I looked up at my parents' two earnest faces, only in their early forties, their hair was already a little gray, and the wrinkles that should not have appeared appeared in advance, and the vicissitudes of life could be read on the face. They also suffered a lot because of me, and I was too uncompetitive, so I always let them down. Thinking of this, my heart was sour, my eyes were a little red, I gritted my teeth to prevent tears from falling, just buried my head in the food and ate violently, until the bowl was low to the sky, I put the bowl down, told them that I was full, and then went back to the room.

It's almost ten o'clock, I went to take a bath, the summer in Bingji City is too hot, sleeping after taking a bath is the most comfortable, I opened the puffy hair, while washing, while looking at the ordinary face in the mirror, in fact, my face is not ugly, the facial features are complete, the position is not wrong, and no organ is distorted and deformed, although each organ is fine, but it is too ordinary, put together the whole face as if it is made up of the most used organs in the world, but there is no feature at all, If that part looked good, I would be a handsome guy, but if that didn't work, I'd rather have a slanted mouth, or a collapsed nose, or smaller eyes, or even ears that were attractive, which would be much more attractive than the way I look now.

Look at your skinny body, even ordinary is not even ordinary, the characteristics are very distinctive, if the scenic spot in any place is like my body, it should be called majestic and precipitous, winding paths are secluded, when it can become a local scenic spot. After laughing at himself, he washed up and climbed into bed, thought about some of the events of the week, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

Early on Sunday morning, the alarm clock went off, which I had set last night. I'm not the kind of person who likes to go to bed early and get up early, but today I've planned to buy a few physics review reference books, and physics is really bad lately, the old man is talking about the eyebrows dancing above, and I am listening to it below is lethargic. At noon, Sisi had no time to come, so he had to grieve himself early in the morning, and I was still lying on the bed drooling at this time on weekends. After ten minutes of inner struggle, reason finally prevailed over physical instinct, I lazily got up from bed, my parents went to work again, they also knew that I had to go to bed late on Sunday, and they didn't wake me up for breakfast, but left my share. I looked at the watch after eating: 7:50, just right, and the bookstore should be open when I get there.

My house is not too far from the bookstore, so I didn't plan to take the car, so I just used to go. My health is not good, so it's good to walk and exercise more, otherwise I'm afraid that I will forget how to walk upright after a long time. At this time of the weekend, there are not many people on the street, most of the pedestrians on the road yawn, listless, fluttering, lazy as if sleepwalking, in this atmosphere, the body instinct made a comeback, triumphed over reason, I felt a burst of sleepiness invaded up, joined the ranks of sleepwalking, and the body also felt light and uncontrollable to move forward. doll

There was another street to the bookstore, and I was trying to lift my spirits, and when I turned the corner, I saw a 3 or 4 child playing with leather ball on the side of the road, and a middle-aged woman next to me was buying bread in a bakery, probably her mother. Suddenly, the ball rolled into the middle of the road, and he twisted his chubby body and ran to pick it up. The middle-aged woman also saw it and hurriedly shouted for him to come back. Suddenly, a big truck appeared whizzing around the corner, and the driver didn't know if his wife had a baby or his mother was critically ill or something, and he was driving fast in the corner, and he wanted to use the truck as an airplane. Because this is a single lane, there are few people in the morning, and there is no zebra crossing in front, I didn't expect a child to suddenly appear on the road, I was scared stupid, and I even forgot to brake, in fact, even if the brakes are too late, it is certain to hit it, at most it is not so far. The child's mother was already screaming loudly in fright.

I was about 7 meters away from the child, and I didn't want to rush up like a fly, and if anyone saw me now, I would be very surprised, because my speed was so fast, even I didn't know it, and it took me less than a second to start, to accelerate, and finally to push him away next to him. But no matter how fast I was, I only had time to push him away, and then I only heard a "bang", and I flew diagonally, this is a 16-wheeled truck, not to mention my thin body, even if I hit a cow, I am afraid that it will not fly much lower than me. I felt a sweet throat, a mouthful of blood spurted out involuntarily, and my body flew up slowly as if out of gravity, flying higher and higher, and my mind was still clear when I was in the air, and I felt really shocking to see my own blood flying slowly forward with me under my body.

Then I started to fall, and I thought to myself: Am I going to be done with this? Although I live an ordinary life, I don't want to say goodbye to this world just yet, there are still many things in this world that I am nostalgic for. At that moment, I thought of my dear parents, thought of the lovely Sisi, thought of the neighbor's smile, thought of the partner who grew up together when I was a child, thought of a classmate who lived in the dormitory, thought of the tall and stout Zhang Ke, and Zhang Wen I secretly liked, and even the bomb-like Wu Lili ......, in just a moment, these things flashed in front of my eyes one by one like a horse, and I suddenly felt very nostalgic, including the taste of the dormitory that made me cry bitter and the food in the canteen. I don't know if I'll be able to see these things anymore, I just feel like it's getting darker and darker, and the moment my body touches the ground, I'm finally completely unconscious.

In a daze, I seemed to see my parents crying silently on a stool, while Sisi was crying quietly, and Sisi and her mother were comforting them. Suddenly, it felt familiar, as if it had happened a long time ago. I wanted to comfort them, but I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, my heart became more and more anxious, and finally my consciousness disappeared again.

When I became conscious again, I could see that my parents and Sisi were next to me, and my parents were no longer crying, but just staring blankly ahead, their eyes were very empty, as if their souls had been pumped out. And Sisi lay beside me and muttered, "No, Brother Lin will wake up, and he will take me to play, it won't be like this!" "Suddenly I felt a wave of drowsiness come over me, I felt very comfortable, my whole body was relaxed, and I wanted to sleep like this. Suddenly, Sisi couldn't help crying loudly on top of me, and my parents finally couldn't help crying.