I politely refused: "Yiqing, I'm not very interested in the birthday party, thank you for thinking about it for me, but I really ......"

Fang Yiqing was silent for a long time before letting out a long sigh, "Okay, I won't force it." However, don't hold it in your heart, no matter how worried you are, there is no way to solve it. You're not Song Qian, you can't help him at all, can't you? ”

My heart tightened violently, and I bit my lip so hard that it almost bleed.

Yes, I'm not Song Qian.

If today, Fu Ruyan is married to Song Qian, is it not worth mentioning such a difficulty for them at all?

"Xiao Chu, why don't you go and find Song Qian? I think she's quite rich, maybe she can help you? "Fang Yiqing gave me an idea.

Actually, I also wanted to go to Song Qian at first.

However, I have selfish intentions.

I don't want any more relationship between them from the bottom of my heart, if Song Qian really helps, then Fu Ruyan will definitely be very grateful to her, maybe......

I know it's dirty, selfish and despicable, but I can't help myself.

I'm afraid that Fu Ruyan will be snatched away by others, and he is still such an excellent Song Qian.

When facing Song Qian, I often have that inferiority complex.

Because Song Qian is so perfect, I once imagined that if I were to be a man, I would definitely marry her.

She is empathetic, elegant and calm, knowledgeable, and almost all the advantages that a woman will have are gathered in her.

The most important thing is that she has also loved Fu Ruyan for so many years.

I don't dare bet.

So I'd rather go to Fu Yang than Song Qian.

I don't want to owe her.

She ...... Forget it. "Even if there are all kinds of words in my heart, the moment I say it, I am so powerless.

"Hey, yes, that woman doesn't look simple at all. And I always feel that she has no love for Fu Ruyu. Why don't you be wary of it? I feel...... Song Qian will definitely go to Fu Ruyan. Fang Yiqing said.

"Why?" I asked.

"You are stupid, that Song Qian has liked Fu Ruyan for so long, this is such a good opportunity, do you think she can let it go?" Fang Yiqing hated iron and steel: "If I were her, I would definitely go to Fu Ruyan to take the initiative to help him and let him owe me favors, so that she can be closer to Fu Ruyan!" ”

Listening to Fang Yiqing's speculation, I felt a sigh in my heart, and it took a long time before I said in a dry voice: "It should be ...... It won't be...... Song Qian is not such a person. ”

I said this on my lips, but in my heart I was wondering, and the seeds of doubt had been planted.

"Why not? You are just too simple, you believe everything others say! You don't want to think about it, the relationship between you and Fu Yang is not as good as that of Song Qian and Fu Ruyan, right? She followed Fu Ruyan so much at the beginning, and she chased it to other cities, how deep her feelings were! Now that he is married, can she really say that she will let it go? Fang Yiqing's voice was sharp, and she had already brought a question, "Isn't it even you, at the moment when Fu Yang married Qin Lili, you were unwilling?" ”

Fang Yiqing's words are indeed reasonable.

After so many years of affection, it really can't be let go overnight.

"I think, that Song Qian must hate you to death! But I don't show it, and I pretend in front of you that I can afford to put it down, just to dispel your vigilance. She definitely wants to pretend to be friends with you, so that she can get closer to Fu Ruyan! Fang Yiqing pondered, reached out and touched her chin, and snapped her fingers again, "Why don't you go to Fu Ruyan's company these days to keep an eye on it, and see if there is any contact between Song Qian and him, if not, I will worry about it more, if there is...... Doesn't that prove that I'm telling the truth? ”

I hesitated, "But even if it's true...... What can I do? You're right, Song Qian is the one who can help Fu Ruyu. If she really took the initiative to help Ruyu, I'm afraid I would only be able to smile and thank her. ”

"Whew!" Fang Yiqing looked very excited, "What do you think!" Have you bowed your head to your rival in love? He Chu, you can't be like this! We'd rather be broken than broken! ”

I furrowed my eyebrows slightly.

"There are only two paths before you now. First, Fu Ruyu's company went bankrupt, and he and he have become poor since then, but you are still very happy together, even if you eat steamed buns and mustard vegetables at every meal, you feel very happy.

Second, you gave Fu Ruyan to Song Qian, and you divorced Fu Ruyan and let them be together. Since then, you have been infamous for killing your father, and you have no husband. Take your pick! ”

Fang Yiqing's words have been said very clearly.

I swallowed hard, "Actually, honestly, I'm not that great. But...... I don't want to watch the high-flying Fu Ruyan become so miserable. You said eating steamed buns and mustard vegetables, these are all things I dare not think of. If there really was such a day, I would choose two. ”

Fang Yiqing immediately exploded, "He Chu! Don't you have a hole in your brain? You're crazy, you! If it were me, I wouldn't have separated from him if I tied him up! ”

I shook my head slightly, "No...... It's not the same...... Even if I get through with him this time, what will I do after that? If something like this happens in the future, it will face exactly the same problem. I'll never be able to help him, so I'd better ...... than that."

"Why don't you give it to someone else? Then why did you marry him in the first place? Don't you have anything to do? Fang Yiqing taught me a lesson, "I really convinced you, He Chu, don't give up on yourself, you have to cheer up, things are not as bad as you imagined." What's more, isn't Fu Ruyan still by your side? If you want me to say, you go and see what Song Qianda is thinking first, if she really just wants to help Fu Ruyu and has no other ideas, this is the best of both worlds, it's a big deal that you two will slowly make money and go back in the future! Do you think that's the truth? ”

I nodded, holding back tears in my eyes, "I know, I will." ”

"Okay, okay, don't cry, I just said something serious, I'm sorry." Fang Yiqing said softly.

I shook my head vigorously, "I know you're doing it for my good." ”

However, in the face of feelings, I am so humble.

This was the case for Fu Yang before, and now it is the same for Fu Ruyan.

Probably because I grew up in that kind of family, I have an inferiority complex from time to time.

That...... A lingering inferiority complex.

I don't dare to compare myself to anyone, because I know that I can't compare to anyone else.

I actually hate thinking like this, but I can't change it.

It's like a person who wants to commit suicide but can't die, suffering endless torture.