Leaving the Left Bank of Xiangfei is the only way for me to preserve my dignity.

Some people may say that with the cards in my current hand, I can't quit at all, and it's a big deal to be dormant like Rao Jie, and make a comeback sooner or later.

In fact, Zhao Hailong really mentioned something like that in private.

But I politely declined.

The reason is very simple, just three points.

First of all, I'm not Rao Jie, and I'm not keen on power. Speaking from the heart, this year, I really want to make some achievements;

Secondly, I don't want to lose people. Needless to say, I didn't understand what he meant. But the transfer of shares and taking care of Toshiko's mother for me, I dare not forget these things. As the old saying goes, this is called great kindness, so in any case, I must not turn the left bank of Xiangfei into a testing ground for intrigue.

Thirdly, it is not easy for the brothers. Especially Hailong, which has come through ups and downs over the years, it is really not easy to have today. I don't have to gamble on their future, it's too selfish.

It's just me, and it can only be me, leave.

So that day, I went to Tong Gang for the first time and told me about this idea.

It can be seen that Mr. Tong is very sorry for my resignation.

But after all, he didn't say anything, and when it was over, he insisted on keeping my shares, saying that one day, if I returned, I would always have a place on the left bank of Xiangfei.

It's all about this, and if I refuse, it's hypocritical.

is still the same sentence, Tong Gang is a good person. Perhaps, he has his difficulties.

The days of departure are always very sad.

In fact, I didn't inform anyone, not because I was desperate, but because I was afraid that I would be embarrassed. But that's fine, as the poem says.

"Gently I go, just as softly, I wave my sleeves and don't take away a cloud."

That's the sad end of it.

The story of the Left Bank of Xiangfei has finally come to an end. And these stories, on the phone, I also told Lao Zhu.

This grandson was silent for a while after hearing this, telling the truth, not like his character.

I wondered what this kid was going to do, and I was indignant. I didn't think about it, and I didn't say a word for a long time.

"Apeng, you're doing the right thing. What's next? ”

I was stunned, and I didn't know how to answer for a while. Actually, at this moment, I was also at a loss.

On the phone, I didn't say anything, and I didn't want to say anything more, tomorrow, tomorrow, let's think about tomorrow.

In the days that followed, a lot happened.

There are good things and bad things.

The good thing is about the old lady. Because, Yan Xue is back. This girl, I haven't seen her for a long time, she has lost a lot of weight and is a lot haggard.

She told me that this time when she returned to China, if not for anything else, she would take the old lady to Australia.

When I heard this, I was immediately surprised.

"Did your dad get it done?"

Yan Xue smiled, with a hint of sadness, "What else?" The children have been born, and the old man can't ignore it. Lu Peng, I have to take care of the old lady this time, seriously, I thank you for Junzi. ”

I shook my head, "Yan Xue, you're too outward." What does I have to do with Junzi, you don't know, you should. However, it is good to go to Australia, after all, the medical conditions there are much better than those in China, and it is not necessary that the old lady will wake up one day. ”

The two chatted for a while, and Yan Xue chatted about my work by the way.

I smiled, where did I dare to tell the truth, I found a random topic and diverged.

On the day of farewell, it was the plane on which I sent Yan Xue.

Looking at the old lady, I had mixed feelings. To tell the truth, in the past six months, there is an inexplicable feeling between us.

Vegetative people, no feelings. But I'm different.

To be honest, I was panicked at the moment. I usually don't feel anything when I look at it every day, but when people really want to leave, they always feel empty in their hearts.

On a June day, the season of parting, everything was full of sadness.

I originally thought that ordinary life was such a trickle of water. But one day, a phone call disrupted my thoughts.

The owner of this call is Rao Jie.

She apparently knew that the news of my departure from the Left Bank of Xiangfei was on the phone, and she was relieved for a long time.

For this Mr. Rao, I always have complicated feelings.

Once we were adversaries, enemies, "either you die or I die".

But at this time, they are like friends for many years, greeting each other, greeting each other, and telling each other their hearts.

Destiny is amazing!

But other than that. Rao Jie also brought me unexpected news.

That's about Lin Zihan.

I was surprised and asked her, "What's wrong with Zihan?" ”

Although Zihan and I have not been in contact for a long time, we are still worried about each other's body temperatures.

In this impetuous age, if you have a heart, you must thank God. At that moment, I felt as if I heard the gentle call of my heart.

However, Rao Jie sighed, "Lu Peng, she is divorced." ”

Suddenly, I was surprised, and I hurriedly asked what was going on.

According to Rao Jie, Zihan's divorce was still known to her from this girl's QQ talk.

At that time, Rao Jie was also surprised, but again, she couldn't contact Zihan. In fact, since this girl returned to Zhejiang, all ties have been completely broken.

I don't know what happened in the meantime. But for me, it doesn't make sense.

The only thing I care about is, Zihan, where is she? Zhejiang, thousands of miles away from me. Without an address, there is no way to find one.

It was probably the darkest day I've had in years.

Countless midnight dreams, often waking up from nightmares, I looked out the window, the horizon, the thick inky darkness.

The old lady is gone, Zihan is gone, Jiang is gone, Junzi is gone, one by one, the people in my life have all left me at this moment.

The unhappiness of my career, the frustration of my love, to tell the truth, suffocated me.

But over the years, I have become accustomed to forbearance, and I have never revealed the bitterness in my heart to anyone, including Lao Zhu.

So, one day, the evil consequences of depression erupted like a torrent.

Just recently, my sleep quality has been getting worse and worse, and I woke up with a terrible headache. It was as if for a moment, I lost interest in anything, and my whole person became extremely negative.

I know it's definitely not a good sign, something must be wrong.

Later, even the simple need to get out of bed became laborious, and in the end, I had to go to the hospital.

After a few tests, the doctor told me a terrible truth.

"Mr. Lu, your illness, from a medical point of view, is a mental and psychological problem. In layman's terms, it is what we often call depression. You'd better hurry up and get treated! ”

End of chapter.