"What are you going to do next! Lao Tzu has been in prison for two years and no one cares about you, you don't read books, and you've been wandering outside for two years, you can't still tell me that you're still going to engage in your J8 e-sports! ”

My dad suddenly asked me in a louder tone! Got me a little panicked!

"That! You don't care what I'm doing! Anyway, when the time comes, I can support myself and you! ”

I don't dare look at my dad! Bow your head and say! Because our dad has a straight face, it's a little scary!

"Shit! I don't care about you! Could it be that you still want those people outside to poke Lao Tzu and He Laosan's backbone! said that Lao Tzu's upper beam is not correct and the lower beam is crooked, and said that Lao Tzu's son, who spends his days in darkness and does not seek progress, is it? ”

My dad slapped the table and yelled at me!

And listening to my dad roared like this, my stubborn temper also rose.

"You also know that the upper beam is not right, and the lower beam is crooked! You can't even manage yourself! Why do you care about me! Do you know what they say about me? Say I'm a prisoner of labor camp! All of these are thanks to you! ”

"Smack!"

Before I finished speaking, a loud slap exploded in my face, and suddenly half of my face was hot and painful, and my ears were a little buzzing, and I was stunned at that moment, because I knew that I had violated his bottom line again.

But under the dim light, I noticed that my dad's eyes were red, he didn't speak, and he took a big sip of wine! Although he was trying his best to control his emotions, I could clearly feel that there was an indescribable sadness gradually exuding in the room!

"I'm sorry! It's Dad I'm sorry for you! But don't worry, Wen Hao! What Dad owes you, I will definitely compensate you, you follow Dad! I've never had a good day, I haven't even given you a decent home, to be honest, I'm really ashamed! But here it is! Father! Please! Dad is here and begs you! Stop messing with your unrealistic stuff! Let's go back to school! To be a cultured, knowledgeable and cultured person, you are still a child, and you should enjoy the opportunity to learn like children of the same age, instead of fooling around in society all day long. ”

"You know what? Many years ago, your mother insisted on taking you away, but I didn't agree! Then your mother pointed to my nose and said, in the future, my son will definitely be like you, becoming a waster who has no interest and does not seek progress! So Dad must not let this sentence become a reality, and he must not let your mother watch the joke and poke my He Laosan backbone with the people around him! Dad has embarked on a point of no return in his life, I don't care what others say about me, I just hope that my son will have a chance! Don't be pointed at behind your back, then Dad will be satisfied! So dad should beg you! Fulfill Dad's wish! ”

Seriously! I never thought about it! My dad is such a strong seven-foot man, he will have red eyes, so bitterly begging me, saying that men have tears and don't flick, but not to the sad place, at this moment my tears have already been rolling in my eyes, I am not crying for my dad to slap me, but from the heart I feel deep self-blame, I remember that my dad was in prison at that time, exhausted all relationships, please outsiders to find me, and I was ruthless to hide, Thinking back to my day, in addition to playing games on the Internet, I was really a useless waste.

Sometimes I really feel like I'm being selfish, my dad may have his own struggles, but I've always been from my own point of view, thinking about problems, but never thinking about my dad's feelings., I'm really a selfish person.

"That Wen Hao! When Dad passed by the commercial street today, he picked out a few clothes for you, I don't know what you like, I saw that there were a lot of young people in and out of the street, so I chose a few for you, because I saw that you didn't have any change of clothes, come! See if you like it or not! ”

Saying that, my dad calmed down his emotions, took a deep breath and pulled out a package from the old wardrobe not far from the table, and handed it to me, and at that moment, my emotions were completely out of control, because my dad's calloused and aging hands with residual engine oil were in stark contrast to the brand new Metersbonwe T-shirt!

"Dad! I promise you! I listen to you! I'm not going to do that stuff anymore, I'm going to study hard, and I'm not going to let those people see your jokes and say that your son is a scumbag who doesn't learn anything and has nothing to do all day long! ”

I cried and promised my dad, and I also knew that from the moment I promised him, my dream would come to an end, but I really had no choice, filial piety first, this sentence I knew since I was a child, I can't make my dad, sad for me, but why the tears in my eyes can't stop flowing, I don't know why I cry so heartbreaking, is it the unwillingness in my heart, or the disillusionment of faith, I think no one will understand.

Watching me cry, my dad didn't say anything about me, nor did he stop me, he just poured wine into his stomach, he is usually a person who doesn't talk much, maybe today is the most he said to me after I have been together for so long.

Wen Hao! Dad may have to go out for a while, and when I go out for a while, I will help you send you to Uncle Su, where are you going, I have already said over there, you will come back from school in the future! Just live where he is, so that he still has a hot meal to eat every day, sick or something, at least someone to take care of, then you go and pack up your things a little, and I will send you over in a while.

My dad said expressionlessly while chewing the vegetables!

Uncle Su? Who is it? And where are you going?

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and asked with some anxiety, because I felt that I was going to be abandoned again Yes, after all, I haven't felt the warmth of home much since I was a child, and then my dad finally came back, although this home is a little dilapidated, but it is also a home!

Your Uncle Su is a friend of Dad's former friends, he is very reliable, Dad can be trusted, you used to be obedient, don't be naughty to Lao Tzu, just be embarrassed, as for me! I have to go and get back what I once lost, you are so old, you will have to marry your mother-in-law and have a baby in a few years, just such a kennel, that woman is willing to follow you, so Dad has to fight? Okay, don't grind, go and pack your things, I'll send you over in a while, I'm going to leave tonight.

My dad lit a cigarette, seemed to be a little drunk, put his hand on his forehead, propped himself on the table and said!

Listening to my dad say this, I didn't dare to slack off, I knew that he was a person who said the same, so I hurried to pack things, and when I finished packing things, I saw that he had opened the roller shutter door and waited for me outside, I didn't speak, quietly carried the suitcase that was still stained with a little engine oil, walked out of the store, and then pulled down the roller shutter door with a bang, and my dad took the lead in taking the step.

To be honest, the two of us rarely walked together like we do now, he walked silently with his head tilted in front, and I carried my suitcase in the back with my head down, not knowing what was going on in my mind.

"Wen Hao! In school, remember, don't cause trouble! Don't be afraid, as long as you don't take the initiative to provoke others, don't be afraid if others take the initiative to trouble you! If you coax! People will bully you even more, people can be without arrogance, but they must not be without arrogance, you know?"

"Yes! Got it! ”

I answered honestly! It's like an obedient and sensible child, I remember that I'm usually alone outside, and I'm quite a wave! But I don't know why, in front of my dad, I will never be able to wave, but this is not surprising, after all, there are really few people who can wave in front of my father.

Summer nights, in fact, are quite cool, without the heat of the day, and the annoying cicadas, and some are just cool night breezes, but at the moment I feel a little uncomfortable, maybe I just ran back and was soaked with sweat, plus I was in a hurry, I didn't have time to take a shower, so that now I have a sticky feeling.

When I got to the main road, my dad stopped a taxi, sat in the car and looked at the flowery business district, as well as the young men and women laughing and laughing under the lights, I don't know how, but my heart has an inexplicable sadness, because I don't know when my dad will come back, when he was at home before, he felt that he was dispensable, but really have to wait until the day of separation, there are too many reluctance in my heart, but I am not good at expressing it, only to seal this feeling in the depths of my heart.