Chapter 102: Dreams

"Listening to you, I remembered a passage - since I met you, I feel that you are like my past, I am like your future, I have experienced your past, and you will eventually grow into my future me; On the stage of life, you, me and him will always meet in some form, and the prologue will eventually open; Time is music, and the performance will eventually begin, only the angel has become a spectator of everyone, savoring the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of the world. Guo Yong recited it with emotion, which resonated with this text very much.

When Guo Yong heard Zhang Yang's words, he seemed to see himself back then, full of beautiful yearning for the future, but he didn't have the strength at home, and he didn't have this talent, if he didn't have a platform, he had to accept his fate.

"I guess this is life! It's nonsense to live, eat and drink Lazar every day, and make money to support your family! It's nothing more than a peace of mind! Make life a little meaningful! Guo Yong said with emotion, standing up and throwing a pack of cigarettes into the trash.

Zhang Yang saw Guo Yong's state, knew that he had figured it out, and was very happy for him, in fact, people like Guo Yong were still very simple in his world.

"That's so well written! Who wrote it? Zhang Yang became interested in this passage.

"Yang Kunpeng, he is a poet and a writer!" Guo Yong said, as if he saw the way forward, staring out the window, and his relaxed and happy face was reflected in the window of the night.

"I've heard our head teacher say this name, could it be the same person, is it really our college, the former senior, the writing is really good!" After Zhang Yang finished speaking, he looked at Zou Kai, only to remember that Zou Kai didn't know, and saw him looking at himself blankly.

"It seems that the writer came back from studying in Japan, and he still understands ...... six Chinese," Guo Yong responded.

"Have you ever seen a puppet show? I don't like puppet shows the most, I always feel bad about being manipulated! But don't you think people are like puppets? It's just that the thread that controls us, we can't see it, just like a puppet made by man, it can never escape the fate of being manipulated, unless it becomes waste wood, a fire burns to ashes, and then it can leave with the wind......" Zhang Yang's thinking just suddenly thought of this, so he said it casually.

At this moment, Zou Kai was still pondering, and after hearing Zhang Yang's words again, this was beyond the limit of his thinking, and he stood stupidly in place and nodded perfunctorily.

Guo Yong was even more surprised, this kind of thinking is indeed unusual, too jumpy, and he can't answer for a while.

"I have a chance to meet the writer! If our studio has another decent screenwriter, plus Zheng Han, we can do whatever we want! Seeing that everyone was silent, Zhang Yang knew that he didn't react, so he continued.

Guo Yong suddenly felt that it was indeed his fault, and thought to himself, how could he be so cowardly! It's because I'm cowardly! Scum! Li Haixia will leave angrily! She is a very smart woman and very sensitive, and if she is not sincere, she will not be able to get her...... Guo Yong was thinking about it, the cigarette butt between his fingers almost burned him, Guo Yong hurriedly stepped on it, and threw it into the trash can, he wanted to smoke the last one, and then quit smoking completely, but because he only cared about chatting, he only smoked two puffs of this cigarette, and he burned it out, he couldn't help but feel a little regretful, he looked down at the box of cigarettes in the trash can, and hesitated.

"We're back!" Zhang Yang stood up after speaking, saw that Guo Yong was fine, and planned to go back to the dormitory.

At this time, several people heard a knock on the door, Zou Kai opened the door, and saw Li Haixia standing at the door, no longer able to see her sad mood, only to see her come in directly.

Zhang Yang still remembers that when she was in the crew, she was dressed like Liu Siyu, the female number one at the time, which was not a style at all, Li Haixia was not easy to approach on the surface, but she was very enthusiastic about people. At that time, Liu Siyu was very enthusiastic about people on the surface, but in fact it was very difficult to approach.

Zhang Yang was thinking about it, and when he saw Guo Yong stunned in place, he seemed surprised that Li Haixia actually stayed and came back.

"Guo Yong! I'm not afraid of outsiders, I explained to you, and I'll give you another chance at the end, and I'm an old virgin, I can't meet a sincere person, my mother will be a virgin for a lifetime, you have an opinion! You coaxed me to Haikou, do you think it's funny? Originally, I thought you were a responsible person, so I decided to trust you this time! But what about you! If you want to talk about looks, how can you compare to Zhang Yang and Zou Kai, let me ask you again, do you really like me? Li Haixia said very cheerfully, without any hesitation, very capable, and did not take anyone in her eyes at all.

Zhang Yang saw that Guo Yong was obviously shocked by this momentum, and Zhang Yang realized that Guo Yong was only strong on the surface, but in fact he liked women who were stronger than himself.

In order to avoid embarrassment, Zhang Yang was just about to go out.

"Don't go! I'll see what you say in front of your boss, wait! Li Haixia added.

At this moment, Zhang Yang and Zou Kai don't feel that they are the boss, but like little brothers, anyway, Zhang Yang wants to see the excitement, so he can't help but laugh.

"Didn't I say it many times on the phone, I like you!" Guo Yong's voice was instantly much more docile.

"What? I didn't hear clearly! Li Haixia said deliberately.

"Li Haixia, I really like you!" Guo Yong said loudly, his face was already red.

"Since you said you want to date, is it for the purpose of getting married?" Li Haixia continued to ask.

"Yes!" Guo Yong looked at Zhang Yang for a while, thought that he would admit it no matter how embarrassed he was, and replied seriously.

"Before you get married, you can't touch me, if you think you can't do it, we can get together and disperse!" Li Haixia continued.

Zhang Yang thought that Guo Yong would hesitate, but when he saw him, he suddenly walked up to Li Haixia, knelt on the ground and said, "I, Guo Yong, swear to heaven that I will not care about you before I get married!" Otherwise, I'll let the car crash and die when I go out! Choke to death by drinking water! ”

Li Haixia smiled at the corner of her mouth and helped Guo Yong up, Zou Kai didn't believe his eyes, he actually saw a big man in the Northeast instantly become an obedient child, seeing his appearance, Zou Kai was both happy for the two, and thought that the future would definitely be interesting.

"Gone! It's not that simple! You say you're a big man, grinding! I'm hungry again, go! Eat with me! Do you want to go? Li Haixia took Guo Yong with one hand, ready to go out.

Seeing this, Zhang Yang and Zou Kai hurriedly shook their heads.

"Zhang Yang, Zou Kai, I'll go first!"

After Guo Yong finished speaking, he walked out of the rehearsal room with Li Haixia.

"I didn't expect this eldest sister to hide deep enough, it turned out to be a female man, look at Guo Yong's expression, it's so funny! But it's good! This is the saying goes, one thing descends one thing! Zhang Yang's father was like this in front of his mother, but his father's rebellion was mostly in behavior and language, and he belonged to the kind of person who did big things in a muffled voice, and his grandparents were not less angry with him at that time.

Zou Kai also smiled all the time, but he didn't expect to accompany Zhang Yang to get a bag and watch a good show. Zou Kai turned off the lights and left the rehearsal hall with Zhang Yang and went back to school.

After returning to the dormitory, Zhang Yang and Zou Kai continued to discuss what had just happened, Gan Jun asked, Zhang Yang told him what had just happened, and after hearing this, it was even more difficult to believe that such a kind woman was actually a female man.

At night, Zhang Yang thought about what life was, in fact, it was to try to live and understand, and live clearly, that's all, he quickly made up his own mind. This night he slept very comfortably, dreaming that he had arrived at a white space, the dream of Zhang Yang was very small, only to see a very narrow road in the distance, at the end of the road, the black did not see the light, which made people frightened. But there is also an open road, and the scenery in front is very beautiful, and you can see a golden gate, which makes it very comfortable to see. Zhang Yang in the dream hesitated, and suddenly naughtily walked to the path that led to the darkness, he was scared as he walked, but he couldn't find a way back. No matter how much he shouted in the dream, no one appeared, he could only continue to move forward, and suddenly the road under his feet was full of thorny roses, Zhang Yang in the dream did not want to give up, and continued to walk, leaving a bloody road where he passed. Finally, he couldn't hold on any longer, after crying, he saw a white light in front of him, Zhang Yang walked desperately regardless of the pain, he didn't know how long he walked, the wound on his foot healed, he couldn't feel the pain anymore, and finally got closer and closer to the light, seeing that it was an ordinary door, Zhang Yang pushed the door open without hesitation, and when he entered the door, he found that it was another world entirely. Zhang Yang turned around again but couldn't find the door, only to see a lot of people wearing white fine linen clothes walking in front of him, everyone's face was filled with happy and happy smiles, Zhang Yang tried to talk to everyone, but everyone just smiled at him, they seemed to be rushing to do something. Zhang Yang felt very calm, he turned around and suddenly saw Mike coming towards him, and he was in a completely different state from seeing him back in New York this time, his face was surprisingly good, just like seeing him in the church in high school. I saw him walking alone in white clothes, as if full of surprise at all this, his golden hair seemed to shine, Zhang Yang didn't know what he saw, I saw him smile very happily. Zhang Yang could only see a road paved with jewels, the surroundings were white, Zhang Yang saw everyone smiling happily, he ran to Mike, Mike kept smiling at him, there was no sadness in his eyes, no struggle, no pain, he smiled very sweetly. No matter what Zhang Yang said, everyone just smiled, and the crowd kept walking along the gem road, Zhang Yang followed Mike all the way, and halfway through, he saw everyone walking towards the air, as if there were steps, but Zhang Yang couldn't see it. I saw the people in the air, arranged in order, singing a hymn that he had never heard before, Zhang Yang only knew that he was very calm and calm after hearing it...... Many people are looking at themselves with a smile, that smile is the most beautiful, and Zhang Yang in the dream has been smiling happily, and he can't control it at all.

"Publicity! Get up! After Zou Kai washed up, he was shouting and publicizing.

"What a dream, smiling so sweetly!" Zou Kai said.

Zhang Yang picked up the mobile phone, saw that it was only seven o'clock, and suddenly saw the message in the mobile phone, and saw that it was Louis, Zhang Yang thought that Louis had seen Lisa's photo and had some ideas, so he hurriedly opened it.

I saw that the message read: Mike! Passed away!

Zhang Yang was stunned when he saw the mobile phone message, "How is it possible!" He's so good! Zhang Yang recalled that day after the speech at school, he smiled happily when he said goodbye, and on the day of the Spring Festival, he and Louis's mother sang a heavenly sound.

"It can't be!" Zhang Yang looked at his phone, and his hands couldn't help but tremble.

Gan Jun and Han Mingshuo heard Zhang Yang's shout, sat up, looked at Zhang Yang, and were startled by him.

Zhang Yang hurriedly made a video call with Louis, Louis turned on the video, just silently holding his mobile phone, Zhang Yang saw everyone wearing black coats, standing in front of the cemetery, the crowd was silent, only the old priest was presiding over the funeral, only to hear him say "May God have mercy on this young soul, he doesn't know what he has done, I believe that his mission in this world has been accomplished, so you take him back to heaven, only there is no worldly troubles, may God continue to have mercy on those of us who live to offend, Until we accomplish our mission like Mike......"

Zhang Yang saw this situation, and heard Mike's name again, tears flowed down instantly, Zhang Yang got out of bed silently, only to see the crowd standing in several rows, and his parents and younger brother were crying bitterly. Louis suddenly rushed his phone at Yang Huahui and Zhang Mingen, Zhang Yang saw his parents standing silently, listening to the pastor's words, and the principal, classmates, and his friends around him.

Zhang Yang clearly remembered the dream he had, Mike in the dream smiled so brightly, Zhang Yang recalled, when Zhang Yang and Anna had just arrived at school:

"Hello! I'm Mike! Do you want to join the team? ”

This is the first classmate Zhang Yang and Anna met after they arrived at school, and their smiles are the same as in their dreams, but everything has changed since joining the team, and Anna has ignored him later.

Zhang Yang wanted to ask what happened, but the occasion was very serious, and he could only watch silently until the coffin was in the ground, and the crowd dispersed.

Zhang Yang watched his parents walk towards Mike's family, as if to persuade him to mourn and change, Mike's mother held Yang Huahui's hand, and after chatting a few words, Yang Huahui and Zhang Mingen left in a hurry, and Louis and his mother followed.

"Louis! What happened? How did Mike die? Zhang Yang saw everyone get into the car and asked.

"Yangyang! Get up! Yang Huahui heard her son's voice and asked loudly.

"Louis, Mom and Dad, tell me!" Zhang Yang asked loudly again.

"He committed suicide!" Louis's mother was still wiping the corners of her eyes, and she had mixed feelings.

"Is it all my fault?" Zhang Yang said with self-reproach.

"It's not! You must not think like that, it's been three years since you happened, the FBI suspects murder, but all the evidence points to suicide, Mike has already planned to study theology, and he is serious! He's always wanted to see you, a friend! He understands what you're doing......" Luis persuaded.

"Publicity! Pack yourself! It's time to be late for a professional class! Zou Kai said, completely unable to understand what Zhang Yang was expressing in English.

"You guys go to class first! Zou Kai helped me take a leave, thank you for my late arrival! Zhang Yang wiped the corners of his eyes and turned his back to everyone's request.

"I see! Then I'll go first! Condolences change! After Zou Kai finished speaking, he patted Zhang Yang's shoulder, he only knew that it might be Zhang Yang's friend who died.

Gan Jun and Han Myung Suk also said the same thing, and then left the dormitory, Gan Jun only guessed the general meaning, did not understand Louis's words, but he heard the word suicide.

"Didn't the police say what the specific reason was?" Zhang Yang asked again.

"As far as I know, the police have also asked me about this matter, but there is no clue at the moment! If you don't go back, the police will look for you! Louis continued.

"Don't you have photos from the scene?" Zhang Yang asked earnestly, he couldn't believe that Mike would take his own life.

"No, the family asks for secrecy, only the police have!" Louis sighed in a depressed mood.

"I see, Mom and Dad! Thank you for taking the time to attend Mike's funeral, I'm in class! ”

Zhang Yang hung up the video directly after speaking, sitting on the chair alone, sighing for a long time, he just couldn't believe it, even if everyone said it was suicide, but Zhang Yang didn't believe it, although Mike was not bold enough, but he would never do it if he gave up his life. Could it be that he really suffered a lot of injuries, had a shadow in his heart, and didn't come out for a while, so why is it three years later, Zhang Yang is very sure that he has observed it very well, and Zhang Yang can still remember many details clearly.