Nande City, as well as leaders of the Municipal Public Security Bureau and the Nande Daily. They solemnly and solemnly took her to the hospital, and welcomed her to the reception room. After taking her seat, tea was served to the hospital, and the deputy secretary-general reported the bad news to her.

Tiejun's mother didn't know that her son was dead when she came. She was about to go to the Municipal People's Congress in the morning to find Deputy Director Xing to talk about Tiejun, but before she went out, she received a call from the office of the Guangping City Women's Federation, telling her that there was a call from Nande to the Women's Federation, saying that her son Zhang Tiejun was unfortunately injured in a heroic struggle with the masked robbery criminal, and had been sent to the hospital for rescue, and asked her to visit Nande immediately. Tiejun's mother confirmed that her son really went to South Germany. As soon as her son ran away, she guessed it, but she didn't dare to confirm it. She got off the train in Nande and saw that someone from the city was coming to pick her up, and she didn't think about the bad side. She is the secretary general of the Women's Federation of Guangping, and if she usually goes on a business trip to the surrounding cities, the city usually has a person in charge of the relevant parties, not to mention that this time her son is here to fight the gangsters and was honorably injured, and the local government will redouble the courtesy. As soon as she got off the train, she shook hands with the deputy secretary general and the other cadres who came to pick her up in a calm and dignified manner, thanked her, and said polite words that should be said as usual in officialdom. After arriving at the hospital and taking a seat in the reception room, she was always calm, looking forward and courteous in her gestures.

After the Under-Secretary-General reported the bad news, she did not react for a while, and the whole person was in a state of stupidity, the expression on her face stopped and her eyes did not move. The deputy secretary-general thought that she had survived, and cautiously asked a deputy director of the Public Security Bureau to brief her on the case. As soon as the deputy director of the Public Security Bureau said that this was a long-planned murder case, and that the murderer was deliberately retaliating against his relatives by the public security organs in the previous stage, Tie Jun's mother suddenly broke down and cried bitterly. Her cries were so grief-stricken that they tore the hearts of everyone in the room.

Before Tie Jun's mother could cry, Anxin had already come to the door of the reception room. It was Captain Pan who brought her from the ward. After a hospital examination during the day, she found multiple contusions on her body, and the muscles of her legs and arms were severely strained. Because the downward chopping action was too strong, the back heel was also swollen, and the doctor said that there was a slight bone crack in the calf bone; The palm of her right hand also cut off a large piece of flesh on the wooden pillar of the stilted building, and when she ran to the police station on the other side of the Nanmeng River to report the case, even the swaddling clothes in her hands were stained red with blood. Now, she has gauze wrapped around her hands, medicine on her feet, and a cane to the door of the reception room with the support of Lao Pan. Lao Pan's voice was solemn and said, "Don't worry, I know you're sad now, but you have to know that your mother-in-law is even more sad, she is such a son, only twenty-eight years old, this taste is unbearable for ordinary people." You go over, don't cry, don't say anything that makes your mother-in-law sad. You just comfort her and persuade her, if you cry again, your mother-in-law will be even more unbearable, understand? ”

Anxin said, "Understood." But almost at the same time, tears rolled down with the word "understand". Lao Pan was about to help her aside first and let her endure it, when the hoisting cry of Tie Jun's mother happened to come from the reception room. Anxin threw her crutches and pushed the door and rushed in, she rolled and crawled to Tie Jun's mother, she cried: "Mom, Mom, you let me go with him, I miss him ......" She knelt and hugged Tie Jun's mother, and the uncontrollable crying made all her internal organs feel like cramps.

She knows that she really loves Tie Jun, Tie Jun is also good to her, he is really very good to her and to the child! When Anxin talked to me about Tie Jun's death a year later, she still shed tears, indicating that Tie Jun's death was a wound on her heart that had never healed!

Tie Jun's mother also cried to death, but she pushed Anxin away very clearly and unequivocally. She used a hoarse, intermittent, and indistinct curse to stunned everyone present, including the head of the city and Lao Pan.

"You scoundrel! You killed the Iron Army, and you still don't let him go! You killed him! What else are you going to do——! ”

The mother, who was half a hundred years old and had gray hair, used all her strength to elongate her voice and shout out the evil breath in her chest, which was so loud that she became dumb and couldn't hear what she shouted. But everyone knew that she was scolding her daughter-in-law. Anxin prostrate on the ground, trembling all over, Tiejun's mother pounced on her, almost desperately, and everyone flocked up and grabbed the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. Anxin was immediately pushed out of the reception room, she couldn't cry anymore, her tears covered her eyes, and she was carried away in a daze. I don't know who dragged a stretcher car, everyone carried her up, she lay flat and tried to struggle but couldn't move. She swayed her head from side to side, her chest crushing like something was pressing down on her, and the only thing she wanted in her consciousness was to be able to cry out loud!

After she was wheeled into the room, the doctor came to examine her and told the nurse to give her an injection. It may be a sedative. After more than ten minutes, she slowly stopped sobbing and fell asleep, until the next morning.

After she woke up, some comrades of the anti-narcotics brigade came to see her, some friends of the "Nande Daily" Tiejun also came to see her, and a leader of the city public security bureau also came to see her and expressed condolences, commendation, and encouragement. also expressed condolences to her for the death of Tie Jun and advised her to mourn and protect herself. People from the Criminal Police Brigade of the Municipal Bureau also came, and they questioned her and collected evidence in front of the hospital bed. The case was investigated by the Criminal Police Brigade. From their words, Anxin could hear that there were not many clues in this case.

For a whole day, no one talked to her about Tie Jun's mother, and even what happened to Tie Jun's future, no one talked to her.

For a whole day, Captain Pan did not come.

Captain Pan didn't come the next day. But there were still a wave of colleagues and leaders who flocked to the hospital to see her, and almost every group of people had to make the same concerned inquiries - the situation at that time, the current injury, where it hurts and what it doesn't hurt, what the doctor said, and so on. Everyone's faces were sad, their voices were soft and slow, and a female comrade came and hugged her and cried. Many people in the anti-narcotics brigade know Tie Jun, and they used to envy him and An Xin as the happiest couple. It is precisely because of their happiness that the current misery is even more pronounced.

For two days in a row, Anxin ushered in a batch and sent a batch away, but for some reason, it was Lao Pan who was secretly waiting in her heart. At this moment, Lao Pan has indeed become a brother and father in her feelings.

Early in the morning of the third day, Lao Pan came to the ward, and brought a man and a woman behind him. An Xin burst into tears when she saw those two people, and she called out aggrievedly: "Dad, Mom! ”

Anxin's parents had just arrived by train this morning, and it was Captain Pan who went to the station to pick them up. Without saying a word, the father took out some food and nutritional medicine for his daughter and put them in front of the hospital bed, while her mother held her in her arms and made her cry happily. Her mother burst into tears and said, "Son, go back with your mother, your mother hurts you to death, and we will never be separated again." ”

After they cried, the reassuring parents said a lot of comforting words, those words were also said by others, but from the mouths of the parents, the feeling was different. This is the role of relatives, relatives in daily life is often not as close and important as colleagues and friends, but once something happens, once disaster comes, only relatives can iron out your bleeding wounds, so that your heart can really be comforted, truly peaceful.

Her parents wiped away her tears and watched over her, muttering and whispering. After she calmed down a little, Lao Pan returned to the ward and told her parents that the doctor had come, and you could find out about her injuries. Anxin's parents went, leaving Captain Pan alone in the house. Lao Pan briefly talked to Anxin about what to do about the future of Tie Jun, and said the plan discussed by Tie Jun's mother and the relevant leaders of Nande City. When Lao Pan and Anxin spoke, they didn't mean to ask for her opinion in their tone.

In fact, Lao Pan already knew about the conversation between Tie Jun's mother and the leaders of the Nande Municipal Party Committee and the Municipal Public Security Bureau, and the content of this conversation was not only to discuss how to deal with Tie Jun's future affairs, but also to inform them about her son's relationship with An Xin and that child. At this time, this family ugliness has to be publicized, otherwise how can he exclude his legal wife from talking about Tiejun's future? How could he not consult his wife?

Tie Jun's mother believes that An An is responsible for her son's death, and she, as the mother of the deceased, will never forgive An Xin for the rest of her life. She no longer admits that An Xin is her daughter-in-law, and no longer admits that An Xin is Tie Jun's wife, although legally, An Xin and Tie Jun have not dissolved their marriage, but Tie Jun's mother has a genetic test certificate in her hand, and she also holds other conclusive evidence, which can completely prove that this daughter-in-law is unfaithful to her husband, and can prove that Tie Jun has decided to sever the relationship with An Xin before her death, so she has every right not to let An An interfere and participate in Tie Jun's funeral. She said that this was not only her, but also Tie Jun's own will. She could not allow her dead son to be defiled and his soul disturbed.

As for the question of what to do with Tie Jun's funeral, she said that she did not agree to be cremated locally, and hoped that Tie Jun's body could be transported to Guangping, and then cremated after Tie Jun's work unit held a memorial service or farewell ceremony for him in Guangping. After cremation, he was buried with his father.

Before Tie Jun's mother and the relevant leaders of Nande City had this conversation, Xing, deputy director of the Guangping City People's Congress, had already called the secretary of the Nande Municipal Party Committee and asked him to take care of Tie Jun's mother's funeral in Nande. He told Nande's secretary that Tie Jun's mother, who was also the widow of an old comrade, had just sent away her husband and now had a son, which was indeed very unfortunate, so he hoped to fulfill her wishes as much as possible. This call was very effective, and the above-mentioned request of Tie Jun's mother, the secretary general of the municipal party committee who participated in the conversation, on behalf of the secretary of the municipal party committee, immediately agreed. It's just that after coming out, he privately suggested that the head of the Public Security Bureau should pay attention to the methods on the Anxin side, pay attention to doing a good job, and not intensify the conflict. After all, she and the deceased have not gone through the divorce procedures now.

Therefore, Lao Pan told Anxin about these situations in a very tactful tone, and did not disclose to her what Tie Jun's mother thought of her, and those fierce words. He only briefed on how the remains of the Tie Jun would be transported back to Guangping, how they would organize memorial and burial plans after arriving in Guangping, and also informed the relevant comrades of the Propaganda Department of the Guangping City CPC Committee that they had rushed to Nande to take charge of the specific handling of the work. He said to Anxin, these aftermaths will be handled by the organization according to the regulations, you can rest assured, and the family Tie Jun and his mother will also represent. His mother has a misunderstanding about you, and you need to give her time to calm down, so don't meet her now, so as not to irritate her emotions. She is a white-haired person who sends a black-haired person, and her life in the future will definitely be lonely and miserable enough, you should be sympathetic, understandable, reasonable, and take care of the overall situation. You are now focusing on recuperating and adjusting your mood, as well as taking care of your children. When it comes to children, Captain Pan's words are simple and don't expand much. Regarding who this child belonged to, and what happened between Tie Jun and An Xin before his death, in fact, he already knew a rough idea from the mouth of the bureau leader who had talked to Tie Jun's mother, but he didn't say a word to An An, and he didn't pierce this layer of window paper. Anxin and Tie Jun's mother are equally unfortunate, and it is time to avoid stinging their sensitive and fragile nerves.

After listening to Captain Pan's words with peace of mind, those words were not only a briefing on the situation, but also a persuasion. She nodded cooperatively, saying that how Tie Jun would be buried would be arranged by the organization, and that she would not give any additional advice depending on Tie Jun's mother's wishes. Lao Pan's face was kind and said, "Okay."

The next morning, she was relieved to leave the hospital, she didn't want to stay in the hospital, and she didn't want to spend any more money on the team's medical expenses. The Public Security Bureau was already very poor, and the annual medical expenses were paid on a per capita basis, and she was endlessly raised in the hospital, so other comrades would not see a doctor. The anti-narcotics brigade rented a room for her in the city bureau guest house, where she lived with her parents and her children. The dormitory in the stilted building must not be able to live for the time being, even if the doors and windows are repaired, because Mao Jie knows that place, if he wants to kill her, he can't hide from the first fifteenth year of junior high school. Her parents originally wanted to take her and the child back to Qingmian, but the case is not over, and there are still some situations that need to be verified and collected from her, and the criminal police team hopes that she had better stay. And she thinks that she will go to Guangping to bury Tie Jun in a few days, so she can't go with her parents yet. She asked her parents to go back first, and she also had to move out of the city bureau guest house. She inquired, and she had to pay 30 yuan a day to rent a room in this guest house, and she was uneasy about spending the public security funds that had always been tight in the team, and everyone was watching.

Mom and Dad just came for two days and let Anxin go, and on the day they left, Captain Pan and Captain Qian came to keep it, saying that this money is nothing, and you can afford to spend it. Mom and Dad still left, and when she left, her mother hung a jade Guanyin that had been lit in the famous Yuantong Temple in Qingmian on Anxin's neck. said that this Guanyin was specially asked for her, and asked the elders to recite the scriptures. Anxin knows that her mother has never believed in Buddhism, and she has never placed Buddhist shrines, Buddha statues, wooden fish, incense burners, etc., and now she actually brought this to her. Probably the mother can't think of any way to bless her daughter. Qingmian's Yuantong Temple is said to be very spiritual, and Qingmian people believe in it. The mother went to seek Buddha for her daughter, and I don't know whether she followed the vulgar or abandoned the vulgar. She put on the jade Guanyin for Anxin, and then hugged her daughter who was covered in bruises and limped and cried. Anxin's father quietly handed over 1,000 yuan to Captain Pan, saying that the captain should please transfer it to her, let her buy some good food, and we will give it to her and she doesn't want it.

It's only been a few days, Anxin has lost her shape, and there is no blood on her face, she should indeed be nutritious. Her father is a Chinese medicine practitioner, and he knows that young girls are most likely to sit down and get sick if they don't adjust quickly if they are physically and mentally exhausted at this time.

Her mom and dad are gone, and they take her baby with them. In the few days she was hospitalized, the child was always carried by an eldest sister in the team. Fortunately, this child seems to have suddenly understood, and it is said that he did not make any trouble at all, and he did not bother the family at all. The eldest sister wanted to shed tears when she said this to Anxin, she felt that it was really difficult for the child, this child is not yet a year old.

After sending her parents away, Anxin returned to the team on the same day, and the team sent someone to take out the bedding basin or something from the dormitory with her and bring it to the team office. She planned to live in the office of the team headquarters, which Lao Pan agreed, and Captain Qian had no opinion, and found someone to help her vacate the small warehouse of less than five square meters in the team office, recode things, and set up a narrow bed with wooden boards, so that An An could temporarily make do with it and sleep here.

Anxin returned to the team and didn't say anything, and almost overnight she became silent. When they helped her set up the bed, she just rubbed and looked at the jade Guanyin given to her by her mother, rubbed for a while, suddenly looked up, and said: "I sleep here at night, which is equivalent to being on duty, taking care of public and private affairs." Lao Qian looked at her lost eyes, and said with a smile: "How can you be on duty every day, who should be on duty or who is on duty, you can rest well." Although Captain Qian said this, he still asked people to pull a line and install a part of the team's report phone at the bedside of Anxin. It hadn't been installed for five minutes before the phone rang, and Lao Qian picked it up and said in a straight voice: "Hey, anti-drug brigade!" The person on the phone said something, and Lao Qian frowned and handed the receiver to Anxin, saying, "How did your private phone call come to this machine?" ”

This is the report phone number announced by the anti-narcotics brigade to the public, and it cannot be used casually according to the regulations, so Captain Qian made a little face, if it wasn't for the peace of mind funeral, he might have to criticize a few words unceremoniously.

Anxin answered the phone, and it was a man's voice on the phone, and it sounded very clear, as if it was calling from next door. Not only is it clear, but it's also quite familiar, but Anxin didn't remember who it was.

The man said, "Hey, is your husband's funeral done?" ”

Anxin held the phone and was stunned and couldn't make a sound.

The man was silent for a moment, and then asked, "There are two dead people in my family, do you still owe me a life?" ”

The man's tone was calm, as if he were talking in a common way. But Anxin's whole body trembled obviously, and even the old money could see it. Probably Anxin didn't expect that her voice was surprisingly calm for some reason.

"Okay, where are you, I'll go to you, and I'll give you back this life!"

Lao Qian, as well as another comrade who helped Anxin install the phone, all saw that something was wrong, and they blinked their eyes to see Anxin. Next, they all heard Anxin say the last words before hanging up the phone:

"Okay, I'll go alone, we'll see you there!"

Anxin hung up the phone, and Lao Qian asked, "Who are you with, see you or not?" ”