Chapter 117: Thank You for Loving Me
I then looked in the direction of her finger, and then Su Mengyuan turned to face me and said seriously: "How can you see the stars here!" When I came here before, I thought that the lights from here were very similar to the stars, wasn't it in ancient Greek mythology! When the gods die, they will turn into stars and continue to illuminate the darkness and protect the world......"
"Every light in this city is a star that we mortals want to protect!"
After Su Mengyuan, he stretched out his right hand to look at the lights of the ten thousand homes, as if he could touch but couldn't touch them, and I also looked down on the remaining lights of the city
I feel that she is a very dreamy girl, I have heard her confide in her heart before: "I hope that the person I want is a hero in a golden armor and ......", and at this moment, it is the myth of ancient Greece, where the gods turn into stars to protect the world and the people she wants to protect.
"Beautiful, huh?" Su Mengyuan smiled.
"Beautiful!" I also laughed, I was really touched by this unexpected star, Su Mengyuan is not only unreasonable, she also has a sensational and gentle side.
"This is regarded as compensation for you taking care of Meow Meow some time ago, I know you will not ask for money given to you, from now on...... Yun Qian, I don't owe you anything. ”
"Hmm...... Didn't owe ......"
I looked at her in front of me seriously, and the words became louder, and the phrase "I don't owe you anything" played repeatedly in my heart with a sense of loss.
I suddenly wanted to hug her, my brain was driving my hands, and suddenly I hugged Su Mengyuan in front of me tightly, she began to struggle a little, and then slowly gave up Lin Kang.
"Thank you, Su Mengyuan!"
I whispered softly in her ear, "This is the most humane star I've ever seen...... Thank you for touching me. ”
Su Mengyuan didn't speak, I could feel that she was breathing a little fast, and she also stretched out her hand and hugged me gently, and in an instant, the hormones rose rapidly, and I immediately realized that things couldn't develop like this, so I quickly let go of her and pushed her away.
"Right...... I'm sorry, it's me...... It's me who lost my temper, I ...... I didn't hold back just now, it's just a simple hug between friends, don't get me wrong, it's not ...... Something else......"
The atmosphere was unusually awkward, my words seemed incoherent, and my explanations pale in comparison.
"What just happened? Nothing happened just now...... I warn you, ah, Yun Qian...... Don't be foolish...... I just saw that you were pitiful, that's why I let you hug you, don't you get anything wrong with it......"
"Uh-huh...... Rest assured! I promise to forget about it......"
"No! I want you to forget now, immediately, immediately! ”
Su Mengyuan was a little angry, I took the lead and hurriedly nodded and agreed. It's strange to come, I've known each other for so long, it's not that I haven't had intimate contact with Su Mengyuan, and I have carried her behind my back several times when I sent her home, and I didn't feel anything at that time, and I even teased her shamelessly.
And Jiangcai, just a very ordinary hug, let us have countless embarrassments, although Xia Qing and I did not establish a relationship, but it gave me the illusion of betraying Xia Qing.
On the way back, the atmosphere in the car was also quite awkward, Su Mengyuan deliberately turned on the music to the maximum, and some didn't talk to me about her at school, trying to divert our attention from not thinking about what just happened.
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Su Mengyuan didn't drop me off at the door, and she kicked me out of the car as soon as I arrived at the intersection of Osmanthus Lane. I lit a cigarette and walked back to my lodgings at night.
Before going to bed, I habitually swiped the circle of friends, and Yang Yangyang posted a live video of DJing at Soho Bar half a day ago, and I saw a praise of Xia Qing.
A sad feeling came up from my heart, Xia Qing obviously didn't sleep, obviously I sent her a message before this news, why didn't you reply to me? Why? Can anyone tell me why?
I almost scratched the pillow and punched the pillow a few more times, I found Xia Qing's dialog box, and edited "Xia Qing, obviously you are not asleep, why don't you reply to my message......" After hesitating, I sent it out.
I was sleepy, and I waited for a long time and there was still no reply. I've been thinking on the bright side, and I've been making excuses for Xia Qing, but she just didn't see it, she just fell asleep. Go to sleep, wake up tomorrow morning and you'll receive it.
I don't remember exactly what time I fell asleep, but I guess it was late, otherwise I wouldn't have woken up at 10 a.m. the next morning. The first thing I did when I woke up was to touch the mobile phone at the head of the bed, and quickly opened WeChat, except for the message reminders of several WeChat groups, Xia Qing, the contact, still did not reply.
I hurriedly dialed Xia Qing's phone, but the mobile phone number became empty, and I didn't answer the WeChat call.
"I just found out that you even changed your mobile phone number, which is ridiculous...... I also make excuses for you in my heart again and again, Xia Qing, in fact, you don't have to be like this, I am not a nonsense and unreasonable person, if you really like someone else...... I will take the initiative to leave your world and not disturb you......"
The editor of this passage stayed in the dialog box for a long time, and I still had the last glimmer of hope, and I was entangled left and right in my heart, in case Xia Qing really didn't see it, would I say these words to her!
Thinking about what happened from last night to now, the mobile phone number has become empty. I haven't made this call, after all, international roaming is really expensive, but Xia Qing has been, as long as I call her, she will definitely be able to get through at any time.
Biting his lip, he finally sent it, but thankfully the message was still available. Out of curiosity, I want to find some clues, and I plan to take a look at Xia Qing's previous circle of friends. As a result, I found out that she had blocked me, and I could still see her picture under the Tokyo Tower in the early hours of the morning.
"Hehe......"
Putting down the phone and smiling bitterly, I lay on the bed, recalling many fragments of memory, how to meet, become friends, silently guard for four years, and watch her develop better and better.
People's hearts are really changing.
"Hum~"
The phone rang a few times, I hurriedly opened WeChat, Xia Qing sent me a message back, voice message, very long, long, I was a little scared to click on the content to listen to it, and finally plucked up the courage to click on it, her voice was a little low:
"Yun Qian, I weighed it left and right for one night and decided not to hide it from you, that would be really unfair to you, I'm sorry...... I really don't know what to do with you, I'm afraid I'll hurt you, so I've been running away. I...... I'm already with Han Yishen, I hope you can listen to me, maybe I've always misunderstood my feelings for you, I want to rely on more! In the four years of college, I was used to getting along with you, and almost every time I had you by my side, we were all too familiar, so familiar that we were like brothers. It's been a while since I've been in Japan, and Han Yishen confessed to me last night, and this feeling is different from you, I think...... This is the person I really am tempted by, this is the love I want! I know I'm going to break your heart like this, maybe it's hard for us to be friends, but I don't want to lie to you, I'm guilty of hiding from you, and I can't help it, maybe it will hurt you more, because...... After all, we want to be such good friends, if we can...... I also hope that we can get along like normal friends in the future...... I'm sorry for the clouds...... Thank you for liking me...... Finally, I also wish you to find the person who truly loves you as soon as possible. ”
The love is shallow, and the deep relationship is like water