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Su Duo gambled with someone in the bar again.

The game was broadcast live on the big screen at the bar. Because he made a bet with his opponent, the losing side would settle all the wine lists for the night. The people in the bar were excited. They drink happily, and there is always someone to pay for it today anyway.

The one who gambled with Su Duo was the musician who smashed his head some time ago. The two didn't like each other well, but now Su Duo's band has just released a film, whether it is newspapers, magazines or music charts, Su Duo is a freshly baked celebrity, and it is even more popular to see each other at this time.

Su Duo hadn't been to this bar since the injury, and he somehow shook in today. Si Cheng hugged the girl named Miao'er and cheered Su Duo on the side. Miao'er is the fruit that Si Cheng dug from the foot of the wall in the opponent's camp. The woman plus the gambling contract, all the knowing and unwitting people in the bar are HIGH.

"Miao'er, give us Su Duo a fragrant kiss." Si Cheng smiled evilly.

"No problem." She walked up to Su Duo seductively, looked at the challenger with a provocative gaze, and her red lips smacked firmly on Su Duo's lips.

Whistles and shouts erupted in the bar. Su Duo kicked a beautiful ball, and then hugged Miao'er's *** and waved to the camera. Then it went smoothly, and Su Duo won the gamble without accident. Finally, he returned to his seat amid the cheers of the crowd.

Si Cheng had already poured him full of wine: "Beautiful." Su Duo, dry this glass. ”

Su Duo picked up the wine glass and drank it all.

"Hey, you've finally come out of that sister complex. That's right, Sister Nian Qing is good anywhere, but it's really not suitable for her. Look at what kind of beautiful girls we have. It's good to come out, and you'll be freer when you come out. Here, another drink. ”

Su Duo didn't speak, and he didn't refuse to drink all the wine.

"I said," Si Cheng hugged Su Duo and whispered in his ear, "You can't be dumped by that old woman, right?" He really didn't believe that Su Duo, who was like a flower and jade, would be disgusted by Nianqing.

"Am I dumped?" Su Duo broke away from Si Cheng's arm and said with the strength of wine, "That woman, unless I give up, she can't escape from the palm of my hand." ”

Si Cheng and Miao'er glanced at each other and reached a consensus: Su Duo was indeed dumped by a woman.

"Duo," Miao Er hung on Su Duo's body very skillfully, and gently bit Su Duo's earlobe with her teeth, "Otherwise, I'll accompany you tonight." ”

Su Duo didn't think about it, and pushed her away: "No need." ”

Si Cheng shook his head and said, "Su Duo, you have fallen out of love, and the situation is very serious. ”

Su Duo looked at Si Cheng blankly and asked an irrelevant word: "When will the National Live House tour start?" ”

He wanted to leave, the farther away the better. It only takes a few dozen minutes to drive out of the bar to see Nian Qing, which is too tempting. If he doesn't leave this city again, he will suffer to the point of madness for the close world with Nianqing.

I really hope that Shen Yi didn't tell him anything that day, and knowing nothing is the happiest state of life.

Su Duo looked down at his fingers in a daze. He was reminiscing about the picture of leaving Nianqing's house during the day. Except for him, no one knew how sweet and torturous the process of changing into pajamas for Nian Qing was. He moves extremely slowly. One is afraid of waking Nian Qing, and the other is that he wants to do his best to remember every touch of his fingers and the throbbing hum that Nian Qing subconsciously made when he turned over.

He had no familiar memory of Nianqing's soft body. Ten years ago, intimacy was already a historical event, and the details were missing. He told himself to remember everything in front of him. Because this is the last time.

But damn it, he didn't want this to be the last time.

Nian Qing rang the doorbell and waited for the appearance of a haggard face. Thinking of this, she even had a smile on her face, the kind of smile that the young sneered at the old.

It's one of those hotel-style management apartments, and the people in the room already know who rings the doorbell by the security guards. When the security guard said Nianqing's name, the owner of the house immediately said, "Please let her up", incredibly fast, just as the woman decided to abandon their father and daughter.

The door opened, and a bright face dangled out, one that resembled that of the woman. It's just that the skin is fairer, the pupils are light gray, and the brown curls are youthful and jumpy.

No, she wasn't the woman who abandoned Nianqing. She's just a girl, a young and beautiful girl. Or rather, the doll's version of Nianqing.

The girl smiled. Nian Qing felt that this smile was the kind of young sneering at the old.

"You're Nianqing, hello, I'm Julie. Oh, you probably didn't know I existed, but I always knew that there was a sister in Beijing. Sister, I want to hug you, is that okay? ”

"That letter ......," Nian Qing asked hesitantly.

"I'm sorry, I sent that letter. I couldn't write Chinese, so I had to ask someone to write the address and put it in an envelope. My mom doesn't know. ”

Nian Qing looked at her sister with a sunny face in front of her. Looking at this sister who grew up in the United States and inherited all the advantages of her mother's appearance.

No, she was reluctant to hug her.

It's ridiculous. The letter was not sent by the mother. Mother had forgotten that there was such a person as Nian Qing on earth. She hurried over, thinking that she could mock her aging mother, but who would have thought that she was ridiculed by a youth-enhanced version of "Nianqing".

"Sister." Nian Qing's face was very bad, and Julie asked worriedly, "Are you okay?" Am I presumptuous to do this? ”

"I'm sorry. Let's meet again another day. ”

Nian Qing wanted to leave here, and she was a little out of breath.

Shen Yi was very devastated today. At the invitation of the China Rock Music Alliance, several of the company's bands will participate in the national live house tour.

The first event that broke him down was that the company had planned not to have a Terminator band. But Su Duo was sitting at the conference table during the meeting, and he insisted on participating in this tour.

The second event that broke him: Zhou Zijin disappeared. There was no message and no explanation, a lot of things waiting for him to decide, but he disappeared into the air.

The third event that broke him: Su Duo asked to change his agent. Nianqing, who was originally reluctant to be the agent of the Terminator Band, refused to agree. Now it seems that the two who were once a little unclear stared at each other angrily, and neither of them would budge.

Nian Qing had insomnia last night, and today she went to work with dark circles under her eyes, who would have thought that Su Duo was waiting to impeach her! Did she do anything harmful to the band? It makes sense to ask him to move out of his apartment. What's more, she actually didn't feel comfortable with such a result. Why is this guy so willful? Hate things you can't get your hands on?

Today, this will be halfway through the meeting. At present, only Nian Qing and Su Duo are left in the conference room, plus Shen Yi, who is a mediator.

"I understand what Su Duo means. He doesn't want you to follow the national tour. ”

Nian Qing's dark eyes gradually turned red: "Mr. Shen, I didn't do anything wrong." I don't have to go on a national tour with the band, and the company can send two assistants to follow me. But I don't accept Su Duo's statement of changing brokers. Mr. Shen should know very well how much I have paid for the band's today. ”

Shen Yi nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, I know very well." Then, Su Duo, just do what Nian Qing said, and the tour company will send you two assistants to follow you this time. We'll talk about the rest when the tour is over. ”

"Okay, then come back and talk about it." Su Duo agreed to this plan.

Shen Yi wiped the sweat from his forehead and looked sad: "Who am I trying to provoke?" My uncle played missing for me, and my nephew played big cards for me. Alas......"

"My brother-in-law is missing?" Su Duo looked at Shen Yi and asked in surprise, "Can't you get in touch?" Without waiting for Shen Yi to answer, he suddenly turned to Nian Qing, "Hey, where is my uncle?" If he goes missing, only you know his whereabouts in the world. ”

The secretary knocked on the door and walked in: "Mr. Shen, you have an important appointment at ten o'clock, it's time to go." ”

Shen Yi nodded, and smiled at the two who were tense: "I'll go first, you two will communicate if you have anything." ”

After Shen Yi left, Nian Qing looked directly at Su Duo: "I don't know where he went." Indeed, Zhou Zijin answered Lu Xixi's call last night and left. He only said that he would reassure Nianqing, but he did not say that he would disappear.

Su Duo obviously didn't believe it: "No matter how long you two are apart and how far apart, you can find each other at any time." I, Lucisi, all of them are supporting characters. You drove me away as you wished, didn't it just for my uncle? You don't know where he went? ”

"Believe it or not. I heard Shen Yi say that he couldn't contact Zhou Zijin, only to know that he turned off his mobile phone and couldn't find it. This morning, Nian Qing was about to be mad by Su Duo, and his face became more and more ugly.

"Uncle wasn't with you last night?" After packing everything and handing it over to the moving company, he reluctantly wandered downstairs for a long time, and saw Zhou Zijin holding flowers upstairs with his own eyes. The uncle has suppressed his feelings for Nian Qing for ten years, and I'm afraid that the whole night is too short to break out at this time, right?

"He came in the evening, ate and left." After saying this, Nian Qing felt that the relationship between them was like a husband's questioning of his wife, and his aura was particularly weird, "Su Duo, is your torture over?" Do you think Zhou Zijin spent the night with me last night? So today I came to the company meeting and asked for a change of broker! God, your emotional intelligence is really slow enough. ”

Su Duo was unaware of her sarcasm, and suddenly changed the topic: "Then why do you have a pair of dark circles under your eyes today?" ”

"Not because of my great mother." Nian Qing felt that he had to answer his questions, which was really a bit too honest. "Su Duo, it turns out that you are self-righteous and put such a dirty reason on my dark circles. I think you've been kicked in the head by a donkey. With these words, she stood up and quickly left.

"Wait, wait a minute." Su Duo chased after him and grabbed Nian Qing's hand.

Nian Qing didn't look back, and stood straight: "Do you have anything else to interrogate?" ”

"The tour doesn't end in a few months. Let's have a meal together. ”

"Okay, someone treats someone who doesn't eat for nothing." Nian Qing happily agreed.

This is a dinner party with the meaning of a casual meal. Su Duo ordered a large table of dishes, and it was estimated that it was more than enough for ten people to eat. The waiter couldn't stand it, and said again and again that it would be too wasteful to remove a few dishes. Nianqing, who has always been thrifty, didn't say a word, and watched Su Duo order a table full of dishes.

"I heard you're drinking a lot, come on some?"

Nian Qing nodded. Su Duo simply ordered the liquor-Wuliangye.

During the banquet, the two just ate and drank, and almost never said anything again. Later they were all drunk and staggered against each other.

"Suduo." Nian Qing said intermittently, "Yes, I'm sorry. I loved him for ten years, so long, so long that my whole life seemed to live for this one thing. I can't help it. ”

"Hmm...... "......I don't know if Su Duo heard it clearly, he was so drunk that his lips and tongue didn't obey him."

"Also, you have to protect yourself when you go on tour. If the organizer makes any additional and rude requests, do not agree. ”

"Hmm...... Good ......"

Nian Qing suddenly laughed out loud: "You have always been an elf and eccentric, I'm really worried." Let's go first, it's bad if our virtue is photographed by reporters at the same time, and it will cost Lao Shen a lot of public relations money at that time. ”

"Hmm...... Nianqing. ”

"Huh?"

"When I left, I saw the cross hanging on the lamp in your room, and I took it with my hand."

"Ah, I said how disappeared. It was given to me by my grandmother, and she was a Christian. ”

Su Duo grinned, with a sense of satisfaction that the conspiracy had succeeded: "I'll take it as a gift from you." ”

"Alas, you're robbing."

"Nianqing."

"Hmm."

"Love my uncle well. It wasn't easy for him. It was only recently that I learned that he had such a hard time these years. It's much harder than you and me. ”

"What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting. Let's go. ”

Nian Qing was more obedient when he was drunk than when he was sober, and he really stood up and staggered away.

Su Duo lay on the table and still muttered: "Nianqing, your age is not young, don't stay up late when an old woman is fine." After a long time, the dark circles under the eyes can't be eliminated. Nianqing, don't go, I still have a lot to say to you. Nian Qing ......"

In the private room, only the shrimp soldiers and crabs on the table were chopped up with the belly fish, and the vegetable leaves were listening to him. The silver cross that Su Duo had stolen fell from between his collars, shivering in the air as his master's body trembled violently.

The cross was re-worn by Sudo on a string of delicate red coral beads. Coral is a precious resource that cannot be renewed. It's like his irreplaceable and irreplaceable love.

As soon as Nian Qing left the hotel, he vomited on the side of the road.

After throwing up, she called Lucisi. Sure enough, Lucisi's phone was also turned off. Did she disappear with Zhou Zijin?

Perhaps, when Zhou Zijin saw Lu Xixi after leaving her last night, he found that he still loved Lu Xixi more, and the two reconciled. Zhou Zijin couldn't kneel in front of Lu Xixi to repent, cursed and swore that he was just a temporary ghost. Then they turned off their phones and flew overnight to a romantic place, "You Nong, I Nong". Oh, and maybe they even found a church and kidnapped a priest to have their wedding done. When they return home, a press conference will be held to announce that they have been married in a flash.

Nian Qing seemed to see a photo of Zhou Zijin and Lu Xixi happily attached to each other on the front page of the newspaper's entertainment page, and Lu Xixi made a triumphant gesture to the camera. Ha, the whole world pitied her, and pitied this ambitious woman who coveted Zhou Zijin for ten years but still had nothing.

Most women have the imagination of the Zixia Fairy, and they usually make the mistake of "you can guess the front but you can't guess the ending" made by the Zixia Fairy.

After spitting up, Nian Qing became more conscious. She took a taxi and went to the hospital where Lucisi worked.

She lewdly and trivially asked if Lucisi had come to work. The doctor on duty in the neurology department was about to be tortured by her, and said loudly: "Doctor Lu has taken a leave of absence." ”

"Leave?" The situation seems to be getting closer and closer to Nian Qing's conjecture, "How long have you please?" ”

"I didn't say it, I just said that there was an urgent matter to deal with. I said, this lady, you hung up the expert number and waited in line for three hours just to inquire about this? In my opinion, you need to go to the internal medicine department to wash your intestines, and the smell of alcohol all over your body. ”

Nian Qing left in despair, walked out of the hospital in despair, wandering aimlessly. She walked for a long, long time, and Fang stopped outside the courtyard wall of Zhou Zijin's house.

Perhaps, there is another possibility. They were resting in this house, in the same bed where they had laid.

Nian Qing was about to be driven crazy by his own associations, and he really wanted to rush in and catch the rape in bed. But she calmly rang the doorbell and waited for the old butler to open the door.

"Miss Nian, is that you? Can I help you? Mr. Zhou was not at home. ”

"Zhou Zijin is not at home? Didn't come back last night? ”

"Nope." The old butler asked curiously, "You went out early the next morning and haven't come back yet." What's wrong, what's wrong with the young master? Mr. Shen also called to ask. ”

Nian Qing laughed: "No, nothing happened." It's nice and harmonious. ”

Zhou Zijin did disappear with Lu Xixi. Now, she can be 100% sure.

The residual alcohol in his stomach refused to let Nian Qing go. She covered her mouth and ran to the old locust tree and vomited violently, and she had to spit out all the bile.

It's been a gloomy day lately, with occasional thunderstorms. The owner of the car wash is expected to be annoyed by the bad weather and the declining turnover. If Su Duo stood in Nian Qing's room for a moment and a half at this time, he would definitely be so angry that he would be bleeding from the garbage scene in front of him as if he had been bombed.

He's only been away for a few days, and there's no foot in this house?

Bags and clothes all over the floor, really all over the ground. Nian Qing has maxed out his card these days, and has taken practical actions to support China's retail industry to get out of the trough of the economic crisis. However, she violated her frugal nature, but she could not love these luxuries from the bottom of her heart. The money was spent, and I didn't feel comfortable at all.

The phone shouted unhurriedly, and Nian Qing, who was lying half-dead on the sofa, opened his red eyes and squinted around looking for traces of the phone. Before she could find it, the phone suddenly stopped. Nian Qing pressed his temples with a faint pain, and said to himself, go back to sleep, sleep again, this world is not going to stop turning without anyone.

She really wanted to sleep, let the extremely clear consciousness in her brain its balls. God, you know, she couldn't sleep for three whole days. Every day is to spend money on shopping during the day, and wait for the dawn at night staring at the empty ceiling.

The phone started shouting again. This time, Nian Qing quickly rescued it from a pile of brand-new underwear with uncut labels: "Boss Shen, I took a week's leave. But you signed it yourself. ”

"Yes, yes. I just want to ask Su Duo to send them to the airport, do you want to go together? ”

"Today's plane?"

"Hmm. Now they are all in the company, and we will go right away. ”

"I ......" Nian Qing bounced up from the sofa and rushed into the bathroom, and swallowed back the word "go" when she saw her ghost-like self in the mirror, "No." Tell him, don't forget my words. All commercial activities that are not specified in the contract are rejected. If those local co-organizers dare to bully people, I will fight them to the end! Also, let Si Cheng stay away from the little girl, and don't look back to play with the fire. After finishing the tour, come back well, no smoking, no too spicy food. ”

Shen Yi laughed on the other end of the phone: "How can you be like an old mother." Xiao Qingqing, are you really not coming? ”

"Well, no. I am sure that I am sure and sure. ”

"That, uh, well, so be it." Shen Yi wanted to speak and stopped, as if he wanted to ask Zhou Zijin for news.

Joke. When Zhou Zijin disappeared ten years ago, the whole world did not know his whereabouts, only Shen Yi. Ten years later, Zhou Zijin came to this set again, but this time even Shen Yi was no longer well-informed.

Putting down the phone, Nian Qing stared at himself in the mirror with red eyes. She asked herself: "Sleep, please Nianqing, even if it is just a while." ”

In the VIP area of the airport, the company's artists who toured several cities were listening to music with headphones or dozing off blindfolded.

Shen Yi sat with Su Duo. The surroundings are quiet, and the background music is sometimes mixed with the warm voice of the announcer.

"Still no news from my uncle?"

Shen Yi smiled bitterly: "No." This guy opened a skylight for me this time, which is big enough. The relevant notices have been suspended, and my loss is a heavy one. The key is credibility, credibility! ”

"I don't bother to care about your credibility. I just want to know that my uncle won't regret it, right? If he repents, I'll be the first to beat him!" ”

Shen Yi restrained his smile and said solemnly, "No." Zhou Zijin is slow to make decisions, but once he makes up his mind, he will not turn back. ”

"But he's been gone for three days." Su Duo couldn't imagine how that woman had survived minute by minute in the past few days, "Isn't it just a woman who doesn't love, is it so troublesome to deal with?" ”

"You still don't know your brother-in-law?" Shen Yi shook his head and said, "He is the most pure boy I have ever seen." When I was in college, I had a weird temper, but I never hurt anyone. Otherwise, he can ...... for you and Nianqing."

Su Duo raised his eyes and forced Shen Yi's words back.

No. He didn't want to listen again. Yes, my uncle is the purest and most conscientious person in the world, and he is the most selfish and worst person in the world. He and he have never been on the same starting line, so he deserves to lose love.

"Alas, Su Duo, don't believe it. Nian Qing will be very happy with Zijin. The point is that that's what Nian Qing wants. The two of you made a mistake ten years ago, and Zijin was able to figure it out and decide to forget everything and start over with Nianqing actually gave the three of you a way to live. ”

Su Duo suddenly laughed: "I thought you wanted me to be with Nian Qing." It turns out that at the end of the day, I'm just an activation button. ”

Shen Yi knew that he was referring to what he had actively pushed him to the previous years. That's right. He took advantage of Su Duo. He couldn't watch Zijin and Nian Qing's stalemate turn into a dead game. He needed a son to bring the whole game to life: "Boy." You are still young, what is impossible in the future? And Zijin, he is not very happy. ”

"Shen Yi. Has anyone ever said that your concern for your brother-in-law is a little disgusting and excessive? Like ......" Su Duo tilted his head and said viciously, "the chief eunuch beside the ancient emperor." ”

Shen Yi was not annoyed, he only tilted his head to look at the planes rising and falling outside the glass window, and let out a long sigh.

"That woman is happy and fine." Su Duo said in a very light tone: "If she is not happy, I will knock her out and take her away." Anyway, she is not happy at all, why don't you put me by my side to make me happy. ”

So, you must be happy. Happier than me. Otherwise you will be even more unhappy.

The second time he came to this apartment, the security guard smiled mildly at Nian Qing's slight impression.

Coincidentally, Julie was at home. When the elevator arrived, it slowly opened, and the mixed-race, young and beautiful face was waiting for her with a smile.

"I thought you wouldn't come back."

Nian Qing nodded: "My card is maxed, otherwise I wouldn't have come." She really had nowhere to go, and when she came home, she had to go home even more devastated, so she simply came here to figure out something.

"Huh?" Julie clearly didn't understand. I can't figure out what the inevitable causal relationship is between the card swiping up and Nian Qing coming here.

Nian Qing stepped out of the elevator: "It means that I don't want to come at all." ”

"Sister......" Julie hesitated for a moment and changed her title, "Nianqing." I don't think I offended you. ”

Be. You didn't, the woman who gave birth to us offended me! Offended! "Why, you won't invite me in and sit?"

Only then did Julie realize that the two were talking dryly in the hallway, and hurriedly pressed the code to unlock it.

This room didn't come in last time, and he only threw away his armor and fled after the first round of fighting at the door. This time, she walked in and took a closer look. The apartment is small and tastefully decorated. Every painting and every knick-knack can show the owner's good artistic taste and family background. There was nothing superfluous here, and the room seemed empty everywhere. It seems that her younger sister knows how to reflect the luxury of the house. Think about your home, there are things everywhere. Chinese people live their lives, and they have always been more and more guys, and some of them do not need to be biased there and reluctant to throw away them in their lives. And she is a typical Chinese woman.

"You may be seated." Julie stayed in the living room and came to the dining room to make coffee. Nian Qing squinted - well, English bone china, Blue Mountain coffee beans. She must be able to talk to Su Duo.

"You don't have to bother so much, I just want to ask a few words, and I'll leave when I'm done."

Julie looked up at her, "Ask." ”

"How is she now?"

"She?" Julie was obviously a little displeased with Nianqing's cold address to her mother, "Mom is very good." He participated in a medical team organized by the International Committee of the Red Cross last year and is now in Africa. ”

"Really?" Nian Qing laughed, "She is really caring." ”

"Nianqing. Mom has always been an emotional person, and I love her very much and revere her. I know you hate your mother, and you must have suffered a little because of it. But she just wants to make herself happy, and there's nothing wrong with that. ”

"Yes, yes, who doesn't want to pursue happiness, that's right."

Julie took a deep breath: "Nianqing, my mother divorced for the second time when I was seven years old. I'm in a similar situation to you, but I never complain about her. She has tried her best to do her best. ”

"I'm not here to talk to you today about whether she's done well enough. I just wonder if such a woman has ever had a condemnation of conscience for a minute and a second? It seems, no, not at all. For the happiness you want, it is natural to abandon your husband and children. Julie, what kind of environment did you grow up in? What kind of environment did I grow up in? I'm sorry, I don't think there's any comparison between me and you. So, you can revere her and love her, but you have no right to stop me from hating her and hating her. Nian Qing fell into the sofa and muttered to herself, "I just want to understand how a person can be ruthless to abandon another person who loves her and depends on her." I just wanted to understand why it was always me who was abandoned. ”

“What？” Julie didn't hear the rest clearly.

Nian Qing rubbed his red and sour eyes: "It's nothing." I'm gone, and the coffee has a chance to drink again. Thank you for helping me understand a truth. She sniffed and pulled out a smile, "It turns out that being abandoned is just my own feeling, and it turns out that being abandoned can also live a less humble life." ”

She turned and walked towards the door, ignoring Julie's refusal.

The moment he opened the door, Nian Qing was stunned. There was a man outside the door, holding the key in the air, obviously about to open the door, but the door was opened by Nian Qing.

"Is that you?" Nian Qing was surprised and delighted.

The man outside the door looked at Nian Qing expressionlessly, and after about half a minute, a smile slowly bloomed on his face: "It's been a long time, Nian Qing." ”

He has brown eyes and thin lips. This is a handsome man, and his smile is even more comfortable.

"You know?" Julie walked over and asked in surprise.

Nian Qing nodded: "A club in college." I haven't seen you in ten years, right? Leng Shifan. ”

Leng Shifan looked at her and then at Julie: "Why are you together?" ”

Julie stood beside Nian Qing, her face very close to her: "What do you see? ”

Leng Shifan frowned: "Julie, you said that you have a half-sister, is it Nianqing?" ”

"You guessed it." Julie pointed at Leng Shifan and said to Nian Qing, "My boyfriend." Then he pointed to Nian Qing and said to Leng Shifan: "My sister." ”

Leng Shifan proposed: "Let's eat together." ”

Julie couldn't wait for the deadlock to open, and grabbed Nian Qing: "Okay." ”

Leng Shifan has been in the United States for many years, but Julie is still not used to Chinese food, so she naturally chooses Western food for dinner. During the banquet, Nian Qing rarely spoke, and Julie kept interviewing Leng Shifan and Nian Qing like a reporter. When ordering, Leng Shifan specially told the foreman not to put purple cabbage in the salad. Julie seemed to like eating this, and asked why.

"My old classmate, your sister is allergic to purple cabbage." Leng Shifan was obviously very conceited about his memory, and he looked at Nian Qing to reminisce about the past, "You accidentally ate some purple cabbage at the celebration banquet after the 70th anniversary concert of the school, and as a result, the whole dinner was turned upside down, and the principal was soaked by the champagne tower you overturned. Right? ”

Nian Qing smiled dryly: "What a shame, don't mention the things of the year." ”

"Why not mention it? I want to hear it, Shifan, you can talk about it more. Julie didn't agree.

"I swear I've never seen a girl as embarrassed as your sister." Leng Shifan was amused by the past, and tapped his fingers on the table, "But then something happened that made all the girls present wish that the embarrassed person was themselves." ”

"Oh?"

"That, Leng Shifan ......" Nian Qing glared at him fiercely, hoping that he would shut up.

Leng Shifan didn't see it, his eyes were bright: "Nianqing, Zhou Zijin was a hero who went down to heaven to save the moldy girl in dire straits. This incident caused a sensation in the whole school. ”

It's a hard to forget. Nian Qing, who was lying on the ground and shrunk into a ball, was hugged by Zhou Zijin and left. At that moment, I don't know how many girls' hearts were broken at the scene. It's a pity that the person concerned, Nianqing, didn't feel it at all, so he could only try to reminisce about the beauty of being held in Zhou Zijin's arms in the narrative of his roommate's adding fuel and vinegar afterwards.

"Zhou Zijin? I've heard of it, and I'm a well-known music producer. Sister, did you get together later? ”

"Nope." After Leng Shifan finished saying these two words, he felt a little rude, and explained, "If we were together, the circle of classmates would have spread a long time ago, right, Nianqing?" ”

Nian Qing smiled bitterly: "Yes." Uh, don't talk about me, it's boring. You're back early, aren't you? Last month I saw a guy driving a white Ferrari near Student's Prison Road, especially like you. ”

Julie pouted, "It's not someone." Drive such a windy car. ”

Leng Shifan laughed: "I am now the principal cellist of the New York Philharmonic. Some time ago, I was invited by the Capital Philharmonic to return to China. In the past, when I was overseas, I didn't feel very homesick. This time I came back and had the idea of settling down. When Julie heard about it, she quit her job and came with me. Nianqing, your sister is completely opposite to your personality. ”

"Yes. I'm a person who has nothing to do with everything, and insists on looking ahead and looking backward to the end. ”

Leng Shifan smiled and didn't speak again. The three of them ate quietly for a while, and in the end, it was Leng Shifan who broke the silence first: "Nianqing, I heard that you are now in a company with Zhou Zijin." How is he doing? He and I were the best cellist in the school band that year, and it was a shame that something happened to him. Otherwise, Zhou Zijin's attainments on the cello today must be above me. I would like to meet him and talk to him when I have a chance. ”

"He's fine. But I'm not in the company lately, and I'll tell him when he comes back. ”

Leng Shifan picked up the red wine and shook it: "When I was in school, I always felt that the world was very big, but now I realize that the world is very small." I didn't think Julie would be your sister. ”

"yes." This world is so small that Nian Qing is suffocating.

The restaurant was close to Julie's apartment, and she insisted that Leng Shifan take Nianqing home. Nian Qing was unwilling, but she couldn't resist Julie's enthusiasm and Leng Shifan's echo. Sitting in the passenger seat of the white Ferrari, she had barely smiled goodbye to Julie when she heard the roar of the muffled engine quickly carry her away.

The two didn't talk much along the way. Nian Qing stared at Leng Shifan's hands on the steering wheel in a daze. Because these powerful hands aroused her association, the association of Zhou Zijin. If Zhou Zijin's left hand hadn't had an accident, her fate would have been completely different, right? The body tissue, which is called a nerve by physiology, has turned into the warp and weft of fate, which has influenced the peerless Zhou Zijin and the dull and autistic Nianqing.

The car parked smoothly under the building of Nianqing's apartment. Leng Shifan opened the car door for her very gentlemanly. Nian Qing got out of the car and said, "Thank you." ”

Leng Shifan's eyes seemed to have sand, and he narrowed: "Nianqing, I only understood one thing when I saw you today." ”

"What?"

"Julie's personality doesn't suit me, but I still want to be with her." He pulled out a beautifully printed card from his pocket, "I have my performance at the National Center for the Performing Arts this weekend, and I hope you can come." ”

Nian Qing took the ticket in a daze, and watched Leng Shifan drive away. She just stood like this for a long time before she muttered to herself, "What do you mean?" ”

This night, Nian Qing thought about the woman who ruthlessly abandoned herself but ran to Africa to practice medicine with kindness, then thought about the young and beautiful Julie, thought about the missing Zhou Zijin, and then thought about Leng Shifan who said strange things, think about the clothes she lost all over the ground, and then think about the bank card that was blown up. Although his thoughts were messy, he still fell asleep. Finally fell asleep. One sleep is a day and two nights.

When she woke up, she could clearly feel that she was sweating profusely, and the smell of sweat was everywhere on the quilt pillowcase. It's just that I've slept for a long time, and it looks like I'm seriously ill.

Nian Qing cheered up, removed the sheets and quilt covers and threw them into the washing machine, and sorted out the clothes littered in the living room into the cabinet. She saw the National Center ticket in her changed clothes pocket, held it and sat on the toilet and thought: Do you want to go?

She recalled what Leng Shifan said in her mind: I only understood one thing when I saw you. Julie's personality doesn't suit me, but I'm still willing to be with her.

A vicious sense of satisfaction rose in her heart.

It's true. Nian Qing has never been happy about such a thing. But when she was abandoned, neglected, and forgotten again and again, such things filled the hole in her heart greatly.

The advantage of swiping the card is that you won't feel like you have no clothes to wear when you open your closet.

Nian Qing was wearing a white puffy skirt, carrying a Chanel chain bag, and swaying around three times in high heels. She felt incredible about her luxury, but enjoyed it.

She has not worn a skirt for ten years. It's incredible to think about it at this point. Why don't you wear a skirt? Why don't you enjoy life? Why wait like a fool?

The ticket Leng Shifan gave her turned out to be the location of the VIP box.

Nian Qing sat upright, quietly listening to the music and gluttony. She looked like she had been immobilized by witchcraft or a static model for students to copy, and the performance remained untouched for nearly two hours. At the end of the performance, the conductor bowed, and the audience applauded for a long time. When the applause finally dissipated and the audience left, Nian Qing still sat there motionless.

The staff who cleared the venue found her and said politely, "I'm sorry, the show is over." ”

Nian Qing woke up like a dream and turned back suddenly. The staff was startled by her and took a step back. It turned out that her face was covered with tears, some dry and some wet, which made her facial features a little distorted.

"So you're still here." Leng Shifan's voice sounded.

Seeing the stunned Nianqing, he was also startled. So while throwing Nianqing's handkerchief, he said to the staff: "This is my friend." I'll take her away right away. ”

Nian Qing walked out of the Grand Theater like a mechanical puppet doll behind Leng Shifan and was stuffed into the car by him.

Leng Shifan was helpless and smiled bitterly: "Can I understand that you were deeply moved by my performance?" ”

It's good that he didn't speak, but as soon as he said it, Nian Qing let out a "wow" cry.

"God, are you made of water?"

In fact, Nian Qing didn't know anything. All she knew was that if she didn't cry out so loudly, she would go crazy.

On his nineteenth birthday, Nian Qing made a wish: one day, wearing a princess-like noble dress, she sat in the most expensive box of the theater and listened to Zhou Zijin play the piano.

Zhou Zijin! Get out of here! Get out of here and make my wish come true! You said you wanted me not to be cranky, you said you wanted me to believe you. But where are you? What are you doing with Lucisi?

Nian Qing was very bitter in her heart, but she could only cry from the bottom of her heart. Zhou Zijin has always been ethereal to her, even if she has promised, she is still illusory.

There is always a type of person in this world that you can't catch no matter how hard you try.

A wish is always a wish, and a wish is always a wish.

Nian Qing sobbed and asked, "Leng Shifan, do you mind having one more audience when you practice?" ”

He was stunned and relieved: "If it's an old classmate or an old friend, like you, naturally you don't mind." ”

"Thank you."

The Ferrari drove forward, and the wind blew in through the window of the falling glass, blowing Nian Qing's face with astringent pain. It turns out that this is how it feels when the tears are dry.

Yu Ji must be related to the dog, and you can sniff out the brilliance by giving some news.

Two weeks after Zhou Zijin and Lu Xixi disappeared, various romantic speculations about the two appeared in the newspapers. It began to spread from the gossip tabloids, and the more it spread, the more it spread.

Tokyo Marriage Talk: The ace music producer and his fiancée are shocked on the streets of Kobe, and they are suspected of being married. And it is equipped with a photo of two people with ten fingers interlocking, and a large close-up of the marriage ring. However, the face was really blurry, and it was later exposed by netizens as a fake photo that had been photoshopped.

Cuban Marriage Saying: Zhou Zijin took his fiancée to Cuba, the city where his parents now live, to get married. The magazine published photos of Zhou Zijin's parents' house in front of and behind the house, and the flowers and plants, cats, cats and dogs were all on the camera, but the person concerned was nowhere to be seen. Fans don't believe it.

Suspected pregnancy said: Later, another notorious magazine that dug up the ground to dig out scoops broke the news that Zhou Zijin's fiancée was pregnant, and the two went away to recuperate and wait for childbirth. This news was accompanied by a photo of Luxixi wearing pajamas, and the photo was verified to be true. In the photo, Lucisi's whole person is obviously bloated and haggard, and the pregnancy theory is extremely credible. However, the exact location could not be confirmed.

"Sister Qingqing, which bet are you betting?" Assistant Xiao He glared at Nian Qing who was in a fugue, shaking the pen in front of her godless eyes.

"Huh?" Nian Qing snorted, and then remembered that the company's colleagues were betting on these three pieces of news. The promoter said that they had to bet. The winner uses the money to invite everyone to go to the cash drawer and howl overnight. "Oh." Nian Qing snorted again and took out a hundred yuan bill, "I'm pregnant." Then he giggled, "Sister, I'm going to win." ”

Xiao He accepted the money and recorded Nianqing's bets one by one in a notebook with a pen: "I don't believe it." The marriage is decided, is Zhou Shuai hiding the good things? The little girls in the company all call Zhou Zijin "Zhou Shuai". It refers to both his appearance and his position in the company.

Nian Qing thought, if Zhou Shuai, whom you admire at this time, wants to eat back grass again, of course, the matter of pregnancy will be delicate. Zhou Zijin, that's why you're missing, right? When you finally left, you said you wanted me to believe you, but you didn't believe in yourself, right?

Some promises are made by those who say them without confidence than those who listen.

Nian Qing thought again, making such a choice is very similar to Zhou Zijin's habit of doing things: cold treatment. After a while, the child was born, and when the two met again, they only had to smile.

She shook her head. What a pretentious romance, a typical episode in romance novels. After all, isn't it just a broken love?

The band is gone, and Nian Qing has nothing particularly urgent to complete. She looked at her watch and decided to leave work early. It's a bit far from the conservatory, so you don't have to be so crowded if you take the subway early.

Yes. Today she made an appointment with Leng Shifan to listen to him practice.

If she could have expected that this date that was not considered a date would be photographed by a trainee reporter and published in the newspaper to fight with Zhou Zijin's various rumors, she would really not be able to die.

She forgot that in the classical music industry, Leng Shifan is also a star among Chinese musicians.

This news is nothing. just caught Nianqing's expression at that time just right, a little confused, a little obsessed, a little grieved, a little attachment. The trainee reporter actually dug up the past of Zhou Zijin and Leng Shifan in the university philharmonic club. It's kind of interesting to look at.

Fortunately, he couldn't dig out Julie and Julie's relationship with Nianqing. Otherwise, this news must have overshadowed the gossip about whether Zhou Zijin was married to his son.

When the photos of Julie, Nian Qing, and Leng Shifan were printed on the newspaper after being strangely arranged and combined, and then delivered to Nian Qing's newspaper box by the postman, and then taken out by Nian Qing and watched while drinking milk, it was inevitably sprayed.

Not far from this news is Zhou Zijin's jade photo. She thought that she would appear in the newspaper with Luxixi and Zhou Zijin to provide the people with after-dinner jokes, but she didn't expect the world to be so chaotic. Of course, it would not be entirely right to say that there is no ambiguity between her and Leng Shifan.

Anyway, she shook her head, just confused. What's even more interesting is that she is so confused that she actually sprouts joy. Well, it's actually Nian Qing who is confused.