[51] Love for you constructs the whole of me now (medium)

My hands trembled uncontrollably, and my fingertips slowly pressed against the slightly fragrant page.

The white paper and black letters, the crooked font on the first page, clearly presented in front of my eyes-

[I like my brother Ji Shen, no matter what happens in the future, I will always, always like him. 】

[September 28, 20xx]

At the top of the slightly wrinkled and yellowed page reads.

My fingers trembled slightly as I held it.

"It's ......"

I looked at the book in a daze.

This is what Ling wrote when he was a child.

It seems to say the date at the end of the page, it was September 28th eight years ago??, if you say that, at this time eight years ago.....

Ling and I were on the top of the crescent moon, we watched the stars together and camped, and it was under the starry sky on the top of the crescent moon that Ling and I made an impossible marriage contract.

And the sentence written at the top of the page is that she wrote it that day.

My heart was like a mixed taste, my fingertips quietly swiped the page, and I stroked Ling's immature and clumsy handwriting.

Since that day, has she started recording her love for me?

Thinking so, I couldn't help but keep looking down and turn the next page.

The next page is densely filled with diaries for many days.

There is only one sentence in the daily diary, which is still written crookedly in a somewhat clumsy font, and one page is about ten days or so.

[Today is the second day of my relationship with my brother, my brother took me to play on the top of the crescent mountain for another day, and wanted to fish and shrimp for me, but he couldn't catch it..... Zhihao stole the cabbage of Grandpa Zhang's house at the foot of the mountain to deal with my .....]

I looked at the diary for this day and couldn't help but laugh.

Hey, I did such a trivial thing when I was a child, and in order to behave in front of my girlfriend and sister, I stole Grandpa Zhang's dishes to explain to her.

But then again, I still haven't deceived Ling when I'm so smart, probably because of the early maturity of girls, although I'm an older brother, but her thinking was still more mature than me at that time.

I didn't know how to fish and shrimp back then, but now I can at least catch shrimp for her, but Grandpa Zhang at the foot of the mountain has long since disappeared.

The little sorrow of things and people instantly overflowed my heart, but I adjusted it slightly and continued to look down at Ling's diary

[Today is the third day of my relationship with my brother, my brother and I went to school, I announced my relationship with my brother to everyone, some people are blessing us, and some people say that we can't get married....... my brother and I will definitely be able to get married]

Ling's diary was presented to me again, and I instantly grasped the page again.

Did she announce our romance at school? I don't seem to have much of an impression, but I can imagine that Ling stood in the classroom, holding my hand, and stubbornly emphasizing to his classmates that we were lovers....

[Today is the fourth day of my relationship with my brother, I said that my brother is my boyfriend, and the teacher thinks it's funny..... why.....]

[Today is the fifth day of my relationship with my brother, and I am more impressed that my brother has a boxed lunch with me at noon today]

[Today is the sixth day of my relationship with my brother, nothing special]

[Today is the seventh day of my relationship with my brother, and my brother told Le Yan about our relationship, but Le Yan is not very optimistic about us...... Will she take her brother away? Ling is much more beautiful and cute than her.... My brother will never want to be angry because of her, absolutely! Absolute!! 】

I finished the first seven days of Ling's diary.

Because of the second personality's long broken memory, I completely forgot what the first seven days of my relationship with Ling were like, but she silently recorded every day of me and her.

The first seven days of our relationship, it didn't seem smooth to look at her diary.

When we were at school, we announced our relationship, but the relationship between brothers and sisters itself is not acceptable to the world, so whether it is classmates, teachers, or Leyan are not optimistic about our relationship, and Ling has always refuted them with a positive attitude, believing that our marriage contract can be realized......

"Alas......"

I looked at my diary from the previous seven days and couldn't help but sigh.

I don't know if it's a lament for her at that time, or a lament for our final ending, or a lament for the stiff relationship now.....

With some resentment in my heart, I continued to look down, because I felt that there were a lot of her diaries, and I flipped through them quickly-

[Today is the eighteenth day of my relationship with my brother, not to mention the first time I looked at the stars, this eighteenth day is the first day my brother took me on a date, we went to the library, and read a lot of comic books! 】

Hey, don't go to the library on a date with girls!

I was the dumb guy back then!

[Today is the thirtieth day of my relationship with my brother, and the teacher finally admitted my relationship with my brother, a great success! 】

[Today is the hundredth day of my relationship with my brother, one hundred days...... It's been so long, and now I look through the diary I wrote before, and I always feel so happy, so happy! 】

[Today is the 200th day of my relationship with my brother, Ling, don't delay your studies because of love! ] Of course, you can't delay your love because of studying! 】

[Today is the first anniversary of my relationship with my brother, and it is also our second birthday, and my brother has prepared a lot of gifts for me]

[Today is the 537th day of my relationship with my brother, and a very beautiful girl named Xue Yuehua came, and my brother couldn't take his eyes off her, and he hid from me to play with her...... I'm very angry! 】

[Today is the second anniversary of my relationship with my brother, and we are tonight.... The first kiss... It feels so good to kiss my brother, it's the first time for us, I'm ahead of Xue Yuehua, and I'm happy to feast on them! Get my brother's first time, and my brother won't think about those stealing cats.....]

I read Ling's diary little by little, and now, for two whole years, a total of more than 700 days, I have read all of them.

When I read these diaries, I felt a little crying and laughing, laughing and laughing, Ling thought a lot about it back then, and it seemed that she had been very careful to defend her girlfriend's status......

She helped me record all the memories I had forgotten.

"Heh~"

With a meaningful smile, I shook my head and continued scrolling.

[Today is the 741st day of my relationship with my brother, and my brother kisses me every day.....]

[Today is the 761st day of my relationship with my brother, and my brother took me to play, but there are more people who say we can't get married.....]

[Today is the 779th day of my relationship with my brother, I checked a lot of things and asked a lot of people, is there really no place for me and my brother in the world? 】

[Today is the eighth and seventh day of my relationship with my brother, and my brother has gradually understood that we can't be together, Ling knows. 】

[Today is the 830th day of my relationship with my brother, and we didn't go to play together]

[Today is the 845th day of my relationship with my brother, and my brother went to find Xueyuehua]

[Today is the 856th day of my relationship with my brother, and I quarreled with my brother.... I don't want him to be with other girls! Why does he care so much about the eyes of the people around him, I like her! He likes me! That's enough! 】

[Today is the 893rd day..... I can't say I'm in love today, my brother and I probably broke up unconsciously.

I read her diary, and then on the 893rd day, I saw the words "break up" written by Ling.

Yes, before I knew it, my relationship with her was over.

The two of us, mainly because I couldn't ignore the ridicule and evaluation of the people around me, and I couldn't make a guarantee about my love with her, so I gave up. Yes, we've been dating for more than 800 days.

For more than two years, we are all lovers, and we have been ignorant for two years when we are young.

"Can't you fall in love......"

Looking at the words of the breakup written by Ling himself on the diary, I slowly whispered sadly.

So....after the breakup, did Ling gradually forget our relationship, and gradually wanted to return to a normal brother-sister relationship with me....

"Huh....... what did she think of me after that?"

I was a little nervous and took a deep breath, but then I opened it, and opened the diary that Ling had told me after the breakupβ€”