Chapter 112: Burdened
In a small park square not far from their base, Lin Han saw Xiang Yuxuan, who was sitting on a stone bench and smoking.
At about eleven o'clock in the evening, there was no one else in the park, and a few street lamps stood alone nearby, emitting a faint yellow light, as if the whole world had fallen silent.
"Sure enough, it's here." Lin Han walked over and sat down next to him.
Lin Han knew that he would often come to this small park alone at night to smoke.
Xiang Yuxuan was a little addicted to smoking, but he never smoked in the base, even if the rest of the team members who didn't smoke emphasized to Xiang Yuxuan many times that they didn't mind the smell of smoke, he insisted on going somewhere else to smoke alone.
Xiang Yuxuan bowed slightly, took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to Lin Han, and then lit it for him.
Lin Han took a puff and glanced at the cigarette case in Xiang Yuxuan's hand again: "Why do you still smoke red plums?" By the way, is this thing still sold on the market? ”
"Yes, it's the little shop not far from here, and that's where I bought it." Xiang Yuxuan pointed in the direction and said, "Back then, I practiced in the Internet café by playing lists, and I was poor, and I could only afford to smoke red plums, and I got used to it when I smoked more...... Actually, whether cigarettes are expensive or cheap, they feel similar to me. ”
"Haha, yes." Lin Han smiled, "It's really human." ”
Lin Han saw Xiang Yuxuan smoking one after another, and said, "It's better to smoke less, no matter how you say it, it's not good to smoke more." ”
Xiang Yuxuan smiled lightly: "It's okay, in fact, I have been smoking quite a little recently, but today, I am thinking about something, my brain is a little messy, I don't smoke two more, and I can't calm down." ”
Lin Han expressed understanding.
"How's Tianyu?"
Xiang Yuxuan spit out the smoke in his mouth and asked.
Lin Han shrugged: "It's not a big deal, it's such an adult, it's okay to say that he can cry in two sentences." ”
Xiang Yuxuan was silent for a while: "I'm ...... today." Is it a little out of control? ”
Lin Han shook his head: "It's good, emotions need to be vented, I just let you open up, I just don't want you to keep it in your heart." ”
Xiang Yuxuan whispered: "I also know that I am losing my temper. Losing the game recently is not Tianyu's problem at all, obviously I have played badly myself......"
"In the past, when I relied on four guarantees and one win, it was all Tianyu who stood up for Kerry, but just now I was just blindly blaming him for his problems...... It's too much, me! ”
Xiang Yuxuan sighed: "Actually...... Actually, I really don't want to dump the pot on him, I'm just irritable, not annoyed with them, but annoyed with myself! Annoying myself too vegetable, too weak! Lin Han, can you understand? ”
Lin Han sighed slightly: "Why don't I understand?" I desperately wanted to go to Kerry on my own, but no matter how I struggled, I couldn't change the defeat, and I felt pain in my heart! ”
The last sword Ji, Lin Han just wanted to take the sword and slash like he did when he played EDE, cut all the obstacles in front of him, and lead the team to victory.
Just like the heroes in the comic books, save the world under great expectations.
But he couldn't.
When the three of them crossed the tower by the enemy, Lin Han suddenly figured out a lot of things.
No matter how hard he tried to operate, he still had to die if he was crossed by the three people on the opposite side.
Once he is targeted by the opposite side without the help of his teammates, he still has to collapse.
That's the reality.
After all, League of Legends is a team game, and no matter how strong he is, he can't achieve 1v5 in the true sense.
In the game, occasionally relying on one or two miraculous brilliant performances, you may be able to dominate the game in one or two games, but that is only a flash in the pan at best, and it will not last.
It's not just him, it's a lot of professional players.
If you want to maintain a stable state and win to the end, you still need the strength of the team in the end.
These things, which he understood a long time ago, were inadvertently forgotten.
Lin Han said to him: "Do you know, it's not anyone's fault that you lost today, but we all have problems, not only are you upset, but I also played very impatient in the last set, I wanted to win too much, I wanted Kerry too much, and the more I played, the more chaotic it became...... It's not just you and me, it's all the same, they only care about themselves, and they all fight their own ...... However, this is not possible. ”
"Because we're a team." Lin Han said softly.
Xiang Yuxuan was silent for a while, and then nodded: "I understand." ”
Lin Han finished the cigarette in his hand: "Do you know the situation in Tianyu's family? ”
Xiang Yuxuan said: "I know a little bit. ”
Qin Tianyu's family is wealthy, strictly speaking, he is a rich second generation.
Parents belong to the type of thinking that is very traditional and rigid, and they have disciplined Qin Tianyu quite strictly since he was a child, and have high hopes for him, hoping that he will achieve something in his studies, be admitted to a good university, and then take over their class after graduation.
However, Qin Tianyu is not interested in studying, his mind is not on this, his grades have not been good since elementary school, which disappointed his parents, and Qin Tianyu's character has also inherited his parents, and his temper is quite strong, so conflicts often break out in the family, to the point that they are very serious.
And Qin Tianyu has been interested in games since he was a child, and he has a very high talent in this area, especially after contacting the game League of Legends, he was deeply fascinated by it, and it didn't take long for him to reach the top of the national uniform, and then went to Hanbok, and he also played the king rank of Hanbok in a very short time.
After some coincidences, I met Lin Han and them, and after being invited, I came up with the idea of playing a career, and I was out of control.
However, this is even more fueling for Qin Tianyu's parents, who are extremely disgusted with games, and the intensification of the contradiction has been extreme.
The attitude of his parents is very clear and resolute, there is only one: as long as Qin Tianyu goes out to work professionally, then immediately sever all parent-child relationships, and never interact with each other again, as if he has never been a son.
Qin Tianyu didn't want to argue too much with his parents.
One day, he left a note at home, left all his mobile phone, bank card and other things at home, and had nothing on his body except for his clothes, bought a train ticket, got on the train, and went to meet Lin Han and them.
Very crisp, very decisive, without a trace of hesitation, without a trace of attachment.
Lin Han asked Xiang Yuxuan for a cigarette again, lit it, and took a puff: "Tianyu is also carrying a lot of things, he may really have nothing left except for his profession now, he has no way out." ”
"I can understand him, of course, he has a lot of problems playing games, such as being too aggressive and so on, and there is also one reason for his own personality, but more importantly, he may have pushed himself too hard, too much to prove himself, to win, so the team has not been in good shape recently, he is a little overwhelmed, he doesn't know what to do, so that he is in today's situation."
When Lin Han spoke, Xiang Yuxuan smoked silently, silently listening to his words in his ears.
After he finished speaking, Xiang Yuxuan snuffed out the cigarette: "Yes, I know, Tianyu is not easy for him." ”
Lin Han breathed a long sigh of relief: "It's not just him, we are all the same." ”