Chapter 103: The Power of Grief

Zhang Yang sat silently in the dormitory, the whole person was sluggish, he really wanted to go back to find out, but the truth that people can't be resurrected after death still understands, he only knows that he must work hard to live, because there are still many things he hasn't achieved, giving up life is impossible for him, he feels that it is a great blessing to sharpen in the world. He also firmly believes in the words of the female pastor of the Chinese church in the past, "Life is very short, but a few decades of time, if we overcome every trial, we are already the pride of heaven, what a great grace!" The more God loves you, the more wisdom will be given to you from your setbacks because you are His little prince! Only those who really love you will let you continue to transform, real gold is not afraid of fire refining is what it means, we must learn to be happy in suffering, uphold the purest faith in the depths of our hearts, until people in this world can no longer destroy the pure land, we can love the world from the heart, love everyone, and most importantly, love ourselves! ”

Just thinking about it, Zhang Yang suddenly received an email, which was an anonymous mailbox dedicated to Louis, and after opening it, he saw the photos of the scene taken by the police, Zhang Yang observed the scene, Mike committed suicide by cutting his wrists in his bathroom, and there was blood in the bathtub, Mike left with a smile, and it didn't look like he killed.

Zhang Yang thought, maybe Mike has been living in the shadows, maybe everyone has seen the changes on his surface, but in fact, he is suffering in his heart, and who can know if he has nowhere to talk. Or maybe the content on the photo is also the appearance of the design, after all, the human heart is more deceitful than all things.

Zhang Yang thought about it, and mechanically cleaned himself up, Zou Kai was not in the mood to eat the breakfast he bought, and walked listlessly along the way. It was the first day of school, and his mood was already extremely lost, and when he arrived at the academy, he saw the works of his classmates hanging in the corridor, which he usually admired, but at the moment he couldn't stand it. At this moment, the flamboyant state is incompatible with the surrounding beauty, he just feels sad, his heart seems to be empty, and he can no longer find a friend.

Zhang Yang entered the classroom, and he didn't care who was in class, he directly changed his clothes and pressed his legs like a robot that couldn't think.

Zou Kai saw that the classical dance teacher was ignored by Zhang Yang, and was not emotional, but looked at him silently, this teacher has brought more students for more than two years, and his temperament has also changed, if he was ignored before, he would probably be very unhappy, fortunately, he said in advance that Zhang Yang's relatives abroad had died, and the teacher didn't say anything, everyone just looked at him sympathetically.

"Publicity! If it's really uncomfortable, rest! Just take a leave of absence! The classical dance teacher advised.

After Zhang Yang heard it, he got dressed and walked out of the classroom without saying a word, which made people very worried.

"Zou Kai! You're not in a dormitory, so why don't you go back and look at it! In this state, don't worry! The classical dance teacher sighed, not wanting to pretend that there was nothing wrong with it.

Zou Kai happened to be very worried, so he changed his clothes and went out, Zhang Yang knew that Zou Kai had been following him, but he had nothing to say, and Zou Kai didn't fully understand what English was saying, and he didn't know how to ask.

After Zhang Yang returned to the dormitory, Zou Kai thought that he would cry a lot and it was over, but after Zhang Yang arrived at the dormitory, he sat at the desk, opened the laptop and began to write, Zou Kai bought the lunch at noon, but he never moved the chopsticks, Gan Jun and Han Mingshuo came back from class, and when they saw Zhang Yang's state, they didn't know how to persuade him.

Zou Kai asked Zhang Yang for a day off, and the head teacher finally asked him to accompany Zhang Yang, so as not to have anything, no matter who called Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang didn't pay attention, and kept typing on the keyboard in the room, writing things.

Zou Kai looked at the breakfast and lunch on the table, and saw Gan Jun and Han Mingshuo coming back from class again to bring dinner, but Zhang Yang didn't move. Zhang Yang is like losing his soul at this moment, immersed in another world.

It wasn't until more than 30,000 words were displayed in the computer document that Zhang Yang came back to his senses, the sun had shone into the room again, and Zhang Yang felt hungry and ate all the food on the table. After eating by himself, he looked back and saw that the entire studio was staring at him, and everyone was stunned.

Zou Kai didn't eat, drink, sleep or go to the bathroom for a day and a night because of Zhang Yang, so he was no longer worried and was ready to contact his family and find a doctor.

"When did you arrive?" Zhang Yang asked everyone, not knowing how long it had been.

"Mr. Zhang! We arrived an hour ago! Secretary Li replied politely, but he was sweating.

Yang Huahui saw that her son came back to her senses in the office, so she breathed a sigh of relief, turned off the video, and began to be busy with work.

"I finished writing the first script, and when I went back, Zheng Han and I corrected it and sent it to everyone to see who is suitable for what!" Zhang Yang said happily, because he wrote Mike's friendship into the script, and at the same time released the grief in his heart.

"Publicity! If you say it in advance, we won't be worried about it, your state will freak out the hell about us! I thought you were evil! Zou Kai stayed up all night this day and was restless, plus he watched the news before, saying that someone had not eaten or drunk for two days, and died suddenly playing games, so he notified all the staff in the group, everyone was sitting together at the moment to discuss countermeasures, but I didn't expect that not long after I arrived, I saw Zhang Yang's sudden attitude change and eat a lot.

"Are we late?" The twins went into the dormitory together, carrying bags of fruit.

"Just in time! Don't you attend classes? Zou Kai asked.

"The last two classes of physical education, now free activities, I see that your group said that Mr. Zhang's dormitory, this is the fruit of my hometown, my family brought it yesterday, and I specially asked me to bring it over to Mr. Zhang!" The twins entered the house and put the fruit on Zhang Yang's table, Zhang Yang saw the fruit and ate it immediately, not paying attention to the image at all.

"Isn't that all right? I said that you are worried about it, and you are still looking for a doctor to call your parents, and you will have work to do when the script comes out, and continue to go to work, so I can sort out the drama you rehearsed! Shen Xiaojing is gone! I'm waiting for you to print the script! After Guo Yong finished speaking, he took action, which formed a strong contrast with the state of being submitted by Li Haixia the night before.

"Mr. Zhang! Then I'll go back too! Manager Ren, it's okay here, I'm turning off the video! Shen Xiaojing closed the video after speaking.

"Mr. Zhang! Rest well and don't get too tired! I'm going to keep busy! Ren Huayu closed the video after speaking.

Shen Xiaojing left the dormitory with Guo Yong.

"It's okay! Mr. Zhang! Mr. Zou! I'm going to work too! Secretary Li stood politely, nodded to the two, and left the dormitory.

"Brother! This fruit is delicious! Hometown specialty! Wang Mingdian said, smiling happily.

"See! You can't have an accident, there are several people waiting for you to eat! Zou Kai persuaded, afraid that Zhang Yang would have any negative emotions, so he deliberately pressed him with a sense of responsibility.

"How could something happen to me! Even if it's something! Boss Zou, you don't care! You think you'll be free as soon as you put your money into the company, if it's me who has a car accident! What can you do? Zhang Yang said half-jokingly, not at all like a person who has not eaten or drunk for a long time, and is in very good condition.

"I ......" Zou Kai really didn't know what to say.

"It's okay! And us! My family has always been a small business, and there is no problem with how much to manage, as long as someone sits in the array, our studio can't do it, if it weren't for the usual classes, our artists have a lot of filming! Wang Mingen said, interrupting Zou Kai's embarrassing state.

"That's it! I like it! Anyway, I don't care about the money, you can do whatever it takes, and when you graduate, it's no problem to invest in my family's high-tech physiotherapy industry, anyway, it's a small capital, doing business, it's just using money to make money, and it's not better to benefit the country and the people! Zhang Yang finished eating the fruit and went to the bathroom.

"I'm taking a shower, you guys are casual, if you don't work, we're classmates! Don't be inhibited! Zhang Yang said loudly in the bathroom and closed the door.

Zhang Yang turned grief into strength, finished writing the script, and felt very relieved, he took a shower and slept all afternoon, ate dinner in the evening, finished his body, and came back to sleep.

There were almost no dreams, not so much no dreams, but too beautiful dreams for him to remember. When he woke up in the morning, he worked normally, trained normally, and took the students, teachers, and classmates normally.

In fact, as soon as the second semester of the junior year ends, I am basically waiting to receive the graduation certificate and degree certificate, after all, the junior students are the most successful and reputable, and when it comes to the senior graduation report performance, as long as the previous program is performed on the stage, everyone will go their separate ways from then on, the head teacher said these words are not intended to make people sad, but let everyone cherish the present time, don't leave regrets, and seriously think about the future.

While Zhang Yang and his friends are living a fulfilling life, most of the students in the school are still living a life of pickling girls and Internet café games, and they naturally spend the money that their parents have worked hard to save, and they don't think about the future and life at all, they would rather waste their time every day. But there are also some people who are still struggling, some will start a business on campus, some will soak in the library every day for academic research, participate in various large and small debates, and some even go to work in the society to experience themselves and make their youth have no regrets.

Zhang Yang thought about how many lives there were throughout the ages, who could count them, but it was always a few people who changed the fate of mankind, and these people had gone through hardships, died nine times, and were ridiculed for talking about dreams, but fortunately, they finally completed their mission and said goodbye to life without regrets.

Zhang Yang is very clear about his future planning, he quickly adjusted himself, on the right track, he has made an appointment with Mr. Sonoda, because there is a lot of time, he wants to have three classes a week, Mr. Sonoda is naturally willing to take time out to teach serious and hard-working students, usually in addition to the drama rehearsals arranged by Guo Yong, every day of life is very fulfilling.

Zhang Yang has returned to his previous look, everyone will take the initiative to greet him, everyone is used to this star in the school, no longer chasing for autographs, and he knows that he will not hire bodyguards, who greets him He never refuses, Zhang Yang is so casual, he trusts the environment in which he lives, and also trusts the people living here.

One day, Zhang Yang suddenly received a call from Director Cai, and learned that the United States, Britain, Japan and other places have introduced his war realistic TV series, and invited him to participate in publicity activities, the director decided to let these foreign reporters come to China for interviews for convenience, his new script is already in creation, and he doesn't want to be disturbed, plus he takes into account that several leading actors are still students, but it's better to delay more time, so Director Cai's arrangement is still very person-friendly, although he enjoys an international reputation, but he doesn't care about these anymore.

After finishing their fitness that afternoon, Zhang Yang and Zou Kai, as well as the twins, Shen Xiaojing and Han Mingshuo rushed to the publicity site, when they were doing publicity in New York, the twins did not succeed because of filming, this is a rare publicity opportunity, so naturally they will not miss it. In addition, Han Mingshuo also wanted to see the world, so he naturally didn't want to miss the excitement, so he temporarily became a star assistant to participate in the event.

This time, Director Cai gathered reporters from several countries to conduct this exclusive interview, and the scene was indeed very large, mainly because there were many reporters.

Zhang Yang and others wore their own endorsed clothes and stepped onto a larger international stage, and Zhang Yang also took the initiative to endorse Yang Huahui's clothing brand, and also reached an agreement with his mother to occupy 20% of the shares, Yang Huahui naturally did not refuse, his clothing has never invited a star, so that his money into the hands of his son is a very cost-effective deal for Yang Huahui, but this business mind does make Yang Huahui quite surprised, she never thought that her son would have today's achievements.

At this moment, the host is announcing the official start of the event, as she introduced in English, the director, the male No. 1, the female No. 1 and others appeared one by one, the scene applauded like thunder, Zhang Yang did not see the leader of the cultural department this time, thinking that it seems that the government department has lost interest in the publicity activities.

After the host's introduction, the director officially thanked him, and then entered the on-site Q&A stage.

"Director! I'm a journalist from Nippon TV, and I would like to ask what prompted you to make this drama!? And it's also a positive realism, you respect the real historical events, and show that everyone is a defeated person under the war, as if you have experienced it yourself, what inspires you? ”

Zhang Yang looked at the female reporter in the audience speaking Japanese, and there was a simultaneous interpreter interpreting on the spot, the first question was so comprehensive, it described a lot of Japanese miserable methods, and it also showed that Japanese soldiers are just tools of the government, brainwashed and used, living without self, as a human being is still very miserable, the Japanese can be introduced into the country, it seems that these people still face history.

"I remember at the end of the premiere of the TV series, I said that this script was inspired after my grandfather died, because when he was alive, he often told me about the tragic experience of the Anti-Japanese War, of course, there are incredible things, my grandfather was a spy back then, collecting intelligence, mainly because he ran fast and smart, he specialized in collecting intelligence on the front line, he was also shot five times and survived, in my eyes, grandpa is a history textbook, and later after the founding of New China, his medals have more than a dozen, It's just that he later refused to engage in politics, just wanted to be an ordinary people, one acre and three points of land, his wife and children were very content with the hot kang head, I still remember that my grandfather said that he was only a teenager when he was a soldier, and the young army did not accept it, and after seeing him run fast, he was accepted by the spy organization for training and study, when he died, I can't remember how old he lived, but I remember all the stories he said, the picture is particularly strong, and later by understanding history, and studying in Japan, I studied a lot of historical materials, and I filmed all the real situation! As you said, under the war, there is no winner, everyone is a loser, as long as we are the next generation, we just need to cherish the hard-won life! Face up to history! By learning from the lessons of the past and writing about life from the perspective of humanity and life, you will be able to create a work of art that will be recognized by the world! ”