"But I gradually found out that this is not the case, because after junior high school, the classmates in the class are from various elementary schools, at that time, many men in the class wrote love letters to Luo Yuhan, and there were also secret rumors behind me that they liked Luo Yuhan and the like, I gradually felt as if I was going to lose something Yes, because I felt that Luo Yuhan was becoming more and more distant from me, and he was no longer with me after school, at that time I was very inferior, but I couldn't say anything about all this!

"When I was in the first year of junior high school, there were many people in the class playing League of Legends, in fact, I didn't play games at that time, but I watched a lot of men in the class playing, and Luo Yuhan often played with them, I felt that I had to play, otherwise I would definitely lose her, and in that year my dad was arrested, I don't know who spread this matter to the class, and then the whole class spread, saying that I was a prisoner of labor reform, and even some people said that my dad was guilty of rape and went in, at that time I even had the heart to die, I told you about this before, but I survived, and then I continued to go back to school, also because of Luo Yuhan!

"Because if I don't study, she will definitely be snatched away, so I have to study in school, but at that time I felt extremely inferior, especially in front of Luo Yuhan, whenever someone mentioned that my father was a labor prisoner, I didn't know what to do! I can only endure it, laugh, and pretend it doesn't matter!

At the beginning of the first semester, a rich child, Xu Xing, was transferred to the class, and Luo Yuhan's grades in the class were relatively good, and the teacher was afraid that Xu Xingxin's study would not be able to keep up, which may also be because his family was very rich, so the teacher asked him to sit next to Luo Yuhan. 【Latest chapter reading. 】

"At that time, Xu Xing was very good to Luo Yuhan, and brought her all kinds of special snacks and snacks brought back from outside every day, and then took Luo Yuhan to the Internet café to open the black when he was out of school, you think that at that time I lol was only level 18! Xu Xing is already gold, at that time Xu Xing was a recognized god in the class, I used to remember that I had been assisting Luo Yuhan, at that time I loved to play with stones, this was the first hero I bought, because at that time I thought this hero was more meaty, I could help Luo Yuhan who played ADC to bear damage, and then I could protect her all the time.

"Later, Xu Xing came, he played ADC, Luo Yuhan asked me to play a single stone man, and then Luo Yuhan played auxiliary, Xu Xing played ADC, at that time, I gradually felt a little wrong, I helped my game ID to change to a stone that would hurt, I hope Luo Yuhan can understand something, although I used to be an assistant no matter how badly I was beaten it would not hurt, but now I seem to have become a stone that will hurt, every time I see Luo Yuhan and Xu Xing talking and laughing on the next road, I am sad, And every time I hear Luo Yuhan screaming for help, how I want to press the teleport and fly down, tell her not to forget that I am still there, and whenever I am about to press the teleport, I will hear Xu Xing's extremely confident voice, don't be afraid! I'm coming! With hatred in my eyes, I would withdraw my fingers that had been pressed on the teleportation button.

"If you were in S3 at the time! You may come across a stone that has never teleported down, because his name is the Stone That Hurts.

"Although I often thought about it in my mind at that time, I firmly believe that I have known Luo Yuhan for so long, and the foundation of our relationship for so many years is here, and that Xu Xing has only known each other for less than a month, and Luo Yuhan has been so good to me since she was a child, I believe that she will not leave me, because she is the person I believed in the world the most at that time, but I didn't expect that the person I believed in the most in this world helped me become the stupidest person.

"I remember one day Luo Yuhan suddenly said to me! Her father was seriously ill, Xu Xing's uncle was the attending doctor of the hospital, said that Xu Xing had to let himself be his girlfriend, so he could be admitted to the hospital as a special family treatment, I was stunned when I heard the news, and then Luo Yuhan was extremely anxious in front of me and said that he didn't know what to do, and then Xu Xing found me at that time and said to me!

She said! I heard that Luo Yuhan is your girlfriend? I seem to know this, but I also like her, now her father is seriously ill, as long as he becomes my girlfriend, my uncle is the attending doctor of a hospital, and Luo Yuhan's father can be admitted to the hospital as a special family member, of course, if you have that relative who is also the attending doctor, you can also take it over for treatment first.

"At that time, I was a child with low self-esteem and helplessness since childhood, I was not wrong at all in the face of this matter, I couldn't even save my dad, how could I save Luo Yuhan's dad, at that moment helpless self-blame and pessimism filled my heart, I love Luo Yuhan very much, I really love and love, she accompanied me throughout my childhood, the bleakest time, smeared my childhood with color, and now she encountered such a critical matter, I was so powerless, at that time I was anxious to cry, I can't lose Luo Yuhan, and I can't let Luo Yuhan lose her father.

At that time, Xu Xing looked at me and was about to cry, but he pretended to be pitiful and said!

"So be it! That's it! I feel a little cruel to you, so I'll find a fair reason for you! As long as you can beat me, I choose random heroes, you choose your best hero, you win and I let my uncle take Luo Yuhan's father to see a doctor with special family treatment, and then Luo Yuhan belongs to you, and I will keep my distance from her from now on, if you lose! I also see her father's illness, but Luo Yuhan belongs to me, not to you, understand? ”

"Did you say yes? Did you say yes? ”

Su Duoduo stared at me with big eyes and asked curiously!

"Can I not say yes? Do I have the right to bargain as a person who is spurned by others, has no love from my parents, and has no friends? I just want to make my last effort to keep the only color in my life. ”

"At that time, Luo Yuhan knew that I agreed, and scolded me for being neurotic, how to take this game, at that time I also assured her that I chose my best, he chose random, I have a great chance to win, no matter if I win or lose, as long as I take the game, he will promise to take your father to the doctor!"

"So at that time, a few days away from the solo competition, you didn't stop training, because I felt that I couldn't lose, I lost Luo Yuhan and lost everything, she was my whole world at that time, and I will never forget, the afternoon when I cried in the Internet café, in the ridicule of others, I cried heartbreakingly in disdain, I lost not only love, but also my dignity and everything, I'm sorry Luo Yuhan, I don't have her, I don't have a home, I have nothing!

"During that time, I was the walking dead every day, I only looked at the only photo of me and Luo Yuhan in a daze, it was I who buried my love with my own hands, and then Xu Xing was going to study abroad, Luo Yuhan also followed, at that time I remember when I went to see her off, she always emphasized that I was a friend, and that sentence doesn't matter, we are just friends, so there will be no reason to separate, but occasionally I will ask myself if I have made enough trouble, has that song been enough, it is a song that accompanies me all the time at that time, And the gray avatar that Xu Song sang back then is more like singing me, because it didn't take long for Luo Yuhan's gray avatar to stop beating, even if it was a simple greeting, you won't be able to find her in my list later! ”

"I finally know now why you hate people who bet on love and affection with e-sports, because you are a victim, that's why you will be heartbroken, and you will help me, right?"

Su Duoduo didn't know when tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and said!

"That's right! I said that no one can come to desecrate e-sports, and the pain in this is only understood by those who have experienced it, so those who want to gamble on e-sports at every turn, I often hate the most, and I will let them feel the pain personally. ”

"But what I want to make you more painful is that you have been buried in the dark for the past two years, and they have been lying to you, that Luo Yuhan's father's illness is completely false, and Xu Xing deliberately fabricated it to deceive you, shouldn't this be what he said in the private room just now?