There is another reason, that is, my fight is a must in the community, at that time, the boys in the same community, all were beaten and cried by me, including a 3 years older than me, has read the second grade, often bullies other primary school students at school, especially girls, known as the "little pervert" of the stout little fat man, the cause of the incident is that he touched Sisi's face, Sisi cried and came to me, as a result, the next day I blocked him in the alley of the community and beat him violently, until his head broke and the blood flowed, the bridge of his nose was almost broken, and I was also beaten by my father, He apologized to his parents and him in person, and paid a lot of medical expenses, but the boy was like a frightened bird when he saw me from then on.

At that time, my energy was really strong enough, my health was very good, and I didn't feel tired from bouncing around from morning to night. Sisi was still running after my ass all day long when she was still running with a runny nose and two little girls with her hair tied to her horns.

I was very bold, once "June 1st", my mother gave me some money to buy something to eat, I didn't buy anything, dragged Sisi, and didn't tell the family, early in the morning I ran to the playground to play all day, and came back in the evening, the adults of the two families were scared enough, and I was going to call the police when I went back later, and my parents were afraid that I was too wild, and the next day they scared me, locked me in the house and didn't let me go out to play, but I climbed down from the balcony behind the house, and my parents were almost not scared to death, and I didn't care where I went to play in the future.

In fact, they were also very reassuring to me, I was very smart at that time, although I was sometimes playful, but I was very mature when necessary, never ambiguous, and even sophisticated to do things like a child. I took Sisi to the playground that time, take the car, buy tickets are done in an orderly manner, calm, sometimes I don't know how to walk just grab an uncle and aunt on the street to ask for directions, but when I take the bus, there are a lot of people, Sisi is scared to the little face pale, only know to hug my arm tightly, I think her habit of holding my arm began at that time.

In this mixed city, I would occasionally bump into human traffickers who lured me with fumas and toys, and I remembered a saying in the book: "Nothing to do, but to be a thief." I usually smile sweetly when I meet these people, and then ask him if he has a phone, if there is a phone I will borrow it, and the scammer will always try to meet the child's request, so I continue to dial 110, and the next moment the scammer and the phone will disappear in front of me together. Then I will sigh like an adult: "This trick is too much worse than in the Romance of the Three Kingdoms!" ”

My house is not far from the market, when I was 5 years old, I dared to run to help the family buy vegetables, I look very cute, no one lied to me, buy everything to give a full scale, sometimes a little more, I will cook one or two simple dishes. My parents are also very proud of me for being so smart, my neighbors, relatives and friends are all complimenting me on this, and I learn things at an astonishing speed, I can toss things once or twice, and sometimes I can draw inferences and come up with new tricks.

Sisi has always admired me and thought that I was amazing, daring to do anything, and doing it well. When I took her to the playground, she didn't feel scared, she thought it was fun to be with me, and she thought I was a very safe and reliable brother. Peerless Tang Gate fo

When I was 5 years old, I suddenly had a high fever, which lasted for 3 days and 3 nights, during which I was unconscious, no matter what medicine I took, my body temperature did not drop, and on the third night, my breath was very weak, and even the doctors thought I couldn't survive the night. However, the next morning, my high fever subsided for no reason, and I miraculously survived, but from then on I was like having lost my memory, and I couldn't even remember my parents, and I didn't recognize their identity until I lived again for a while.

Sisi was with me all day except for sleeping time in my coma for a few days, and my eyes were swollen from crying, and after I woke up, I didn't reject Sisi, although I don't remember her name, and I went to play with her, but I felt a sense of intimacy from the heart when I saw her.

After waking up, I no longer have the aura I used to have, I became the same as an ordinary boy, and my personality began to change slowly, becoming taciturn, and everything on my mind was buried in my heart, only when I was with Sisi, I would completely let go of myself, and I would talk more. It's not as lively as before, and my body is not as good as before, and I have to take medicine all day long. My parents were very heartbroken about this, and the neighbors were also embarrassed, saying that a good child, how could it become like this.

However, I am still very good at English and chess, probably because I have been exposed to it a lot, and there are still things in this area in my subconscious. But I don't remember anything else, my parents didn't tell me, and my neighbors didn't say it, this kind of thing is really a big blow to people, and I'm afraid that a child will not be able to stand it. Therefore, from the moment I woke up with a high fever, I always thought that I was an ordinary boy, and I was like this before, and I will be like this in the future.

In this way, from elementary school to junior high school, until the third year of junior high school, Sisi still admires me very much, and the time when I was a child to play with me was the happiest time of her life, I took her around crazy all day long, and always dared to try something that she couldn't and didn't dare to do even all other children of this age, and I was very confident in what I did, as if nothing could stump me. At that time, no matter what I learned, I was always faster and better than her, and she still thinks that I am a great person, a reliable big brother. Even though I am no longer the same person I used to be, her admiration for me has not changed.

When I got home, my mom was cooking and my dad was watching TV. Seeing me coming back, my mother said to me, "Xiaolin, wait a minute, just have a meal." I answered and went straight to my room. Since the high fever when I was a child, I have completely changed as a person, I have become very closed and introverted, and I usually stay in my room when I have nothing to do at home, except for Sisi, I rarely have contact with other people. When my parents saw this, they looked at each other and sighed long, it has been so many years, but every time they see me like this, they will feel sad, you know, how lively, smart and lovely a boy I was back then. They used to have high expectations for me, thinking that I would grow up to be successful, but now they just want me to be content if I can live my life in peace.

It didn't take long for the rice to be cooked, my mother asked me to go out to eat, I went out to see, there were some dishes I like to eat, there are pineapple fried chicken, pork belly fried bamboo shoots, and tomato scrambled ......eggs, although it is some home-cooked side dishes, but my mother also spent a lot of thought, color, flavor, and flavor, but my appetite is not very good, the midterm exam is coming, I don't have any bottom in my heart, and when I met Zhang Wen at the school gate today, I didn't even have the courage to look at her, which made me very unhappy. I was eating a meal silently, the atmosphere was a little awkward, in order to ease the atmosphere, my parents kept picking up dishes for me: "Xiaolin, I don't eat well at school, eat more at home." ”