Without hesitation, I went into the store and bought the cassette tape, and then I took some of the money I had left out of my bank account and bought a guitar and a book of stave. When I got home, I looked at the sheet music and practiced it over and over again with jerky fingering. At this time, I realized that music is really a good thing, which can release the deep depression of the human soul through the beating notes.

Maybe I never learned something seriously, even when I was addicted to computer programming before, I didn't have the same heart as I do now, and music is just a wonderful thing that requires heart to comprehend, so I learned very quickly, when I could barely string one note after another into a complete song, I took the guitar to Wu Lili's grave, played it over and over again, and sang softly in my mouth, from the first song "Love and Reincarnation" to the second song "Days Without You" to the third song "Lies" to ......

Every time I finish singing, I feel a lot more comfortable inside, and many things that cannot be expressed in words seem to be able to break out under a few small strings, so music has become an indispensable part of my life, but all I like and play is sad songs.

My fingering became more and more proficient, and my perception of music became deeper and deeper, but I gradually found that just singing other people's songs could not express my more and more intense thoughts about Wu Lili, and finally on a weekend after a storm, looking at the roses in front of Wu Lili's grave that were beaten into petals by the rain, I felt something in my heart, and a song that only belonged to Wu Lili was naturally born under the guitar strings in my hands: (the eternity of the moment)

She is a wild rose blooming in the forest, beautiful and proud.

The green leaves are proud of her, and the bees and butterflies fly around it, and even the bright moon will be eclipsed in front of her.

All the aura in heaven and earth seemed to have gathered on her.

However, just as she bloomed the most beautiful and moving moment of her life, a rainstorm came unexpectedly.

She withered in the rain, and her beautiful petals turned into dust from the earth.

The green leaves are crying, the butterflies are grieving, and even the whole forest is silent because of it.

She is like a meteor in the distant night sky, life is so short.

But the light of that moment of burning life is enough to illuminate every heart for eternity......

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When the last string of the guitar in my hand stopped vibrating, I noticed that my cheeks were moist before I knew it, and the face in Wu Lili's photo was blurred. Chen Lin, didn't you say you wouldn't cry anymore? Why are you still crying at this moment?

Some people say: Time can dilute everything, including friendship, family affection, love, power lust and hatred, why does the sadness in my heart become stronger and stronger with the passage of time?

Why do you always know how to cherish when you always lose?

There is still more than a month before the college entrance examination, and everyone is busy with the final sprint. Self-study class is a particularly precious time, and just when everyone in the class was buried in their textbooks, the head teacher suddenly hurried into the classroom.

We all focused on his face, wondering what he had announced. The head teacher gasped for a few breaths before saying, "The results of the escort exam are out." ”

All eyes immediately turned to me, because I was the only student in the class who took the escort exam, and there were only two people in the whole age of science.

"How's the secretary exam?"

"Can you skip the test?"

Some people at the bottom can't help but ask out loud, I am quite popular in the second class, and the classmates in the class have always been proud that I can surpass the key classes in every big exam, and under my leadership, our class is the best class except for the first class. In the past two years, they have become a little familiar with the head teacher, and in general, he is not a very serious person, and sometimes he will joke with us once or two, so they are not afraid.

"Be quiet! Be quiet! The head teacher stretched out his hands and signaled Shao'an not to be impatient. After the noise at the bottom was a little less, he said slowly: "Li Xiao and Zhang Wen in the liberal arts class are the fifth and sixth in the province respectively, which is the best result in the school's liberal arts history......"

"Shhhhhhh......h

However, the head teacher didn't care: "Ouyang Mingyue of the first class is twenty-fifth and has not been qualified to be escorted, and Chen Lin of our class," he paused, and then said in as calm a tone as possible: "It is the first in the province." ”

"Wow!"

This time it was a loud uproar, and it was useless for the head teacher to gestify, and he was simply too lazy to care, which was indeed a thing worth ecstasy, and it was the first time in his teaching career that a student took the guaranteed exam, and it was the first in the province, and this alone was worthy of his pride.

The classroom was noisy for at least five minutes before it fell silent. The first in the province, doesn't that mean that not only can you be exempted from the examination, but even the best major of the country's highest university, Shanghai Beijing University, can be chosen at will?

Zhang Ke patted me on the shoulder and said excitedly: "Damn, bed bug, good boy!" ”

This result was unexpectedly good, but I found that I was not too excited, and just replied lightly: "Yes." ”

Zhang Ke was a little surprised, but not very surprised. After all, it is the first in the province, and I actually seem to hear a trivial matter, but he also knows that since Wu Lili left, I have always been salty and indifferent, and I can't be moved by anything.

"Wow!" The next class suddenly made a loud noise, and it seemed that the other classes had also learned the news. Sisi came to me after class, took my hand with a happy face and said, "Brother Lin, congratulations, wait for me to call back and tell my mother and uncle and aunt, okay?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Stop fighting." ”

Sisi tilted his head and said strangely: "Such good news, why don't you let them know?" ”

"Let's talk to them before the college entrance examination and give them a surprise." I said casually and insincerely.

"Oh." Sisi nodded as if she didn't understand, but she had always listened to me and didn't ask too much.

Before leaving, she suddenly felt a little worried: "By the way, Brother Lin, will you choose to go to Beijing University?" My grades are not as good as yours, and I'm afraid that if I can't pass the exam, I will have fewer opportunities to meet in the future. ”

I stroked her soft hair and smiled, "Ha, silly girl, maybe I won't choose to go to Beijing University." ”

Sisi pursed her cute little mouth: "You lied to me again, Shangjing University is the best university in the country, don't think I don't know." ”。

My eyes narrowed: "It's a pity that not all of its majors are the best in the country." ”

Although the time of the third year of high school is very tight, and every minute and second is extraordinarily precious, the school still held a short school meeting to announce this happy event to the whole school. Regardless of the thesis, this escort exam is the best in the history of the school. This is an opportunity to motivate other students, but the more important thing is to get the word: Ice High School has produced a champion in the guaranteed exam, and a total of three students have been given the opportunity to be escorted. This is a milestone that can be recorded in the history of the school. At the school meeting, Zhang Wen and Li Xiao were invited to speak, I was just perfunctory, if it wasn't for the face of the head teacher, I would have said a few words casually and it would have been over. Our photos also appeared on the school's blackboard newspaper bulletin board that day, becoming the envy of everyone.