Plato once said that the most regrettable thing in life is to easily give up what should not be given up, and stubbornly adhere to what should not be insisted on.

I don't know what's wrong, I easily gave up the music that I shouldn't have given up, and gave up this woman who was just held in my arms and was only one step away.

It's like a room with the lights off and you can't feel the presence of another person, but it's actually close at hand, and it can't be touched forever!

"You like me, don't you? The clouds are shallow. ”

Xia Qing listened to my words, thoughtfully, and then said with some dissatisfaction: "Yun Qian, you are a complete fool, I know all the words you said when you and Qiqi were drunk while eating, I just need you a promise, a word, my Xia Qing... You can give up everything you have now, in my heart, you have never been a drag bottle, you just have no luck! ”

Saying that Xia Qing played the video of Qiqi's last time he came to my dinner to show me, it was a confession of my affection to Xia Qing after I was drunk, I remember that it was obviously deleted at the time, but I didn't expect to be put on a stand by this guy Qiqi, and I had already backed it up and gave me an assist, I don't know whether to thank him or hurt him.

Listening to Xia Qing's sincere words, I can't think of a reason to refuse for a while, if a girl can tell you, for you to give up everything you have now, but all this is her dream, to be anyone... Can it really be done unmoved?

"Alas, it's only you Xia Qing who thinks of me like this!"

Looking at her moving eyes, he sighed with emotion: "Xia Qing, listening to what you just said, this heart is really very moving, but... We're all adults, I don't want you to give up your music dreams because I'm shallow, if you do, I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life, I owe you for the rest of my life, and we'll all be unhappy, won't we? ”

I also thought about how many times I struggled to blurt out these rational words, Xia Qing bit her lip, her eyes instantly burst into tears, she was very sad, and slowly opened her mouth: "Yun Qian, you are refusing in disguise... Me? Does my summer love have any place in your heart, or is it all just my wishful thinking! ”

Xia Qing had always been a relatively calm girl before, but tonight her tone became more and more urgent.

"I didn't mean that, can you calm down and listen to my thoughts?" Just some time ago, I had already calculated an idea in my heart and explained: "Xia Qing, maybe you don't know it yet!" During my time at work, I joined the band. ”

"Band? What a band! ”

"It's not famous, it's called the New Yunji Band, except for Brother Yu and me, everyone else is the former juniors of our school, and using the name Yunji is also what they mean!"

Xia Qing, like me, has a special emotion for the word Yunji, and has many good memories, when she heard what I said, she asked curiously: "Yunqian, since you choose to play in the band, why did you refuse to come to the piano in the first place?" I'm not looking down on them, but I think that if you are in the piano... The resources in all aspects must be much stronger than yours, isn't the opportunity greater? ”

"Do you want to know why? I don't want to live under the aura of Han Yishen, and it is impossible for me to seek development under a rival company! ”

"Yun Qian, don't think about it too much, I only regard Han Yishen as an ordinary friend, and I have no other thoughts." Xia Qing is not a fool, so she can naturally know what Han Yishen means to her, and she knows what I mean by this.

"I know, you must have begged Han Yishen for that opportunity, I don't want you to owe him a favor, Xia Qing, please believe me, okay?" I took Xia Qing's hand and said: "You have a good career development, I already have my own plan, I want to make a certain name on my own, and be with you in a dignified manner, I don't want to be tongue-in-cheek, so that fans feel that I am not worthy of you, you are such a good girl, you should let someone who can help your career and give you happiness to shelter from the wind and rain, and I can't do this at the moment, give me time, I believe I can give you a safe haven, believe me?" Summer Love..."

"Well, I believe you! The clouds are shallow. ”

Xia Qing hugged me, buried her head in my chest, and whispered: "No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you, you are not allowed to like other girls." ”

After this relationship was broken, I feel that the taste of getting along with Xia Qing has changed a little, and we are more like a pair of lovers with no name.

After making promises to each other, my mentality became more positive, and at the same time, the pressure on my shoulders was greater than before, and I had to grit my teeth and set off towards my dream while making ends meet.

I saw that the time was not early, and said to Xia Qing: "It's almost three o'clock, I'll still go to work tomorrow, or you can sleep in my room!" I don't feel at ease driving back so late, I'm drinking... It's not good to send you. ”

"Did that girl sleep in your room last time?" Xia Qing asked suddenly, I nodded a little nervously, I knew I couldn't hide it, but I might as well tell the truth: "Yes, she quarreled with her family, and the school was closed and she couldn't enter, you listen to my explanation... I just took her in out of compassion, nothing happened between us, I swear... Personality vouches! ”

Xia Qing snorted coldly, and said in a mocking tone: "Yun Qian, your heart is really big enough, everyone brings it home, should I say that you are kind or have other plans!" ”

"I—" I was about to say something.

"Don't take it as an example!" Xia Qing said and walked to the door of the room, pointed to my bed and said, "In the future, in this room, except for me Xia Qing, there can be no second woman!" ”

"No problem!"

Meow Meow ran to Xia Qing's feet, Xia Qing picked it up and teased the cat, "Yun Qian, you can return this cat to that girl!" I don't want you to be in contact with her all the time..."

"This..."

I feel very embarrassed, not because of Su Mengyuan, but because the Ragdoll cat has been with me during this time, I already have feelings for Meow Meow, and I am really not used to sending it back.

I really regret that I later told Xia Qing the true origin of this cat, and if I told a white lie, it would not have caused such a situation.

"Yun Qian, isn't my request too much!"

Seeing that I didn't affirm for a long time, Xia Qing was slightly disappointed.

"It's not too much, I'm just reluctant to meow, it's all with me during this time, I know what you mean... I'll return it in a few days. ”

Everyone has selfishness, I have it, Xia Qing also has it, my selfishness is reluctant to let this cat bring me joy, Xia Qing's selfishness is afraid that I will get closer and closer to Su Mengyuan.

"Well, Yun Qian, I'll give you a cat in the future, why don't you raise your own cat! Good no good? Xia Qing asked tentatively, she understands me... I know that I am lonely, but Meow Meow is the first cat I raised, and the cat with novelty is also completely different.

Empathy, if I were Xia Qing, I would do the same, so I don't complain about these requirements of Xia Qing.