[52] Love for You Builds the Whole of My Present Self (II)

I slowly continued to flip through Ling's diary.

From the beginning of 900 days, I continued to look backwards - looking at my diary after my "breakup" with Ling.

[Today is the 930th day that I have loved my brother, my brother and I have now become normal brothers and sisters, and we never kiss again, and I also thought about giving up, but in my heart...... I can't forget the urge I felt like I was in love with my brother. 】

[Today is the thousandth day I love my brother, the love I am talking about has always been in love with my brother in the way of lovers, I want to marry him, I don't want to be his sister for life! Why does the world ...... Why is it so cruel.....]

[Maybe brother and sister are like this, even if they have the most intimate and sincere encounter, they have to smile and turn around and say goodbye......]

I looked at Ling's diary for about a thousand days.

Compared with before, her font is also better-looking, and her language has gradually matured.

A thousand days later, she was still struggling with my relationship.

What touched my heartstrings the most was the sentence "Turn around and say goodbye", written in the position of the one thousand and one nights, that day was not dated, but there was a sentence that looked very sad, written alone between the first and one thousand and second days.

My gaze lingered for a moment on the words written in the Thousand and One Nights, but I quickly continued to look down.

[Today is the 1,200th day that I love my brother, my brother has been a little abnormal recently, it seems that he often feels fear, fear, and will run away from me, is he in any danger.....]

I looked at Ling's words, oh, if you calculate it, it was about ten years old at that time, and it was also the time when the second personality awakened, I was a secret from Ling when I first woke up, but I didn't expect that the delicate Ling had already seen all this, and secretly worried about me.

[Today is the 1,230th day that I love my brother, my brother told me the secret that he has the ability of a second personality, and the Chamber of Commerce will train him because of this, and he will have less time to go home, I hate my mother, I hate my father, and I hate the people of the Chamber of Commerce...... You are not with me, and now you are going to take my brother away from me....brother, don't go. 】

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I looked at Ling's diary for this day and was speechless for a long time.

[Today is the 1,245th day that I have loved my brother, my brother is not at home, and he is so lonely alone]

[Today is the 1,252nd day I have loved my brother, my brother is not at home, and he is so lonely]

[Today is the 1,259th day I love my brother, my brother is not at home, so lonely]

[Today is the 1266th day I have loved my brother, my brother is not at home, and I am so lonely alone]

[Today is the 1273rd day I love my brother, my brother is not at home, and he is so lonely]

Gradually, I noticed a phenomenon in the book.

From every Friday when I was going to the Chamber of Commerce to train, she would record that I was not at home and then write about my loneliness.

Every week she has a day when she locks herself in her room alone, and she has a day when she endures loneliness.

[Today is the 1,300th day I love my brother, I want to get power, I want to get the power of my brother's second personality, I want to be by my brother's side..... I want to be with him.....]

Then, I noticed this sentence written by 1,300 Tianling.

Her second personality also said: Ling's awakening is mainly because of me, I am often away from home because of the second personality performing tasks and other reasons, and she endures loneliness and loneliness at home alone, which exacerbates the speed of her second personality awakening.

"Abominable ......"

I couldn't help but sink my fingertips into the journal's paper.

I seemed to see a girl with two ponytails, dressed in white, holding her legs, curled up in the corner of the room and crying every night.

At that time, I was undergoing all kinds of training that could cost me my life, and Ling had to worry and fear me every night.

"Ling ......"

I gritted my teeth, lowered my head very guiltily, and then kept turning the pages quickly, and in the next four or five years, nearly two thousand days of love for me were slowly recorded-

[Today is the 1930th day that I love my brother, and my brother and I have graduated from elementary school]

[Today is the 3,000th day of my love for my brother, my brother and I have graduated from junior high school, and the two of us will go to high school]

"Wow, Wow, Wow, Wow, Wow......."

I quickly flipped through my journal and scanned her diary full of love for me at a glance - finally, it was time for high school.

I was slightly stunned, high school, and then it's the latest thing.

Will Ling still like me lately?

With that in mind, I continued to open the diary.

[Today is the 3,107th day that I love my brother, and we went to high school-Yangyue Provincial Experimental High School, but because of my fever, I didn't go to military training, I hope my brother pays attention to safety during military training, and doesn't suffer from heat stroke, well, I hope she doesn't mess with girls just after school starts.....]

This is the diary of Ling on September 1 last year.

The handwriting is already quite clear and beautiful.

But she is really not frank, remember that before I went to military training, she didn't say a word to me, but in her diary she was so worried?

I couldn't help but smile slightly, feeling the warmth that Ling brought to me.

[Today is the 3,135th day that I have loved my brother, brother... Stupid stupid stupid....He actually met the school flower a month after the start of school, and the school flower still wants to come home with him today, hum~ That girl is not cute, there must be a lot of boyfriends behind the scenes who want to cheat on his brother.....]

When I read this, I couldn't help but feel a little nostalgic.

This is..... Ling wrote it when the cat first came to me that day?

Dizzy, she was really hostile to cats at that time, but then she became friends.

[Today is the 3,136th day that I love my brother, my brother wants to establish a club, hum, in order not to let this guy be alone, I will help him, I am the most magnanimous sister, obviously he often leaves me alone..... I don't want him to ......be alone]

Then I saw this sentence and my eyes were a little red.

Cold.....

I lowered my head, silently remembered the emotion, and continued to turn the page.

[Today is the 3,145th day that I have loved my brother, today the club held an event for the first time, we are playing truth or dare, my brother is stupid..... I have always regarded me as a sister, I have forgotten our first love for a long time, hum, decided, we will call him God in the future, we have to use the name to match, although I know that it is unrealistic to consider this now, but I am still looking forward to it, one day I can marry him, and I have been with him .....]

When I saw Ling's words, I was stunned.

I see......

That's why she called me "God.....

It's not because you hate me.

It's because you love me.

[Today is the 3,170th day that I have loved my brother, and we went to the swimsuit shop with everyone in the club, and that pervert said that my swimsuit was beautiful..... By the way, now I have a good relationship with Maomao and other girls, they are all very good girls, but it is absolutely impossible to give my brother to them! 】

[Today I went to the locker room with my brother to change clothes, and that stupid guy said that we can only be brothers and sisters again....]

[Today, our club is a great success in acting.... But did my brother marry Ruri in the end? 】

[Today, Xue Yuehua is back again, and today's idol is the child back then....she, is she coming to rob her brother again? Don't .....】

[Today, my brother and Xue Yuehua's relationship was announced, but my brother doesn't seem to have any memory of Xue Yuehua, is there a secret? ] 】

[Today, my brother and Xue Yuehua went on a date]

[Today, my brother is back, and I was injured a few days ago, and I'm worried... I haven't had a good Christmas together]

[Today is the first day of winter vacation]

[Today, I am going to Yanxue Town for a vacation with everyone and my brother in the club]

I kept flipping through Ling's diary, as if I was flipping through my own memories.

As of now: 3,290 days, Ling has been recording a love diary for me.

In the middle, she also has times when she is sick or in a hurry, but she will make up for it later, and then carefully note it.

For more than 3,000 days, the love for me has not changed for a single day.

Ten years, I have long forgotten the marriage contract that I promised that year.

In the past ten years, Ling's font has changed from crooked to juanxiu, her words have changed from naΓ―ve to mature, from gentle and frank to arrogant and unfrank.

But it hasn't changed.

She always remembered every day she had walked with me.

There are sorrows, and there are happiness.

There are those who are painful, and there are those who are happy.

I forgot, she remembered all this for me, and not a day fell.

And Huang Fuxie, so far, has never appeared in her diary.

Her love was unreservedly given to me from the beginning, a brother who could not have married her.

[Today, it is the 3,510th day that I love my brother, Huang Fuxie, my fiancΓ© is here, although I don't want to marry him at all, but if he is there, let my brother be jealous and realize how important I am~]

Ling's diary is recent.

Uh, I can't help but be a little speechless, hey, sister, you can't help but have a little black belly, are you blushing at Huangfu Xie, calling Brother Xie to pretend to show me, and then observe my unhappy expression....

I sighed speechlessly.

[Today, it is the 3,523rd day that I love my brother, and Huang Fuxie has a very romantic dinner today.... He's a nice guy, but unfortunately he doesn't feel it.]

[Today, it's the 3,534th day that I've loved my brother, brother, my brother has actually developed to this point with cats, and he still hides it from me! ] 】

[Today is the 3,535th day that I have loved my brother, and when I was most critical, it was Huang Fuxie who saved me instead of my brother, which is a pity......]

[Today is the 3,546th day that I have loved my brother, after seven years, my brother has opened his mind and invited me to date again, so happy, so happy, Ling's big victory! 】

As I read her words, my heart felt as if I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and countless emotions accumulated in my chest.

Ling has always loved me....

Thinking like this, happiness and a touch of sadness and regret overflowed my heart.

But.... After these three thousand five hundred and forty-six days came .....

It's about the awakening of Ling's second personality.

That day, I seemed to have said something very excessive at her door.

I didn't understand her mind at all, and I felt that her love for me was just an impulse.

And these more than 3,000 days of love diary are a good proof of my mistake, she has always loved me.

I said to her that day: we can't be together, we just fall in love on the spur of the moment.

What does Ling think?

I thought about it and wanted to know what she thought about what I had done that day.

I guess I can write a diary...

Thinking so, I couldn't wait to open the next page of the diary -