June 6, 13789 in the bucket calendar, sunny

My name is Xiao Yan, the first waste wood in Utan City, fifteen years old, and the third stage of fighting qi.

Tomorrow is the strength ranking day of the family once a year, but my realm is still in the third stage of Douzhiqi.

It's been three years, it's been three whole years, and I still can't keep my vindictiveness, I'm really irritable, and I don't know what kind of ridicule I'm going to receive tomorrow.

Of course, I don't care about it, and I can't care about it, because it's a fact.

Another year has passed, and the realm has always stagnated here in the third stage of Dou Qi, even if I try my best to cultivate, it will have no effect.

Those vindictive spirits, I don't know how they disappeared at all!

If it's an air leak or something, how can I feel where those vindictive energy disappears, but that's not the case at all.

Those fighting spirits, after entering my body, disappeared as if they were sinking into the sea.

Even, before you even had time to notice it, it disappeared.

I'm shocked, I'm shocked, no matter who it is, can't see what this is.

In this matter, the family also worked hard to help me, and under the leadership of my father, they found a lot of ways to help me solve this problem.

It's a pity that the effect is completely useless.

No matter what kind of medicine is used to improve the body tonic, or it costs a lot of money to buy pills to improve, it has no effect!

It's as if my body is a black hole, and my fighting spirit will disappear when I go in.

It's as if it's been eaten.

Could it be that in my body, there is something in my body that can devour the parasite of the fighting spirit?

It shouldn't be, and if it is, how can no one be able to notice?

It's not bad now, in the family, except for my father, who still has expectations for me, everyone else has almost recognized this reality, I, Xiao Yan, the former Utan City, fell on the first day.

Creation, in fact, is really funny, I used to be incomparable, but now, there is such a situation.

There are even a lot of people who don't even bother to mock, which is really, hehe.

However, for me, this is not the end of the matter, and I still need to work hard!

At least, this year, my realm has not degraded again!

The third stage of the fighting qi has been steadily preserved.

It can be said that now I am worth three paragraphs, and no one can match me!

Of course, this only refers to the realm, in terms of fighting spirit, I don't have any fighting spirit at all, every time the fighting spirit of the two of them comes out, it disappears inexplicably, and it can't be preserved at all.

The consequence of such a situation also means that I can't cultivate such a thing as fighting skills.

Seriously, I did feel a little hopeless, even a little decadent.

No matter how hard you try, the result is so cruel, after a long time, how many people can continue to persevere?

I don't know how long my current persistence will last, but I know that after I give up this persistence, my Xiao Yan and vindictive spirit will be completely insulated.

At the age of fifteen, the third stage of Dou Qi is already a very pitiful achievement, even if it is the peers of the Galie family and the Oba family combined, they do not have such a low realm.

I have become the weakest one in Utan City, and I am still the kind of weakness that only has no fighting spirit in the realm.

At eighteen, I'll hold on for a few more years, and if I'm still in the same situation at eighteen, then I'll have to study something else.

It can't be, it's stuck here like this for the rest of your life, right?

I don't want to, and I don't want to!

Fighting spirit is my favorite strength after I came to this world, and it is also the biggest help I have been clumsy for the future, if there is no this, then the future will definitely embark on a path that I did not anticipate at all.

That's not what I want to see.

I know that my dad has high expectations for me, and I know that after I have problems for two years, my dad is the most anxious, but I'm really sorry for my current situation!

A few days ago, when I left my father's room, I forgot to take something, and when I turned around to go back to get it, I saw my father crying.

Because of me, I cried.

An iron-clad man actually cried because I was such a waste wood that couldn't cultivate!

I know that I am the last gift left by my cheap mother to my father, and it is also my father's careful protection of me for so many years, so that I can still receive resources to nourish my body in the family, in that controversial situation.

But how long can this last?

When I become an adult, no matter how low my cultivation is, there is no way to change the fact that I will no longer be able to provide resources.

According to my current situation, if that time really comes, I am afraid that I will completely become an ordinary person.

It's the kind of ordinary person who can only hide in the corner to vent his dissatisfaction, but he doesn't have any ability to change his fate.

I don't want to be like that, and my dad doesn't want me to be like that, but is that really possible?

Nothing I knew, not even myself, had doubts about this matter, and I could even say I didn't believe it.

Although I am still insisting, I don't know, what is my insistence for?

Is it for the possibility that there is almost no possibility?

Or do you insist on it for the sake of the so-called dream?

Or is it persistence for the sake of persistence?

Who knows?

I don't even know about it. The only thing I know is to keep holding on and trying to find out what might be the cause.

The third stage of the Dou Qi, if you compare the cultivation of the third stage of the Dou Qi of others to air, then the cultivation of the third stage of my Dou Qi can be said to be stainless steel.

For the realm of the third stage of this Dou Qi, I can say that I have comprehended and comprehended, and I have cultivated and cultivated.

I can clearly perceive every flow of fighting energy, and the only thing I can't perceive is how they disappear.

As if hell, as long as I have a fighting spirit, then this fighting spirit will disappear.

Moreover, this disappeared Dou Qi was only the Dou Qi that I had absorbed into my body, and it was also the Dou Qi that I had carefully refined.

As for the vindictiveness of the outside world, there seems to be no reaction.

Perhaps, it's because of my own reasons, the black hole of vindictiveness? Even if it's a black hole, there will be a day when it's full, and maybe, when that strange situation that might be a black hole of vindictive energy is filled, maybe I'll be able to cultivate again.

It can't be a phone bill, no matter how you charge it, you can't fill it.

I believe that one day, this vindictive spirit will be able to grow!

Hopefully, so.

Of course, this is only a hope, as for whether it is true or not, I don't have any information, all of it, it's just speculation.

I don't know if my realm can be improved when I test it tomorrow, even if it is only a little bit better, I am very satisfied.

There are so many people, there is no improvement at all, it's really a shame!

Please!

My name is Xiao Yan, a waste firewood who can't store fighting energy, today's mood is very average, with a comprehensive score of 50 points, out of 100.