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When he opened the door and saw Nian Qing for the first time, Su Duo intuitively felt that his sister was in a bad mood.

He untied his apron, put down the spatula in his hand, and hurriedly poured her a glass of ice water.

"It's hot outside. Ha. ”

Nian Qing stared at him directly, like looking at an alien monkey: "Su Duo." ”

"Ahh

"What's for lunch?"

"Risotto. It was original when I was abroad! Stir-fried rice made in the same way as pasta, is it creative? Inside it was sausage, pineapple, cheese, ketchup, red wine, basil leaves, ......"

Before he finished speaking triumphantly, Nian Qing got up and walked into the kitchen: "You rest, I'll fry it." ”

Yes? Su Duo's face changed, and he hurriedly chased after him to try to stop Nian Qing from putting on an apron and picking up a spatula: "Don't, little aunt...... Oh no, sister, you can spare my fried rice, it didn't offend you today! ”

"Don't instigate!" Nian Qing picked up the chopped pineapple grains and poured them into the oil pan.

Su Duo wailed, closed his eyes tightly, and couldn't bear to see this human tragedy. What stimulated Nianqing to go out in the morning?

"Sister, it's not like this. Sausages can't be cut into chunks, they should be sliced! ”

"Ouch, the basil leaves can't be released when the aroma is put now."

"Flip, flip. It's muddy......"

Nian Qing's cold voice came: "It's already burned." ”

OMG！ Sun Dasheng, please accept the supernatural powers......

Looking at the scorched fried rice on the table, Nian Qing said, "Next time, next time, I will definitely be able to do better." ”

The corners of Su Duo's mouth twitched: "There is another time?" ”

"Hmm." Nian Qing nodded vigorously, "From now on, I want to do everything I haven't done before." ”

"You don't need to go into the kitchen to cook. Sister, I'm willing to cook for you. ”

"I'm going to be alone. You can only take care of yourself. It used to be a mess, and it won't be again. ”

After speaking, Nian Qing went into the bedroom to wrap the sheets and sleep.

Su Duo's heart was pounding violently in his chest, and he couldn't wait to catch up and say loudly, what is there to worry about, isn't there still me!

But he wasn't qualified to say that. Ten years ago, he was disqualified. For the first time in his life, he was destined to be missing forever.

So Su Duo just gently helped Nian Qing close the door, and then sat on the bay window in a daze.

The cooking incident is just a prologue. Nian Qing began to devote himself to his passion for strange things with incomparably strong combat effectiveness. Su Duo was exhausted by her all day long, both fun and non-fun.

Let's talk about the fun first - a trip to Happy Valley.

Nian Qing was happy at the gate of Happy Valley for more than 20 minutes. She wears small horns on her head, her cheeks are painted with oil paint, and she has a lollipop in her mouth. Fang began the joyful journey with satisfaction.

Fiordland Forest, Atlantis, Aegean Port, Lost Maya, Shangri-La, Ant Kingdom...... She didn't fall either. The energy is so strong that even children are not as good as it.

And those snacks that she eats. For the first time, Su Duo found that Nian Qing could really eat. But why is she just thin and can't eat fat? At this rate, it will take less than half a year to eat a pig. He quickly made up for Nianqing's chubby appearance in his mind, and felt that his sister was still good-looking like that.

After a whole day of playing, Nian Qing's feet and calves were so sore that he couldn't do it, and in the end, he could only be carried out of Happy Valley by Su Duo in shame. She also shouted vigorously: It's useless to be old.

Let's talk about the non-fun - shopping.

In Su Duo's opinion, Nian Qing looks the same in everything she wears.

When Nian Qing really started to dress himself carefully, he was dumbfounded.

"Sister, this skirt, no, it's too short."

"Is it short?" Nian Qing looked down, shook his head and said, "I think it's just right, my legs are very beautiful." ”

"Sister, this color is too tender."

"You mean I'm old?"

Su Duo, who was carrying seven or eight shopping bags of all sizes, shook his head like a rattle: "No." I don't think the little girls on the street will dare to wear such a bright color when you wear it. ”

"How so?"

"How not. Anyway, they don't dress as well as you. If you want me to say, let's spare the vast number of beauties and give them a chance to show themselves. Okay? ”

"Okay then." Nian Qing suddenly had the idea of cutting her hair again, pointed to a hair salon and said, "Go, I want to perm my hair!" ”

Don't. Su Duo likes Nian Qing's long and smooth hair the most, and occasionally touches it with his fingertips, and the silky feeling conveyed by the hair always makes him extremely happy.

To put it mildly, in the end it was just trimmed and trimmed, and there was no cold perm on the curling iron.

In short, this day can only be described as "thrilling". It was simply a wonderful battle in which the enemy attacked strongly and our army effectively resisted.

As a result, Nian Qing still lost his armor and was brought back by Su Duo.

These days, the two of them have fun to their heart's content, eating, drinking, and sleeping.

After nightfall, it's time for recreation. Or watch the saucer, or listen to Su Duo play and sing by himself, or talk nonsense.

In his later years, Qing once again had a whim: "Is it difficult to learn the guitar?" ”

"Okay, why do you want to learn?"

"Is that okay?" Nian Qing asked uncertainly. Because she knows that people who play musical instruments hate having their instruments touched by others. This experience was gained from Zhou Zijin. When she helped Zhou Zijin play the piano, she felt like she was completing a sacred and mysterious sacrifice every time.

"Of course." Su Duo handed the guitar to Nian Qing and helped her fingers find the correct position, "Look, the innermost string is bass mi, and the top is la."

e sol si mi。 Don't shake your fingers when playing, and relax your wrists. Such...... It's a major third chord, isn't it nice and simple? ”

"Simple?" Nian Qing was in a hurry, and the arm that was playing was very high because of tension, "I don't think it's simple at all." ”

"Don't be nervous, take it easy." Su Duo came to Nian Qing's back and pressed her arm to help correct her wrong posture.

The breath exhaled from his nose was hot and blew in Nian Qing's ears. If you don't help, it's just that, and a gang seems to be even more busy.

"That, you, you go back, it's so itchy." She couldn't help it anymore and muttered.

Su Duo realized that he was so close to Nian Qing. Looking sideways, her small nose, thick eyelashes, and puffing expression are all moving. His gaze was drawn from her cheek back to his ear, which he could touch with his pouting lips, and it was even more indistinguishable from the gaze. For the first time, Su Duo found that Nian Qing's ears were so beautiful, so beautiful that they withered and decayed. The skin at the earlobe is pink and tender, and the best thing is that she has not pierced her ears for fear of pain, so small and perfect.

Somewhere in Su Duo's body was tense to the point of slight pain.

It happened that Nian Qing in his arms twisted his body at this time. Su Duo's face suddenly turned white and red, and he jumped up and hid in the bathroom.

Nian Qing looked at Su Duo, who had fled, puzzled, and was a little unhappy: "Do I play so badly?" I also hid in the toilet. ”

The next day, Su Duo said to go out. When I came back, I bought several introductory guitar playing CDs, and poured my head in front of Nianqing: "You will learn from CDs in the future." ”

Nian Qing was depressed. Originally, she was quite unconfident in music, but now she was completely hit.

The days are like this, and the chickens and dogs are jumping day by day, and they slide by heartlessly.

No one in the company urged Nianqing to go to work. The little lace news that she and Leng Shifan disappeared went offline, and instead a certain female star married into a wealthy family. The media also did not mention that the Terminators ended their tour due to the disappearance of the lead singer. It seemed that overnight, no one in the world remembered the two men in the house.

Therefore, the world turns without everyone, and the sun rises.

The two of them are playing silly and eating and drinking silly every day, as if a good day will come to an end tomorrow, for fear of missing every minute and every second. Because he and she both know that good times will always come to an end.

Su Duo has Su Duo's secret bubble, and Nianqing has Nianqing's troubles bubble. The two of them blew cautiously, for fear that they would burst and the debris would be scattered all over the ground.

Chen was happy to get married on the day Nian Qing drank high. Xing Xing hugged Nian Qing and said a lot of nonsensical words, she didn't listen to anything in a daze, so she remembered a sentence to the effect that was as follows: Sister, grasping the happiness in front of you is the most correct choice. In these years, everything is changing with each passing day and developing rapidly. Look at it in a few days, your uncle is still your uncle, but your aunt is not necessarily your aunt.

Later, she hugged Chen Xingxing's BABY and didn't let go, and she drooled.

Su Duo's people in this life have been lost by Nianqing. An elder who attended the wedding banquet said to Su Duo: "Why do you let your daughter-in-law drink so much wine?" The bride and groom are not drunk, but the sister of the maiden family is so drunk that she doesn't know who is going to know. The current young man is so stupid that he can't take care of women. Therefore, a woman must marry a man who is a little older than herself, and a small one cannot. "He's got a black line. Who made Chen Happy shout as soon as he saw Su Duo, and everyone misunderstood.

On the way home with Nianqing on his back, Su Duo was finally a little happier. Because he found that Nian Qing had gained weight, he was panting. This is a testament to the success of my feeding during this time.

As soon as she was put in bed, she jumped up and went into the bathroom and threw up. After vomiting, he walked out, his face pale.

Su Duo brewed a pot of tea, poured a cup and put it to his lips and blew gently: "You go and lie down for a while first, and send it to you when it is cold." ”

As if Nian Qing hadn't heard it, he staggered over, his feet were weak, and he knelt down on the carpet.

Su Duo was taken aback: "Did you knock it?" ”

Nian Qing looked at him with misty eyes: "Su Duo." ”

"Hmm."

"Suduo."

"I'm here, what's wrong? Not feeling well? Or does it hurt? ”

"Suduo."

Su Duo's scalp began to tingle: "What do you want to do?" ”

"Suduo."

“……”

"Suduo." ……

She called his name like Tang Seng casting a tightening spell on Sun Monkey, one tone was more urgent and one was tighter than the other, and Su Duo's heart tightened when he heard it.

Why is this woman's cheeks so crimson? Why were her eyes so gentle that they were about to drown him? Her lips shone seductively, like beads of mist on the red petals of a wild rose blooming in the early morning wilderness. The lips opened, and the voice called his name, he, Su Duo, was no one else.

No, Sudo! Don't forget, she's from her brother-in-law. You're wrong once, and you're going to be wrong a second time?

He was fighting fiercely in his heart, but his hand had long since stopped listening, and gently stroked Nian Qing's face.

"You're drunk." Su Duo's voice was hoarse, reminding Nianqing and reminding himself.

"Nope." Nian Qing grabbed Su Duo's hand and dragged it firmly on his undulating chest, "I've been drunk for ten years, and I'm finally sober." ”

Sudo's defense was as fragile and ridiculous as the Maginot Line, but he was still trying to resist trying to come to his senses: "You're my uncle's ......"

Nian Qing raised his face and took his trembling lips in his mouth.

Su Duo snorted and wanted to cry. His body had never been so restless or out of control.

Nian Qing stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked it gently between his lips and teeth. At this moment, Su Duo thought: Do you want to go to hell? Let's go down.

He rehearsed it in his dreams countless times, and finally was able to press the woman in front of him under him in reality and get her enthusiastic response.

Soon, the clothes were thrown to the ground. They are like two smooth snakes tightly entwined. Sudo started in her left ear and worked her way down and back at her right ankle, letting her breath permeate every pore of this wonderful body.

The tide of love is surging, and it has long been wet.

When entering, Su Duo encountered strong resistance. This forced him to slow down and push slowly. Because of this, the body was aching, but it was not in a hurry. The Nian Qing under him was even more painful, and tears fell out.

However, it always hurts no matter what. He lowered his head and kissed her, tempting her to relax and open. Then, one to the end.

"Uh-huh......" they shouted together. One for the tearing pain, the other for the ultimate happiness.

Nian Qing is like the guitar in Su Duo's hand. No matter how he dials, plays, picks, and sweeps, he can always send out the most touching **.

The end of the song. Su Duo fell on Nian Qing's body, and beads of sweat dripped down. He hugged her like a treasure. She gathered her aching body and rested peacefully in his arms.

When everything was calm, the two washed themselves together and went to bed, drank cold soda, and chatted.

While chatting, Nian Qing suddenly asked, "Can you touch it?" After speaking, without waiting for Su Duo to agree, he stretched out his hand to grab his cute guy who was no longer majestic and soft, and played with it.

Su Duo's face turned red: "You ......"

This feels so comfortable. Nian Qing simply rested his head on Su Duo's belly and observed the cute guy up close. Suddenly, as if she had discovered a new world, she exclaimed, "It's moving, oh my God." ”

Su Duo sighed, grabbed the troublesome hand, and went to clean up its fanning master.

Nian Qing was dizzy and dizzy, and the whole person was lying on the bed and couldn't move, and his hands no longer had the strength to cause trouble. Ho, like the lazy cat in the family who basks in the sun after eating and drinking.

"Suduo."

"Huh?"

"That's good. That's nice. ”

Su Duo brushed away the hair that was scattered on Nian Qing's shoulders and imprinted the kiss on her fair back.

I can't think of a more appropriate word to describe this kind of goodness, it's good, it's just good.

It was dark. Their stomachs gurgled together.

"I'm hungry." Nian Qing said.

"I'm tired, why don't you order takeout? How about pizza? ”

"I'm going to eat someone's original fried rice." The last time it was fried by Nianqing, it was scorched and scorched, and I couldn't eat it at all.

So someone struggled to get out of bed and went to cook for the good woman.

When the doorbell rang, Su Duo was swinging a spatula and fighting fried rice. Nian Qing put on his pajamas and went to open the door.

"Who?"

Outside the door, Shen Yi smiled happily. As he walked into the house, he said, "Zijin called me and said that he would be back tomorrow." What's going on with your phone, I can't get through lately. Xiao Qingqing, I put down the company's mess and came to inform you. I scolded him on the phone, saying how could he disappear for three months without explaining the reason. Zijin said that he has a problem, and he will explain it to you personally. Xiao Qingqing, you don't have to be sad anymore, right? ”

Shen Yi's word "bar" was half shortened, and he was dumb in his throat. He saw Su Duo: "Why are you here, kid?" ”

His suspicious gaze swept over the two of them, and he found the messy clothes scattered on the ground that he had not had time to clean up. Now, it's impossible to pretend to be confused.

Shen Yi was furious, and slammed a punch into Su Duo's face: "Kill you unkind and unrighteous bastard!" ”

"You're crazy! It's our own business, why should you? Nian Qing pounced and kicked Shen Yi hard.

"Nianqing, don't care!" Su Duo pulled away from Nian Qing and locked her into the bedroom. Regardless of her shouting, she stared straight at Shen Yi. "Yes, I'm unkind, I'm a bastard. You can beat me, and so can my brother-in-law. But no matter what you do, I'm going to be with her. He spoke calmly, not too loudly, not in a high pitch. Because it's just a matter of announcing the results.

"Shen Yi!" Nian Qing slapped the doorknob red, and said intermittently against the door, "Why did you hit him?" I like him, and you are not allowed to hit him. He didn't do anything wrong. I'm with Su Duo, and I have nothing to do with anyone. …… Zhou Zijin, I've been waiting for him for ten years, isn't it enough? Could it be that he should have abandoned me back then, and I could only wait for him to watch him forever...... Please make it clear that he owes me, not me. ”

Shen Yi's hands were stained with Su Duo's blood, and the blood stains gradually coagulated. He tried his best to hold back, resisting the urge to tell everything.

What is this woman talking about? Does she know why Zhou Zijin's hand had an accident? Does she know why Zhou Zijin can't face her?

She didn't know anything, but she said all these nonsense.

Su Duozhi shook his head, signaling that they had an agreement, and those things would never be known to Nian Qing. He turned back to the bedroom door, his face against the door. As if this could touch Nian Qing's trembling shoulders: "Nian Qing, don't worry about this. Leave it all to me. Rest assured, it will be fine. We'll be fine. Well, go to bed and lie down for a while, and we'll have dinner later. ”

Nian Qing leaned against the door and cried speechlessly.

"Let's go." Su Duo urged her.

"You promise to fight back if you get beaten again."

"Okay."

After he calmed Nian Qing down, he turned around and saw that the living room was empty, and there was still Shen Yi's figure.

The night of Zhou Zijin's return coincided with the first rain in early autumn hitting Beijing. The drizzle stained the imperial capital smoky gray.

Passengers on the same flight dragged suitcases or took taxis, or were picked up by relatives and friends. Zhou Zijin was empty-handed, standing alone in the cool rain. No one knows what he's thinking.

After a while, he lit a cigarette. The flickering light of the fire reflected his face, so thin, haggard, and lonely. Suddenly, a faint smile bloomed on this face. This smile seemed to wake up the hibernating bear, and the apple smashed on Newton's head, and the concrete floor in front of him suddenly cracked and arched into a large brilliant diamond.

Trimester. Zhou Zijin was confined in that isolated environment for three months. When he was really lonely and couldn't stand it, he silently memorized the score of every song he had played for Nian Qing on the paper. Later, when he had memorized all those tunes, he began to compose new tunes, each of which was carefully written on the title page: To Nianqing.

Now, he is back, with a lot of longing for Nian Qing in his arms.

Finish this cigarette.

After smoking this cigarette, his past is just a thing of the past forever, and the scars on his wrists are nothing. Zhou Zijin was finally able to shake off all the burdens, stand in front of the woman he loved, and embrace her in his arms.

What is his young man doing at this time? Are you missing him too? Zhou Zijin asked her to wait for ten years and three months. From now on, he will hold every remaining minute and second of this life in his hands and offer it to her.

The cigarette finally burned to an end. Zhou Zijin crushed it and bounced it into the garbage can, and walked to the ride place at a very fast pace.

A car sped at him with its headlights flashing, and the engine roared.

The car stopped sharply in front of Zhou Zijin. Only then did he see clearly that it was Shen Yi and his domineering.

"Damn, hurry up and finally arrive."

Zhou Zijin smiled dumbly: "How do you know when my flight arrives?" ”

"Ask the secretary to call the Tokyo airport to check. One airline after another was checked, and if she couldn't find out, she wouldn't have to go to work. ”

"When did Boss Shen learn to torture employees, this is not like your usual style."

"Whatever, get in the car."

On the way back to the city, Shen Yi chattered about various situations in the company, complaining that he shouldn't leave without saying a word, which made him scramble.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. But when it comes to Xixi's privacy, it is really unspeakable. ”

"Oh, Sissy has you taken a ring? You mentioned it on the phone that day, and I didn't ask in the meeting. ”

Zhou Zijin's expression was slightly heavier: "Well, the first course of detoxification treatment worked very well. His brother picked her up two days ago. With a loved one, go to a quiet place to live peacefully for a while, and it should be no problem to quit completely. ”

"Zijin, I really admire you. If it were me, it would be great to throw a sum of money and send her to the best drug rehabilitation center. Find a house in the middle of nowhere like you, and hire a professional drug rehab and nutritionist. Alas, Sissi was also considered blessed. ”

"Blessed?" Zhou Zijin smiled wryly, "How do I think that when she touches me, it is the deepest disaster." Shen Yi, do you remember what a simple and happy girl Xixi was? ”

Lucisi? Of course I do.

Two little tiger teeth, a girl who laughs like a little white rabbit.

It was she who brought him the only happiness and vitality when Zhou Zijin was in despair.

After Zhou Zijin's accident, Zhou's family refused to visit everyone. Second, I am honestly worried that some people's visits will make Zhou Zijin's mood fluctuate abnormally and cause suicidal thoughts.

Luxixi didn't know Zhou Zijin, who could play the violin, but only the pale and melancholy Zhou Zijin who was lying on the hospital bed. What she likes is not the peerless Zhou Zijin, but an injured teenager with a strange temper.

At that time, this was extremely important to Zhou Zijin.

No one can understand how desperate Zhou Zijin is that he can no longer play the sounds of heaven. For others, it was nothing more than an accident, and the left hand could no longer be flexibly rotated and retracted. For Zhou, this is a mental castration. He lost everything forever.

Shen Yi couldn't accept that Zhou Zijin and Lu Xixi were together at first. He said to Zhou Zijin: "What do you want Xiao Qingqing to do?" She didn't know anything. She was also innocent. But when he saw this laughing and noisy girl, he thought, maybe this is the best arrangement from God.

Zhou Zijin also thinks so. It's just that he didn't expect Nian Qing to wait for him so stubbornly, follow him so stubbornly, and appear so stubbornly on every occasion where he might see Zhou Zijin. He didn't even think that mental damage also has the ability to heal itself. That devastating spiritual castration was extremely tenacious in self-repair, and finally healed. This caused his emotions that had been suppressed for too long to erupt like a volcano, allowing him to regain the ability to love.

"Shen Yi." Zhou Zijin, who was relieved from his memories, sighed softly, "It's me who failed Xixi." She was too lonely in Japan to become addicted to drugs. I accepted her affection without reciprocating the same affection. What a mean person I was, I always thought her joy was endless. When I learned that she was on drugs, I felt like I deserved to go to hell. ”

Shen Yi's hands held the steering wheel steadily, and said, "You didn't do anything wrong, don't think so." ”

"Either way, it's all over." Zhou Zijin noticed that after entering the city, Shen Yi drove straight in the direction of his house, "Look at me, I didn't tell you where I was going." Go to the front and turn around, I'm going to see Nianqing. He was very anxious, and he had to tell Nian Qing what he was full of, but he was afraid that he would not be able to finish talking for three days and three nights.

Shen Yi didn't seem to hear it, and still drove forward.

"Shen Yi, Shen Yi." Zhou Zijin said in surprise, "I said to turn around." ”

He still didn't speak, and as soon as he pressed his feet, "Domineering" accelerated forward. In the imperial capital late at night, the traffic is very smooth. After a while, they arrived at Zhou's house.

The crazy "domineering" finally stopped. Zhou Zijin didn't get out of the car, he stared at Shen Yi and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Shen Yi kept his face calm and still didn't say a word. Suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

Zhou Zijin was shocked and hurriedly pressed his hand: "Teacher." "He hadn't called him a teacher for a long time. At this time, he naturally shouted out in a hurry.

Blood trickled down from the corners of Shen Yi's cracked mouth. He took out his handkerchief and wiped it a few times nonchalantly, turned his face, and said to Zhou Zijin: "You don't have to see Nianqing again." She doesn't love you anymore, she falls in love with Su Duo. ”

After saying this, he turned back and didn't dare to look at Zhou Zijin again.

Damn it! Shen Yi scolded himself in his heart: You have been mixing in the rivers and lakes for more than ten years, and there are still people who dare not look at it?

In fact, where you don't dare, it's just that you can't bear it.

The two were lying side by side on the bed, and Nian Qing asked Su Duo, "Does it still hurt?" ”

It had been a long time since the thrilling fight in the evening, and it was already the early hours of the next day. Nian Qing still felt scared.

Why is Shen Yi so angry? Is it because of a woman like her who is entangled between her uncle and nephew?

Su Duo didn't feel sleepy and stared straight at the ceiling. Absentmindedly said, "It doesn't hurt anymore." ”

Nian Qing couldn't figure out what he was thinking, and was very flustered: "You, do you think like Shen Yi." I was with your brother-in-law ten years ago, and I was with you again ten years later. I'm completely bad, am I? ”

Su Duo came back to his senses and took her tightly into his arms.

It was a cool night. He pulled the thin quilt over the two of them, trying to warm up the cold Nianqing. But hugs and quilts don't do much. The woman in her arms was still trembling terribly.

He got into the quilt, lightly unbuttoned Nianqing's pajamas, took off his pajama pants and peeled off his underwear. Nianqing's body gradually warmed up, and in some places it was even extremely hot. With tears in her eyes, she tossed and sobbed under Su Duo until she was happy.

Su Duo sprinted hard. Only in this way can the things that Shen Yi told him one night be left behind by him.

Should I let Nianqing know?

Ten years ago, the drunk Su Duo Nianqing was given a *** pill. Causing a 14-year-old boy and a 19-year-old girl to do the most ridiculous things. The drugged people took pictures of them when they were confused. The photo was washed out the next day, and the whole pile was stuffed in the mailbox of Zhou's house. On the back of the envelope was a line of words: If you want to get the negatives back, please ask Zhou Zijin to meet him alone at ×× o'clock at ×.

Zhou Zijin arrived as promised, and was immediately knocked unconscious. When he woke up, all he saw was blood, and his left hand was no longer moving.

"Ahh Su Duo shouted softly.

He lay on top of her warm body, tears and sweat falling together.

No. Can't let her know.

Su Duo is not afraid that Nianqing will no longer love him or say that he can't love him after he finds out. He was only afraid that Nian Qing would know that Zhou Zijin's hand was abolished for the two of them, and he would forever fall into the pain of self-blame and be unable to forgive himself.

It would be good for him to bear such a debt alone. As for the sister—he looked down at her, and kissed her tenderly on her blushing cheek—let her be happy. I believe that if I change to my uncle, I will also choose this way.

In fact, Zhou Zijin had already made this choice ten years ago, didn't he?

Shen Yi told him that Zhou Zijin was very negative when facing the police investigation, and did not mention anything about the photos. No clues or breakthroughs could be found in this case, and the police had no choice but to settle the case. "If your brother-in-law wasn't for Nianqing, how could he not want to avenge his hands? If Nian Qing knew everything back then, do you think she would look at you again? ”

Therefore, Su Duo left gloomily later. Willingly admit that Nian Qing should belong to his uncle.

Lying in Su Duo's warm embrace, the contented Nianqing asked, "What time is it?" ”

Su Duo grabbed his watch and glanced at it: "Half past five." It's time for dawn. ”

Nian Qing broke free from his arms and shook his hand: "I can't sleep anyway." Let's go to the Dengshikou and drink bean juice. ”

"You want to go?"

"Hmm. I want to go. ”

A long time ago, Nian Qing fantasized about wearing the most ordinary clothes with his loved ones, holding hands and strolling through the streets of Beijing filled with a thin morning mist. Five cents a piece to drink to the full. She felt that it would be very happy. I just didn't expect that the man who brought her such happiness was not Zhou Zijin who she had dreamed of for ten years. But she was super content at this point.

Life is like a jar of animal biscuits. She picks out all the animal images she likes the most and eats them first, and from then on the rest is what she likes, and she can enjoy it slowly.

Su Duo pinched her chin, nodded vigorously and said, "Okay." If you want to go, let's go now. Let's go! ”

The aunt in charge of cleaning in Zhou's house gets up at six o'clock every day to walk the dog as usual. It's that baby who can't get Jack, the bull terrier.

After walking Jack, she saw the lights in the living room from the yard, and she was a little curious, didn't she turn off the lights last night? Thinking about this, I hurriedly walked into the living room, and I didn't think about it.

"Mr. Zhou, you, when did you come back?"

She was a little scared. Zhou Zijin's clothes were wrinkled and haggard, and he sat motionless on the sofa like a stone statue. Weird and scary.

"Mr. Zhou, Mr. Zhou, what's wrong with you?"

Zhou Zijin slowly turned his head to look at her: "It's nothing." You go get busy. ”

"Oh." The aunt turned to leave.

Zhou suddenly stopped her again and asked, "Has Young Master Xiao Su come back during this time?" ”

Auntie shook her head: "No." Not once. ”

"Good. Oh, prepare me a breakfast. ”

The aunt muttered to herself and went to the kitchen to get busy.

After a while, I heard the footsteps of hurriedly leaving, the loud "bang" closing of the door, and the roar of the angry engine when Zhou Zijin started the Q7.

She caught up: "Mr. Zhou, the breakfast you want hasn't been ...... yet" Before she finished shouting, Q7 whistled away and disappeared in an instant.

The door knocked and knocked, but no one.

Zhou Zijin looked at the time, seven o'clock.

He stood at the door for a while, and the next-door neighbor happened to go out and greeted him kindly: "Are you looking for Miss Nian from this house?" She went out. It seems to be leaving before six o'clock in the morning, with my boyfriend. ”

"Boyfriend?"

"yes." The neighbor is a helpful aunt, but also quite troublesome. She suddenly lowered her voice and said mysteriously, "Yesterday, a man came to the door and had a fight with Miss Nian's boyfriend. Alas, today's young people treat their feelings like a family, and the relationship is very chaotic. ”

"Oh." Zhou Zijin had a polite smile on his face, "Then I'll come back another day." Thank you, Auntie. ”

He didn't actually leave, but sat in the cold car and continued to wait.

Finally, in the drizzling mist, Su Duo took Nian Qing's hand and the two snuggled over.

Zhou Zijin looked at Nian Qing with a happy smile on his face, he didn't know if he was numb or something, and he almost didn't feel anything. Nian Qing took a small half of the Jiao Quan'er in his hand, took two bites as if he was playful, and then sent it to Su Duo's lips to ask him to bite twice, Su Duo deliberately turned his head and refused to eat but went to join in the fun when Nian Qing was eating, but Jiao Quan'er was ignored by them, and his lips kissed and pasted together. They were dressed in ordinary clothes, unkempt, and intimate like all ordinary lovers.

Zhou Zijin's hand couldn't help but rise, and his fingers touched his lips. On that side, the taste of Nian Qing has always remained, and he will never forget it. But Nianqing's lips had already covered Su Duo's taste, and he was afraid that there would be no trace of Zhou Zijin's breath.

Zhou Zijin pushed the car door and called the name of the happy woman: "Nianqing." ”

The smiles on Su Duo and Nian Qing's faces quickly receded, and they stood still, not knowing what to do for a while.

"Can I talk to you alone?" He then asked.

Nian Qing broke away from Su Duo's hand and said, "Okay." Then he handed the Jiao Circle in his hand to Su Duo. You go back first. I will go back soon. ”

Su Duo's beautiful eyebrows frowned slightly: "Let me explain to my uncle." ”

"Nope." Nian Qing didn't think about it, and refused, "This is a matter between me and him." Su Duo, he is your brother-in-law, and he is also the person I once loved. If you respect him, if I ever really loved him, then I should have a good talk to him anyway. As for the guilt in your heart, it's between you and him. You can make another appointment. ”

Su Duo grabbed her shoulder: "I don't want you to work hard." ”

"How so?" Nian Qing smiled slightly, "You don't know how happy I am now." ”

Looking at her sparkling eyes, Su Duo suddenly felt that nothing was terrible, everything was worth it: "Okay." You go, I'll wait for you at home. ”

Nian Qing got into the car and closed the door. I heard Zhou Zijin's hoarse voice: "Forty-seven minutes and thirty-five seconds." It turns out that the wait is such a long ordeal. ”

"If you've waited 10 years and 3 months, you'll think it's nothing."

Zhou Zijin's heart suddenly regained consciousness, and he suffocated suddenly, in pain. He looked at Nian Qing: "I thought we had an agreement." You'll wait for me to come back. ”

"I thought you were just going for a few days. But once again you disappear silently. Zhou Zijin, no woman can withstand such a disappearance. Its units of time are all calculated in years and months. It's horrible. You haven't experienced it, it's really scary. ”

"I have sent you a courier, why did I leave silently, why didn't I come in a hurry to make it clear to you, the above explanation is very clear."

Nian Qing was stunned: "Express? She remembered that there was indeed a letter that she had left in a corner, and that she was so depressed that she didn't want to read anything.

"You didn't receive it?" Zhou Zijin didn't think about it at all, she hadn't seen the letter. He always thought he was doing a good job.

"Zhou Zijin." An indescribable resentment rose in Nian Qing's heart, "We don't live in an ancient society. There are many other ways you can let me know. Why are you always so self-righteous! ”

"Yes, I'm really self-righteous."

That day he received a call from Lucisi and rushed to her apartment. Lucisi's addiction had just ended. She was as pale as a ghost, and begged him to help her, to beg him not to leave her.

Lucissi is smart and sensitive. She had already felt that there was a woman in Zhou Zijin's heart. She was engaged to him, but Zhou Zijin still didn't want to touch her. From that night on, a string in Lucisi's head broke completely. Telling Zhou Zijin that she was addicted to drugs may be her last resort to keep him. She knew Zhou's indecision and knew that he would never leave her at this time.

Sure enough, Zhou Zijin didn't say a word when he wanted to break up. He immediately made a decision, arranged everything overnight, took Luxixi out of Beijing, and accompanied her to rehab drugs.

Lucisi begged him not to think about other women, but to look at himself. Zhou Zijin promised it all, as long as she could quit this damn thing.

Those three months were hard to look back on. Zhou Zijin insisted on accompanying her to survive.

Lucisi's body was tormented, but his spirit was happy. Finally, the detoxifier announced that she had survived the most difficult course of treatment. She could get out of the room.

Zhou Zijin's door was open, Lu Xixi leaned into the crack in the door to look in, and Zhou fell asleep on the table. She tiptoed over, laughing and ruffling at his hair and his haggard cheeks. The desk was piled with stave manuscripts, and Lucissy looked curiously, despairing to find that each piece was dedicated to the same woman.

This man's heart was filled with that woman. What other chances does she have? If ten years can't make Zhou Zijin fall in love with him, then another hundred years will be in vain.

She had only one choice – to give up. Let Zhou Zijin be free, and also give himself freedom.

Nian Qing waited for a long time, but Zhou Zijin was still silent.

"Is there anything else you want to say?" She asked.

"What, we've gotten to the point where we have nothing to say?"

"Zijin."

She called him like this, which made him moved, and his eyes became sour: "Hmm. ”

"We ...... It's all gone. No matter how bad it is, you always miss it. I'm happy right now, and I hope you can be happier than I am. ”

"That's it?"

Nian Qing looked at him. The peerless Zhou Zijin described her as haggard, and it was difficult for her not to be moved. I really don't understand how they got to where they are today. Ten years and three months, just squandered all your feelings? What exactly is this thing? Why is it so ethereal when it comes? The body of the man in front of him, after all, carries his first emotion. At that time, she thought that this love would last forever, but how did she know that the shelf life was only ten years and three months?

"So be it. I used to hate you and complain about you, but now I don't hate or complain, I forgive you. ”

"Forgive me?"

Nian Qing nodded: "Yes." ”

Zhou Zijin laughed, and tears of laughter dripped out: "Thank you, thank you for your forgiveness." Thank you, thank you...... Haha, I'm sorry, I'm really ...... Haha......"

He smiled like this, and Nian Qing was very sad. She took one of his hands, didn't know how to comfort him, and said intermittently, "Don't do this, Zijin...... Anyway, we used to have each other in their entirety...... That relationship is by no means fake...... We just came to a crossroads and lost each other...... At the next intersection, there will be someone waiting for you to accompany you on your way......"

It's okay if Nian Qing doesn't say it, the more he talks about it, the more Zhou Zijin's laughter can't be stopped.

He laughed like this, laughing until he was exhausted, laughing until he had no strength and his body went limp. He gasped weakly, and his eyes were dark.

"Nianqing, Nianqing......" Zhou Zijin was suddenly horrified to find that the seat next to him was empty. She's gone, and she's gone. "Nianqing, Nianqing, Nianqing!" He shouted a few times with the last of his strength. Then he was completely delirious and fainted.

In fact, Nian Qing did not leave. She just couldn't stand Zhou Zijin's laughter, got out of the car and squatted on the side of the road to cover her ears tightly. Hearing that he finally stopped laughing and calling her name, Nian Qing returned to the car.

Zhou Zijin's situation frightened her.

No. She wouldn't let him have anything to do. He must be happier than himself, happier than himself. She wouldn't let him have anything to do!