When I turned my head in disbelief, Su Duoduo's face full of tears but with a smile appeared in my sight.

"I don't want you to be alone, I don't want you to be alone in the sea of people, I don't want you to walk through the wind and rain alone, I don't want you to be alone, bear the cruelty of the world, I don't want tears to accompany you to eternity" - Mayday "I don't want to let you be alone"

"You! Didn't you sleep? How did you end up here? ”

I shook my head and thought I was hallucinating!

"I'm here to take you home! It's the first time I've seen you cry! ”

Su Duoduo looked at me and said with teary eyes!

"I didn't cry! It's rain! ”

I hurriedly wiped my face and barely squeezed out a smile!

"I know it's rain, but it's also mixed with tears, and I've been watching you silently behind you since you came out of the room,"

Listening to Su Duoduo say this, my whole person was stunned for a moment, it seems that she should know all this, and when I talked to Avi, she may not have fallen asleep at all, but this Su Duoduo came out, why didn't Avi call me to tell it! ”

"Don't you cry, okay? Watching you cry, I don't know how! I'm so sad! ”

Saying that, Su Duoduo said with a little choked up! Then he held an umbrella in one hand and took out a tissue in the other to wipe my tears.

I don't know why Su Duoduo didn't help me wipe my tears, but I wanted to cry even more, from childhood to adulthood, I basically didn't care about me anymore since my grandmother passed away, although I have always been strong, but I am strong I am always just a 17-year-old child, and when I am most injured at the moment, the most need for someone to accompany me, at least one person is standing beside me, although it is windy and raining around, but she is willing to hold an umbrella for me with one hand, and wipe my tears with one hand, I am very happy!

"Thank you!"

I squeezed out a wry smile with difficulty!

"Let's go back!"

"Yes!"

I choked up and nodded!

"Don't buy liquor!"

In front of a 24-hour supermarket, Su Duoduo said to me with some worry!

"I'll just drink a little if it's okay, if I don't drink it, I won't be able to sleep tonight!"

As I spoke, I took two packets of peanuts, two bags of beef jerky, and a white and a beer and gave money.

"Then you're in that bottle of beer! I'll drink with you! ”

Saying that, Su Duoduo pointed to the beer over there! Then I didn't refuse and took a bottle as well.

When I opened Avi's room, I found that there was already snoring in the room.

"Go to my room!"

Su Duoduo whispered! I had no choice but to follow, after all, I was afraid of waking up Avi.

"You ran out with you, Avi doesn't know?"

I asked curiously as I walked!

"He doesn't know! I waited for him to go back to the room before I chased him out, after all, I knew you had said that Dreamy Haldy, so I took a taxi over, and when I just arrived, I found that you were buying cigarettes at the supermarket next door! ”

Su Duoduo replied honestly!

I felt quite ashamed to hear Su Duoduo say this, I never thought that this guy would follow me, and I wanted to see people's hearts, but I didn't find her.

"And where did you get the umbrella?"

I then asked curiously!

"I bought it from the supermarket next door! I saw you crying like a tearful man yes came out, and you didn't care about the rain outside, so I bought an umbrella at the supermarket next to me and chased after you. ”

"I'm sorry! Let you see the joke! ”

I walked into Su Duoduo's room and said!

"That's all you need, go take a shower! Look you're soaking wet! Go take a hot shower or you'll catch a cold! ”

As soon as I entered the house, Su Duoduo hurriedly said to me! Then he handed me the bath towel while helping! And I looked at myself who was soaking wet and standing in front of the mirror embarrassed, and finally understood that the person who can accompany you in your embarrassment is the most real person.

I took the bath towel into the toilet, I desperately washed myself, trying to wash away those unwilling and painful pasts, but what I just experienced, it seems so difficult to forget all at once.

After taking a shower, I looked at myself in the mirror, I felt so haggard, I walked out of the room, and saw Su Duoduo sitting on the bed in a daze, and when I came out, she immediately showed a smile and said!

"I feel more energetic all of a sudden! Come on! I have wine! You can tell your story! ”

I walked straight to the sofa with a bath towel, then opened two beers and tore the beef jerky in the bag, threw a few in my mouth, and drank the spirits.

"You can't just drink beer, don't drink liquor! I see you drinking liquor, I'm a little scared! ”

Suddenly, Su Duoduo lowered his head and said!

"If you're scared, go to sleep! You're tired today, too! Rest assured! I don't mess around when I'm drunk! And I'm in this mood at the moment..."

"I didn't mean that, I'm just afraid you're going to get drunk! I know you're not that kind of person! That's right! Tell us about you and her! I also saw that woman today, she doesn't look like a country or a city! But why would she help you become obsessed with the way you are! ”

Su Duoduo asked curiously!

I poured another sip of wine into my stomach!

"You really want to hear it?"

"That's right! That's right! I asked you last time I was in the office! But I don't tell anyone about it, and today things have come to this point, you can also say it! After all, this scar of yours has been lifted again, and I'm not sprinkling salt on it at the moment! ”

Su Duoduo looked at me and couldn't wait to say!

No one listened to the pain I had been holding back in my heart, but it was Su Duoduo who continued to listen to me.

As I spoke, I lit a cigarette and slowly recalled it in my mind!

"I have known her since I was a child, that is, Luo Yuhan, and at that time, in principle, it can be said that I am a childhood sweetheart! I remember when I was in elementary school, I guess I was in the 2nd or 3rd grade! Almost every morning when I went to school, I would call her to go to class together, and at that time, I had to pass by Luo Yuhan's house every day when I went to school, and she was very afraid of dogs at that time, because there would be many stray dogs on the road to elementary school, and I always picked up a stick to protect her by her side.

"She was very good to me, at that time my dad rarely came home or took care of me, and every time I saw other friends have spicy snacks to eat, I only watched from afar, sometimes greedy, and would ask people to eat, but people would tell me to go! And Luo Yuhan will take the spicy strips she bought, what a pig baby, Tang raw meat! Beef tendon for me to eat, and even sometimes she has a dollar, she will share 5 cents for me to use, basically her summer Want Want Broken Ice Ice, will give me half of it, to be honest, at that time we didn't even have a TV at home, the most popular in that era was Digimon, four-wheel drive brothers, I would go to Luo Yuhan and their house to watch, at that time their family seemed to be quite rich.

"Anyway, I felt so happy at that time! Although I don't have my parents, but I have Luo Yuhan with me, I have something unhappy, and sad things can tell her, she will always smile and comfort me, I remember that time I took her to Peach Blossom Mountain to steal peaches, we sat under the peach tree, looking at the sunset in the distance, I said to her that sentence buried in my heart for a long time, I asked her can be my girlfriend? I'm going to protect her for the rest of my life.

"At that time, she was still wearing a ponytail and a red scarf, she actually smiled and agreed, and said that you can justifiably take half of my snacks, and then stood up and ran a little shyly, after all, I was going back to eat in a hurry, at that time, I felt sweeter than eating honey, because I have a girlfriend, and Luo Yuhan belongs to me alone, I will make a lot of money to buy snacks for her in the future!"

"Time flies, girls develop faster than boys, I don't know if it's because I'm malnourished and didn't eat well or because of what, anyway, when I was in junior high school, Luo Yuhan changed very quickly, the once wild girl became a little beauty in the class, and she also learned to dress up, and she was dressed very foreign, Luo Yuhan at that time was almost half a head taller than me, and she was one of the best beauties in the class, at that time! I was also extremely happy in my heart, because I thought that Luo Yuhan was my girlfriend, she was beautiful, and my face was bright!