June 7, 13789, rain

My name is Xiao Yan, fifteen years old, and I have three stages of fighting spirit.

There are no accidents, at the time of today's test, the realm is still the third stage of Dou Qi, this is really a sad story.

The ridicule remained, and it did not dissipate with the passage of time. I also understand that at this time of year, the ridicule is at its loudest.

Who made me a former genius?

Tiger Pingyang was bullied by dogs, hairless phoenix is not as good as chicken, if I was very mediocre at the beginning, maybe it wouldn't be like now, it's a pity, I'm not.

Of course, I don't want to be like that, rather than spending my life ordinary, it's better to have a vigorous one.

Even if I fall into the trough now, at least I used to shine.

In today's test, Kaoru is out of the customs for the first time and participates in this test. I was shocked that Xun'er's talent was so amazing!

Fighting Qi Nine Sections!

As long as the Douqi vortex is condensed again, then you will be able to successfully enter the Dou Qi.

It was so surprising that the whole family was shocked by the talent of the searcher.

I don't know or understand Kaoru's situation. Many years ago, when Xun'er started cultivating, it seemed that her talent was not very strong, and her cultivation was also stupid.

However, I am very happy that Kaoru has achieved such an achievement, at least, the person I care about has excellent talent.

However, I don't want to talk too much to Kaoru, not because I'm cowardly, but because I don't want her to fall into my pit.

I know that she likes me, but because of this, I don't want her to be too close to me, because I don't have the capital to chase her.

I know that even in the family, there are many people who like Kaoru, but everyone can express their closeness to her, but I can't.

Decadent? Perhaps, if that would make her disappoint me, it would be a good thing.

I knew that her identity was mysterious, and I didn't ask about it, because I knew better that, in my current situation, I was not qualified to pursue her at all.

In this world of the jungle, if you can't cultivate and become a strong person, it is equivalent to having no qualifications to survive.

I live just because the strong don't bother to do it.

In this year's test, there are many geniuses in the family, and Xiao Mei's realm has broken through to the seventh stage of Dou Qi.

This is indeed an amazing achievement. Although I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, I have to admit that I am also a little relieved that Xiao Mei can have this achievement now.

No matter what, they are all from the Xiao family. Even if she's a very realistic girl, so what?

Perhaps, if she didn't take the initiative to alienate me, I would also take the initiative to alienate her, and my current situation is an abyss.

Angry, not to be, but just a little lost.

It's just that today's encounter with Xun'er gave me a bit of a headache.

That girl, now more beautiful, in front of others, quiet as a fairy in a painting, but in front of me, like a warm sun.

I would have been very happy if it had been otherwise, or when I wasn't in this situation, but right now, I'm not happy.

I don't want her to be too close to me.

Saying this, there may be a feeling of strength, who doesn't have a possessive desire or something, but now I, how can I?

I am also a young person now, and I also have my own impulses, but I know that some impulses may not have good results in the future, and it is better to be ...... now than to suffer both of them at that time

Perhaps it was my selfishness that I didn't explicitly refuse, and I don't know why I was indecisive in this matter.

In the evening, I will let you, listen to my father, tomorrow there will be a distinguished guest. I don't know what kind of guest it is?

It's just that I wonder what is the origin of this distinguished guest, and why he turned to inform me.

Could it be that it has something to do with me?

Or is it here to study my physical condition?

In the past three years, my father has found a lot of people to come to me for treatment, but the effect has not helped.

It was as if the fighting spirit naturally disappeared after entering my body.

No one knows what this is, not even me.

I didn't have much hope in this matter, probably because I was disappointed too much, and I just treated the situation calmly.

There is still one year left, only this last year, if I can't change my fate, then I can only take care of the daily affairs of the family.

In that case, it can be said that there is no more fate between this life and cultivation.

This is the rule of architecture, and even if I am the son of the head of the house, it is impossible to change this rule.

Family rules, that must be followed, otherwise, how to maintain prestige in the family.

Fortunately, the eldest brother and second brother are not like me, although there has been no news of them for many years, but I believe that they must be mixing well now.

I just don't know, where are the eldest brother and second brother now?

I haven't been exposed to the outside world, and to be honest, I'd love to see it.

It's a pity that I don't have that much time right now, and in my last year, I need to work harder!

Because I only have the last year of my time, if there is no progress in this year, then there will be a lot of time to see the outside world.

Even if the outside world is dangerous, I have to go and see it, I don't want to spend my life so plainly.

If I could, I really hoped that after I reached the sixth stage of Dou Qi, I would learn some fighting skills and then go out to practice.

That way, I'll be able to see more of the outside world.

It seems like a waste to persist for so long, but it is just useless persistence!

It's a pity that there aren't so many options to regret, and in that case, we'll only see in a year.

I really hope that during this year, my cultivation can improve by leaps and bounds, even if there is only a small amount of progress, then I will be very happy.

Come on, in the last year, whether you regain the qualifications to cultivate, or become a mortal from now on, it depends on this year.

The seventh stage of Douzhiqi is a very familiar realm for me, but it is also a realm that makes me very desperate.

In one year, can the improvement of the four-stage fighting qi really be done?

Forget it, I don't think about this matter anymore, thinking too much will only increase my troubles, and when I have that time, it is a more important thing to adjust my mentality and continue to cultivate.

Before the age of sixteen, I must return to the seventh stage of Dou Qi!

I even hope to sacrifice my future, as long as it can bring me back to the seventh stage of Dou Qi, even if it makes me die, it is no problem, if not, then I will not be exposed to any bit of Dou Qi in the future!

Of course, if there is no vindictiveness, then the preparation I have made really has no meaning.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a good day, and hopefully, tomorrow will really bring me hope.

Even if there is only a little or a moment of hope.

I, my name is Xiao Yan, my mood is relatively decadent during this time, but I am still working hard, and there is no tribulation that can make me give up chasing my dreams. The overall score is 80 points, out of 100 points.