Chapter 314: I don't want to play chess
This year's Spring Festival is exceptionally late, only a week away from March, and even so, the sky of Yanjing is still snowing.
The New Year is coming soon, and the huge Yanjing City has become empty.
The snow outside was enough to cover the ankles, and it was quite inconvenient for people to come and go.
Most of the people are hiding in the house, and if they are okay, they will never go out of the house.
Heating, food, TV and internet couldn't have been more enjoyable.
Zhen Duo stood by the window, looking at the community.
Outside, the world was still white, and everywhere the eye could see, it was covered in a thick layer of snow.
The more he got to this point, the more uneasy he became.
There are still two days to go before the New Year, and Zhen Xi still has no intention of going home.
"It's all you, it's almost a year since I made that phone call to my child, and his days at home have been less than a week! The son was bullied by other people, and there was so much scolding on the Internet, you are a father, and P didn't put one. With you...... I'm fed up! ”
I don't know when, my wife came to Zhen Duo's side and sprinkled the anger in her heart on Zhen Duo's body.
Zhen Duo scolded in a low voice, "Do you think I feel good in my heart? This year, Xiaoxi didn't talk to me, do you know that kind of feeling? ”
"Then you're still arguing with him......"
"Enough, you!" Zhen Duo scolded loudly, his face flushed, "It's true that he is a child, but he is also a man, and he is responsible for what he has said and what he has done!" What we have to do now is not to protect him, but to watch him grow up with our own eyes. I won the Tian Yuan title at the age of 18, how many tournaments have I played since then? How much stress is it undergoing? I didn't come over step by step. Don't want to be scolded? Okay, but just win the game? If you don't have that ability, then endure it! ”
"You...... What are you yelling at me......" The wife was also taken aback when she saw her husband angry.
"Now Xiaoxi's question is not whether to go home for the New Year, but ...... Is he confident that he will continue on the road of Go? ”
"Huh? How can it be so exaggerated? Don't scare me. His wife's face turned pale instantly.
"You know what? After he returned from the Han Kingdom, he won less and lost more. The chess academy only had a qualifier for a tournament a few days ago, and he lost in the first round. Before, Xiaoxi was praised too highly, what 'the first person to go in the future of China', what 'the leader of youth Go'. When he fell, he experienced far more pain than anyone else. It's not terrible to lose the game, what I'm afraid of is ......" Zhen Duo patted his chest, "I'm afraid of losing all my heart." Now, it's up to him to see if he can get over it. ”
The wife opened her mouth, then immediately went back to the house, took out her mobile phone, and couldn't wait to dial her son's number.
It took a few beeps on the phone before the voice came out.
"Mom......"
The voice is weak.
"I don't care what happens to you, you have to come back today! I want to see you! The wife snapped.
There was silence on the phone.
Zhen Duo and his wife glanced at each other, and were thinking about whether to take the mobile phone, but they heard an "um" sound from the microphone.
After hanging up the phone, his wife said to Zhen Duo: "I'm going to cook, don't irritate him." He says whatever he says, and you have to let him. ”
Zhen Duo nodded.
He can't do anything about his wife and Xiaoxi, but if he can reconcile with his son, there's nothing wrong with taking a step back.
In the evening, Zhen Xi dragged his tired body and knocked on the door.
The moment his wife saw her son, she hugged Zhen Xi in her arms.
Zhen Xi struggled away, "Mom, I'm an adult." ”
"Okay, you're an adult...... Come on, Mom made you your favorite shredded pork and boiled fish in Beijing sauce, hurry up and eat it while it's hot. ”
Zhen Xi's eyes fell on Zhen Duo, the two looked at each other, and Zhen Xi hurriedly lowered his head again.
At the dinner table, Zhen Xi took chopsticks, just took a few rice grains and put them in his mouth, without the slightest appetite.
"What's wrong? Not tasty? ”
Zhen Xi shook his head and put down his chopsticks, "It's delicious...... Me, Dad...... I don't want to play chess anymore. ”
Yes?
Zhen Duo and his wife were stunned, and their minds were blank.
"I'm done." Zhen Xi stood up, didn't say a word, and returned to his room.
Seeing the door closed, his wife pulled Zhen Duo's clothes, "This...... What to do? ”
Zhen Duo rubbed his temples, "If you don't go down, you won't go down, right?" ”
"That'...... What will he rely on to eat in the future? In order to learn Go, I have fallen so far in class, and I may not be able to pass the two books. The wife panicked.
Zhen Duo shook his head, "Didn't you say that you want me to let him?" ”
"But I didn't say anything, you want him to do anything? Hurry up and figure it out! His wife slapped Zhen Duo angrily.
"What's so good about it?" Zhen Duo's mind was a mess.
"What about the dean? Is there anything he can do? "The wife has no master.
Zhen Duo shook his head.
"From last year to this year, I didn't say a word. Right now...... Xiaoxi is about to give up playing chess, what will he do in the future? The wife sighed lamentingly.
Zhen Duo stood up suddenly, walked towards the bedroom, and after a short time, he came out of the room wearing cotton clothes.
"What are you doing?"
"I'll go out for a walk and I'll be back in a moment." Zhen Duo didn't say much, opened the door, and left the house.
After Zhen Xi entered the bedroom, he didn't take off his clothes, so he lay down in the bed.
His mind was very messy just now, and the sentence "I don't want to play chess" blurted out somehow.
Does he really not want to play chess? Of course not.
However, since losing to Park Yongtai, to be precise, in the third game, he has been wrong.
In the last game, he wanted to go all out, but he didn't know why, he lost in a daze, and what made him even more unacceptable was that he lost so badly that he had no power to resist.
Since then, it was as if he had lost something in his heart, and he no longer had the momentum.
Every time I go to sleep, my mind is thinking about that game of chess...... It takes a long time to fall asleep every day.
He wanted to play chess, but now he couldn't win against his opponent at all.
Thinking wildly, unconsciously, Zhen Xi's consciousness gradually blurred, and I don't know when, there was a knock on the door.
"Can I come in?"
It was Zhen Duo's voice.
"Hmm." Zhen Xi answered, and the voice seemed to come out of his nostrils.
The door turned on and the room lit up.
Zhen Xi opened his eyes and looked at Zhen Duo, only to see him sweating profusely and carrying a white transparent bag.
"I know you're feeling sick right now. I bought you a set of comics, which is related to Go, and when you have nothing to do, you can take a look at it. Wait for two days, you are in a good mood, we will have a good chat, when the time comes, I will listen to your thoughts, and then, talk about your future plans. Zhen Duo put the bag on the bedside table, glanced at Zhen Xi who was curled up, sighed, and turned around to leave the room.
Caricature? How can I be in the mood to read comics?
Zhen Xi reluctantly sat up straight, glanced at the cover, and a child looked at him with a smile.
Even you laugh at me? Get lost!
Zhen Xi casually pushed a stack of comics to the ground, got into the quilt again, and covered his head with the quilt.