- What a perfect character.

I can't help but sigh. But at the same time, he continued:

- But this is such a person, such a person who used to treat himself like family... Suddenly... and betrayed himself......

— and in the name of the state.

Tears welled up in front of his eyes, sliding down his face one by one, and condensed in the middle of the road.

Suddenly, I felt the blurry mass come a little closer.

- The ...... of the State Nominally?

I used to have nothing to say about this answer. Now, I feel that it's not that I don't have anything to say, it's that I don't want to say more.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that the blurry mass was a little closer.

Immediately, I felt as if I had found the right direction to think about, so I continued to deduce:

- That's right, what I hate, that's what I hate.

The moment I thought of this, a wave of anger lit up my eyes, and the speed of thinking became faster in an instant.

"Even if it's really a sacrifice for the country, wouldn't it be good to tell me directly? Why lie to me! A meaningless question popped out of my mind in an instant.

And at this moment, the anger in his eyes instantly dimmed, and he suddenly asked himself:

- Told it, so what?

- Will it change the ending?

- Or will it change the outcome?

Suddenly, the anger in my heart cooled down.

Immediately afterwards, my personality, which likes to raise the bar, asked uncontrollably:

- If a mother who loves her children so much hears that she can buy national security by killing her own children, do you think she will tell her children the truth?

may have long regarded Qiaolu as a relative, so he came up with this metaphor at this moment.

But I believe that many mothers will not answer the question of whether to tell their children at all, but will answer: If that is the case, then I would rather trade my own life for my child's life. If not, then I'll die with my children.

- This is indeed very standard, and it can even be said to be a textbook-level line that embodies maternal love.

- But what if this mother, while being a human mother, is also the head of a country?

- What if this mother is still burdened with the ideal of building a more prosperous country?

With this series of questions, the feeling of depression immediately expanded countless times, and the heart seemed to stop.

I could feel that the question I wanted to know was getting closer and closer to me.

But I also felt that my heart was becoming more and more resistant to that thing. Consciousness and the ability to think are declining dramatically. A feeling of drowsiness, like a blizzard, hit the center of my thoughts.

So I quickened my thinking. Trying to see the thing you want to know before you get irritated, before your mind gets confused.

Through the sudden interjection of a certain personality, I realized that I was not trying to argue about whether or not I should tell the victim in advance, but that I was bored with the essence of "dedication and sacrifice".

I have long seen such plots that sacrifice the interests of a small number of people to protect the interests of the majority.

I've seen a lot of anime.

I've seen quite a few games as well.

Even in some games, I often deliberately choose to go against my own idea of 'keeping more and giving up less', just to see the different endings.

But whether it's in the game or in the anime, what I think of myself is always God's perspective. In other words, it is the side of the choice.

I've never thought in the shoes of a 'victim'. Of course...... I also thought about it, but I didn't think about it deeply.

And in that moment...... The moment she told me the motive for the frame......

I see, what it is... Unspeakable despair...

'Tram Puzzle' used to be popular in my game group for a while. I still remember some of those sand sculptures. What a two-track drift, back and forth friction, a bad track. And the child directly picked up the puppet on one side of the track, and then put it on the track on the other side, and finally pinched the toy car to complete the total annihilation.

At that time, I was still made to laugh by those stupid D pictures.

But right now, I can't laugh......

I am no longer a God who looks on the sidelines, nor am I a moral decision-maker facing a choice, but a 'victim' lying on the railroad tracks, waiting for death.

My eyebrows were sour, and in an instant, my consciousness turned into a blurred picture:

I just stood quietly on the tracks. And on the railroad tracks next to me are hundreds of thousands, completely alien Red Devils. These strangers stretched all the way to the end of the railroad tracks that I couldn't see.

A huge tram car is coming, and Qiaolu is standing at the front of it.

The next moment, the tram approached, and the picture turned into red flames.

I am indeed qualified to seek revenge on Qiaolu. But will the rescued Red Devils take revenge on Qiaolu besides me? If I'm no longer a victim, but a bystander, or the one being saved, do I take revenge on Qiaolu?

Obviously, there will be no retaliation, and maybe even thanks......

I felt like I was changing my concept, because the fact that I was the victim would not change.

But at the same time, I don't think I'm changing the concept. Because in one's original world, there is no possibility of resurrection of the slain. There is no such thing as a situation where the slain suddenly awakens and becomes extremely powerful on the basis of the body returning to its original state, and directly reaches the full level. And the reason why he woke up was because of Qiaolu's betrayal of himself...... From this point of view, I should probably thank her.

- No, what do I think these are for......

Suddenly, I realized that I was thinking in the direction I was thinking about.

Therefore, in my heart, I reminded myself again that I was thinking in order to see that vague thing. It's not to think about these moral issues, and it's not to sort out the gains and losses.

- So that thing, what the hell is it! What exactly do I want to know?

I asked myself, a little irritably. Because I feel that the depression in my heart is disappearing little by little. If you continue like this, your brain will go blank and you will lose the ability to think.

Although there is no evidence, I vaguely feel that that thing is very important to me, and if I can't see it now, I may not be able to see it again in the future.

So, I quickened my thinking.

- Just now, it was to see that thing clearly, so I began to remember 'what Qiaolu did that day'. And got the message of 'in the name of the state', which is 'close to that thing'. However, in the subsequent thinking, he deviated from the ......

- So... Since deep thinking is deviant, then... Think laterally.