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The force generated during maternal labor is enormous. Chen Xingxing's fingers twisted on Su Duo's body, and the pain made him bared his teeth and gasped.

"Didn't Ah Shu and Land Rover say that your due date is still half a month?"

Chen Xingxing was carefully stuffed into the taxi by him, she squinted at the taxi driver's bitter and hateful expression, and grinned: "I'm happy, who asked me to call Chen Xingxing." ”

Su Duo didn't bother to talk to her, and instructed the driver: "Go to the nearest hospital." ”

The driver wished that the amniotic woman with broken water would leave her car as quickly as possible and hurriedly roar out.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was already a mess. The doctor asked Su Duo to sign the consent form for surgery. Su Duo is not the child's father, how to sign?

Ah Shu, who was having a headache and rushed to hear the news, shouted from afar: "I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm the father of the child." ”

The doctor looked at Chen Xingxing, who was screaming hoarsely on the hospital bed, and then looked at Su Duo and Ah Shu, who were sweating profusely: "This is giving birth, how can you young people be like a family." ”

It wasn't until Chen Xingxing was pushed into the delivery room that Su Duo breathed a sigh of relief. He patted Ah Shu on the shoulder and said, "I have something urgent, so I'll go first." ”

Ah Shu didn't forget to thank Su Duo: "Thank you so much today, young lady." ”

The three words of the young lady made Su Duo's heart feel depressed. He walked faster and faster, and he wanted to get his woman back.

Before returning to China, he called Shen Yi and asked him: Old Shen, is that woman married now? Is there anyone to take care of? Is she doing well? Happy?

Shen Yi replied truthfully.

Su Duo called Zhou Zijin again and asked him: Uncle, have you forgotten that woman?

Zhou Zijin said yes.

So he put down his studies he was about to complete and flew back to Beijing overnight. He doesn't want to run away from the mistakes he made ten years ago. If neither the Eurasian continent separated by the Atlantic Ocean nor the Pacific Ocean could make him forget her, if East London B

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The girls from all over the world who studied art couldn't hide the face of the sister who fished him out of the pool ten years ago, so why did he have to stay here.

He came to the gate of Zhou Zijin's house as fast as he could. After getting out of the car and paying for the car, he stood quietly under the old locust tree for a while, as if to gather strength for the upcoming struggle.

The lights were on in Zhou Zijin's room on the second floor. The floor-to-ceiling windows are densely covered by white curtains, and an emaciated figure can occasionally be seen flashing in front of the window.

Sister, are you in there?

The only thing that answered him was the "rustling" sound of locust leaves being rubbed by the wind.

Finally, he gathered enough strength. He's going to rush in and tell his sister what happened between them ten years ago. I ask her to forgive her no matter what.

In the darkness, an unknown force rushed over and stopped Su Duo. The person who came tightly clamped Su Duo with his strong arms and dragged him in the opposite direction of the villa.

"Who are you? Let me go. Su Duo's anger rushed towards this person and began to fight back strongly.

"Su Duo!"

Hearing this low shout, Su Duo's movements slowed down, and he stared at the moonlight to see the other party's face clearly. He was incredulous, and his stiff body softened: "Are you here?" ”

Shen Yi didn't slack the strength on his arm, nodded and said, "Yes, I'm here just to stop you from making trouble." ”

"Am I muddy?" Su Duo laughed angrily, and retorted word by word at the lighted room of the villa, "She is my woman." Ten years ago, it was. ”

Shen Yi didn't react in the slightest, he only said, "Su Duo, it's so easy for your uncle to let go of the past. The night you and Nianqing had been just an accident ten years ago. She resented Zijin for ten years because of this accident, and Zijin couldn't deny it, couldn't admit it, and couldn't be with her. You child, you only think of your own suffering, what about your uncle's suffering? ”

Su Duo was taken aback when he heard this: "You know? ”

Shen Yi looked at him: "I'm afraid only you treat this as a secret that you can't mention when you are fourteen years old." Why do you think your mother suddenly sent you to study in England? Isn't it too early to go abroad at the age of fourteen? Slurred *** to break into such a disaster, do you think only God knows what you know? ”

Su Duo digested Shen Yi's words with difficulty, and gradually, everything became clear in his mind: "Uncle has always known? ”

"Yes."

"He arranged for me to leave?"

"Yes."

Su Duo gave birth to a force out of nowhere, and suddenly broke free from Shen Yi's restraint: "How can he decide for me like this?" Why didn't he ask me if I was willing to be responsible and willing to take my mistakes? ”

Shen Yi snorted coldly: "Fourteen years old is equivalent to a child. Aside from the fact that your physical development gives you the illusion of becoming a man, where do you have the ability to take responsibility? Do you really want to go and say to Nianqing, 'You're wrong, the person who spent the night with you ten years ago was me, a 14-year-old junior high school student who took drugs'? Good. Shen Yi took a few steps back with his arms around and glared at him, "Then you go, go and tell Nian Qing now." ”

Su Duo froze in place and didn't move: "But I really love her now." ”

"I've been sorry for so long, and it's made you think you love her."

"Not really." He can't say why "it's not like this", but he just knows that "it's not like this".

Shen Yi walked up to him and patted Su Duo on the shoulder: "Sometimes, the greatest gift to people who have been injured is to destroy everything. Believe me, letting Nianqing know the truth will ruin her again. ”

Su Duo was still unwilling: "Okay, I won't mention what happened ten years ago." But I always have the right to pursue her. ”

"I'll tell you a story, and then you decide for yourself whether you want to give up or not."

"You say." He looked away with indignation, thinking that nothing could stop me.

Nian Qing opened his eyes and looked at Zhou Zijin standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze. Her brain was racing, remembering what had just happened in the school rehearsal hall.

"Awake?" Zhou Zijin turned around and smiled cautiously, "Do you want to drink some water?" ”

"Zhou Zijin." There was a question she later fainted and didn't have time to ask, and she couldn't help it anymore, "How can you suddenly think that you don't know me after being so close to me?" ”

Nian Qing's face was flushed, and her sweaty physique made her forehead covered with beads of sweat and hot flashes.

Zhou Zijin has a remarkable feature that has not changed for so many years, that is, he always has a handkerchief on his body. He sat lightly on the edge of the bed and wiped the sweat from Nian Qing's cheeks with a handkerchief.

Nian Qing "snapped" his hand again and again. He didn't care about it until he wiped her face clean, and then he withdrew his hand and said slowly, "After being with you that night, I had an accident the next day." The doctor said I can't play the violin anymore, Nianqing, I thought you knew, you know, right? You know what it means to me not to be able to play the violin. ”

She nodded, "Yes, I understand." It's because I understand that I hate you even more. Can't you keep me by your side? I've always thought that no one in this world can heal your pain except me. So I'm waiting silently by your side. Work hard and fight for every opportunity for you to see me. Waiting for you to stretch out your hand and say to me, Nianqing, help me, help me get through. But your hand has never reached out to me. Nian Qing scolded himself in the most hateful tone, "I'm like an idiot, holding all my own and waiting for your order." Then I'll give everything for you until there's nothing to give you. But you don't want anything, you don't want anything. ”

"That's because I'm determined to forget everything about the cello!"

"Really?" Nian Qing smiled miserably, "Then what's going on with you today?" Next, is Mr. Zhou going to say to me, I'm sorry, I lost my temper today, please forget about it. ”

"Nope." Zhou Zijin lowered his head and sorted out his handkerchief, folded it neatly, "I want to say, let's forget all about the past and start over." ”

"You figured it out?"

"Figured it out. I couldn't be clearer. ”

Nian Qing raised his eyebrows and said in a particularly arrogant tone, "I'm sorry." Now it's my turn to figure it out. ”

"I'll wait for you, and I'll wait for you to figure it out and we'll start again."

"Then you have to be patient. I may think about it for a year or two, or maybe I think about ten years or eight years. ”

Zhou Zijin raised his head and smiled softly: "Okay." I wait for you, it doesn't matter how long you want to. ”

Nian Qing didn't watch out for him suddenly smiling like this, and his soul and wisdom were drowning in Zhou Zijin's gentleness.

Zhou Zijin easily deceived her half-open lips, and his tongue smoothly slipped in and entangled with her. A long-suppressed voice overflowed from his throat, becoming more and more presumptuous about the beauty of the moment.

"Why don't you always look at me when you talk to me?"

"Because you're so good-looking!"

Every time after such a slight flirtation, Nian Qing ran away without a trace. So she couldn't hear Zhou Zijin's words behind - "Fool." I'm tempting you, but you're too slow to take the bait. ”

Nian Qing's mobile phone suddenly screamed wildly. Frightened, she pushed Zhou Zijin away and rolled off the bed.

"Hey."

"Sister." It was Ah Shu's voice, "I'm happy." It's a twin. I'm going to be a dad, oh no, I'm already a dad. Oh no, the blood typing test hasn't come out yet, I mean, I'm probably already a dad. ”

It's messy. Nian Qing asked him which hospital he was and said he would be there soon.

Zhou Zijin picked up the car keys: "I'll send you there." ”

"Zhou Zijin!" Nian Qing's mouth still had his taste remaining, which made her extremely awkward, "Don't forget that you just held an engagement ceremony in front of the media today, don't forget that it's not ten years ago, and don't forget that I haven't decided whether to forgive you for abandoning you back then." So, stay away from me. ”

After yelling at this, she fled again.

After so many years, the only person she can't face calmly is Zhou Zijin, only him. It has always been so.

She has resentment and resentment in her heart, and she is even more happy to turn over and sing happily as a serf.

Now, Zhou Zijin is waiting for her. He said he would wait for her. Is this true?

When Nian Qing arrived at the hospital, the sky was already dark.

So much happened that night, and almost everyone in the story was thrilled.

Su Duo sat on a chair in the hallway, lonely and helpless. After separating from Shen Yi, he felt that the capital was so big but there was no place for him, so he unconsciously returned to the hospital. Ah Shu had already introduced to him how beautiful the two twin girls were, and their eyes were like the brightest stars in the universe. Su Duo knew that he was too excited, how could a newborn child open his eyes to an adult, blind.

But he heard Ah Shu call Nian Qing, and Nian Qing said that he would arrive immediately, so Su Duo was even more reluctant to leave.

Land Rover has not been able to contact, Ah Shu ran upstairs and downstairs like a chicken, and was happy to see the child after reading it. I can't get enough of it. "Suduo." His pretty face was written with disbelief, "I just went camping in the mountains, and I ended up having two children at once." It's really profitable. ”

Su Duo was amused by him and smiled reluctantly: "Ah Shu, you said that you and Xing Xing went back to China to have a child without telling your parents." What will you use to raise your children in the future? ”

"I've talked to Land Rover. As soon as the blood group test came out, no matter who the child was, the two people worked together to raise it. We're going to open a hot pot restaurant together. Let me tell you, the best thing for Chinese students in Europe is to mix hot pot bases. I still don't believe it, just those two little things, I can't support them. Ah Shu looked determined.

Su Duo smiled even more reluctantly. A few hours ago, he was so sure about his future, his love, everything. A few hours later, it was as if he had had a gall extraction. For the first time, he saw in himself fear, cowardice, withdrawal, and so on that he thought he would never touch.

Ah Shu didn't say a few words to him and was in a hurry to see the child again, and Nian Qing was in a hurry at this time.

Su Duo watched her get closer and closer from a distance, dumbfounded, and stunned. Then a familiar, distant pain came over him.

Yes, it hurts. This is all he remembers of Nianqing's beginnings.

That night, under the urging of the medicine, he made a big mistake to Nian Qing in a daze. The body that had lost control of his mind went on a rampage without experience, and he didn't feel pain at the time. When he woke up from his slumber and saw that it was his sister who had rescued him from the pool, he rolled out of bed in fright. It was at that moment that the pain swelled. Trembling, he put on his clothes and staggered away from the terrace into the grass.

Shen Yi's sarcasm was right. He was still a child at the time, where did he have the ability and courage to take responsibility.

He was in pain for several days, and while he was hesitating about how to apologize to his sister and how to undo the damage to her, his mother couldn't help but send him to London. It just so happened that London had entered the rainy season, and the disgusting rain continued to fall for most of the month.

When the rain finally stopped, and the sun squeezed through the haze and stabbed Su Duo's face, he decided to try to forget it all. Su Duo began to live like a normal fourteen or five-year-old boy.

London's new surroundings left him with no time to reminisce. Every day when he opens his eyes, there is always something new waiting for him. At the age of nineteen, he had a real girlfriend, a Czech student who was four years older than him. The Czech girl studied theology, and the two ended in a breakup after less than two years of dating. Because the girl had decided to give her life to God.

Since then, Su Duo has become more and more like an artistic young man who doesn't care much about anything. Spend all day mingling with young artists roaming the streets of London. The guitar and his belly full of weird theories were learned at this time. He majored in photojournalism in college. But the guitar has become Sudo's favorite. However, the biggest function of the guitar for Su Duo at this time is to pick up girls, and Su Duo can almost win any kind of girl.

When he was about to forget that he was a Chinese, Zhou Zigen went to London to see him. This is the first time my uncle has seen him in his nearly ten years of studying abroad.

In winter, the air in London is as cold as a bastard, and there is a faint smell of gray duck dung.

Zhou Zijin did not tell Su Duo that he was going to Europe to see him, but stood and watched quietly on Aldwych Avenue, listening to Su Duo's more than two hours of self-playing and singing.

Su Duoyi bent down to pack the change in the piano case, first saw a pair of black leather shoes that had stepped on bird feces but were extremely shiny, and then raised his head, only to see his uncle who was smiling lightly at him.

"Uncle." He spit out these two obviously deformed Jingpu from his mouth, and found that Zhou Zijin's eyes were red.

Su Duo actually has a lot to say to his uncle. After he went abroad, he saw the news in a Chinese publication that Zhou Zigen had cut his left wrist and terminated his contract with the record company. Su Duo tore the magazine to shreds on the spot and never mentioned it. It seems that it never happened without mentioning it.

Zhou Zijin said that Su Duo's guitar plays very well, and the chords are unique and perfect.

Su Duo forgot for a while, and said with a smile: "Uncle, your cello is perfect." After saying that, his face changed, and he wanted to slap himself.

Zhou Zijin didn't care at all, and used London's food to change the topic.

As Mandarin became more and more slippery, Su Duo's Chinese memory became clearer. He casually asked about the sister who had rescued him from the pool. asked about the sister who liked Zhou Zijin very much back then.

Zhou Zijin slowly chewed the beef in his mouth, and waited until he swallowed before saying, "I have nothing to do with her." She now shares a company with me. It seems that she is not married, and I rarely see her. ”

Before parting, the brother-in-law said, "Duoduo, your guitar talent is rare. If you return to China, you will definitely be able to rely on it to break through. ”

That night, the pain made Su Duo sleepless all night.

But in the end, he decided to return to China because of a phone call with Shen Yi. Lao Shen said inexplicably: You haven't come back yet? That sister is getting married.

Su Duo didn't think much about it anymore. At the end of the term, he took a leave of absence and flew back to Beijing.

At this moment, the terrible pain spread out again, like a poisonous scorpion stabbing him in the heart.

Nian Qing stopped his busy footsteps, his face flushed.

"Where's the joy?" She asked.

Su Duo looked up at her in a daze and didn't answer. He was tumbling in his chest, but he couldn't speak, and he couldn't tell Nian Qing a word.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? I'm glad nothing happened, right? Su Duo, Su Duo? Nian Qing was surprised by Su Duo's reaction, and reached out to push his shoulder.

Su Duo grabbed her, his face was pressed against Nian Qing's warm lower abdomen, and his arm contracted vigorously, wishing that his arm would turn into a steel wire and slam into Nian Qing's bones and blood.

"Su Duo, what are you doing? I'm running out of breath. ”

"Have you been with your uncle since you disappeared from the celebration banquet?"

"I ......" Nian Qing violently broke free of Su Duo's arm, "Su Duo, who I am with has nothing to do with you, right?" ”

Su Duo opened his mouth to speak, but stopped, because he realized that he could no longer call her, sister. I can't call it out anyway.

"You woman, you're really noisy." He hugged her again while Nian Qing was looking around. Touching her lower abdomen and feeling her body temperature, he immediately stopped hurting.

"Su Duo, you're not done yet? How can you always be so willful! ”

"Don't move." He was unhappy with her crappy fist embroidered legs, "Shhhh ”

Nian Qing really quieted down: "The last time? ”

Su Duo ignored her and didn't let go until he hugged her enough: "Didn't you win the bet?" I'll make good on my promise to move out immediately. The quiet you want is returned to you. ”

"Oh." Nian Qing nodded.

"Happy in the seventeenth bed, her child in the nursery. Do you look at the children first or ...... first"

"Oh my God." Without waiting for Su Duo to finish speaking, Nian Qing turned around and left in amazement.

Su Duo's hand was empty in the air, and there was no object to touch all of a sudden.

He sat stiffly until he was awakened by the horrible sound of high heels hitting the marble floor.

"My godsister gave birth? Where is it? Where's the child? Where's my godsister? ”

Su Duo muttered ridiculously and helplessly: "Mom, why are you so well-informed." ”

Su Duo's mother glared at him: "Look at your lost soul." Have you been robbed of money or sex? It can't be someone who takes advantage of it, right? What a shame on me. I heard that Happy gave birth to a daughter. Oh my God, I've always wanted a little beautiful girl to play with me. Mom asks you again, is the child really not yours? ”

"Mom, is it over?"

"I don't care, I have to get my child to have a blood type test, maybe it's yours." It must be a happy girl so beautiful. Duoduo, this is a big bargain. ”

Su Duo's mother was foaming at the mouth, and Land Rover, who couldn't be contacted all night, came in a hurry to shatter Su Duo's mother's dream.

"Su Duo, happy to be born? Where is my child now? ”

didn't wait for Su Duo to answer. A woman in a floral blouse and pants rushed over in a mess.

"Chen is happy, you come out for me! Chan is happy! Chan is happy! I was crazy to send you out of the country to disgrace me! You didn't get the diploma, but the child gave it to me. Chen is happy, Chen is happy to come out for me! ”

"Hey, this is the hospital, what are you shouting?" Su Duo's mother obviously forgot about the noise caused by her high heels, and squinted down at the woman in the flower pajamas. can only look down, who makes her taller than the average woman. "Don't be happy Chen happy and call with a surname, can you be civilized?"

"I'm her mother! You can call it whatever you want. ”

Nian Qing poked her head out of the happy ward and called timidly: "Second aunt." ”

Last night was extraordinary. Today is not a quiet day. The excitement of life is always staged at a certain time, which makes people unable to resist.

Chen Xingxing's mother confirmed that she spent hundreds of thousands of yuan to send her daughter abroad, and the result was that chickens and eggs were beaten, and even after changing back to a small oil bottle, she used a vigorous brute force unique to middle-aged women to stir up the ward.

Later, it was the hospital that dispatched security guards to "invite" her out.

"Mom." Chen Xingxing was born by cesarean section, lying on the bed sweating but couldn't jump out of bed and go out, "Cousin, follow and take a look." ”

Nian Qing was already blinded, and nodded and ran out of the ward when he heard the words.

After Chen Xingxing's mother vented her anger, she was left with only grievances. She sat on the edge of a flower bed on the side of the road, her eyes glazed over.

"Second aunt, you don't have to be too sad. I think the two boys, Ah Shu and Land Rover, are good, no matter who the child is, he will be able to take care of them. Rest assured, she's more adaptable than a mouse. Well, she paused to reflect, feeling that her metaphor didn't seem to do much to ease the second aunt's mood.

"Am I sad? I'm sad about something. I'm not sad at all. Chen Xingxing's mother took Nian Qing's hand, "In the past, I always felt that the way my eldest brother educated you was too harsh. Only now do I realize that children need to be educated. Only doting and not guiding, in the end, it will become Chen Xing's virtue. Nianqing, it's still hello, you are well-behaved and sensible when you are young, and you never add trouble to adults. ”

Nian Qing lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "Actually, I have always been envious and happy, and even jealous of her." ”

"Who said that? There are many advantages in you that Chen Xingxing does not have. You kid, it's not good at all, so that the eldest brother has no confidence in himself because he has buried any emotions in his heart. You're so different from your mother. ”

"Second aunt, don't mention that woman. All right? ”

"Don't mention it? Not mentioning you doesn't change the fact that she's your mother. Chen Xingxing's mother took out a letter from her pocket and handed it to Nian Qing, "I sent you a letter this morning, and I saw a note posted on the door, which was to tell that Land Rover, and Xingsheng asked him to rush to the hospital." Hmph, if not, how long are you going to hide it from me? Oh, your damn letter. ”

Nian Qing stared at the letter, and her breathing gradually became shorter: "Second aunt, you find a place to throw it away, I won't read it." ”

"Even if you throw it, you should throw it yourself." Chen Xingxing's mother stuffed the letter into Nian Qing's hand, "Your father died early, and you have no parents since you were sixteen." The second aunt does not interfere in the affairs between you and your mother, and you always have to make your own decisions. ”

The second aunt is gone.

Nian Qing suddenly felt tiredness pressing on him, as if he was about to crush himself. She wanted to sleep, not disturbed, not doing morning exercises, not caring about anything, just sleeping with her head covered.

She went back to her apartment, put on her shoes and clothes, and fell asleep. For the first time in months, her house was so quiet that even the cat knew how to bask in the sun quietly in the corner.

In her sleep, Zhou Zijin watched her affectionately while playing the cello. At the end of the song, he said, "Forgive me, Nianqing." Let's start over. I will compensate you for all these years of suffering. Later, Zhou Zijin didn't know where to run, and a long-forgotten face appeared in front of her, she said, forgive me, Nianqing. Now mom is back. I will compensate you for all the suffering you have suffered over the years.

What are these people talking about? Do they hurt everything they want to hurt, and make amends if they want to?

Nian Qing scolded them bloody, and she poured out the most vicious language she could think of, and poured it on them. Later, words could not vent the anger in her heart, and she began to punch and kick. But everything was a dream after all, and in the dream, her hands and feet always did not obey the call, and they were heavy like lead.

She was so anxious that she was sweating profusely, and she was so anxious that she suddenly woke up.

Nian Qing stared at the ceiling for a long time, and suddenly realized that something was wrong. She slept without taking off her shoes and clothes, but now she was obviously wearing cotton pajamas that were always ridiculed by Su Duo for being so ugly and childish.

Su Duo? It must have been done by Su Duo. Who else could there be!

She sat up, pulled open her placket and looked inside. Good, good, great, even the underwear was changed for her. This kid is really attentive.

Nian Qing rushed out of the bedroom barefoot: "Su Duo." You come out for me! ”

The cat stood up from the corner in fright, her hair stood on end, and she barked at Nianqing. It looks like the guy isn't in the living room, he's not in the bathroom and kitchen. She walked to the door of Su Duo's room and knocked hard.

The door was unlocked, and it slid open with a creak.

The room was neat and tidy everywhere. There was a smell of incense wafting in the air, a cold incense.

Su Duo's guitar, stereo, computer, shelves full of CDs and books were gone. Nian Qing opened the door of the closet, and sure enough, it was also empty. She went to the entrance again to check and found that the guy had packed his slippers and took them with him.

The smell of rice fills the air.

Nian Qing walked to the table barefoot and opened the tin lid that delayed the cooling of the food one by one. Four dishes and one soup at a moderate temperature. It seems that Su Duo has just left.

Thinking so, she ran to the window to look. Occasionally, people in the community passed by in twos and threes, but there was no him.

Back at the table, my stomach rumbling. She picked up her chopsticks and picked up her favorite crystal shrimp. Su Duo's words suddenly sounded in her ears: "Sister, you eat more of this, you will not gain weight without nutrition." ”

She ate quickly, wondering how Su Duo had stripped off her clothes without waking herself up and then changed into her pajamas. Although it is indeed comfortable to change into pajamas and sleep, Su Duo is too ungentlemanly.

Attention also needs to be concentrated when eating, no, Nian Qing was choked by food and coughed violently. Coughing so much that his face was red, like a cooked shrimp.

At this time, the doorbell rang loudly. Nian Qing jumped in shock, thinking that Su Duo must have forgotten something and returned.

She was still barefoot, coughing as she opened the door. "Did you forget something?" She asked.

The door opened, and the person standing there was not Su Duo, but Zhou Zijin. He held a bouquet of flowers, and his face looked slightly unnatural: "You didn't ask for leave and didn't go to work, so I came over to take a look." ”

It was a pristine starry sky, sprinkled cleanly in Nian Qing's eyes. Zhou Zijin looked directly at her with a soft plea written in his eyes, which was impossible to refuse.

For Nian Qing, this scene is even more irresistible. She took the bouquet and leaned sideways to make room: "Please come in." ”

Zhou Zijin's nose was quite pointed, and he immediately smelled the aroma of rice: "Burnt flowers?" ”

"Oh yes, he moved away, and this is the Last Supper. Have you eaten? ”

Zhou Zijin smiled innocently: "No." Then you're welcome. It was this clean and innocent smile that made Nian Qing's feelings overflow.

Nian Qing found a vase and put the starry bouquet in it, and arranged the shape of the bouquet casually. Zhou Zijin ate very well, and he seemed to be very interested in crystal shrimp. Nian Qing sorted out his thoughts while arranging the flowers.

The person who was in her heart was now standing in front of her with a bouquet of flowers, and was still sitting at her dining table, rolling up her sleeves and tearing off her tie as if she were home. It's incredible.

"Have you eaten enough? Have some more, or I'll eat it all." Not to mention, Duoduo's cooking skills over the years are no worse than the guitar. "Zhou Zijin is not at all like a guest at someone else's house, but a host.

Nian Qing sat down according to his words, and drank a bowl of soup tastelessly. Her gaze was involuntarily drawn by Zhou Zijin's exposed scars, and she looked at it in a daze.

Zhou Zijin noticed her gaze and said with a smile: "It's only when you look at it like this, it won't be sad." ”

"Me, can you touch it?"

The spoon that drank the soup paused slightly, and soon it was as usual: "You sit down." ”

Nian Qing came to Zhou Zijin's side and carefully touched the scar with his fingers. Zhou Zijin ate freely with his right hand, as if nothing had happened on his left wrist.

This hand is pressed on the strings, and the music that slides out can take you across the ocean, over the snowy mountains, overlooking the sky, and washing away the most stubborn and stubborn dust in your heart. This hand is like a magician's magic stick and can transform into the form of any creature.

But now this hand is held by Nianqing, like an old lion king, he can only recall the glory of the past in his breath.

Nian Qing cried very unproductively, tears dripping on the ugly scars. She is such a quiet woman, and she is too quiet when she cries. It seems that the lacrimal gland is just an unscrewed faucet, "ticking and ticking" to seep water.

Zhou Zijin is still eating food heavily, and nothing can affect his good appetite at the moment. His left hand was withdrawn from Nian Qing's palm, and he grabbed her shoulder and sent it into his arms. Nian Qing's tears wet his shirt, and his heart beat fiercely in his chest under the cover of his shirt. "Plop plop", firm and powerful.

She had forgotten the pain she had had, and so had he. The two of them sat like this, as if their lives had never been broken for ten years.

"Lucy is white and white, don't eat radishes and greens......" Zhou Zijin put it in his coat pocket on the sofa, and sang on his mobile phone. This is the ringtone recorded by Lu Xixi himself, and he forcibly set it to Zhou Zijin's call ringtone.

Zhou Zijin never cared about what Lu Xixi did for himself, so he didn't think that this bell should have been replaced a long time ago.

The soft body of Nian Qing in his arms stiffened, and slowly left Zhou Zijin's warm embrace.

"I'll clean it up." She picked up the used dishes and chopsticks and went into the kitchen as if she had done something wrong.

The bell stopped, and only half a minute apart rang more violently.

Zhou Zijin knew Lu Xixi's temper, if she didn't answer this call, she would keep dialing. Until the phone compromises (the battery is low), or Zhou Zijin compromises, but by no means Luxixi compromises.

The grinding bell rang for a long time. It was still Nian Qing who roared in annoyance in the kitchen: "Isn't it cheating?" If you don't answer the phone, it proves that we are a pair of rooster and dog thieves. ”

Zhou Zijin was sitting on the sofa, holding his mobile phone in his hand: "The dishes are finished?" ”

Nian Qing poked his head out of the kitchen: "Please, don't let your phone ring again?" ”

"Okay." Zhou Zijin nodded, and really connected the phone, "Hey." On the other end of the phone, Lu Xixi didn't know what he said, he stood up and walked into the room vacated by Su Duo, and closed the door.

Nian Qing leaned weakly against the kitchen door, the dishcloth in his hand was dripping with water, and the water droplets splashed on the floor for a while.

It took a long time for Zhou Zijin to come out. He picked up his suit and said to Nian Qing, "I'm leaving." ”

"Let's go, and no one will stop you." Nian Qing was watching the TV series "Latent", and Cui Ping was questioning Yu Zecheng where did Lin Daiyu meet the wild woman. She smirked.

Zhou Zijin said again: "Don't think nonsense. I will be back. ”

Nian Qing was already laughing on the sofa. Her cat looked at her cautiously, completely unaware of Nianqing's sudden happiness.

Zhou Zijin, who was standing in the hallway, was distraught by her laughter and hurried back.

Nian Qing looked up at him and didn't say anything, just watched. This man left once, and ended up walking for ten years. Now that he's gone for the second time, how long will it be this time? A thick despair gradually gathered in her eyes, and she couldn't get rid of it.

Zhou stretched out his hand, scooped up Nian Qing's thin and soft waist, and hugged her in his arms. He kissed her eyes eagerly, wanting to kiss away the despair that was so thick that it could not be dissolved.

"I said I would come back, and I will definitely come back."

That despair was really dissolved, and tears slowly poured out from Nian Qing's eyes. Tears trickled down her fair face and fell between the baggy neckline. Zhou Zijin's hot lips chased the cold teardrops, from cheeks to lips, from chin to neck, from neck to collarbone, and finally stopped in that charming and soft chest, lingering.

Nian Qing closed his eyes and tilted his head back slightly.

She didn't want to think about anything, she didn't want to say anything. She wanted him. I can't think about it! Regardless of what happens after this time. Ten years ago, for her, there was only the result, not the process. She could only fantasize about her nails digging deep into Zijin's back for many lonely and tormented nights, and his fiery kisses covered every corner of her body.

They fell to the couch.

The unlucky cat didn't know that the two men would suddenly fall from the sky, so they were smashed and screamed.

This accident made Zhou Zijin lose restraint and stop suddenly. He gasped for breath to look at the incredibly beautiful Nian Qing below him.

Her clothes were half-faded, her cheeks were flushed, her chest rose and fell sharply, and a pair of amazingly bright eyes continued to bewitch Zhou Zijin.

"Nianqing, I need to finish that side before I can be with you. Otherwise, it's not fair to you or Sissy. ”

Nian Qing woke up from his confusion and nodded. In fact, she wanted to shout loudly: I don't care if it's unfair or not, please stay.

Zhou Zijin helped her button the open shirt one by one, tied up the strands of messy hair on her forehead, and left a kiss on her lips that had nothing to do with lust.

Then, walked away.

After he left, all kinds of love stories were still bustling on TV.

She suddenly missed Su Duo, the boy who was never in a mess. Although he always provoked himself when he was here, his life was fulfilling. Now the long-awaited silence returned, but it gave her too much room for her to think wildly. For example, she will think: who is the third party between Lucisi and her? She likes the peace of mind when she is with Zhou Zijin, and this peace of mind is difficult to feel at ease now, and even adds the excitement of "stealing". Her father was right, she was a woman like her mother in her bones, selfish and selfish in pursuit of pleasure. No, Zhou Zijin was originally hers, it should be hers, and love should have a first-come, first-come-first-served ......

She didn't have to apologize to Lucisi, well, she should have apologized to Lucisi. She doesn't have to, she should. She should, she doesn't.

Sky! Nian Qing hugged his head and ordered himself to stop his chaotic thoughts. She rushed back to her room and pulled out the crumpled letter in her bag. Her life was already in chaos, so she simply looked at what the woman who abandoned her had written to her after so many years. Maybe there was no letter in it, just a check. I heard that she is married very well, and it is possible to give some money to make up for her mistakes.

There was no letter, no check, and a white piece of paper with the address of an apartment in Beijing where foreigners gathered.

What do you mean? Could it be that this woman has returned to China? Want your daughter, who has been abandoned for more than 20 years, to see her?

There are many vicious associations in Nian Qing's heart. Could it be that she has an incurable disease and wants to repent before she dies? Could it be that she is old and decrepit, abandoned by the Yankees, and has no way to return home?

It was still early, Nian Qing was cranky, and she decided to meet this woman.