If you were to use the price of losing the present to make up for a past mistake, a mistake that you regretted for the rest of your life because of your youth, ignorance, ignorance, and inaction, would you be desperate to redeem it?

Yes, another fantasy and hypothesis that crosses the subject matter. For a long time, I felt that fantasy is not good for life, and drowning in it will only waste the present time, which is very precious and needs to be enjoyed to be sensible.

Like a game, you try to experience the joy of the game, but also more realistic than fantasy. But there is always a contradiction in the human mind, and perhaps the next hour will overturn the idea that is now deeply believed.

For people like me who love to think cranky, maybe they should fantasize more, and be very involved in fantasizing, analyze themselves from cranky thoughts, and make it easier to understand their own needs.

If you look at it with your heart, many things in life are boring or even meaningless, but if you do it seriously and use your heart to understand the meaningful things derived from them.

If I were a bell-striking monk in a monastery, and my daily task was to strike the bell at a specific time, and suddenly one day I began to wonder myself, why should I strike the bell?

This kind of boring thing, I have to run to the bell tower with great difficulty, hit it a few times and come down again, and when the time comes, I climb the bell tower again and hit the bell...... Then I went to the deacon of the monastery in a fit of indignation, and told him that he was tired of labor, that he felt worthless, that what he was doing was a waste of his youth, and that he had asked for something else to do, and that it would be better for him to learn the method of vajra subduing demons or the supernatural power of transcending evil spirits.

The kind deacon kindly said, "If you love to do it, if you don't do it, get out of here!" I was touched by his compassion, and thought that if I didn't become a monk, I would have to go out and beg for a living, so I obediently went back, and did what I had to do, and when the time came, I went to strike the bell, and was happy.

It's far away, and words need to get back to business! For modern people, the most distressing thing is the love word, and all the pain related to interpersonal relationships is love words, and it is the love of men and women.

Some people have long complained that the TV series plays martial arts, which is the love story of chivalrous and chivalrous women, the police and gangster films will focus on the love story between the police, and the relationship between doctors and nurses is the main thing in the hospital...... In an ordinary life, if there is a regret, nine times out of ten it is an emotional regret.

I'm already married and have children, my life has stabilized, except for a little hard work for life, everything else is considered to be step-by-step, and I've gained enough as an ordinary person.

Frankly, I have a little regret in terms of emotion, this regret is not a knot that can't be passed, but it is like a bad genius writer writing a story, obviously saying that the good flowers bloom two flowers and one branch each, this ordinary branch is also fascinating, but the suspense in my heart, but the other branch just wrote two sentences, and there is no follow-up.

As a loyal reader, he has been brought into the plot and wants to find out the follow-up, but I heard that this author has closed his pen and stopped writing!

So, for a good story of genius, I can only assume that the other branch will be more brilliant, right? I knew that this author would not be updated, but I still clicked to the last page and looked at the parentheses at the end

"To be continued

"Four words. Fantasy is to devote myself wholeheartedly, and I have no emotional interlude to the end, although in retrospect now, there are too many foreshadowings, and it seems that starting from any foreshadowing, it is possible to develop indefinitely, and then take root and sprout into a new chapter, which is too much to look forward to. But I can only hold back any foreshadowing and stop fantasizing. Recalling every bit of the short episode I starred in with her, to reflect on what I overlooked, and what was the reason for my choice at that time? If it was a bad habit or a personality flaw, has it been improved by now? My fantasies are limited to the plots that have existed in the past, but they do not contain fantasies about things that have not happened. The idea of renewing the relationship with the old lover is even gone. The more distant the time of the incident, the longer the blank period of the hero and heroine of the story, and in such a long time, each has its own changes, and you pull out a leg from a river, and you can't step into the same river again. Moreover, the most worth thinking about is not whether it will be happier to continue the previous relationship, but to lose the current wife and current children...... After abandoning his wife and children, start a relationship with a person who was once familiar and now strange? The original insignificant regret (after all, it has happened, and it is not bad now, so it is insignificant) will evolve into a big mistake, irreparable regret, I will not be so irrational. If there is no big storm in the trajectory of life, it is happiness, if you just have some regrets when you are young, let it be regretted, as you grow older, you will feel that youth without regrets is the biggest regret. A while ago, I met a college classmate, he has also been married and had children, talking about his student days, he said with emotion: "In the four years of college, I have not skipped classes, never failed a subject, never went to an Internet café all night, did not go home at night, and kept going to bed at ten o'clock every day and getting up at seven o'clock...... How can my college life be so boring? That's probably what it means, anyway, people's hearts are always insufficient, and they always remember what they can't get, and people who say regrets may not really linger for the rest of their lives, and people who really regret their lives, they will only be silent and silent about regrets.

I'm glad I only have this kind of regret to talk about.