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After a showdown of everything, Gu Xiliang gave up the bedroom and moved to the guest room alone. He can finally escape in the open, he doesn't want to go home after work, and returns to his home without her, where there seems to be only constant dullness and depression, about to suffocate people. So Gu Xiliang often dragged Mobei together, drunk to death.
It's still Bailian's VIP private room, but at the moment, there are only two frustrated men who are getting drunk. The TV is singing sensationally:
When I meet you, you know, I can't equal you to her in one breath.
It was you who were by your side, leading to the change, and my heart couldn't help but say, this love story.
Is it love you, do you believe it, I can withstand the scars of heartache.
In this last moment, you have inadvertently replaced her forever.
……
Take a breath and drink a few glasses of wine.
It turns out that the changes in feelings seem to be as turbulent as the waves, and whether you are a mortal or a god on the high, you don't know what to use to stop the tears.
Mobei took the vodka on the brown glass cabinet in one hand and wanted to pour it into his and Gu Xiliang's cups, but was stopped by the other party. Pressing the service bell, a polite waiter immediately walked in and bowed his head slightly.
"Mr. Gu, Mo Shao, what do you need?"
Mo Beizheng was confused, but Gu Xiliang's voice sounded immediately.
"Soviet VODKA."
The waiter was dumbfounded, and only then did he carefully spit out a sentence.
"I'm sorry Mr. Gu, it's rare for our club to have such strong liquor."
Gu Xiliang raised his eyebrows.
"No?"
The waiter's heart beat faster at his glare, he had just found this job, and he didn't want to be fired easily. Mobei also felt pitiful when he saw the waiter, so he helped to play the round.
"Forget it, Xiliang, this wine is enough." Then give the little boy a look, and retreat sensibly for convenience.
The two of them were in the box, you and I had a cup of dry, and in the end, Gu Xiliang didn't fall, and Mo Bei began to be unconscious. Although he has been circling in the business field, no matter how much he practiced, Mobei's wine volume was hovering at a horizontal line, so he lost to He Xue when he fought for wine.
As soon as the name He Xue appeared in his mind, Mobei was suddenly stunned, so he turned his head and asked Gu Xiliang.
"Dude, do you know a person named He Xue? How do I feel so familiar? ”
Gu Xiliang's mind is calmer the more he drinks, and the calmer he is, the more ruthless he becomes.
"What's the matter, it's fashionable to lose your memory now?"
Seeing that his acting skills were so clumsy, he was actually exposed at once, Mobei was unwilling and reluctant, he fell sideways on the sofa and shouted.
"Woman, but that's it? It's just a trophy to show off the charm of Young Master Ben! Uncle spoils you to heaven when he is happy! If you are unhappy one day, you can't sit for me if you stand, and you can't sleep for me if you lie upright! ”
After finishing speaking, Gu Xiliang did not forget to pour cold water on the other party's head.
"Then how do I think anyone is an exception? You make her stand and sit on her sideways, and you make her straighten her sideways. ”
Mobei argued without giving up, "What exceptions? No exceptions! ”
Seeing that his friend's dead duck had a hard mouth, Gu Xiliang wanted him to face the reality, and even provoked him with words.
"I met you that day, with exception."
Hearing this, a spirit in Mobei turned over from the sofa. "Damn it, they say there are no exceptions!" The other party ignored his quibbles and continued to speak.
"It's like I'm dating Koreans."
After finishing a sentence, Mobei calmed down. Half a ring, he said, "I know." ”
Seeing him so calm, Gu Xiliang suddenly felt unbearable. He took one sip of the remaining vodka from the cup and said slowly.
"Some things that are too late to do should be forgotten, and some people should forget, so forget them."
Then Mobei leaned on the other end of the sofa, even more silent. The lights are not too bright, and perhaps the injured person wants such darkness, to be able to heal alone in the corner, without being seen. Gu Xiliang seemed to see Mo Bei blink a few times, and then the other party's voice was fixed.
"If only it were that easy. I'm afraid to forget her price, it's heartbreaking. ”
So Gu Xiliang was shocked by Mobei's short words.
yes, if only it were that easy. I don't have to drag Mobei day and night to get drunk, I don't have to stay in the company without time and regularity, trying to paralyze myself with tedious affairs, and I don't have to wake up in a dream every midnight and find that the seat around me is empty, and face the loneliness of the room alone.
Ruan En had given him a promise never to leave, so that he was not used to considering her feelings before doing everything, so fearless. She once told him a cold joke about a penguin and a polar bear, and she said that it was the saddest joke she had ever seen, and now it has become the saddest joke Gu Xiliang has ever heard. She also said to him the most beautiful sentence in the world.
Gu Xiliang can forget the promise that Ruan En made that he will never leave, and he can also think that he has not heard that vulgar joke, but how can he forget that the girl blushed and said softly the moment he turned his head: I love you.
If Mobei forgets that the price of He Xue is to cut his heart, then Gu Xiliang's price of forgetting Ruan En may not only be heartbreaking, but maybe he will have to sacrifice his life. Because she had done so much for him, endured so much, and promised such beautiful words. Everything she had, like air, invaded his bone marrow unconsciously. He hadn't noticed it before, it was because the air was still there, but now that she was gone, he only felt that it was difficult to breathe for a second.
Ice a heart, just waiting for you to warm up.
When he got home, Gu Xiliang found that the lights in the whole house were still on. Since he started to come home late, He Yishu would not sleep peacefully every night without waiting for him. also said that she didn't have to wait for him, the company was too busy and there were too many entertainments, but she still did the same thing. It's the same tonight, Gu Xiliang entered the door to change her slippers, and just saw He Yishu walking downstairs, she looked at the wall clock at the corner of the stairs and asked.
"It's so early today."
He nodded.
seemed to know that the other party didn't want to interfere too much, so He Yishu left a sentence and was about to go upstairs to rest, but his walking body was immediately called by the man's voice to stop.
"Wait a minute, I'...... I have something to tell you. ”
Then she turned around suspiciously, and consciously walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down, Gu Xiliang hesitated for a while, and also sat on the single sofa beside her.
His right hand swept his forehead a few times, and Gu Xiliang seemed to speak with determination.
"Let's get married."
Thinking that he had misheard, He Yishu opened his eyes wide and looked at the man opposite in disbelief.
"What did you say?"
Taking a deep breath again, Gu Xiliang repeated. "I said, let's get married."
When the woman heard this, she seemed to want to say something, but was interrupted by the other party. Gu Xiliang seemed to have a lot of words, and he felt uneasy if he didn't say them.
"Yes, you heard me right, I said we got married."
"But Yishu, I don't want to deceive you. It doesn't matter who we have lost in the past, whether you don't trust you enough or I don't love enough, after all, because of me, you ...... I'm sorry for you, if you want, I can give you the title and take this responsibility and take care of you for the rest of your life. But I must make it clear to you that there is only one person I love now, and she is dead, but she lives forever in my heart. ”
"You don't understand."
He can't keep consuming her, since the person he wants the most is no longer there, at least let him atone for the guilt of He Yishu.
And He Yishu also understands in his heart, and he can't understand it anymore, even if he doesn't say it, he knows his intentions, but he is just sorry and atoning for his sins.
But it doesn't matter Gu Xiliang, it doesn't matter who you think of me as someone's shadow, whether you feel guilty about me, in short, anything, I just want to stay by your side, with what I have been looking forward to, delusional, the identity of your wife.
So she spit out three words firmly: "I do." Then, in the boundless silence, she leaned forward and gave him a hug, slowly.
"Actually, I have always had a question for you. That is: Who is the person you love the most? Now I don't want to know the answer anymore. But if one day in the future, I can't help but ask you, who is the person you love the most? Please lie to me, no matter how reluctant you are in your heart. ”
"Please be sure to tell me that the person you love the most is me."
So sad, sadder than love.
The word love in this man's mouth was once extremely important to both women, but he never said it. Because it's not suitable for saying those fleshy love words, I don't think it's necessary. After all, people change over time, and people's hearts are the most fickle. I love you now, and I may love someone in the future, so why use a promise that you are not sure of to limit the heart of being at ease with what happens.
And for women, those three short words symbolize a commitment, a lifetime. Some people find a million reasons not to say it, and that's because he's too proud. But if you don't say it, how will the other party know?
Now Gu Xiliang is hugged by the one he once thought he loved the most, but his heart is clear, without the slightest ripple. Only then did he suddenly understand that he finally had such enthusiasm and impulse, and wanted to say a love to Ruan En, and a lifetime to her.
But my most beloved, if I say I love you, you can still hear it.
The news of President Gu's remarriage exploded throughout Taipei, after all, He Yishu and Ruan En are really too similar, outsiders can shake a few glances, as long as they have not been in contact, it is difficult to distinguish. Gu Xiliang at the beginning was also amazed by Ruan En's appearance for a moment. Isn't this Gu Shao already married? How to pay it back? Gu Xiliang didn't explain, there will always be good people who will turn over his past, and there is no need to bother with a tirade.
Sure enough, the next day's Entertainment Weekly Report was a few big words: Unexpected Truth! The old love is exactly the same! It was accompanied by pictures, and the news that Ruan En had died unexpectedly was also turned out, Gu Xiliang looked at Ruan En's name and the word death side by side, and suddenly felt sad in his heart.