Originally, a few weeks ago, I secretly decided that I must code words after returning from busy work every day, and summarize the touches and changes in my life and mood.

The result was very unsatisfactory, tired of traveling, either on the way back and forth or after overtime to return to the hotel late, basically hastily ate dinner back at about 10 o'clock.

In this hot July, after a day of outdoor work, even if there is a dry place on the whole body, it is inevitable that the sweat smells full, and the clothes must be washed after the bath is completed, and then get some water to drink when everything is in order, play with the mobile phone and talk to the wife to report the things of the day and say good night, and see that the time is almost 12 o'clock.

I didn't want to turn on the computer and decided to go to bed, but I always felt empty in my heart, I wanted to get up and write, and I obviously felt physically and mentally exhausted and difficult to concentrate.

So I turned on my phone to look at the webpage, listened to cross talk, and fell asleep in a daze. I was woken up by cross talk in the middle of the night, and then closed the mobile phone app, charged and turned off the lights to sleep...... The next day, after ten minutes and ten minutes of exhaustion, I ushered in the sound of an ultimatum on my mobile phone (I set a wake up alarm clock at the latest), hurriedly got up to wash, and then didn't have time to eat breakfast, went out to check out and issue an invoice to go to the scene to work.

Life has been repeating itself like this lately, and each day is much the same as the day before. The body suffers from hunger, deprivation, exposure and sweat, and the soul suffers from emptiness, oppression, self-blame, and dissatisfaction with the status quo of life.

Sometimes I wonder why other people seem to be living their lives so well. I feel that those who can be at ease in their positions are very enviable, thinking back to the past I used to sit in the office, not freezing in winter and not hot in summer, although the salary is not much, but also hungry to have a place to live, how good the days were leisurely and leisurely at that time.

The idea is denied again, but all the people who are immersed in the past, most of them are people whose lives have gone downhill, and now they have paid more physical and mental power than before, and they have earned more money than before, which only shows the simplest fact: pay is rewarded.

I'm no longer a child, and the old days were nothing but comfort and comfort, and the purpose of hard work is to make life better - but even if I think about it, I'm still not happy.

The greed of the human heart always wants to be both comfortable and rich. There are more opportunities to see all kinds of people when you run outside, and if you are fragile and sensitive, you have more opportunities to feel the warmth and coldness of people.

On the one hand, the problems encountered by people come from things, and on the other hand, they come from others. Just like my work, the small problems encountered during the commissioning of the equipment sold in the factory are very labor-intensive, and it is difficult to make a mistake at this time, so I can only bite the bullet and worry that there will always be a solution for a period of time, even if it is not solved by my own ability, and it is also a solution to the problem that other capable people can deal with the problem - most of the difficulties from things are short-lived, and what really makes people feel blocked and unwilling is that others deliberately make things difficult or persecuted.

I am an after-sales service staff, and in this era, I am adhering to the service concept that the customer is God, and I have a strong sense of presence when I encounter it

"God" will be very painful, they will be arrogant, because your interruption has delayed their leisure time, they will tone with boredom and reluctance, the weather is very hot they are too lazy to get out of the air-conditioned room, and because I need their help, I have to leave the air-conditioned room temporarily, so they are dissatisfied...... I remembered that Yue Yunpeng shared what he had experienced before, because he was scolded by the customer for the wrong thing, insulted and despised and wantonly vented his anger...... In fact, it is not difficult to understand that there are always some people who highlight the nobility of their status by belittling others, which is something that cannot be changed.

My mother made a small façade by herself, mainly to do some cutting and weaving work, at that time the rented house was an idle duty room near the roadside of the highway bureau, the director often held meetings or other things outside, rarely came to the unit to manage things, all the big things were handed over to the secretary to deal with, the big things need to be conveyed to his subordinates after the instructions, and the secretary is responsible for the approval of small things.

This secretary is very typical, almost everyone is dissatisfied with him, he will show that he has power, toss his subordinates, or some things that need his approval, hold the shelf to let his subordinates and people in need repeatedly toss, and only after pleasing him in a low voice is he reluctantly, as if he is violating organizational discipline, risking the loss of his official position to petition for the people, after a fierce ideological struggle before signing a word that is harmful to himself, some old employees said that the discipline inspection was not strict in the past, and he benefited a lot because of this small power.

Later, it seems that when the mother was busy, the secretary passed by the door for some reason, poked his head into the house, the mother ignored him, and suddenly asked his subordinates to come over to talk about the rent increase after a few days, and the price has not risen or fallen recently, and the rent increase is inexplicable, and the mother had to beg the subordinate to make it clear, on the one hand, he can't make much money from trading, the rent price is not high but not low, and the rent increase must be unacceptable, on the other hand, the price was also agreed by the director, When the price was set, the director hesitated that the price was too high, and after the price was set, the director also said that this hut had been idle for a long time, and it was not suitable for any kind of business, and maybe it would last a long time to make a weaving repair...... In short, after a lot of words, the subordinates went back to report, and after two days to no avail, they still came back to talk about the rent increase.

My mother wanted to talk to the secretary in person, but she couldn't even see her face-to-face. In the end, he decided to move out, and everyone talked about it as offending the secretary, but his mother didn't greet him that time after thinking about it

"Offended", other times even meeting is rare. Later, I heard that the hut had been idle, and then it became a small warehouse, and it was basically empty.

Later, I heard that the director of the bureau had been promoted, the director of the highway bureau had been replaced, and the secretary had been transferred to other positions, which may have been an idle position - this is also for the sake of the old director's face.

These are just personal complaints, and I myself very much hope that I can be treated with kindness in the days when I have no fixed place, and I can encounter less difficulties

"Please" people, although it is only wishful thinking.