In a daze, I heard the sound of chopping vegetables on the kitchen cutting board, my head hurt, I rubbed my temples, and my face was full of questions about how I slept on the sofa, I don't remember anything, but I remembered that I saw a white Beetle car.

Pressing the tips of my fingers on the back of my head to relieve the pain, I stood up and looked at the kitchen, that familiar and distant figure, yes, it was Xia Qing... I don't know why she's here at this moment!

So I slowly walked to the kitchen door, and just as I was about to speak, Xia Qing found me.

"Yun Qian, are you awake?"

Xia Qing is dressed differently, hanging an apron, with white hair tied up in a ponytail, like a housewife who cooks for her husband, a good wife and a good mother, gentle and virtuous.

"Hmm!"

I looked at Xia Qing, smiled slightly, and wished that time could remain in this moment forever, nothing else, I just wanted to be able to live this warm life simply.

"What are you laughing at, I cooked you ginger soup." Xia Qing wiped the sweat on his forehead with his hand and said, "Yun Qian, you go to the living room to rest for a while, and I'll serve it to you when it's cooked." ”

"Thank you."

I nodded and said, this sentence was a heartfelt thanks, and Xia Qing responded me with a simple smile.

I can't remember anything, but I know that Xia Qing helped me into the house drunk, and if it weren't for her, I think I might have been sleeping on the street outside the house tonight.

Back on the sofa in the living room, I smoked a cigarette, and there were still many things in my heart that I couldn't understand, shouldn't Xia Qing go to dinner with friends in the band? And how did it end up in my home?

When I turned on my phone, it was already 1:43 in the morning, and I couldn't figure it out, so I just didn't want to, so I picked it up and went to Meow Meow next to me, and fed the small dried fish that Su Mengyuan sent a few days ago.

"Yun Qian, the ginger soup is here."

Xia Qing put a bowl of ginger soup on the coffee table in front of me, then sat down next to me and said, "Don't drink so much wine in the future, drink it while it's hot!" It's good for hangover, and it's good for the stomach! ”

"Hmm", I took a sip with a soup spoon, I used to be disgusted with ginger, but tonight it feels as delicious as honey water, and praised: "Xia Qing, the ginger soup you cook is much better than my mother's cooking, give me a few more bowls!" ”

"Poof, if you're drunk like this, you're still in the mood to joke, and you're the only one who is shallow, always optimistic, even if there is a sea of swords and fires in front of you, you will walk over with a smile!"

I smiled at Xia Qing again, only to hear her say sadly: "In the past, my dad often came home drunk with friends, and I... My mom died of illness when I was very young, it was always my dad who grew up with me, he didn't have a wife to take care of, as the only daughter, I took on this responsibility, every time I came back I would cook a bowl of ginger soup for my dad, he wouldn't lose his temper and talk nonsense... Yun Qian, you know what? My happiest time was meeting you guys in college, meeting bands... Encounter... You! ”

After so many years of getting along, I have never heard her say the specific situation of the family, my father is fine, I never say much about the topic of mother, I used to think that Xia Qing's parents were just divorced, so I didn't ask too much, until today I don't know... It turns out that the aunt is long gone.

I'm not her after all, I can only experience but can't empathize.

Xia Qing didn't shed tears, but her expression was sad, and I didn't know how to comfort me for a while, maybe it was through the strength of the wine... I don't know where the courage came from, I stretched out my hand and put my arm around her shoulder, Xia Qing didn't resist, leaned on my shoulder and didn't say a word.

I guess after all these years of days and nights, maybe she has long been used to this kind of loneliness!

"It's okay summer, everything will be fine, it's not... With these friends with you in the future, you will not be too lonely. I comforted, gently patting Xia Qing's shoulder with my right hand, and smelling the faint fragrance in her hair from time to time.

"Hmm" Xia Qing muttered and said softly: "Yun Qian, do you like that girl?" ”

"I... It's not the kind of love that likes it! Sometimes, I think she's cute. ”

I know it's not an answer with high emotional intelligence, the brain paralyzed by alcohol, I can't lie, I admit that I like that girl who loves to talk to me, and I feel that from the time she broke into the yard, she was sent by God to relieve my lonely man.

"Really?" Xia Qing looked up at me, looking into her eyes so closely, I could hear her rapid breathing.

My drunken brain stimulated by hormones, Xia Qing was caught off guard, I suddenly couldn't control and pressed her on the sofa, she closed her eyes without resistance... When our lips were less than a centimeter apart, I stopped and looked at her closed eyes.

I don't know why I was cowardly in an instant, just like this layer of window paper was about to be pierced and I used tape to patch it up, my brain was very messy, maybe as Su Mengyuan said, I am a person with a thief's heart but not a thief's courage, or maybe I still look ahead and analyze the real problem rationally.

After a while, Xia Qing finally pushed me away, his face flushed, and the atmosphere instantly looked embarrassing, I said apologetically: "Xia... Xia Qing, I'm sorry... I drank too much... Not intentionally, offensive to you... I'm sorry. ”

"Fool... Don't you understand this? How long will it take to load wood! ”

Xia Qing was a little unhappy, "Yun Qian, all these years, do you think I Xia Qing is an idiot?" You do so many things for me, do you think I can't feel it? But why... Is it so difficult to hear that sentence from your own mouth? If you had said it earlier, would we still be in this situation? ”

Xia Qing's words are only so straightforward, if I don't understand anything at this moment... I think I'm the biggest idiot, a lot of girls are reserved and like to wait for the boys to speak, and I'm looking ahead... The plastic paper has never been removed.

"Do you know all about it? I have my last resort. I lit a cigarette, Xia Qing did not stop it, she has been used to smoking in front of her over the years, she also took out my cigarette case and lit it, just took a puff and immediately choked, I reached out and snuffed it out in the ashtray, and said to her: "If you can't smoke, don't embarrass yourself, girl, it's better not to smoke, I'm like this snuffed out cigarette now, people who can't smoke will choke... Your career is gradually going smoothly now, with Han Yishen's Qinsheng Media Company to help you, it will be smooth, I don't want to be a burden to you... Be a drag oil bottle in your career, summer love! One day you will become a well-known female singer, and I, Yun Qian, am just an ordinary person, can you stand the public opinion! ”

I was not sure about Xia Qing's attitude towards me, if I was a student, I would not hesitate to hug her and say, "I love you, we will always be together and never separate!" ”

During this time, I have experienced many things that I have not experienced on campus, and I have gradually become a lot more realistic, and it can also be said that I am much more mature, if something happens tonight because of the hormonal stimulation and summer love, we are together, then what about the future!

Will Xia Qing's career be implicated because of me, and will Qinsheng Media still publicize and package it so much, I know very well that Han Yishen is selfish, whether he is out of love for Xia Qing or the interests of the company, if my appearance will threaten Xia Qing's ideals, then I would rather never appear.