[50] Love for you constitutes the whole of me now (I)
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"By the way, Chu Qing...... How have you always felt about me? ”
I couldn't hold back for a moment and blurted out a question.
"'Huh?'
Chu Qing was slightly stunned when she heard my question.
Belch.
Because I was concerned about Ling's questions, I couldn't help but ask directly.
But when I calm down and think about it, this question is really embarrassing.
Chu Qing's feelings about me, isn't it sure that he likes me very much, probably the gratitude of the year accounted for a large component.
I thought so, oh no, Ji Shen, you asked the shy little sister this question, how did she answer!?
I put my hands to my face speechlessly, depressed.
"Brother Ji Shen.... Do you want to hear Chu Qing tell you love words.....
And when I regretted saying this question, Chu Qing spoke in a somewhat shy, squirming voice.
“……”
I instantly blacked out.
Listening to junior high school students and girls talk about love language, oh, it turns out that I am such a perverted person~
Not really!
It's better to quickly ask Chu Qing to stop and say this, I'm not a pervert.....
"Chu Qing has always been in love with Brother Ji Shen...... Because it was Brother Ji Shen who gave me a new life....."
And I seemed to be late, and when I was about to stop my perverted plan to flirt with Hatsu Qing and say love words, she spoke.
"I like my brother, I like it every day, I like it every day, I don't change, because I know that my brother is full of hope after that day, so my brother is also a part of my life, and I have my brother's shadow in every moment of my thinking....."
Sister Chu Qing said, although a little shy and intermittent, but she still said something that touched me very much although it was a little numb.
With that gentle, grateful, hopeful girl's voice.
"My brother is all I have...... And I don't expect anything, just look at you secretly behind me, remember what you do every day, remember the street you often walk every day, remember your consistent style and words....."
Chu Qing continued, and I couldn't help but clench my phone slightly.
What kind of girl is this....
Because of my casual words that day, I extended the days and nights of gratitude for seven years.
Although Chu Qing has experienced too much loneliness and despair, she has a terrifying personality, but even if it is that personality, she still invests her paranoid love on me.....
"Maybe if you just like someone, you will try your best to get into the intervention, into his life, and ask him for a lot of ...... But if you really love someone, I think it is enough to be by his side silently for countless years, caring, guarding him, and giving him a lot..... It is also the love for Brother Ji Shen that constitutes all that I am now. “
Chu Qing finally said slowly.
"Whew-"
And when she said this, first of all, I was moved by the loyal love of the girl Chu Qing, and then, my mind quickly changed from her words to other places.
To love someone is to be by his side silently? Care, guard him, give him a lot?
Feed.....
In my mind, Ling's face was instantly reflected at this time.
The timeline she and I have gone through is sixteen years, I fell in love with her when we were young and ignorant, and then we silently became normal brothers and sisters..... and she seems to have been by my side to care for me, in her way.
My memory seems to be locked at this time, and I always feel that Ling cares for me in many ways, but I can't remember it.
However, I finally found the direction of thinking, and after getting the guidance of Chu Qing, I also had a certain idea.
Perhaps, Ling has always liked me.
"Thank you Chu Qing....... A girl like you loves me... I'm really...."
I said to Chu Qing with some emotion.
"No..... Brother...."
And she was a little shy when she heard me, and I can now imagine her burying her head deeply.
Chu Qing, definitely a very good girl.
Damn, Ji Shen, she entered the hearts of others back then, became an irreplaceable person for her, and made a marriage contract for some reason.
When do you really have to think about Chu Qing's matter and give her a good answer.
I thought so and made this decision in my heart.
……
During the time I was on the phone with Chu Qing, I unconsciously walked to the Kahler Mansion.
I took little Alice into the villa, and after ordering dinner with Granny Wang, who was working in the kitchen, I went upstairs alone.
Alice was downstairs watching cartoons, and I wanted to go to my room alone and think about it.
"Click, click, click."
I walked up the stairs to the second floor, to a wide and somewhat dimly lit hallway.
Granny Li was cleaning in front of Ling's room at this time, and she had a few things in a small basket.
"Oh, little god, you're back."
When Granny Li saw me, she greeted me with some respect and warmth.
"Well, I'm back."
I nodded at her and tried to walk into the room.
"Wait a minute, little god, I have something to ask you."
And I was putting my hand on the doorknob of my room when Granny Li spoke.
"Huh?"
I tilted my head slightly to look at her.
What's up?
"Little God, when I was cleaning your sister's room just now, I found a very broken book under the pillow, I think I might have to throw it away, but I'm not sure, it's not easy to open it to see Ling's **, can you help me open it?"
Granny Li said this, and pointed to a notebook in the small basket with a broom.
A broken book under the pillow?
I was slightly stunned.
"Okay, I'll take a look, if it doesn't work, I'll deal with it for you later."
With that, I picked up the notebook from the basket and walked back to my room.
I didn't hesitate too much, I and Ling should be able to say that there are no secrets before, just let me take a look, if it's useless stuff, Li Po can deal with it.
"Click......
Closing the door to my room, I threw my notebook on the bed.
If you take a closer look now,This book is quite shabby.。
It looks like it's been a little old.,The pages of the book are slightly separated.,It looks a little dry.,The edges are worn a lot.,There are even some yellowing marks.。
"Ling, like Alice, will treasure strange things."
I joked, I really didn't expect that the princess, who is very diligent in changing things, and is very demanding on material things, will also treasure this kind of book.
"Hmm.... What is written.....
Thinking so, I sat on the bed and picked up the notebook, and opened the first page—
The words on the first page rushed into my eyes at that moment, like a golden key, slowly opening the floodgates of my memory, and waking my brain like a thunderbolt.
"It's ....."
I spoke slowly in a hoarse voice, and I didn't feel trembling in my hand holding the worn-out notebook—