Speaking of which, the original formers of this team were Lin Han and Xiang Yuxuan.

At that time, Xiang Yuxuan was still playing substitute training to make money, and when he was helping others to play the list of high scores, he lined up Lin Han on the opposite side for several consecutive games, and the two sides played back and forth, each with a winner or loser.

After a few games, Lin Han added Xiang Yuxuan's friends, chatted about some game topics, and slowly became acquainted.

Lin Han said with a smile: "I still remember that at the beginning, when you were opposite me, the blind monk stared at me and caught me, as if I had a grudge against you, it was really poisonous!" ”

"Playing jungler, of course, whoever is easy to catch will be caught."

Xiang Yuxuan smiled lightly, and changed his words again: "But I didn't expect that you were still in high school at that time, and suddenly you said that you wanted to form a team to play professionally, and you dropped out of school so decisively, and your action is strong." ”

"Haha, that's it." Lin Han smiled and said, "At that time, you were making a bill to support your family, and I suddenly pulled you into the water...... Alas, now that I think about it, it's still a bit too hasty. ”

Xiang Yuxuan shook his head: "Playing professionally is what I want in itself, and I don't regret it." Besides, at that time, my father's health was okay, and he could still do some work in the field, and he had saved a lot of money in the previous generation. ”

Xiang Yuxuan's family is in a small township, his parents are from the countryside, and the family conditions are very poor.

After graduating from elementary school, he went to a nearby county to work and earn money, and later went to an Internet café with his friends at the time, and after coming into contact with League of Legends, he discovered his talent in games.

It happened that the training industry was very hot at that time, and compared to the odd jobs he did at hand, the money came much more, so he changed hands and started working.

Xiang Yuxuan recalled: "When I think of those days, I really lived a life of day and night every day. I have to play for more than ten hours a day, almost every day, until seven or eight o'clock in the morning, I go out of the Internet café, go back to my rented room to sleep, wake up at noon to have a meal, and continue to play in the afternoon, and often do not go back to live for a week or two in a row, just stay in the Internet café and keep playing, sleep when I am tired, and play ......when I wake up."

It was late, and Lin Han couldn't see his expression, but he could still hear the endless bitterness from what he said.

"During that time, my physical condition has always been very poor, my head is groggy all day long, I can't keep up my spirits, and I sit for a long time, my waist is really painful, and I feel that my whole body is about to be wasted."

Xiang Yuxuan stared at the fire on the cigarette butt, and said lightly: "Compared with before, my life now is really much happier." ”

Lin Han was silent.

Xiang Yuxuan's father suffered a little waist injury while doing farm work, and since then he has not been able to do too heavy work, and his mother has always been in poor health.

So, the teenage Xiang Yuxuan resolutely took on the burden of the family, and in order to make a living, he worked day and night to earn money.

Every day he is faced with countless lists, and he does not see any bright future.

But Xiang Yuxuan still persevered day after day, year after year, and never had any complaints.

"Are your parents feeling better?" Lin Han asked him.

Xiang Yuxuan shook his head: "My mother is still the same, my dad ...... Alas, it's funny to say, an old bone has to be hard to prove that his body is okay, forced to work in the field, and injured his waist, and he has to hide it from me, don't tell me, and I won't know until I go back from the last vacation. ”

Lin Han hurriedly asked, "Then how is your dad now?" ”

Xiang Yuxuan said: "It's no big deal, I took him to the hospital during the holidays, and it cost tens of thousands, basically all the bonuses that Brother Liu sent me were used." ”

Lin Han didn't expect that this kind of thing happened to Xiang Yuxuan's family when he went back from vacation last time, and he didn't mention it to everyone after he came back.

He is like this, no matter what happens, he never mentions it to others, and he carries it silently on his own.

Although Xiang Yuxuan looks cold and difficult to get along with on the surface, after knowing him for a long time, you will know that he is really a very warm person in his heart.

Xiang Yuxuan looked at Lin Han with a sincere expression: "Lin Han, thank you." ”

Lin Han was stunned: "What? ”

"If you hadn't dragged me out to play professionally, a waste like me, who was useless except for playing games, wouldn't have been able to live as a person like now." Xiang Yuxuan smiled lightly.

Lin Han punched him: "Grass, what are you talking about?" Brain-dead, right? ”

Xiang Yuxuan smiled, didn't care, and said, "You know, I've been dreaming repeatedly for the past few days. ”

"In the dream, our team failed to advance to the LPL and was forced to disband, and in the next few days, the five of us kept drinking every night with the wine bottle, and when we finished drinking, we cried loudly, like five lost dogs, haha, this dream is ...... It's too real too. ”

Lin Han was shocked, his right hand trembled slightly, and then he lowered his head and took a few puffs of cigarette fiercely.

Xiang Yuxuan smiled lightly and said, "So, if you didn't stand up when you played EDE, what would I, and our team become?" So, in every sense, I really have to thank you. ”

Lin Han didn't speak, just continued to smoke silently.

Xiang Yuxuan saw that Lin Han was silent, and asked, "Do you think I talk a lot today?" ”

Lin Han paused for a while: "It's a little, I feel like you've finished talking about the whole year today." ”

Xiang Yuxuan was helpless: "It seems that yes, I found out myself." ”

He didn't know how he had become a chatter today.

But he just wanted to say it.

The two of them were silent for a long time, looking up at the sky, it was pitch black, there were no stars, no moon.

"Lin Han, do you think we can enter the World Championship?" Xiang Yuxuan asked him.

"I don't know." Lin Han told him the truth.

Xiang Yuxuan sighed and rubbed his face: "I just don't understand, why do you want to torture people so much." First to give people a little hope, and then to crush the hope in front of us, and finally we glued it ourselves, and then were put on the ground by others and trampled on our feet...... You say, life is only hard for us, or is everyone like this? ”

Lin Han didn't know what to say.

When I grew up, I slowly realized that the world was never gentle enough.

When you fight hard with enthusiasm and with all your might, the cold life will tear apart all the good hopes in front of you, and then laugh at you with teeth and claws, making you feel like a naïve fool.

Whenever the ideal flame is lit in my heart, the sky will always rain at this time.

That's pretty much how the world goes.

Xiang Yuxuan looked at the dark sky and said to himself: "When I was playing power training, sometimes I came out of the Internet café earlier, and I could see the sun slowly rising from the ground. ”

Then, neither of them spoke.

After a long time, I don't know who opened the mouth first.

"Well, I suddenly want to see the sunrise."

"How can you see it at night?"

"I can't see it when it's dawn, there are too many buildings in this city, and the houses are too high, and they are all blocked."

"Yes."