"Is that how it ends? Don't~ Why do you want to separate, he actually loves her too......"

"Is there anything else? Looking forward to it, I don't want to end sadly......"

"How many ...... are these tears?"

"When will the TV series be released?"

……

Flip down the reader's comments one by one, until a message signed by Xue enters Ruan En's eyes.

"After being recommended by a colleague, I was involuntarily fascinated. The heroine is based on my best friend, and some of her experiences are similar to hers. I think she'd appreciate you too, if she's still around. ”

For some reason, the first thought in Ruan En's mind was: He Xue.

So he restrained the excitement in his heart and tapped his fingers on the keyboard: There is such a coincidence, can I know her name?

The other party happened to be online, and it didn't take long to reply. However, the tone seemed to be reluctant to mention too much, only two short words: Ruan En.

Really.

Although he wrote his own novels, he could reunite with his old friends in such a way, but Ruan En never thought about it. At the beginning, I just wanted to say goodbye to my past self completely, and I didn't want to be affected by those trivial things anymore, so I didn't contact anyone, and then I didn't dare to contact him.

Xiaoxue must have accepted the fact that she had left, right? The sadness is over. If she is still healthy and intact, she will choose to get in touch with her. But at the moment, the voice is lost, and meeting again will only make the other party sad again. And now, she can know about her friend's current situation in this way, how can she not be happy.

So the two chatted without a word.

In that accident, Ruan En's injuries were not too serious, but he was still in a coma for more than a month, and he was already in the United States when he woke up. The first moment I opened my eyes, I unconsciously looked for someone's figure, but when I turned my head, I only saw a similar mold.

The other party didn't have any extra words, just a faint statement: You are awake.

She nodded, and asked half-loudly, "What about him?"

Gu Ren didn't answer, his five fingers bent stiffly a few times, and finally picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, and an entertainment news was playing on the screen. Aiming sharply at the protagonist on the screen, Ruan En quickly grabbed the remote control and turned up the volume, and the narrator's words fell into her ears one by one.

"Gu Xiliang, the president of Gu's who was injured in a car accident, has recovered and been discharged from the hospital a few days ago, and attended a business banquet with his beloved wife......"

Her hand holding the remote control hung down weakly.

has not shown up much, and coupled with the similarity between himself and He Yishu, it is normal to be mistaken by the outside world. And the divorce agreement has been signed, so what identity and qualification does she have to question who he is with? But the boundless sourness in her heart was still about to drown Ruan En's head, and she pulled out a wry smile, as if she was talking to Gu Ren, and as if talking to herself.

"I can't beat her after all."

When the man heard this, both his body and his mind were greatly shaken. I can't help but wonder, is this the right thing to do? didn't want her to stay by Gu Xiliang's side anymore and get hurt, so he hid it from everyone, and told all the lies to take her away. Some people say: You can betray the whole world because of the word love. He used to scoff at it, but now he believes it.

Almost without thinking, he spoke to the girl.

"I told him you died in that accident."

Gu Ren was smart, and in order to avoid some possible consequences, he confessed half of the truth to Ruan En. Ruan En was completely shocked, her pupils dilated infinitely and stared at him, but Gu Ren continued to speak.

"I don't know if it's right or wrong. But Ruan Ruan, you actually know very well in your heart who the person he chooses in the end will be the one who willingly signs the divorce agreement. The news just now says it all. No one can tell the difference between you and Yishu, but he won't admit his mistake. You died unexpectedly, but he can devote himself to another relationship in a short period of time, which can only prove that what I said at the beginning was right, Xiliang may have feelings for you, but it is definitely not as good as one ten-thousandth of Yishu. ”

"It's not that you're not good enough, it's that he doesn't love enough."

Concealing the most important part, he didn't tell her that Gu Xiliang had amnesia, and let Ruan En follow his words to conjecture. Noticing the girl's paler face, Gu Ren understood that his goal had been achieved.

The feeling of being scarred is like sowing seeds in a barren land. It's just that Ruan En doesn't know if this desert in his heart can grow bright flowers.

Holding back the tears in her eyes, she suddenly remembered something and became excited. Forgetting that he was on an intravenous drip, he grabbed the arm of the person next to him with one hand, stroked his abdomen with the other, turned his face and kept asking.

"What about the kids? Nothing! ”

……

Then the gaze that had been staring at her slowly turned away, and she understood.

God, what the hell did she do!

At that time, the situation was urgent, Ruan En just reflexively stepped forward, she was afraid that He Yishu would be injured, and Gu Xiliang's heart would not be at peace. didn't think about the consequences of doing so, and even really killed her. It's just that luck, the opponent's marksmanship is not accurate, and he didn't hurt important parts, but he indirectly strangled his own flesh and bones. She's selfish, she doesn't deserve to be a mother, she deserves hell.

As if there was only one person left in the world, the tears that he had endured for a long time finally burst out. Ruan En sat on the hospital bed and cried loudly regardless of it, crying for the first time in his memory. Gu Xiliang's outline flashed in her mind, and what the child would look like in the future that she had imagined alone.

Girls will be like princesses, and they may be spoiled by her to be a little delicate. As for boys, of course, they must be like the father of the child, behave decently, and be popular.

The more I thought about it, the harder I cried.

Gu Ren, who was sitting next to the hospital bed, stretched out a hand to put Ruan En's head on her broad shoulder, let her grab the cups on both sides of the bed, rubbed a lot of tears and snot on her suit, and listened to her muttering in her mouth.

"That's not what I thought before...... No one loves me, no one wants me. ”

What an embarrassment and self-inflicted humiliation it is to give your heart to no one to receive it.

And for a moment, the voice belonging to the male sounded in the empty hospital room, and it sounded loudly.

"I love you."

"I want you."

The girl still didn't stop crying, and the sobbing sound became louder and louder, as if she didn't listen to the man's words.

Gu Ren took a deep breath and decided not to hide the feelings that were about to overflow. He wrenched her shoulders and forced her to face herself, very cautiously.

"Ruan En, do you know? I have been walking the long road of life alone, I have seen the most beautiful scenery, I have stood in the highest place, and I have seen thousands of forms of love. But after walking for so many years, the moment I met you, the moment you grabbed my hand, I suddenly realized that my pulse could also calm down and beat violently. When you laugh, when you are drunk, when you cry, this heart is shouting all the time, and the place it wants to stay most is your heart. ”

"Ruan Ruan, I love you, I want you."

"So, please open the door to me, okay? For the sake of how long I've been gone. ”

As time passed, Ruan En finally understood what the other party meant, and she slowly lifted her head from the man's shoulder. Turning his face to meet his, he opened his mouth, but he could not answer.

Is there a man in the world who will save you from fire and water when you need it most? He doesn't necessarily play an angel, but he is willing to become a demon despised by everyone for you. If there is such a person, should you cherish him?

But the incoherence of fate is like this, so that everyone is strange, familiar, and then separated. You feel that the most right love in your life often does not meet the person you think is the most right. Or maybe you meet the right person, the thing called love, but you may not be willing to give it to him.