In the next two days, Zhen Xi basically lay in bed except for eating.

The comic threw himself on the side of the bed, and he didn't feel it at all, and every time he got out of bed, his feet would step on the book.

When his wife saw her son's state, she was even more worried, and asked Zhen Duo, but Zhen Duo couldn't do anything.

Zhen Xi now has a knot in his heart, and if he doesn't untie it, I'm afraid it will be difficult to cheer up.

Zhen Duo can help Zhen Xi channel his psychological thoughts, but he can't help him overcome himself.

Therefore, it is more up to Zhen Xi to defeat himself.

After dinner, Zhen Xi returned to the room again, and his feet suddenly slipped, and he almost fell down.

He lowered his head, it turned out that the plastic seal of a comic book had been broken, and just now the plastic cover was peeled off from the cover, and he didn't step on it solidly.

What a broken comic!

Zhen Xi raised his foot again, wanting to step on it, but saw a young man in ancient costume, holding a sunspot between his fingers, looking at him intently.

He can not care about comics, but he is still reluctant to trample Go under his feet.

The feet slowly fell, Zhen Xi squatted down, picked up the comics on the ground one by one, then turned off the lights and went to bed.

For several days in a row, he had been lying in bed, his sleepiness had long since disappeared, he tossed and turned, he couldn't sleep at all, and his mind was full of pictures of losing to Park Yong-tae.

Zhen Xi was irritable in his heart, but finally sat up from the bed, turned on the bedside lamp, looked around left and right, and saw the comic he had just picked up

"Chess Soul"? I seem to have heard of it......

Zhen Xi took the first volume, opened it and read a few pages, only to remember that he had read this comic two years ago.

At the time, I thought this book was rubbish, but now it seems that it is a different taste.

If you also have Zuowei, you shouldn't lose to Park Yongtai, right? Sure enough, it's still more comfortable...... You don't have to do anything, you can beat your nasty opponents all over the place.

Zhen Xi smiled bitterly in his heart, and at the same time despised himself fiercely, he was not qualified to despise Xiaoguang at all.

Unconsciously, Zhen Xi finished reading the first volume and casually found the second volume.

Hikari was different from what he thought.

At first, he thought that Xiaoguang was just using Zuo Wei's strength to fake the power of the fox...... It turned out that Xiaoguang also wanted to play chess on his own.

But what's the use? In the face of absolute strength, the inner will is not vulnerable at all, and in the end, he still lost to Xiao Liang?

There are more comics on the pillow, and the story told by "Chess Soul" is also read by Zhen Xi.

The moment Xiaoguang entered the dojo, he seemed to see himself as a child.

At that time, he should have been only five years old, followed his father to the dojo, and for the first time he was really exposed to Go, and he didn't know a lot of things, but after a year, he was already able to play against children who were four or five years older than him, and he won and lost against each other, and by the second year, he was already better than some of the students.

Zhen Duo's page by page of "Chess Soul", Xiaoguang's plot in the dojo, coincides with his experience.

Next, it's time for the finale.

Zhen Xi participated in the fixed-stage competition three or four years ago, and seeing this section brought back his memories.

In every game of the fixed-stage competition, the chess players are going all out, and every time they fight, they want to win the final victory.

However, there were wins and losses in the game, and at that time, he was only about 12 years old, and when he met someone stronger than him, there was no way to do it - in the end, he relied on three U13 places to become a professional chess player.

Seeing Yue Zhi hiding in the bathroom alone, knocking on the door of the cubicle over and over again, and reviewing his mistakes, Zhen Xi's eyes were a little moist.

A few years ago, like Yue Zhi, he was unwilling to lose to his opponent, and every time he lost a game of chess, he had to review it with his father.

Since when did he change?

After becoming a professional chess player? Or do you notice that he is the youngest person in the chess academy? Or is it that the winning streak has always made him think that others are inferior to him?

I don't know, I can't remember.

Zhen Xi shook his head, found a comic again, opened it and continued reading.

After Xiaoguang became a professional chess player, he played against Shi Xingyang.

How could Xiaoguang win against Shi Xingyang?

Well? Let's let Zuo Wei come down...... But in this case, Zuo Wei can't exert his strength at all...... It is impossible to win the ......

It was not bad to let Zuo Wei and Shi Xingyang play chess online, and sure enough, it was Zuo Wei who won the game by playing chess.

Zuo Wei is the soul of chess...... There must be talent, hey, this game is so familiar...... By the way, Li Tao asked him with this chess game, haha, he seemed to have reprimanded Li Tao at that time.

It's really funny when I think about it now.

Seeing this, there was a trace of joy in his heart.

Finally, Zhen Xi turned to volume 15, and when Xiaoguang seemed to be asleep, Zuo Wei left Xiaoguang.

The empty room, except for Xiaoguang, there was no one else.

This spread, like a heavy punch, hit him in the heart.

He understands Xiaoguang's feelings, and after losing to Park Yong-tae, it seems that he has lost something important in his heart.

Xiaoguang looked for Zuo Wei, and finally learned about Zuo Wei's past in the library of the chess academy.

"I don't play chess anymore, I let Zuo Wei play all the chess...... So, please go back to the beginning, back to when Sawei and I met! ”

Xiaoguang looked up to the sky and shouted.

"Dad...... I don't want to play chess anymore. ”

Zhen Xi suddenly remembered what he had said a few days ago.

Although the mood is different, Zhen Xi knows that when he said this, he and Xiaoguang's inner feelings were the same, painful, reluctant, and unwilling.

Xiaoguang really gave up Go and became an ordinary student again, trying to keep his distance from Go until Yijiao, who came back from District 11, came to Xiaoguang's house and played a game with Xiaoguang.

"I'm forced to play chess for the sake of Yijiao's career path, and I only play this game, so it should be no problem, right? Zuo Wei, you answer me, where did you go? ”

Xiaoguang called Zuo Wei in his heart, and the black chess in his hand finally landed on the chessboard.

The two people are inseparable, but they both have one feeling, and the other party has become stronger.

Xiaoguang's fingers fell, and in a trance, an antique folding fan coincided with his hand holding Go, pointing to the chessboard.

In an instant, Xiaoguang's tears flowed out involuntarily and fell on the chessboard - I finally found Zuo Wei, who I couldn't find all I couldn't find...... It turned out to be on this chessboard.

Zhen Xi bit her lip, couldn't hold on any longer, and tears burst out of her eyes.

He couldn't tell why these tears flowed, maybe because of this plot, maybe because of such a long time, suppressed heart, or maybe he didn't realize until then that even if he said "I don't want to play chess", deep down in his heart, he still loved Go as deeply as Xiaoguang.

The cry grew louder and louder.

He always thought that he was Shi Liang in "Chess Soul", he had been exposed to Go since he was a child, and he had a great father like Shi Liang, who was called a "genius" since he was a child.

Now, he knows that deep down in his heart, he is actually Jin Tengguang, a willful child who doesn't know how to weigh others, a little smart, but he likes to lose his temper, and at the same time he deeply likes Go.

Jin Tengguang stopped playing chess because there was no Zuo Wei - he wanted Zuo Wei to come back. And Zhen Xi didn't want to play chess because he didn't dare to face himself who failed, but he also wanted to let himself come back, who was once not afraid of anything.

This night, Zhen Xi didn't sleep, just flipped through "Chess Soul" over and over again.