Chapter 362: Confession (3/4)
She opened her mouth for a long time, and finally spoke: "I...... I ......."
"Tell me." Aoki's voice was a little pleading: "Didn't you say that you want to give it to the man you like...... Absolutely? β
"I'm ......." Poison Island looked into his eyes, and the voice of crying for help almost reached his throat, but he couldn't cry out happily.
I was crying like crazy in my head, but I couldn't even make a pitiful expression.
"Such a son......."
Tsukasa Aoki gradually lowered his head.
"Makes me scared."
Poison Island's eyes trembled uncontrollably.
"No, it's not......" Poison Island Tsunzo was a little flustered and let out a meaningless refusal.
Afraid? Manage....... Afraid of me?
He, is he going to leave me?
Did he notice it?
Did he get it?
I....... Are you going to lose him?
Sure enough, I'm just a monster.
I don't deserve love.
I.......
Poison Island Tsuiko's bloody hands were helplessly lifted in the air, but she didn't know where to put it, the already broken heart, beating violently, almost shouting, asking her to say something, but she was like being cursed by something, trying her best, and there was only a hoarse buzz in her throat, but she couldn't say any words.
"I'm scared....... I'm afraid that when I wake up, I'll disappear. β
Aoki's unexpected words made Tsumiko Poison Island stiffen.
Her eyes looked at Tsukasa Aoki incredulously.
"What are you worried about?" Tsukasa Aoki's eyes lost focus, and Tsukashi Poison Island could see that although he seemed to be still looking at him, in fact, his mind had already fallen into his own thoughts.
He's talking to himself, or rather, he's confessing.
Confess all your thoughts.
"I'm really scared." Aokiji's bitter smile made Tsukasa Poison Island a little panicked, she had seen Aokiji's shy appearance, her arrogant appearance, his lazy appearance, and his strong appearance.
I have even seen him fall into a low point, moments of despair and grief.
But I've never seen such a Aoki division.
This...... Sensitive and fragile look.
Tsukasa Aoki put down the hand holding her cheek and sat opposite her, facing the silent Tsumiko, just telling his own story.
"I was really just a poor loser in the past."
Tsukasa Aoki tells his story in another way.
"Weak and helpless." Aoki Tsukasa laughed self-deprecatingly: "Once upon a time, I thought I could change everything, but in the end I found out that I was the one who was changed." β
"I became the kind of person I hated, and I was complacent about it."
Aoki Tsukasa thought back to the past, and self-deprecatingly hooked the corners of his mouth: "To be honest, I died once." β
"And yet, just when I thought I was going to end my life as a loser, to end my life as insignificant and almost unknown to anyone."
"You know what? I've always felt that coming here, getting to know Tsuko, getting to know Qiong, and meeting a lot of friends is like starting a new life. β
Tsukasa Aoki reincarnated himself in a different way and told it to Tsukoko Poison Island.
"Here, I don't have to regret my previous failures, and I don't want my future self to feel that I have any regrets left behind, and I finally have the talent and ability to make my life better, so I live really hard."
Aoki lowered his head a little tiredly: "Really, in the last few months, I've lived really hard. β
Sleeping only one or two hours a day is really hard enough.
Obviously, the process of learning and training made me want to give up more than once, and I endured it and continued to work hard.
Working hard in the dream training room, waking up and still working hard, it seems easy to say, but in fact?
"I thought that if I tried hard enough this time, I would be able to hold all the happiness in my hands." Tsukasa Aoki said to himself, "I have a new family, and although they have had a hard time and have many misfortunes, I feel like I can change everything. I had new friends, a little stupid and a little naΓ―ve, but at least they really saw me as a friend. β
"There are people who like me, and there are ...... Someone I like. β
Tsukasa Aoki raised his head and looked at Tsuruko Poison Island.
"It's just that occasionally, I feel scared." Aokiji's eyes were a look of dΓ©jΓ vu on Poison Island.
"Scared it all was just a dream I had when I woke up in that fucking world, or that pathetic piece of shit."
"I'm afraid that someone I like will leave me, and I'm afraid that I will let the tragedy happen again because I don't work hard enough."
Aoki Tsukasa looked at Tsukashi Poison Island, and his words were extremely sincere: "Tsukiko ......"
"Don't push me away."
Aoki's eyes were not covered: "Let's face it together?" Whatever it is, I think I can do it if it's with you. β
"No matter what trouble you have, that is, even if you do something wrong, I am willing to work with you to remedy it."
Tsukasa Aoki held out his hand.
"In this life, I just want to live well without regrets, and I can't do it without you."
Poison Island Tsuneko's eyes turned red unconsciously, and she finally opened her mouth, but her voice was hoarse and distressing: "But what if I'm going to disappoint Si?" β
"As long as Tsukiko likes my heart and doesn't cheat, Tsuneko will never let me down." Aoki's mood was also a little low, but he still laughed.
Poison Island Tsuneko also showed a somewhat ugly smile: "But what if I'm far worse than you think?" β
"What if the real me and the one I know are exactly two people?"
Poison Island's eyes shook a little uneasily.
Aoki Tsukasa just looked at her seriously: "Is the gentleness before Tsumiko fake?" β
β...... No. β
Tsumiko Poison Island shook her head.
Everything she did to Tsukasa Aoki was what she wanted to do. Whether it's cooking for him or saying words of encouragement, she thinks about it and does it herself.
"That's enough." Tsukasa Aoki's smile was as warm as the sun, melting the shell of the urine's frozen urine outside the heart of Tsukashi Tsumijima.
She laughed miserably, and finally, she told the truth: "Si, do you remember the last time you came to my house, and you saw the police notice on the side of the street when you left?" β
Police Alert?
Aoki's thoughts were in his memory, and he finally turned to this scene - when he left the house of Tsuneko Poison Island at night and saw it on the side of the street.......
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"Police Notice: Recently, there have been frequent criminal activities in the old city, and there have been several incidents of injury and disability, so please avoid going out at night as much as possible. If you find anything abnormal, please call the police immediately. β
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In the flashback, the notice posted on the telephone pole became clearer.
Criminal activity? Wounding and maiming someone?
Tsuko?
Aoki's eyes widened.
Poison Island Tsuneko completely let go of everything, and with a light tone and a calm expression, she revealed everything.
"I did it."