After listening to this passage carefully, I didn't have any expression, I just felt that my heart hurt, colic, and pierced my heart, and I leaned on the head of the bed in a daze, and I smoked one cigarette after another.

I've already sensed that something is wrong since yesterday, and I'm mentally prepared. But when I heard Xia Qing's words with my own ears, all the defenses of my mind collapsed and broke down.

"Let's play the band! Performances make music! Get up early and be greedy for this ghost work, aren't you afraid of Xia Qing to put yourself into your arms? "I inexplicably remembered what my old colleague Tian Jingyu once complained to me when I was traveling.

Yes, I'm a band, but this is just the beginning, and Xia Qing will be embraced by Don't Rao. Even if the tulips in the yard bloom this year, I don't think there is any need to give them to the summer love.

Now I want to cry like a child. I kept telling myself in my heart, Yun Qian, you can stand it, just cry out.

But at this time, except for being in a stupid daze, I can't shed a single tear.

Xia Qing, is all this fake? Are feelings so weak that you can't help it? Even that kiss on the wheel is ethereal!

After sorting out my emotions, I pretended to be calm and said: "It's okay, I can stand it, I'm not as fragile as you imagined, thank you for the warmth you have brought me, thank you for being the goal I fought for." Friend... I guess forget it, heh, there's no need! Don't feel guilty about anything, how to love is your freedom, I will leave, maybe I have always misunderstood my feelings for you! It's good, it's good, I've figured it out now, and I have to thank you for getting up! I wish you and Han Yishen happiness and heartfelt ...... If I find the love of your heart, I can also quit the theater, I'm happy for you. ”

After this sentence, my whole person was relieved.

Everything seems to be understated and does not care; Everything seems to have a grudge between the words. However, I am the only one who knows the pain in my heart.

may have always been in my heart, I am too inferior to this feeling, even if Xia Qing has always defended me before, the reality is just like that.

The summer situation is getting better and better, and my pressure is getting bigger and bigger; People who like her are also so good, I can't have a little inferiority complex in my heart

In addition, Xia Qing's father has always looked down on me as an outsider, and has never given me a good look. On the contrary, to Han Yishen, one Han at a time, greeted each other with a smile.

If you don't get the blessing of your parents, you are destined not to be happy!

I said to myself, "I guess this is retribution, it's not too early or too late!" ”

I think of Qin Jing, because of the long-distance relationship, she was in Wuhan and I was in Jiangsu. After meeting Xia Qing, I gradually snubbed her, and finally she deleted and blocked me, and I haven't communicated until now.

Maybe this is the master's punishment! I thought that meeting Xia Qing was to get the whole world, but not long ago, I was slapped hard by reality.

After all, I failed Qin Jing and hurt her, so now I am also hurt by another female Rao word by word.

It's really feng shui in turns, if Qin Jing knew it, would he laugh at me fiercely! I don't think she will, because she didn't care for a long time.

"Han Yishen, after all, you won, the building near the water gets the moon first, the building near the water gets the moon first, go to the damn building near the water......"

I have never talked about her past with Xia Qing over the years, and it was only when I met Han Yishen for the first time that Xia Qing explained that she and Han Yishen were high school classmates, and I didn't know anything about what stories they had in high school.

I touched the microphone pendant on my chest, yelled in resentment, and then laughed at myself: "You should have lost that guitar a long time ago!" ”

Things are developing too fast, not long ago we were reluctant to say goodbye at the airport with tears, and we will never be separated from each other, who would have thought that our love would not stand the test.

Yun Qian, it's time to say goodbye to your past self and focus on your career! The band is your sword to get ahead. Love? Just don't think about it yet.

I kept saying to myself in my heart.

I'm not afraid to meet Xia Qing on the show, I just want our band to have a better development now, for the dreams of my brothers, for the band, what are these embarrassments!

So I opened the official website of the "Our Band" program and began to browse the registration information.

Click on the title titled "The first large-scale band in China to form a survival war reality show "Our Band" is coming with a crown of glory!! ”

The program is jointly broadcast by Fruit TV+ Satellite TV, and a gluttonous battle that gathers the country's top musicians is about to set sail! The promoter of the program invited Brother Feng, Rain God and other mysterious celebrities to form the strongest mentor lineup!

I like the top content production team and the mentor of the program group, as a post-90s generation, I have never grown up listening to songs and watching movies.

Recruitment information in Jiangsu District

Recruitment target

1. As an individual, the musician must sing in the lead and know at least one instrument

2. Male or female, those who have the ability to create or produce and arrange music will be given extra points

3. Good health, good image and temperament

Recruitment information

1. Online registration time: January 1 - January 6

2. Offline audition time: February 1 - February 2

3. Offline audition location: Nanjing

4. Program recording time: February-April

5. Program broadcast time: start in the second quarter

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After reading the conditions of the recruits, I was a little depressed. This show is different from the previous "Summer of the Band", this show is to gather bulk musicians to form a band, and it is based on individuals, which means that the members of our Xinyunji Band can only sign up separately, and then go to the audition by themselves, as for whether they can pass the test, it all depends on their personal strength.

I took a look at the rules, only after the audition, can the show be officially recorded, there are 11 cores when the show is officially recorded (quite their own to fight, approved by the mentor), that is, the captain, stick to the style of their own band, and start to perform on stage, the players waiting off the field can choose to stand up, the core selects you, and successfully forms a team, on the contrary, you can only continue to wait for other cores, if the recording is over, it will be eliminated.

I sent a screenshot of the recruitment message to the band.

Me: "Brothers, the registration is out, probably the rules are like this, you can't report with a band, you can only report your position in the band as an individual...... Everyone thinks about it, whether we participate or not......"

There was a half-immersion in the group, and I think they were also thinking about the problem I had come up with not long ago.

Wan Shihao: "Yun Qian, I also studied it, if we are all over, it's okay, you go and fight to be the core, and then choose us, of course...... This is the best result, and the worst result is that if any of us don't pass the audition, we can only choose other players, and Xinyunji will not be complete......"

The love is shallow, and the deep relationship is like water