Early the next morning......

It wasn't the first time I was woken up by the sound of "swish" coming from outside the window, but I wasn't disgusted.

I know it's the hard work of the city's beauticians who fix the city's face. At about 6 o'clock, over and over again, the sanitation workers in charge of the community will show up on time, until the sun illuminates every inch of the corner, and then they will disappear without a trace.

They always keep the "darkest" side for themselves and the brightest side for others, and it is because of them that the city will have a new side.

I didn't feel sleepy, so I simply turned on the music player and played a song "Loneliness is the Most Humble Poverty" that I wrote and composed and sung by Xia Qing, this song was not released to the public, but I accompanied it with a guitar, and Xia Qing sang it at the same time.

I think I'm lonely at the moment, so lonely that I can't even let go of the morning.

Before I knew it, I was asleep again, and I didn't wake up from my dream until the 8 o'clock alarm went off.

I didn't rush to wash, but went to the balcony to move the planted tulips out of the yard and put them on the wooden shelves in the yard.

After a while, he picked up a broom and swept away the fallen leaves that were blown off by the strong wind last night, and then looked at the somewhat dim and not clear sky, and called up the weather forecast to make sure that there was no rain and cloudy today, and then left.

Change into a suit, tie, apply hairspray, and grab a back that looks fairly good in the mirror. On the road in the old community, I scanned a shared bicycle with my mobile phone, calculated the time and rode in the direction of the subway station.

Yes, formal attire is indispensable as a real estate salesperson, I have never worn formal clothes for such a long time, and I used to change into formal clothes only a few times when I was in school. In the two months of almost two months, I only wore casual clothes for less than 10 days, and I gradually adapted to it from the beginning when I was not used to it.

I didn't expect that the scene I had seen in the movie would happen to me at this time, an ordinary ordinary clerk, taking the bus, crowding the subway, and then constantly busy for a living in this bustling city.

After about 10 minutes, I arrived at the subway station near where I worked, and almost every day, I met my colleague again, I said hello to him, and then walked to the store side by side.

"Brother Hu, I might... I'm leaving..."

Hu Li is three years older than me, a local, and he came out of society early, and I usually call him "Brother Hu".

Hu Li glanced at me and said in surprise: "Yun Qian, what's wrong... Isn't that a good job? Didn't you just sign a lease the day before yesterday, why can't you stick to it! ”

"Hey! Don't mention it, the two-month assessment period will end tomorrow, and I've only completed 3 orders... It's too late... And..."

I paused and said, "Regional manager, called me yesterday and said that I was doing poorly... Whether you can complete the resignation, you are not unclear, why do you do this line, the water is too deep, they are all routine customers, I can't stand it a little, customers have every day, but there is no one who can really make an appointment to come out to see the house, rather than let the company drive away... It's better to take the initiative to leave today, and it will feel better. ”

"You art people are so free-spirited! I'm still too young, if I'm my age, under the pressure of a mortgage, you won't give up so easily! ”

Hu Li was a little melancholy after speaking, although he has turned into a regular to buy and sell second-hand houses, but the competition among peers is large, and it is not long before he becomes a newcomer, he has no customer resources on hand, and his performance is sluggish, and he is estimated to only get 1250 yuan for next month's salary.

"Forget it, let's not talk about these unhappy ones, I still want to learn guitar from you! If you're gone, I'll find someone to learn from in the future... With your guitar, I don't have to worry about getting married without a girlfriend! In the past two years, under the pressure of urging marriage at home, it is really uncomfortable. ”

"Haha, come on! You see I'm not a single dog, besides, art is not for picking up girls, instead of learning guitar, Brother Hu, I'll give you an immature suggestion, it may be better to lose your fat......"

I glanced at Hu Li's fat body and quipped.

"You kid... You... You give a stop... Don't let me catch you! ”

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After the morning meeting, I didn't work as usual, I sat in front of the computer, looking at every colleague who was working, there were customers with a smile on their faces and took the keys to ride the battery car to see the house, and there were no customers who kept flipping through the company's system to cancel the phone to visit the house.

Zhu Lei, Sister Juan, Brother Hu, Brother Wan, etc., each of them entered the society earlier than me, and it can be said that they are all my predecessors; Each of them has tasted the cruelty of society and the ups and downs of society before me, so they know the laws of survival in this city better.

For example, Zhu Lei gets up at 6 o'clock every morning, rides a tricycle to the university town to sell pancakes and fruits, and can earn 200 yuan, and then drives a Buick car bought with a loan to work at 8 o'clock.

The fate of people is really wonderful, and when I first arrived, I felt that Zhu Lei was very familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere. It is possible that when I was still in school, Xia Qing, Qin Wen, and Lao Kang and our band bought finger cakes and pancakes at his stall.

Looking at this group of people who are older than me, they know how to live better than me, and at this moment I am more aware of the reality of society, but one thing I can show is that I am not running away, nor am I being a master and a low-sighted person.

Real estate sales peers are highly competitive, absorbing customers often trick others, it is difficult for me to do, every time I tell the truth and the result is that there are few people who can make an appointment to come out to see the house, there is no possibility of a deal without a show, I am not willing to go to the routine of anyone.

Maybe I'm not suitable for this kind of work, maybe as Hu Li just said, I'm still too young, maybe between dreams and reality, I still believe in dreams more!

I love music, and I love the restlessness, the belief, and the madness that music brings me; I love the group of youth who are crazy together, drinking beer and skewering after the performance together, but time tells me that youth is gone.

"Store Manager Xu, this is my resignation application, please sign it!"

I've made my decision.

Store manager Xu was wearing black-framed glasses, looking a little sven, in fact, he had good negotiation skills, the store manager put down the matter at hand, took the application and looked at it, and then said, "You really think about it?" Yesterday I said that because the regional manager talked to me, the company's performance this month is not very good overall, so the performance of employees will be taken out of the knife, Yun Qian, you are still more realistic and pragmatic, there is nothing bad about it... It's just that I'm too upright when I do business... If you still want to do it, I'll tell your superiors... The assessment is postponed for a month, but if you want to reach 8 leases, you can become a regular as soon as Hu Li if you work hard. ”

"I don't think it's necessary, thank you, store manager."

The store manager is actually good, and I also understand that sometimes it is inevitable to be a leader, and after a while, I said: "Store manager, I think there are so many roads in the world, and I have to go to know that real estate sales are not necessarily my end, and leaving may not necessarily be a wrong choice!" I also wish you the best of luck this year. ”

The store manager was silent for a while, thoughtful, and then took a pen to sign and said to me: "Everyone has their own choice, I never force anyone, and I hope you can have a better development after you go out!" ”

"Thank you!"

At noon, I went to a fast food restaurant next to the store again and ordered a cheap lunch, the owner knew me, he handed me a cigarette, and we exchanged pleasantries.

When I returned to the store, the regional manager happened to come back, and after he booksigned the resignation application, I borrowed Hu Li's battery car and rode all the way to the personnel department of the headquarters building, handed in the work card, filled in the bank card account number, and I returned the same way.

This time, I didn't bother them, I didn't say goodbye to my former colleagues in person, but posted a red envelope of 50 yuan on the WeChat group, "I'm leaving, I wish everyone a prosperous performance, and there will be a period in the future!" ”

O man! What a complicated animal!

At this moment, I realized that I was a little reluctant, which felt very similar to the feeling when the "Yunji Band" disbanded when I graduated; And it was at this moment that I was a little bit thinking about summer love.