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That's when I couldn't speak.

Gu Ren invited many experts to consult Ruan En, but the result was that they all died of no illness.

"After microwave scanning, Miss Nguyen's vocal cords were not damaged in the slightest."

"If you have been severely injured before, it is also possible that the congestion has compressed the nerve that transmits the voice, but there is no abnormality on the whole body tomography."

Almost all the authorities could not say why, and then came to a unified conclusion: perhaps the patient's subconscious emotions were responsible, and the heart disease also required heart medicine.

couldn't bear to see Ruan En anymore being tortured back and forth by various instruments and pills every day, so Gu Ren gave up the treatment and took her back to his villa.

In the beginning, Nguyen would be inexplicably irritable and severely anorexic.

From escaping death, to seeing his beloved and other women living together, to the loss of his beloved son, and finally no matter how hard he tried to babble, his whole throat just couldn't make a sound.

No one can accept such a heavy blow at once, so there will be such abnormal behavior, Gu Ren thought, this is understandable.

But it's hard to imagine that a person who was once as gentle as a well-behaved Persian cat occasionally gets emotional, and smashes the crystal cups and trays in the room. Gu Ren hired two Chinese maids to take care of her and a Taiwanese cook, afraid that if she wanted to eat hometown food one day but didn't have to, she would lose her temper. Even so, every time he left the house, he couldn't help but start worrying.

Did she eat properly? Are you in a bad mood? Do you hurt yourself when you're angry?

Thinking about it this way, the final result is that Gu Renren is in the company, but his heart doesn't know where to fly. In the end, he simply took the necessary official work home and accompanied Ruan En to take care of it. Every time she eats, she has to try to coax Gu Ren and the maid to think of it, like coaxing a child, she is willing to swallow some liquid food, but she can eat very little.

What made Gu Ren really angry was that one day, Ruan En didn't know why he started to play tricks again, he didn't enter for two consecutive days, and locked the bedroom door from the inside, causing a group of people to be unable to open the key even if they had it, and they were so anxious that they kicked their feet. The two maids were afraid that their husband would be angry with them, so they lost this golden job, so they clapped their hands outside the door and their hands were about to be red and swollen, and the people inside just didn't make a sound. In the end, Gu appointed someone to take the hoe from the garden to plant flowers and picked the lock on the bedroom.

The door was pushed open, and sure enough, it was a mess again.

Ruan En, on the other hand, acted as if nothing had happened, sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and watching the sunset, the halo of light in circles was not dazzling, and it was unusually gorgeous. Hearing a heavy sound, she pulled her eyes back, and when she turned her head, she saw Gu Ren's blackened face. She knew he was struggling to restrain the anger that was about to erupt.

That's what Nguyen is for, she wants him to explode and not be too nice to her. She's just afraid that she can't afford it, and she can't afford to pay it back no matter how much she does. After all, all she had left was that heartless body. And even if it was that heartless body, it was sealed in the dust in a dead sea called Gu Xiliang, and she couldn't give it to him. For many moments, Ruan En had the idea of going back, and his heart was like ashes.

Gu Renqiang resisted the urge to get angry, and ordered someone to bring over the porridge that had been heated again and again, and his tone was as gentle as possible.

"Ruan Ruan, let's eat a little, and I'll take you to a more beautiful place to watch the sunset."

The girl stubbornly turned her head out of the window again, ignoring the man's words.

Gu Ren continued to coax.

"Don't want to see it? And go for a walk? Or do you want to do something? As long as you eat something, I will depend on you. ”

Hearing this, Ruan En finally turned his head, looked at the man, and then put his gaze on the celadon bowl in his hand for a long time.

When time was about to freeze, she made a move, raised her hand, and before everyone had time to react, she knocked the bowl to the ground, leaving a gasping sound.

But after more than ten seconds, Gu Ren only turned his face slightly sideways, and ordered the slightly older maid on the side, "Go and serve another bowl." ”

After a while, a bowl of steaming porridge was brought up again. Gu Ren stretched out his hand to take it, this time he didn't care about her mood, and directly scooped a spoon and fed it to Ruan En's mouth, she still had some porridge water on her mouth, but she just didn't want to open her mouth, and even tilted her head to the side a little more.

Gu Ren was really on fire at this time, and put the porridge bowl on the bedside table next to him with a "bang", and then dragged Ruan En's body up from the cold floor. When the girl struggled, he clamped her so hard that the other party couldn't move. Then he said coldly to the two dumbfounded servants on the side.

"What are you doing? Come here and hey! ”

So the two of them were busy with one serving the bowl, and the other scooping up the porridge and sending it to Ruan En's mouth. Although his body was restrained by the man, Ruan En's mouth still chose not to open. Seeing this, Gu Ren dragged her to the bed with a ruthless heart, and pressed her body with her body, and her thumb and index finger squeezed the skin and bones on both sides of Ruan En's lips, forcing her to open her mouth in pain. Then he turned his head and gave orders to the two maids.

"Fill me!"

Little by little, the porridge water entered the girl's mouth.

……

Then the day after the incident ended, it was dinner time, Gu Ren was sitting in the living room, frowning and thinking about how to let Ruan En eat. It's not good to be strong, and when I saw her tears streaming down her face yesterday, his heart hurt for a day. So what?

He was sullen, he really met the nemesis of fate!

While he was meditating, Ruan En miraculously appeared at the dinner table, and when Gu Ren saw the figure of the other party, he couldn't accept this change at first. He didn't notice that the corners of his mouth were raised, and the great joy in his heart was about to overwhelm him. Ruan En also noticed the man's expression that went from tangled to happy for a moment.

The maid quickly brought the food to the table with a sharp eye, four dishes and one soup. The big stone in the hearts of the two also fell, this Miss Ruan finally figured it out, otherwise if she continued to toss like this, she wouldn't be able to ask them all to get out one day. Gu Ren quickly adjusted his expression, and walked to the table in a few steps as if he was calm, afraid that Ruan En would leave again if he was a step slower.

Finally a good start.

Is it really a good start?

When Gu Ren saw that Ruan En had solved the dishes he had put into the bowl without any leftovers, and kept putting vegetables into his bowl, his heart suddenly sank. Until Ruan En was almost alone about to eat the entire table, the food in his mouth had not yet been swallowed, but he tried to add another meal. Gu Ren finally pressed her with his tentacles.

Ruan En met his gaze, his eyes were full of stubbornness, although he couldn't speak, but Gu Ren understood all the meanings.

She was reproaching him.

She thought, "Don't you want me to eat?" Then I'll eat it for you, can't I starve to death? She's bullying him in this way.

At that moment, boundless desolation overflowed Gu Ren's chest.

All my scheming, is it just for a more ruined you? If it was Gu Xiliang in front of you at the moment, would the result be completely different? I have been telling myself that no matter whether it is injustice or fate, in this life, in this life, in this life, in this life, in the previous life, I will definitely want you to accompany me to the thousands of mountains in the world.

But I held my heart for you, but you forsaken it.

He didn't speak, she didn't move anymore, and the two of them froze in that position.

In the end, Gu Ren surrendered. He hugged the girl's waist when she was about to leave, and his tone softened completely, with a hint of pleading and helplessness.

"Ruan Ruan, I shouldn't be fierce to you, I admit my mistake, you don't want to be like this."

"I just want to be nice to you, maybe in the wrong way, you don't necessarily like it. I'll change, give me a chance, okay? Don't sentence me to death, okay. ”

A big man, like a child, begging for your forgiveness. At that moment, she suddenly thought, in front of Gu Xiliang, did she have that low profile?

The girl's tears finally fell down in big pieces, burning the back of Gu Ren's hand.

Since the loss of speech, Nguyen often feels that she is starting to become cold and hard. Otherwise, Gu Ren was so affectionate to her, how could she be ruthless again and again and turn a blind eye to him? And Gu Ren's words completely hooked out the weakness hidden in her heart and overturned all the pretenses.

Honey, I think I'm really tired.

What I need is a lot of love and stability, and what I need is the courage to dare to look back. What I need is a heart where everything is normal.

Let me forget all the gains and losses.